I turned in the blankets, brought by soldiers, on the tiles of the vestibule of the Semnium. There were perhaps two hundred people, many of them civilians, being housed there this night. Near me, a free female, one of those to be counted among the spoils of Torcadino, was chained on one of the client's marble benches, one of several serving on such benches, women who, one after the other, in turn, were replaced by others.
I was troubled. I wished to go to Ar, but I had my own business there. I did not think I needed a mercenary's coins to buy my way there. Too, as an unknown fellow, it seemed I might be able to enter her gates without great difficulty. Letters of safety, aside from the difficulties they might involve me with Cosian sentries or outposts, which might be considerable, would presumably not be needed by everyone entering Ar. To be sure, if I wished to enter the presence of the first minister, or the high general, they might be of some use, but the letters for them, sealed with the sign of the silver tarn, might do as well. Besides, if I chose not to deliver these letters, who would know the difference. Others may have defaulted, for some reason or another, in this, or a similar mission. The officer, at any rate, seemed not, as yet, at least, to have received replies to such missives.
The woman on the bench, groaning and ravished, on her belly on it, clutching it, her legs chained on either side of it, was now alone. She lay on the cool marble, clutching it. "Master, Master!" she had wept. Nearby, to her right, and my right, only feet way, almost at our elbows, some sitting, some lying down, crowded together, chained, huddled, in the half darkness, illuminated by a tiny lamp on the wall, against one wall of the Semnium, was a large group of choice free women, probably gathered here as the cream of Torcadino's free flesh loot, doubtless to be distributed as gifts in the near future. Most would doubtless go to high officers and agents. Some on the other hand, I supposed, perhaps lesser beauties, might receive a different disposition, being bestowed perhaps on local civilian supporters or given as good-will emoluments to suppliers and contractors.
Nearby, Hurtha and Boabissia were asleep. Mincon, apparently a trusted agent of his captain, had quarters, or business, elsewhere. His Tula he had taken with him. Feiqa was now far to the left, against the far wall, chained there by the ankle with a number of other slaves. They did not wish to mix the slaves and the free females. From her collar there was suspended a small rectangle of cardboard. This was attached to the collar by a small, closed-looped string. This is first put through a hole in the cardboard and drawn through itself, fastening it to the cardboard; it is then passed under or over the collar, the cardboard thrust through it, and then pulled down, snugly, about the collar, the cardboard now dangling from it. On the cardboard there was a number, matching a number on a similar piece of cardboard now in my wallet. By means of this tag I would claim her in the morning.
I wondered why the officer had not, as yet, received any replies to his messages. Perhaps, of course, the message had gotten through. Perhaps it was only that the recipients did not deign to reply, or that their replies, perhaps, had been intercepted.
The woman on the bench moaned, holding it. Elsewhere I saw another woman being removed from a similar bench, and being returned to the common chain.
I wondered if some of these women had been here before, perhaps as clients, or petitioners or even witnesses. I supposed so. It seemed likely.
A new female was brought to the further bench. She was sat upon it, straddling it. Her ankles were chained together beneath it. Her wrists were similarly secured, the length of chain running under the heavy, fixed-position marble bench. She was then, by the hair, drawn forward, to lie upon her belly on the cool marble.
All of these women, I suspected, had been in the Semnium before, in one fashion or another, or for one purpose or another, if only to meet friends or to examine and admire the interior appointments and mosaics. It is, after all, one of Torcadino's great buildings. But doubtless none of them had ever before been here in their present capacity, casual love meat set forth for the delectation of passers-by, or even of the idle or curious.
A new woman was being brought to the common chain now, to a place quite near me. She was a dark-haired, sweetly bodied beauty. On her neck was a hempen leash. Her hands were tied behind her back. In a moment she wore a heavy collar, and was on the chain. Her leash was then unknotted, and, with a quick, whiplike motion, as she winced, jerked away from her. Her hands, too, then, were freed. She was now on the chain, and no different from the others.
The woman on the bench near to me whimpered. She moved her body a little on the cool marble, piteously, clutching it with her hands, her legs chained on either side of the smooth, inflexible expanse.
The woman who had just been added to the chain rubbed her wrists. Apparently she had not been tied gently. I wondered if she, a free woman, not yet a slave, had dared to express less than total deference before a man, or if she were important.
"Mother," whispered a voice, from among the other captives, "is it you?" "Is it you?" whispered the new woman, startled, wildly, turning about. "Yes," said the other. "Yes!"
"Daughter!" she whispered.
The other, with a movement of chain, crawling, emerged from the other captives. They embraced, on their knees, weeping.
"Be quiet," said another woman, whispering. "Do you want us to be beaten?" "Mother! Mother!" wept the girl. "Daughter!" wept the woman.
"Be quiet," said the other woman.
"Are we permitted to speak?" asked the daughter, fearfully.
"We have not been told we may not speak," said another woman. "But I would not be too loud about it. Do not draw attention to yourselves."
"I do not even know if I may speak to you or not," sobbed the girl.
"We are women," said her mother. "If men do not wish us to speak, they will tell us, with their whips."
"Mother, mother," wept the girl, holding her.
"I had thought you might have escaped," said the older woman.
"No," said the girl. "The collar is on my neck."
"Who are you?" asked the mother.
"437," whispered the girl. "Who are you?"
"I am 261," she said. She then drew back, holding her daughter at arm's length. "You see?" she said. "You may read it upon my breast."
"As you may read mine upon mine," said the daughter.
They then again embraced, sobbing, on their knees.
"What has become of us?" sobbed the girl.
"It is a common fate for women," she said.
"What will become of us?" asked the girl.
"Doubtless, the collar, and the service of a man," she said.
"I do not want to serve men!" said the girl.
"As a slave you will have no choice but do so, and perfectly," said the woman. "I do not want to serve them!" wept the girl. "I am afraid of men! They are brutes! I hate them!"
"Surely, from time to time," said the woman, "you have considered what it would be like to be their slave and serve them, fully, in all things."
"Mother!" said the girl. "You are my mother! How can you dare to even think of speaking to me like that!"
