and Allana, and they would come to hate him when the truth was known.
I've sunk as low as I can, in the eyes of ordinary people.
But now the only direction is . . . up.
Jacen thought of a brief conversation with one of the GAG troops, a former police officer from the Coruscant Security Force. Most murders, the officer had said, were committed by family and close friends. The random killing of strangers was relatively rare, even in the seediest quarters of the violent, lawless lower levels.
I'm not so unusual, then.
Jacen took a breath and stepped two strides sideways. He was now looking into the mirror set into the bulkhead of his day cabin again; crystal clear, sharp, merciless. He gazed at an image of all-encompassing black. He knew what people said behind his back: that he was trying to emulate Vader.
So? I'm proud of my grandfather, but not blind to the weaknesses that brought him down.
But that was wounded pride speaking. I have to be beyond that now.
He had to be beyond fear of small consciences and even beyond the hatred that would make Ben Skywalker a strong, worthy, and terrifying successor to the title of Dark Lord.
But that would be years in the future. Now was the time for a man who'd once been Jacen Solo to shoulder that responsibility for the galaxy's sake.
Jacen took off the helmet, looked into his own eyes, and didn't flinch.
"Caedus," he said. "My name is Darth Caedus."