Weaveworld

2

She left him up on his pillar, like some lonely penitent, pondering the remark. Her thoughts were grimmer for the conversation. Despite the presence of the menstruum in her system, she knew very little of how the forces that had made the Weaveworld worked, but it didn’t take genius to see that for Shadwell to trespass on the rapturous ground of the Gyre would prove cataclysmic. He was all that rarefied region, and its makers, despised: he was Corruption. Perhaps the Gyre could destroy itself rather than give him access to its secrets. And if it ceased to exist wouldn’t the Fugue – the unity of which was preserved by the power there – be lost to the maelstrom? That, she feared, was what the witness had meant with his pronouncements. If Shadwell entered the Gyre, the world would end.

There’d been no sign of animal or bird life since she’d left the vicinity of the pool. The trees and bushes were deserted; the undergrowth was hushed. She summoned the menstruum up until it brimmed in her, ready to be used in her defence should the occasion arise. There was no time left for niceties now. She would kill anyone who tried to prevent her from getting to Shadwell.

A noise from behind a partially demolished wall drew her attention. She stood her ground, and challenged the observer to make himself known. There was no reply forthcoming.

‘I won’t ask you again,’ she said. ‘Who’s there?’

At this there was a fall of brick shards, and a boy of four or five, naked but for socks and dust, stood up and clambered over the rubble towards her.

‘Oh my God,’ she said, her heart going out to the child. In the instant her defences fell there was movement to right and left of her, and she found herself surrounded by a ragged selection of armed men.

The child’s forlorn expression dropped, as one of the soldiers summoned him to his side. The man put a grimy hand through the boy’s hair, and gave him a grim smile of approval.

‘Name yourself,’ someone demanded of her.

She had no idea of which side these men were on. If they were of Shadwell’s army, admitting her name would be an instant death sentence. But, desperate as things were, she couldn’t bring herself to unleash the menstruum against men – and a child – whose allegiance she didn’t even know.

‘Shoot her,’ the boy said. ‘She’s with them.’

‘Don’t you dare,’ said a voice at the back. ‘I know her.’

She turned, as her saviour spoke her name, and there – of all people – was Nimrod. The last time they’d met he’d been a convert to Shadwell’s unholy crusade: all talk of glorious tomorrows. Time and circumstance had humbled him. He was a picture of wretchedness, his clothes tattered, his face full of hurt.

‘Don’t blame me,’ he said before she could even speak.

‘I don’t,’ she said. There’d been times she’d cursed him, but they were history now. Truly I don’t.’

‘Help me –’ he said suddenly, and came to her. She hugged him. He concealed his tears behind their embrace, until the others left off watching the reunion and slipped back into hiding.

Only then did he ask:

‘Have you seen Jerichau?’

‘He’s dead,’ she said. ‘The sisters killed him.’

He drew away from her, and covered his face with his hands.

‘It wasn’t your fault,’ she told him.

‘I knew …’ he said quietly. ‘As soon as things went sour. I knew something terrible had happened to him.’

‘You can’t be blamed for not seeing the truth. Shadwell’s a brilliant performer. And he was selling what people wanted to hear.’

‘Wait,’ said Nimrod, looking up at her. ‘Are you telling me Shadwell’s the Prophet?’

‘Yes I am.’

He made a small shake of the head.

‘A Cuckoo,’ he said, his tone still half disbelieving. ‘A Cuckoo.’

‘It doesn’t mean he isn’t strong,’ Suzanna cautioned. ‘He’s got raptures all his own.’

‘You’ve got to come back to the camp,’ Nimrod said, with fresh urgency. ‘Talk to our commander before we leave for the Gyre.’

‘Make it quick,’ she said.

He was already away, leading her into the rockier terrain that concealed the rebels.

‘There’s only me and Apolline left alive,’ he said, as they went, ‘from the First Wakened. The rest are gone. My Lilia. Then Freddy Cammell. Now Jerichau.’

‘Where’s Apolline now?’

‘She went out into the Kingdom, the last I heard. What about Cal? Is he with you?’

‘We were going to meet up at the Firmament. But Shadwell’s already on his way to the Gyre.’

‘Which is as far as he’ll get,’ Nimrod said. ‘Whatever raptures he’s stolen, he’s still just a man. And men bleed.’

So do we all, she thought, but left the thought unspoken.