"You are not a little girl any longer," said the woman, gently. "You are now old enough to begin to understand such matters, Indeed, I think you do, or begin to, but do not admit this to me." "Mother!" said the girl, reproachfully.
"You are no longer a child," she said. "The years have passed. Are you not clear as to what has happened to you? Do you not understand the meaning of the wondrous changes which have transformed you into what you now are, the meaning of your new sensibilities, and feelings, and desires and instincts, and curves." "Do not speak to me like this!" said the girl.
"You are no longer a child," she said. "You are now a grown woman, indeed, a beautiful young woman, a desirable young woman."
" "Desirable! " she said, scandalized. But I could tell she was thrilled to hear this.
"That at any rate, whatever you may personally think about it, is the judgement of men, who are the arbiters and masters in these matters," she said. "Indeed, that much is attested to by your presence on this chain."
"Am I desirable," she asked, "truly desirablea€”as a female?"
"I believe so," said the mother. "And I am sure, sweet and dear daughter, that when you find yourself helpless in the arms of men, kicking and crying out, and squirming, their lust will make it quite clear to you."
"You needn't put it just that way," said the girl. She shrank back in the collar and chain. She put her hand to the collar. It was closed with a padlock. The collars these women wore had rings. It was by means of these rings, one to each collar, at the right side of the collar, and a second padlock, the bolt of which passed through the ring and a link of the chain, that the collars were attached to the common chain. In this fashion, a woman could be removed from the chain and yet be kept in a closed, padlocked collar. This was a different arrangement than had held the larger groups of women earlier, outside, at various points on the Avenue of Adminius. To be sure these were choice wenches. It was not surprising, then, that they should now find themselves the captives of a somewhat more refined constraint system. Additional security can be achieved, and often is, particularly when moving women, or when they are to be kept on the chain for a longer time, by riveting the collars shut. Needless to say, there is a large number of collar types, chaining arrangements, and security devices, the choices among them largely dictated by the motives and tastes of the master, and sometimes by his cultural background, all of which serve to keep women in perfect custody.
"True," said the woman.
"But you do think I am desirable?"
"Yes," said the woman.
"Oh," said the girl pleased.
"You are now ready for the collar," said the woman.
"No!" said the girl.
"You will find you have little choice in the matter," she said.
"I will resist! said the girl. "I will be strong!"
"And doubtless, after a test period, if they are so kind as to give you one, you will simply be killed."
"Killed?" she gasped.
"Yes," said the woman. "Men are only human. They do not, nor should they have, endless patience, particularly with the sort of animal which you will then be. It is not like having a foolish free companion, one who knows no better, who will patiently work with you for years, trying to help you become a woman." "I will try to be strong!" she wept.
"Such expressions often constitute but transparent concealments for envy and resentment," she said. "Consider whether or not this might be true in your case. Similarly, even worse do not use them to disguise your fear of men and of your own true nature. Too, they are but ill used when put forth to praise what may be actually only sexual inertness, neurotic rigidity or false pride. Do not concern yourself in this matter, sweet daughter, with the values of others, and particularly of men, or of those who desire to be imitative of men, but seek to find your own female values, the deepest and most feminine values in your being, those of your deepest self. Try to find out who you are, in the depths of your most complete femaleness, and then dare to be what, truly, you are." "You are my mother," she said. "You must not talk to me in this way." "Perhaps you are right," said the woman. "And perhaps I would not myself even dare to do so if I were not here with you, naked, in a collar, too, with a number on my breast."
"It is shameful for you to speak so!" said the girl, angrily.
"I want you to live," said the woman. "And I want you to be happy, truly happy." "Shame," scolded the girl.
"It is my love that prompts me to speak so," said the woman.
"I hate you!" said the girl.
"Have I truly touched something so deep in you, so familiar, so recurrent, yet so frightening, that you dare not face it," she asked, "that you would lash out so at me?"
"You are a terrible person!" said the daughter.
"I am one who loves you, more deeply than you can ever know," said the woman. «Liar, wept the girl.
"No," she said. "I am trying to tell you an end to lies."
"Naked female!" said the girl.
"You said earlier, when first we discovered one another here, both stripped prisoners, the loot of soldiers, on a common chain, when I said that I had thought you might have escaped, that you had not, that the collar was on your neck."
"Yes," said the girl.
"Is it on your neck?" she asked.
"Yes, of course," said the girl. Almost inadvertently, lifting both hands, she touched it.
"Then there is no escape for you," she said.
"I know," whispered the girl. "Nor for you."
"I know," said the woman.
The girl sobbed.
"Surely you understand what this means," she said. "Soon, my lovely daughter, you will learn the delicate, lascivious draping of slave garments and the tying of slave girdles, in such a way as to accentuate your beauty for the pleasure of a master. You will be taught to kneel, and caress, and do things you have not now dreamed of. You will learn to wear chains attractively and to move in them in such a way as to drive men wild with passion. You will be taught to cook and sew, and to polish boots and scrub floors. You will learn to bring a whip to a man in your teeth, on your hands and knees, head down. You will learn to love, and to serve. You will learn to be a slave.
"No! No!" said the girl.
"Soon your lovely thigh will feel the kiss of the blazing iron, and you will be sold," she said. "You will then have entered upon your new reality. You will then have begun your new life.
"Mother," protested the girl.
"Beware of free women," said the woman, "for you will be altogether different from them."
"Do not speak to me in this fashion!" begged the girl.
"I must speak to you," she said. "I do not know how long we might have to speak together."
"What do you mean?" asked the girl.
"At any moment a man might put a whip between us, and stop our talking," she said. "Too, soon we may never see one another again."
"Mother," she said, frightened.
"Surely you do not think we will be kept together," she said. "Soon we will both be evaluated, not as mother and daughter, but merely as women, and be taken on our diverse ways."
"You," asked the daughter, skeptically, "being evaluated as a woman." "Yes," my dear," she said, "the same as you."
"That seems absurd," said the girl.
"I am nonetheless a woman," she said.
The girl looked down, angrily.
"Does it disturb you to think of me in that fashion?" asked the woman. "Yes," said the girl, angrily.
