Nocturnal

The Monster

So much pain.

The dream’s blurry swirl engulfed him, lulled him, but the pain in his belly, the fire in there — that felt more real than anything Bryan had ever known. How could anything hurt so much? Being dragged, being kicked … what would happen to him now?

He shouldn’t have gone out alone, and now it was too late.

Savior had him.

What would death be like? Would he go to the Hunting Ground like the old people said, or would he just end? The religion, it was all a lie, he knew, because he’d drawn the ward to chase the monster away and yet the monster still got him.

Bryan’s hands and feet pulled against the restraints, but he was already too weak. The thing in his mouth muffled his cries for help.

Sliding on the ground now, across grass, his stomach screaming with agony. Where was the monster taking him?

Bryan looked ahead. He saw a cellar door, the angled kind that led down into a basement.

The monster released him. The monster in his cloak, a faceless man-shaped thing of dark green, it opened the cellar door. Inside, shadows.

The monster turned, grabbed Bryan by the neck and dragged him to the door. Bryan slid off the grass and onto concrete steps. The monster pulled him down, thump-thump-thump along the steps, rough edges digging into Bryan’s shoulder and hip as he slid. The shadows grew, engulfed him, swallowed him up until there was nothing but blackness.

Bryan woke to someone pounding on his apartment door.

He opened his eyes, blinked — was he still dreaming? If so, he was dreaming about his messy apartment and the cardboard boxes he had yet to unpack.

He sat up on his couch.

The door pounded again. From outside, a yell: “Bri-Bri, rise and shine!”

He stood, shuffled to the door and opened it. Pookie walked in, two cups of steaming coffee in hand.

“Pooks, what are you doing here?”

“We have to go see Mister Biz-Nass. We left him a message last night, remember?”

Pookie stepped inside. Bryan shut the door. He was still groggy, but now he recalled Pookie calling Biz-Nass the night before. “Yeah, I remember. Sorry, I’ll get ready.”

“Answer your phone much?” Pookie said. “I was getting worried that I’d find you in the center of one of those bloody symbols.”

Did that mean Pookie worried Bryan would be a victim, or the perp? Maybe that was a question best left unasked.

“I guess I fell asleep on the couch,” Bryan said. “I was watching TV.”

The exhaustion, the stress, the uncertainty — those things had been weighing on him, combining with the last remnants of the physical aches, joints that felt like they were stuffed with broken marbles and the lingering

[it’s not cancer it’s an organ]

chest pain.

But he didn’t feel those things anymore. In fact, he felt no pain at all.

“Bri-Bri, you get any sleep?”

Bryan shrugged. “Four hours, maybe?”

“Well, you look better,” Pookie said. “Way better, in fact.” He handed Bryan the coffee. “Here’s your milkshake. Four sugars, three creams, just the way you like it.”

“Thanks.”

Pookie walked to the coffee table in front of the couch. On it was Bryan’s pad, a pencil, and a scattering of hastily scrawled protection symbols. “Bryan, did you have another nightmare?”

Bryan started to say no, but stopped. He had vague wisps of something grabbing him, beating him, maybe even stabbing him. He couldn’t lock it down.

“I did,” he said. “Worse than the others.”

“Worse? Ummm, do we need to drive somewhere, then? See if there’s a body?”

Bryan shook his head. “Not unless the body is mine. I didn’t stalk anyone. This time I think something got me.”

“Got you? Like, killed you?”

Bryan tried to remember. A few more fuzzy images filtered to the surface of his thoughts. “Yeah. I dreamed about the guy in the cloak, Pooks. The archer. In the dream his name was Savior.”

“Savior? Wasn’t the Saviors the group that Biz-Nass said burned Marie’s Children at the stake?”

Bryan nodded. “Yeah, you’re right. This guy in the cloak, he messed me up pretty bad. He dragged me down some steps. I’m not sure what came next. All I know is that I don’t think I’ve ever felt so afraid in my life. He was going to do something to me.”

Pookie nodded. He looked worried, like he was waiting for the other shoe to drop. “What happened then?”

Bryan shrugged. “Don’t know. I woke up, drew some symbols, felt better, then went right back to sleep. I didn’t go out and put a gun in a kid’s face, if that’s what you’re asking.”

Pookie forced a smile. “Of course not. Drink your coffee and shower up. Biz said he was making an exception to see us this early, so let’s move it.”