Weaveworld

VI

DEATH COMES HOME

1

s the dead hours between midnight and first light ticked by, the snowfall became heavier. Cal sat in his father’s chair at the back window, and watched the flakes as they spiralled down, knowing from experience that trying to get back to sleep was a waste of effort. He would sit here and watch the night until the first train of the new day rattled by. The sky would begin to lighten an hour or so after that, though with the clouds so snow-laden the dawn would be subtler than usual. About seven-thirty he’d pick up the telephone and try calling Gluck, something he’d been doing regularly, both from the house and from the bakery, for several days, and always with the same result. Gluck didn’t answer; Gluck wasn’t home. Cal had even asked for the line to be checked, in case it was faulty. There was no technical problem, however: there was simply nobody to pick up the receiver at the other end. Perhaps the visitors Gluck had been spying on for so long had finally taken him to their bosom.

A knocking at the front door brought him to his feet. He looked at the clock: it was a little after three-thirty. Who the hell would come calling at this hour?

He stepped out into the hallway. There was a sliding sound from the far side of the door. Was somebody pushing against it?

‘Who’s there?’ he said.

There was no reply. He took a few more steps towards the door. The sliding sound had stopped, but the rapping – much fainter this time – was repeated. He unbolted the door, and took off the chain. The noises had ceased entirely now. Curiosity bettering discretion, he opened the door. The weight of the body on the other side threw it wide. Snow and Balm de Bono fell on the Welcome mat.

It wasn’t until Cal went down on his haunches to help the man that he recognized the pain-contorted features. De Bono had cheated fire once; but this time it had caught him, and more than made up for its former defeat.

He put his hand to the man’s cheek, and at his touch the eyes flickered open.

‘Cal…’

‘I’ll get an ambulance.’

‘No,’ said de Bono. ‘It’s not safe here.’

The look on his face was enough to silence Cal’s objections.

‘I’ll get the car-keys,’ he said, and went in search of them. He was returning to the front door, keys in hand, when a spasm ran through him, as though his gut was trying to tie a knot in itself. He’d felt this sensation all too often of late, in dreams. There, it meant the beast was near.

He stared out into the spattered darkness. The street was deserted, as far as he could see; and silent enough to hear the snow-hooded lamps hum in the cold. But his heart had caught his belly’s trepidation: it was thumping wildly.

When he knelt at de Bono’s side again, the man had made a temporary peace with his pain. His face was expressionless and his voice flat, which gave all the more potency to his words.

‘It’s coming …’ he said. ‘… it’s followed me …’

A dog had started to bark at the far end of the street. Not the whining complaint of an animal locked out in the cold, but raw alarm.

‘What is it?’ Cal said, looking out at the street again.

‘The Scourge.’

‘ … oh Jesus …’

The barking had been picked up from kennels and kitchens all along the row of houses. As in sleep, so waking: the beast was near.

‘We have to get moving,’ Cal said.

‘I don’t think I can.’

Cal put his arm beneath de Bono and lifted him gently into a sitting position. The wounds he’d received were substantial, but they weren’t bleeding; the fire had sealed them up, blackening the flesh of his arms and shoulder and side. His face was the colour of the snow, his heat running out of him in breath and sweat.

‘I’m going to take you to the car,’ Cal said, and pulled de Bono to his feet. He wasn’t quite dead weight; there was enough strength left in his legs to aid Cal in his efforts. But his head lolled against Cal’s shoulder as they crept up the path.

‘The fire touched me …’ de Bono whispered.

‘You’ll survive.’

‘It’s eating me up …’

‘Stop talking and walk.’

The car was parked only a few yards down the street. Cal leaned de Bono against the passenger side while he unlocked the doors, glancing up and down the street every few seconds while his inept fingers fumbled with the keys. The snow was still getting heavier, shrouding both ends of the street.

The door was open. He went round to help de Bono into the passenger seat, then returned to the driver’s side.

As he stooped to get into the car, the dogs all stopped barking. De Bono made a small sound of distress. They’d done their duty as watch-dogs; self-preservation silenced them now. Cal got into the car and slammed the door. There was snow on the windscreen, but there wasn’t time to start scraping it off: the wipers would have to take care of it. He turned on the ignition. The engine laboured, but failed to start.

At his side de Bono said, ‘… it’s near …’

Cal didn’t need telling. He tried the key again; but still the engine resisted life.

‘Come on,’ he coaxed it, ‘please.’

His plea bore fruit; on the third attempt the engine caught.