"That is the way men will think of me, and look at me, I assure you," she said. "Absurd," said the girl. "What are you even doing here? Why are you here?" "I am here," she said, "for the same reason you are,"
"Why is that?" asked the girl.
"Surely you can guess," she said.
"Why?" asked the girl.
"I was not brought here, and put here among these women, because I was your mother, I assure you," she said.
"Why then?" asked the girl.
"I do not wish to speak," she said, "before you,"
"Speak," demanded the girl.
"I have been found attractive by men," she said.
"You?" asked the girl, scornfully.
"Yes," she said. "Is it so hard to understand, or accept, that men might find your mother an attractive female, a desirable property, a lovely animal, a sex slut of interest, one whom they might think worth owning, one whom they might not mind having on their chain?"
"You, too, then might have to crawl to men," said the girl, "and to serve them?" "Yes," said the woman, "and with the same perfection as you, my dear." "Absurd," said the girl.
"I will doubtless be taken my way, and you yours," she said, "as no more than separate females. I see the thought offends you."
"Yes," said the girl.
"I am sorry," she said. "But I will be owned, as much as you."
"You would have to please a master, as I?" said the girl.
"Yes," she said.
"I cannot believe that," said the girl. "It makes no sense to me." "Do you think it will be only your fair self, with all its beauty, which will soon be at the bidding of a master?" she asked.
"But you are my mother," she said.
"Surely you must understand that I must have been attractive to at least one man, at least once," she said, and smiled. "Your presence would seem to attest to that." "Not necessarily," said the girl.
"True," smiled the woman.
"You are my mother," said the girl.
"Do you think that means my body is now like ice or wood," she asked, "that I am not a human female, that I do not have feelings, that I do not have needs? "You cannot have needs," wept the girl. "It is improper. You are my mother!" "Your father did not much care for me," she said. "Too, I think you, too, took me much for granted, as little more than an object in your environment. I have been terribly lonely."
"You are my mother!" said the girl.
"I am many things," she said, "or have been many things,"
"You cannot have needs," said the girl.
"Look at me," said the woman. "Do you think a woman so bared and chained, so exposed and dominated, cannot have needs? These things free me to have needs. They free me to be myself."
"Disgusting!" said the girl.
"All my life," she said, "I have wanted to kiss, and lick, and serve a man, and make him happy."
"Disgusting!" said the girl.
"Now, perhaps," she said. "I shall have the opportunity to do so." "I cannot believe you are speaking to me in this fashion," said the girl. "Look at me," she said. "I have a collar on my neck. I cannot remove it. It attaches me to a chain, with others. I am naked. Men may look upon me as they please. There is a number on my breast. I am 261, among the catches of mercenaries. I will be sold. Do not tell me how I can speak. I am, like you, a woman on a chain!"
"I am afraid, Mother," said the girl, suddenly. "I am so afraid!"
"We are all afraid," she said, holding her.
"I do not know what will happen to me," said the girl.
"None of us do," said the woman.
"I do not want to be owned," wept the girl. "Think of it from a man's point of view," she said. "You are quite beautiful. Think of what pleasure men will take in owning you. Think how happy it will make them."
"I would then have value?" asked the girl.
"Yes," said the mother. "In time you might even become a treasure." "No, no," said the girl, suddenly. "We must never think of things from the man's point of view."
"Why?" asked the woman.
"I do not know!" she said. "But what pleases them, what fulfills them, what makes them so masculine, so powerful and strong, so different from us, must be denied to them!"
"Why?" asked the woman.
"I do not know," wept the girl.
"To make them piteous and weak, so that we may dominate them?" asked the mother. "I do not know," said the girl.
"So, that we can pretend we are more like them?"
"I do not know," said the girl.
"As a free female you might, if you wished, for whatever purposes, hatred or envy, the seeking of power, or whatever it might be, attempt to do them such hurt, such insidious and grievous injury, but such terrible and grotesque crimes, for which legal penalties are not even prescribed, my lovely daughter, when you are a slave, will not be permitted to you."
"I am afraid to be a slave," she said.
"We all are," said the mother.
"I do not understand slaves," said the girl.
"You understand them only too well," said the mother.
"Why is it that so many of them, owning not even a bowl for their food, or their rags and collars, seem to be among the happiest of women, so radiant and fulfilled?"
"They have masters," she said.
"Mother," said the girl, timorously.
"Yes, my daughter," said the mother, encouragingly.
"This morning, near noon, on the Avenue of Adminius, I was forced to call a man Master."
"So, too, were we all," said the mother, soothingly. "It is just their way of accustoming us to obedience, and what lies before us."
"There was something else," she whispered.
"Yes," asked the mother.
"I had to kiss a man's whip," she whispered.
"So, too, did we all, I am sure," said the mother, kindly.
"But it is worse," she whispered. "I fear to speak."
"Tell me," said the mother, soothingly, taking the girls head upon her breast. "I had feelings," said the girl. "I had never felt just those feelings before." "I understand," said the mother.
"When I felt the stout leather thrust against my lips, I trembled," she said. "Then, as bidden, I kissed, and licked it, lingeringly. I looked up at him. I saw the ferocity, and the strength, and the uncompromising determination, in his eyes. Then, again, I bent to my work. I felt thrilled to the quick. My belly became hot. My thighs flamed. I felt wet."
The mother kissed her, and caressed her hair, softly, soothingly.
"I am a terrible person," said the girl.
"Such feelings are perfectly natural," said the mother. "Do not be ashamed of them. They tell you what you are. It is not wrong to be what you are. It is good to be what you are, exactly what you are, whatever it may be."
"Have you ever had such feelings?" asked the girl.
"Yes," said the mother.
"What can possibly be their meaning?" asked the girl, frightened.
"It is simple," said the mother.
"What?" asked the girl.
"That we are females," said the mother.
"Females?" said the daughter.
"Yes," said the mother. "Such feelings, of need and helplessness, are natural for us. Do not be afraid of them. They tell us what we are."
"Are wea€”are we slaves, Mother?" asked the girl.
"Hush," said the mother, quickly. "One approaches; a guard." Quickly they separated, each looking down. The mother rested now on her right thigh and hip, her hands on the floor of the Semnium, the girl on her left thigh and hip, her hands, too, on the Semnium's floor. They did not lift their heads. They did not wish to risk meeting the eyes of the guard, calling attention to themselves. They looked well in the collars, both affixed to the chain.
The woman near me, on the marble bench, grasped it more tightly. The padlock on her collar moved on the marble. The guard was removing her ankle shackles. He then sat her upright, and unchained her wrists. The ankle chain and wrist chain he left lying over the bench, in front of her. He then took her by the hair and drew her from the bench. He walked her, bent over, to a place on the chain. A second padlock was there, marking what had been her place. He knelt her there, and then opened the padlock on the chain. Without removing it from the chain he pushed its bolt through the ring on her collar and snapped it shut. She was again part of the chain. She lay down on the floor, in her place. The guard looked over the nearby women. None met his eyes. He was the same fellow who, earlier had brought in the newest arrival, bound and leashed, in the Semnium. "261," he said.
"Please, no," she said.
He regarded her.
"Master," she said, putting her head down.
A young girl, near her, gasped, hearing her mother use this word to a man. 261 was freed from the chain. He sat her on the bench, straddling it.
"Please," she said, "do not. My daughter is near." Then her ankles were shackled, the chain running under the heavy fixed-position bench. Then her wrists were enclosed in the wrist rings, the chain from them, too, running under the bench. He then put her down on the bench. She lay on it, on her stomach, her legs on either side of it. Her throat still wore the padlocked collar. The other padlock, that which had held the collar to the chain, he left on the chain. It marked the place to which she would be returned. He then left her. In a few Ahn it would be dawn. I had not slept well. I must make the decision soon, whether or not to carry certain letters. I gathered this couriership might be not without its dangers.
I glanced at the female on the bench. She was lusciously desirable. I put her from my mind.
I had reservations about taking Hurtha and Boabissia into danger. Even if they were willing, and informed, at least to the extent I was, I did not think I should permit them to accompany me. It might be too perilous for them, how perilous, of course, I did not know.
The female stirred on the bench. There was a tiny sound of chain. I forced the thought of her from my mind. She was excitingly desirable.
I had little doubt, however, that Hurtha would cheerfully come along, if asked, and perhaps if not asked, abounding with his customary indefatigable optimism whatever might be the odds. He had already complained, more than once, that his ax was getting rusty. This is an Alar way, I took it, of saying that it had not been used lately. That was perhaps just as well. If Hurtha came with me, however, it seemed that Boabissia should be left behind. If she were left behind, however, I did not doubt but what she would soon find herself in a collar. She was that attractive. I put the woman on the bench again from my mind. I wondered what Boabissia would look like on the bench, in such a predicament. Rather well, I supposed. I might slip from the city, without them, I thought. In that way I would not carry them into danger. That would be thoughtful on my part. If I did that, of course, I should speak to Hurtha and Boabissia. I wondered if I should slip from the city. I did not know what to do. It was hard to sleep.
"Oh!" said the woman on the bench, stiffening, my hand on her.
"Do not relax your body," I said. "Keep it tight against my hand." She moaned.
"You are a free woman, are you not?" I said.
"Yes," she said.
"You may relax your body," I said.
Quickly she drew herself forward on the bench, frightened, an inch or so.
"Move back," I said.
She moaned, and slid back a tiny bit.
"More," I said.
She complied, fearfully.
"More," I said.
She was now back where she had been before. "I do not know where your hand is," she said.
"It is here," I said, lifting a finger, touching her.
"Oh!" she said.
"You look well in a collar, and chains," I said.
"Please," she said. "Do not touch me."
"Why," I asked.
"My daughter is near," she said.
"What is that to me?" I asked.
"She can see, she can hear! she whispered. "Ohh!" She shuddered, caressed. "You are a lusciously bodied female," I said. "Doubtless you will bring your seller a good price."
"Ohh," she said.
"When you were brought in," I said, "it seems your wrists were quite tightly bound behind you, more than with the customary tightness ample to keep a female in perfect custody.
"Sir?" she asked.
"You may call me Master," I said.
"Master?" she said.
"The way you rubbed your wrists, that suggests you were not merely bound with customary tightness, but punishment bound."
"Perhaps," she said.
"Perhaps you had showed less than absolutely perfect deference to men?" I speculated.
"No, Master," she said. "I am not a fool." "I would guess then," I said, caressing her, "that the tie was intended to be an informative, or admonitory one, one from which you were to gather something of the meaning of your reduction in station."
"Yes," she said.
"Doubtless, then, you were formerly of some importance."
"Yes," she said. "I was important."
"Are you important now?" I asked.
"No!" she gasped.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Yes, yes!" she gasped.
"Who are you?" I asked.
"I ama€”261!" she said.
I pulled her to a sitting position, before me, and then bent her backward and turned her body. "Yes," I said, "you are 261." I then put her back on her stomach. "And who is your daughter?" I asked.
"437," she said.
"Are you more beautiful than your daughter?" I asked.
"I do not know," she wept, clutching the bench.
I heard a gasp from the side, from our right, from among the other women.
I stepped from the bench, looking at the other women. "You," I said to a girl there. "Kneel, straighten your back, put your chin up, throw your hair behind your back." She did these things. "You are 437," I said, reading her number. "Yes," she said.
"Yes, what?" I asked.
"Yes, Master," she said, quickly.
"Yes," I said to the woman on the bench, "she has something of your beauty." "Something!" gasped the girl.
"You are both quite beautiful," I said to the woman on the bench, returning to her. "I suppose it would be difficult to say who, ultimately, under proper slave disciplines, will prove the most beautiful, but, clearly, now, at the moment, if these things are pertinent to the issue, you would bring the highest price." "I?" asked the woman before me, wonderingly. "Yes," I said. "But she has something of your coloring and characteristics, and is quite beautiful, and I think it likely, in time, with more experience in life and love, she might aspire to equal your beauty." The girl gasped.
"Please," said the woman. "We are mother and daughter."
"You are only two women," I said, "two women in collars, and, at this time, you, my chained beauty, would bring a higher price on the auction block, a price she could not hope, for perhaps years, to equal or excel. To be sure, I think you are both excellent collar meat."