His instinct was to accelerate and get out of Chariot Street as quickly as possible, but the snow, falling as it did on several days’ accumulation of ice, made the going treacherous. The wheels repeatedly threatened to lose their grip, the car sliding back and forth across the road. But yard by yard they crept through the pall of snow, which was so heavy now it reduced visibility to a car length. It was only as they approached the end of Chariot Street that the truth came clear. It wasn’t just snow that was smothering them. There was a fog thickening the air, so dense that the car headlights had difficulty penetrating it.

Chariot Street was suddenly no longer part of the Kingdom. Though it had been Cal’s stamping ground since childhood, it was alien territory now: its landmarks erased, its urbanity turned over to wasteland. It belonged to the Scourge, and they were lost in it. Unable to see any sign of a turning he trusted to instinct and made a right. As he swung the wheel over, de Bono sat bolt upright.

‘Go back!’ he yelled.

‘What?’

‘Back! Jesus! Back!’

He was gripping the dashboard with his wounded hands, staring into the fog ahead.

‘It’s there! There!’

Cal glanced up, as something huge moved in the fog ahead, crossing the path of the car. It came and went too quickly for him to gain more than a fleeting impression: but that was already too much. He’d underestimated it in his dreams. It was vaster than he’d imagined: and darker; and emptier.

He struggled to put the vehicle into reverse, panic making his every motion a farce. Off to his right the fog was folding upon itself, or unfolding. Which direction was the thing going to come from next?; or was it somehow everywhere around them, the fog its hatred made matter?

‘Calhoun.’

He looked at de Bono, then through the windscreen at the sight that had de Bono rigid in his seat. The fog was dividing in front of them. From its depths the Scourge loomed.

What Cal saw befuddled him. There was not one form emerging from the murk, but two, locked in a grotesque union.

One was Hobart; albeit a Hobart much transfigured by the horror that now possessed him. His flesh was white, and there was blood running from the dozen places around his body where lines of force – connected by wheels and arcs of fire – entered his body and broke out the other side, revolving through him as they swung to meet the second form: the monstrous geometry that towered above him.

What Cal saw in that geometry was all paradox. It was bleached, yet black; a void, yet brimming; perfect in its beauty, yet more profoundly rotten than any living tissue could be. A living citadel of eyes and light, corrupt beyond words, and stinking to high heaven.

De Bono threw himself against the door and began to wrestle with the handle. The door opened, but Cal snatched hold of him before he could pitch himself out, at the same time putting his foot on the accelerator. As he did so a sheet of white flame erupted in front of the car, eclipsing the Scourge.

It was the briefest of respites. The car had backed up only five yards before the Scourge came at it again.

As it came, Hobart opened his mouth to a dislocating width, and a voice that was not his issued from his throat.

‘I see you,’ it said.

The next moment it seemed the ground beneath the car erupted, and the vehicle was flung over onto the driver’s side.

There was total confusion within, as a hail of bric-a-brac tumbled from dashboard and glove compartment. Then de Bono was scrabbling at the passenger door once again, pushing it open. Despite his wounds some of a rope-dancer’s agility was still in evidence, for he was out of the felled vehicle in two economical moves.

‘Get going!’ he yelled to Cal, who was still attempting to work out which way was up. As he stood, and levered himself out of the car, two sights were there to greet him. One, that of de Bono disappearing into the fog, which now seemed charged on every side with an empire of eyes. The other, a figure standing in the midst looking at him. It seemed it was a night for familiar faces, changed by circumstance. First, de Bono; then Hobart; and now – though for an instant Cal refused to believe it – Shadwell.

He’d seen the man play many roles. Avuncular salesman, wreathed in smiles and promises; tormentor and seducer; Prophet of Deliverance. But here was a Shadwell stripped of pretences, and the actor beneath was a vacant thing. His features, robbed of animation, hung on his bones like soiled linen. Only his eyes – which had always been small, but now seemed vestigial – still preserved a trace of fervour.

They watched Cal now, as he scrambled off the car and onto the ice-slick street.

‘There’s nowhere left to run.’ he said. His voice was slurred, as though he needed sleep. ‘It’s going to find you, wherever you try to hide. It’s an Angel, Mooney. It has God’s eyes.’

‘An Angel? That?’

The fog trembled to right and left of them, like living tissue. At any moment it might be back upon them. But the sight of Shadwell, and the riddle of his words, kept Cal glued to the spot. And another puzzle too; something about Shadwell’s changed appearance which he couldn’t put his finger on.

‘It’s called Uriel,’ Shadwell said. ‘The flame of God. And it’s here to bring an end to magic. That’s its only purpose. An end to rapture. Once and for all.’

The fog trembled again, but Cal still stared at Shadwell, too intrigued to retreat. It was perverse, to be vexed by trivia when a power of an Angel’s magnitude was within spitting distance. But then the Mooneys had always been perverse.