The woman moaned. I then renewed my attentions to her body.
"I gather it has been a long time since you have been touched," I said. "Yes," she said. "Are you disappointed in me? Do I take too long to respond?" "Mother!" cried the girl, scandalized.
"You are not a slave," I said. "You do not have trained, honed reflexes. Smoldering fires have not been set in your belly, never far from the surface, ready to leap into flame at the smallest touch. You are a free woman. I do not expect much of you."
"Oh!" she cried, suddenly.
"Still," I said, "you seem to have in you the promise of vitality." "Oh," she said.
"Interesting," I said.
"Oh!" she said. "Oh!"
"Perhaps, as in all women," I mused, there is a slave in you."
She moaned.
"Or perhaps it is not so much that there is a slave in you," I mused, "as that you are simply a slave."
"Please do not make me yield!" she begged, suddenly. I continued to caress her. "Be silent!" she said. "Be silent! Can't you see I am in the hands of a man!" "Mother!" cried the girl. "Oh!" cried the woman.
"You squirm like a slut!" cried the girl.
"What you are doing to me!" cried the woman, half rearing up on the palms of her hands, the chains on her wrists.
"Lie down," I instructed her.
She then lay there, on the cool marble, clutching it, tensely, her eyes wild, her head to the left.
"Is anything wrong?" I asked.
She lay extremely still, almost rigid, tensely, on the bench. She gripped the marble tightly. It seemed she did not dare to move.
"Yes?" I asked.
"Do not make me yield," she begged. She was very beautiful, and very helpless. Such a female would indeed, I thought, bring a high price.
"Why?" I asked.
She moaned.
"Why?" I pressed. It was not necessary to beat her for not having responded promptly to my question. She was a free woman. Such tardiness in a slave, of course, is not acceptable. It can mean the whip for her.
"Please," she said.
"You want to yield, do you not?" I asked.
"No, no," she said.
"I think it has been a long time since you have yielded, if ever before you have truly yielded to a man."
"Yes," she whimpered.
"Did you ever before, truly, yield to a man?" I asked.
"No," she whispered.
"I think you now suspect what it might be like to do so," I said.
"Yes, yes," she whispered, tensely.
I touched her, slightly. "Oh," she said, grasping the marble even more tightly. "Be strong, Mother," called the girl.
Tears fell from the woman's eyes, falling to the marble. The padlock, holding her in the close-fitting metal collar, moved a little on the smooth marble. It made a small sound. She had long, dark hair.
"I think you want to yield," I said.
"No, no," she said.
I touched her, gently, "Ohhh," she said.
"I think you want to yield," I said.
"No, no!" she said.
I again caressed her, this time with an exquisite delicacy, a brief, sweet touch that brought her, in her present condition, to the brink of an uncontrollable response. If I should continue I had little doubt but what she would, in a moment or two, be jerking on her belly, crying out in a rattle of chain, writhing helplessly on the marble, then bruising and marking the soft interiors of her lovely thighs against it, so tightly gripping it.
"No man can make you yield, Mother!" cried the girl.
I gathered she was a mere virgin. Doubtless in the next few weeks she would learn better.
"Be silent, you stupid girl!" wept the mother.
"Mother!" protested the girl.
"Why do you not wish to yield?" I asked the woman.
"My daughter," she gasped. "My daughter is here!
"But you would be willing to yield if she were not present," I asked.
"Yes, yes!" said the woman.
"Interesting," I said.
"Mother!" protested the girl, horrified.
"Do you think I would have her removed from the room?" I asked.
"Please! said the woman.
"No," I said.
She moaned.
"Do you not want her to know what a pleasure and a joy you can be to a man?" I asked.
"I am her mother! she wept.
"You are only another woman in a collar," I said. "And, soon, you will be going your different ways. Besides, I do not think she is your equal in these things. Perhaps sometime she might possibly be your equal. I do not know. Perhaps you, in your love, could hope that for her, and even give her training, and advice. At present, however, dear lady, it is you, I assure you, who are the prize, you whom strong men would relish most on her belly before them. Who knows? Perhaps you will both find yourselves eventually in the same household. It might be interesting to see you competing for the favor of the same master. I have little doubt it would be you, properly enslaved, my dear, and not she, who would be most often drawn by the hair to the master's couch."
The woman sobbed.
"What has been the relationship between you and your daughter?" I asked. The woman did not respond.
"I gather it has been distant," I said. "I gather that you love for her has been little reciprocated, that your sacrifices, your concerns and efforts in her behalf, have been little understood or appreciated. I gather that she, in the customary, unquestioning self-centeredness and vanity of her youth, seemingly so inevitable in the young, has given little concern to your feelings, to your reality as an independent woman and human being, that she has scarcely thought of you, or understood you, in these ways, that she has, typically, much taken you for granted, considering you often as little more than a convenience, a tool and fixture, in her world, as little more than her servant and satellite." "No, no!" said the daughter.
The woman was silent.
"But such things are over now," I said.
"Yes," whispered the woman.
"You are now only two women," I said, "each in the custody of impartial iron, each destined to stand by herself on the sawdust of the slave block, each, separately, to helplessly submit to, and endure, the objective scrutiny of buyers. There it will not matter that you are mother and daughter. Probably you will not even be sold in proximity to one another, but in the order of your numbers, or in some order deemed aesthetically or commercially appropriate by professional slavers. There you will be evaluated, bid upon and purchased, as different animals, as separate properties, merely as independent items up for sale, solely on your own merits. Then you will go your own ways, doubtless never to see one another again, doubtless each to the chains of a separate master. I wonder who will make the better slave?"
I then touched her, gently, again.
"Ohhh," she said, softly.
"Who would be the best?" I asked.
"I do not know," said the woman.
"Mother!" scolded the girl.
"Doubtless, in the end, under the suitable tutelage of strong men, you will both become superb," I speculated.
"Yes," whispered the woman.
"Perhaps, in the end, when you are both marvelous, there will be little to choose from between you," I speculated.
The woman said nothing.
"But now," I said, "there is a great deal to choose from, between you." The girl cried out in anger.
The woman groaned, clutching the bench.
"Can you imagine your daughter in slave silk?" I asked the woman. "Can you imagine her in a collar, kneeling and obeying?"
"Yes," whispered the woman.
"Do not speak so," begged the daughter.
"Can you imagine her naked, kicking in her chains," I asked, "crying out, begging for a man's touch.
"Yes," said the woman.
The daughter put her head in her hands, sobbing.
"Hush, dear," said the woman. "It will be so."
"Men are horrid," wept the girl.
"No," she said, "they are the masters. They are as they are, as we are as we are."
"I will never yield to them," wept the girl.
"Then you will be killed," said the woman.
The girl gasped, shrinking back in the chains. "I could pretend to yield," she whispered.
"That is the crime of false yielding," said the mother. "It is easy to detect, by infallible physiological signs. It is punishable by death."
"What, then, can I do?" she wept.
"Yield truly, or die," she said.
"What chance have I, then?" asked the girl.
"None," said the mother. "You will be a slave."
"If you like," I said to the woman, "I can go over there and, in moments, one hand on the back of her neck, my other hand free, have her leaping like a child's toy."
"No," said the woman. "It will be soon enough done to her, such things. She will learn soon enough, what it is, a bond maid, to be owned by men."
"Do not worry so much about her," I said.
"I am her mother," she said.
"I would worry more about myself, if I were you," I said. "I think you will find that you will prove to be a much more frequent object of male aggression than she. Merely to see you is to want to strip you and put you in a collar." "No!" gasped the woman.
"I am a man, and I can vouch for it," I said. I gave her an intimate, friendly pat.
"Please!" she said.
"Be silent," I said.
"Yes, Master," she said.
"I assure you," I said, "you are at present much more likely to excite the predations of men, to be viewed as a mere imbonded lust object, than your daughter. You are much more likely than she, at least at present, in my opinion, to discover that you have, perhaps to your terror and distress, and with predictable consequences to yourself, then a slave, occasioned their interest. "No!" said the girl.
"Be silent, low slave," I said to her.
"Low slave!" she cried.
"I am now attending to this other woman," I said. "I find her of interest." "You are a free woman, Mother," said the girl. "You are not a slave. You do not have to yield to him. Resist him. Do not yield to him." "Do not fret, daughter," said the woman. "Can you not see? Even though he is a man, he consents to speak kindly to us. Appreciate such things, for you do not know when you will hear such words again."
"He is a brute! said the daughter.
"The master is merciful to me," said the mother. "Can you not see? In virtue of your presence, and in respect for the delicacy of our situation, he has permitted me to almost entirely subside."
" "Subside'!" said the daughter, scandalized.
"Yes," said the woman. "Thank you, Master."
"Oh!" said the woman.
"Do you think I am merciful?" I asked her. I feared she had misunderstood my intent.
"He is touching me again! said the woman. She clutched the marble bench again. "Do you truly think I am merciful?" I asked.
"No, no!" she said.
"Do you think any true man would let a curvaceous, luscious beauty like you, a mere prisoner set out for pleasure, a future slave, off the hook in a situation like this, that he would not press home his advantage, so to speak," I said. "Tell him that that is exactly what a true man would do!" said the daughter. "Don't be stupid," said the woman. "We are not talking here about weaklings who call themselves "true men, trying to disguise their weakness under false titles, but true men." Then she suddenly moaned. I found that of interest. She had not, apparently, subsided to the extent that either of us had thought. The coals of slave heat, it seemed, had not ceased to glow in her belly.
"I ask mercy," she said.
"It is denied," I informed her.
"Resist him!" said the daughter.
"His hands are strong and powerful," said the woman. "He knows what he is doing! I am soft, and female!"
"You wish to yield," I told her. "It is not difficult to tell." "I must not, Master," she said. "My daughter is here. She would never again respect me! Ohh!"
"Is it so wrong for her to know that her mother is a hot slut?" I asked. "Please," she begged.
"You are, you know," I said, commending her.
"I can't help it!" she wept.
"You are like a she-sleen in heat," I said. "You squirm well. You are almost as hot as a slave. It is interesting to consider what you might be like when truly in bondage."
"Please," she wept.
"You belong in a collar," I said.
"I must try to resist," she whispered tensely.
"You could, instead, of course," I said, "provide your daughter with an instructive exhibition of how a female can give incredible rapture to a man. She might profit from this lesson, carrying it to her advantage into slavery with her. You might even give her your impression, as far as your current understandings of such things might go, of such things as will soon be expected of her, of how a slave might respond to a master."
"If you take me," she said, "I will remain inert. I will not participate in your pleasure."
"You do not seem very inert to me," I said.
She squirmed.
"Was that a threat?" I asked. I lifted her head up by the hair, with both hands. The padlock on the collar swung free. I could dash her brains out on the marble bench.
"No," she said. "No, Master!"
I let her put her head down. The padlock again lay on the marble bench. There was a sound from the chains on her wrists. Beneath the bench the chain linking her ankles moved on the floor of the Semnium.
"There are many ways to take a woman," I said. "All of them are pleasurable. Much depends on the situation, and the time of day, and the preferences of the master. If you think that the pleasure of the man is inextricably linked with the pleasure of the woman you are naA?ve. That is a common misunderstanding of the free woman. That is much (pg.194) like thinking that the fruit cannot be enjoyed if it has not first begged to be plucked from the tree. That is simply not true. One can simply take it and enjoy it. Indeed, there is something to be said for such takings. In them one simply imposes one's will upon the helpless other. In them one senses imperiousness and power. Those who have felt such things know their value."
"I am yours to do with as you wish," she said, "and you know it well." "I wonder if I should force you to yield," I mused.
She lay quietly now, tense, muchly aroused, not knowing what my decision would be. Whatever it was, helpless as she was, she would abide it.
Her wrists suddenly jerked up, and were then stopped by the chain. The chain under the bench, on her ankles, moved, too, as her feet moved under the bench. "Lie still," I told her.