‘That’s my gift to the world,’ Shadwell was declaring. ‘I’m going to destroy the magicians. Every one. I don’t sell any longer you see. I do this for love.’

At this mention of selling, Cal recognized the change in the man. It was sartorial. Shadwell’s jacket, the jacket of illusions which had broken Brendan’s heart, and doubtless the hearts of countless others, had gone. In its place Shadwell wore a new coat, immaculately tailored but bereft of raptures.

‘We’re bringing an end to illusions and deceptions. An end to it all –’

As he spoke the fog shuddered, and from it there came a single shriek, which was cut off abruptly. De Bono: living and dying.

‘… you fucker…’ Cal said.

‘I was deceived,’ Shadwell replied, untouched by Cal’s hostility. ‘So terribly deceived. Seduced by their duplicity; willing to spill blood to have what they tantalized me with –’

‘And what are you doing now?’ Cal spat back. ‘Still spilling blood.’

Shadwell opened his arms. ‘I come empty-handed, Calhoun,’ he replied. ‘That’s my gift. Emptiness.’

‘I don’t want your damn gifts.’

‘Oh you do. In your bones you do. They’ve seduced you with their circus. But here’s an end to that sham.’

There was such sanity in his voice; a politician’s sanity, as he sold his flock the wisdom of the bomb. This soulless certainty was more chilling than hysteria or malice.

Cal realized now that his first impression had been mistaken. Shadwell the actor had not disappeared. He’d simply forsaken his patter and his hyperbole for a playing style so plain, so minimal, it scarcely seemed like a performance at all. But it was. This was his triumph: Shadwell the Naked.

The fog had begun to churn with fresh enthusiasm. Uriel was coming back.

Cal took one more look at Shadwell, to fix the mask in his mind once and for all, then he turned and started to run.

He didn’t see the Scourge reappear, but he heard the car explode behind him, and felt the blast of heat which turned the snow to a warm drizzle around his head. He heard Shadwell’s voice too – carried crisply on the cold air.

‘I see you …’

he said.

That was a lie; he didn’t and he couldn’t. The fog was for the moment Cal’s ally. He fled through it, not caring much in which direction he went as long as he outpaced the gift-giver’s brute.

A house loomed up out of the murk. He didn’t recognize it, but he followed the pavement until he reached the first crossroads. The intersection he knew, and took off back towards Chariot Street by a labyrinthine route designed to confuse his pursuers.

Shadwell would guess where he was headed, no doubt; the living fog that concealed the Scourge was probably half way down Chariot Street already. The thought gave speed to Cal’s feet. He had to get to the house before the fire. Suzanna’s book was there: the book she’d given into his hands for safe-keeping.

Twice the ice underfoot brought him down, twice he hauled himself up again – limbs and lungs aching – and ran on. At the railway bridge he clambered over the wire and up onto the embankment. The fog had thinned out here; there was just the snow, falling on the silent tracks. He could see the backs of the houses clearly enough to count them as he ran, until he reached the fence at the back of his father’s house. He clambered over, realizing as he ran past the loft that he had another duty to perform here before he could make his escape. But first, the book.

Stumbling through the ruins of the garden he reached the back door and let himself in. His heart was a lunatic, beating against his ribs. Any moment the Scourge would be outside, and this – his home – would go the way of the Fugue. There was no time to retrieve anything of sentimental value, he had seconds only to gather the bare essentials: maybe not even that. He picked up the book, then a coat, and finally went in search of his wallet. A glance at the window showed him that the street outside had vanished; the fog was pressing its clammy face at the glass. Wallet secured he raced back through the house and left by the route he’d come: out of the door and through the tangle of bushes his mother had planted so many springs ago.

At the loft, he halted. He couldn’t take 33 and his mate with him, but he could at least give them a chance to escape if they wanted to. They did. They were flying back and forth in the frost-proofed cage he’d built for them, perfectly alive to their jeopardy. As soon as he opened the door they were out and into the air, rising through the snow until they found the safety of the clouds.

As he started along the embankment – not back towards the bridge but in the opposite direction – he realized that he might never again see the house he was leaving behind. The ache that thought awoke made the cold seem benign. He paused, and turned to try and hold the sight in his memory: the roof, the windows of his parents’ bedroom, the garden, the empty loft. This was the house in which he’d grown to adulthood; the house where he’d learned to be the man he was, for better or worse; here all his memories of Eileen and Brendan were rooted. But in the end it was just bricks and mortar; evil could take it as it had taken the Fugue.

As certain as he could be that he had the picture before him memorized, he headed off into the snow. Twenty yards on down the track a roar of destruction announced that he was a refugee.