I then began, with care, and exquisite delicacy, not hurrying, to exploit her profound needs, and the remarkable vitality of her body. I thought she would, in time, make a splendid slave. It would be a lucky fellow, who would have her in his collar.
"He is making me yield!" she said.
I continued to draw her gently, and as implacably as though she were bound and on a leash, up the long stairwell of her need and helplessness. It was as though, then, that I had brought her, whimpering and needful, with me, again in the Gorean fashion, down a long, patient, narrow-walled, heavily carpeted corridor, one in which her bare feet could feel the deep, soft piling of the carpeting, and through a heavy, barred door, one which I had locked behind me, showing her that there was no escape for her, and had then put her, mine, to her place at the foot of my couch.
"Take me! she cried. "I beg you to take me!
"I wonder if I should force you to yield," I said.
"I beg to yield! she wept.
"Mother!" cried the girl.
"But your daughter is present," I reminded her.
"I beg to yield! she wept, "I beg to yield!" "No, Mother!" cried the girl. "Do not permit him to so degrade you!" "Be silent," wept the mother. "He has put me in his power."
"When you are instructed to do so," I said, "you will yield."
"Yes, Master," she said.
"Do not yield, Mother!" cried the girl.
"You will now yield," I told her.
"Yes, Master," she said.
I now rolled again in my blankets. It was an Ahn or so until dawn. I must try to catch a bit of sleep. I felt content. I felt good. The female on the bench had now been returned to the common chain. She had been the last placed on that bench this night. When I had finished with her I had sat for few Ehn on the bench, beside her, and had put my hand down before her. She had licked and kissed it, in gratitude, the padlock on her collar moving gently on the marble. I gathered that she had desperately needed what I had done to her. This was particularly interesting, as she was not even, as yet, a slave.
"What a slut your are! the daughter whispered chidingly, angrily, to her mother. Her mother now lay near her, on her side, her legs drawn up.
"Yes, my daughter," said the mother.
"You were like a slave!" said the daughter.
"I will soon be a slave, truly," said the mother, "and so, too, do not forget, will you, my darling daughter."
"I do not respect you any longer," said the daughter. "You do not deserve respect any longer."
"I do not ask for your respect," said the woman. "Neither do I need it, nor any longer want it. There are things better and deeper than respect. That I have now learned. Too, when we are both enslaved, neither of us will be entitled to that commodity. Our conditions then, I assure you, will be far deeper and more biological than respect. I ask, rather, your understanding, and a little love." "I hate you!" cried the girl. "As you will," said the woman.
Suddenly the daughter lashed out and struck her. The mother cried out, softly, and drew her legs up more, but did not attempt to defend herself, nor to return the blow.
"Hateful slut! hissed the daughter.
"Is it so hard for you to understand that I, like you am a female," asked the mother, "only that, and one now, like you, naked, and in a collar?"
"Slut!" hissed the daughter.
"Are you angry," asked the woman, "that some men might prefer me to you?" "No!" said the daughter, intensely.
"Did you wish it was you, and not I, who was chained on your belly to the bench, helplessly put out for the pleasure of strangers?"
"No!" she said angrily.
"Are you truly so jealous of me?" asked the woman.
"No, no!" said the daughter, almost crying out, wildly.
"Be silent," said another woman on the chain. "You will get us all whipped." "Mother," whispered the girl. "I am chained, and naked, and afraid." "Of course you are, my dear," said the woman. She then sat up. "Come here, sweet," she said. She took her daughter gently in her arms, and held her head against her shoulder.
"What is to become of us?" asked the girl.
"We are to become slaves," said the woman softly, kissing her gently on the side of the head.
"Men will have their way with us, fully," whispered the girl.
"Of course," said the mother.
"We will exist merely for their service and pleasure," said the girl.
"Yes," said the mother, kissing her.
"I want it, Mother," whispered the girl.
"I know," said the mother, soothingly.
"How terrible I am," whispered the girl.
"No, no, you are not," smiled the mother, caressing the girl's head. "Are we slaves, Mother?" asked the girl.
"Yes," said the mother, kissing her. "Now, rest."
"I love you, Mother," said the girl.
"I love you, too, very much," said the mother.
"Good night, Mother," whispered the girl, "261."
"Good night, 437," said the woman gently, "my daughter."
I awakened to the hand of Mincon on my shoulder. "It is time to rise," he said. I sat up in the blankets. I glanced over to where the fair prisoners had been kept. They were gone now. They had been moved out.
Mincon handed me a packet of letter. "Here," he said. "They are all here." "How do you know I am going to carry them?" I asked.
"Aren't you?" he asked.
"Yes," I said, and thrust them into my tunic.
"I have had your weapons, and other things, brought," he said. "Do you have the claim ticket for Feiqa?"
"Yes," I said. "It is in my wallet."
"Most of the other girls have already been picked up," he said.
"Surely it is still early?" I said.
"Not really, my friend," he said. "Even Hurtha is up."
"That late?" I marveled. It was well known that Hurtha often slept past dawn. To be sure I occasionally permitted myself a similar indulgence, particularly after a pleasant evening with drink and slaves.
"Yes," said Mincon. "He and Boabissia are waiting for you, outside." "I must speak to them," I said. "It is necessary to inform them of the dangers we might face. They might not wish to accompany me."
"I have already spoken to them," said Mincon. "Boabissia is determined to go to Ar. It seems she seeks there the answer to some mystery pertaining to her past. Hurtha, too, naturally, is undeterred."
"Naturally," I said.
"He seeks adventure," said Mincon. "Wonderful," I said.
"He likes you," said Mincon.
"Oh?" I asked.
"Yes," said Mincon. "He appreciates finding someone who listens gladly to his poetry."
"Gladly?" I asked.
"He has already composed a poem this morning," said Mincon. "He considers it a humorous poem. It is a jolly teasing of folks who sleep late."
"Hurtha is composing such a poem?" I asked.
"Yes," said Mincon. "Too, aside from adventure, and such, I think he regards himself as being on Alar business."
"What is that?" I asked.
"He plans on scouting out the territories of Ar, to see if they are worth seizing by Alars."
"I think he does not quite understand what is involved," I said.
"True," said Mincon.
"I will pick up Feiqa," I said.
"Your things are over there," said Mincon.
In a few moments I was descending the outside steps of the Semnium, Feiqa heeling me, carrying my pack.
"Tal Rarius!" called Hurtha, heartily.
"Tal Rarius!" I said to him.
"Greetings," said Boabissia.
"Greetings," I said to her. She seemed to me very pretty this morning, smiling, in the long Alar dress. I think she was wearing it a little differently. I think she had corded it a bit more snugly. Clearly the delights of her figure were more evident now within it. Perhaps I should speak to her about that. She might not realize what that sort of thing might do to men, how it might stimulate and effect them, particularly strong men. Ever since we had set her out for the fellows at the wagon camp, making some coppers on her, a subtle change had seemed to come over her, indeed, a sort of transformation was becoming more and more evident every day. She seemed to be becoming more radiant, and female. I noted she even wore the yellow metal disk on her neck, on its thong, a bit more snugly than she had before. The thong was looped twice about her neck now.
"I wish you well, all of you," said Mincon.
We bade him farewell.
"Even you, pretty, enslaved Feiqa," he said.
"Thank you, Master," she said. "And I, too, wish you well."
Mincon then motioned to a guard. The man approached. Mincon spoke to him as though we might be strangers, unknown to him, just emerged from the Semnium. "Put these civilians with the others," he said. "Usher them forth, with the others, from the city."
"Move," said the guard, going behind us, prodding us with his spear. "Over there. Get over there, with the others."
"Do not resist," I said to Hurtha.
"Very well," he said, agreeably.
"Oh!" said Feiqa, suddenly. The guard apparently, for his amusement, touched her with his spear blade, probably putting it between her legs and moving it upward, brushing it against the interior of her thigh.
As we passed another guard she cried out, again, softly. He had apparently lifted her brief skirt with the blade of his sword, considering her. Then we were with the larger group.
"Master," said Feiqa.
"Yes," I said.
"Let it be you," she said.
I regarded her. I saw that the attentions she had received had much aroused her, the merciless weapon metal of men about her legs and belly. Her needs were much upon her. She had passed the night alone, a checked item, awaiting a morning pickup, on a holding chain. Such attentions as she had received, particularly when they literally touch the body, are sometimes called the caresses of the master's steel.
She shuddered, facing away from me, hearing the draw of my steel. She stood very straight. She was quite pretty. I waited for a few moments, and then touched her, and then, after a time, lifted her skirt, that she could feel the air upon her, and then, after a longer time, when I was pleased to do so, let it fall. "Please, Master," she begged. "Perhaps tonight," I said. "All right," said a voice. "Now, move, all of you! I resheathed the steel and, with Hurtha and Boabissia, now again followed by Feiqa, moved along with the throng down the Avenue of Adminius toward the great gate of Torcadino.
"How terrible it must be to be a slave," said Boabissia, "and to have to submit to whatever men choose to do to you."
I did not respond.
"Don't you think so?" she asked.
"What do you have in mind?" I asked.
"Like having your body touched with their steel," she said, "as poor, dear little Feiqa."
"I did not realize you were so solicitous for her," I said.
"She is a sweet little slave," said Boabissia, condescendingly.
Feiqa, behind us, made a tiny, angry noise. She had been, of course, at one time, before being collared, a free woman of high station, of the city of Samnium. This word, incidentally, is, in effect, the same word as "Semnium', although in the western coastal dialects it is commonly pronounced as I have given the spelling here. Its original meaning is apparently "Meeting Place," and its application to a building, or a hall for the meeting of councils, is, it seems, a later development. In Feiqa's opinion, of course, Boabissia, having come from the Alar camp, was little better, if any better, than a simple barbarian.
"Did you say something, Feiqa?" I asked.
"No, Master," she said, quickly, humbly. She did not want to be beaten. "The touching of the naked body of the slave with steel," I said, "helps her to understand that she is subject to the master in all things, totally."
"I suppose you are right," said Boabissia.
"Conceive of it touching your body," I said, "particularly as you might have to wait for it, expecting it, and knowing it was to come, and that you had to submit to it, the cool, cruel touch of it, the caress of it, and as you might be bound, or chained.
"Yes, perhaps," said Boabissia, uneasily. "Sometimes slaves oil much more quickly after such a touch," I said. " «Oil' she asked.
"Yes," I said.
"What a horrid expression," she said.
"Not at all," I said. "It is an intimate, wonderful, exciting, succulent expression. Her body is being prepared for use."
" "Use'! " she said.
"Of course," I said. "She is a slave."
"That is true," granted Boabissia.
"And the intimate and exciting odors attendant upon such oilings, those of the helplessly aroused female, prepared for the master's use, are quite stimulatory to a male."
"Doubtless," she said.
"And so," I said, "it is not uncommon that after such a touch, the caress of the master's steel, that the slave, cognizant then of her utter helplessness and the master's power, and her complete dependence upon his mercies, that she is totally and absolutely under his domination, yields to him quickly and lusciously."
"I see," she said. Momentarily she trembled.
We continued to move along the Avenue of Adminius. There were some two or three hundred of us. We were some two-thirds of the way, or so, back in the group. This seemed to me a good position. I thought it possible that any guards who might have the duty of supervising our exit from the city, or perhaps the duties of inspecting or searching us, might, given the numbers involved, be somewhat lax or a bit less diligent in their efforts by the time we reached them, and we were not so far back that, the guards perhaps perking up, the end of the group in sight, we might find ourselves the target of some burst of compensatory ardor. We were now beyond the lines of suspended bodies outside the Semnium. I was not sorry to leave them behind me.
We continued to move slowly along the avenue, toward the great gate. I saw a naked slave girl kneeling to one side, at the side of a building, on the stones, her hands chained behind her to a slave ring. About her neck hung a sign on which was written, "Free for Use," As our eyes met she swiftly lowered her head.
"Keep moving," said a guard.
Such women had apparently been put out as a municipal convenience, and to help keep order in the city. She might also, of course, have been put out for punishment, but, given the current conditions in the city, that seemed unlikely. "What a slut," said Boabissia.
"A pretty one," I said. "And free for use, too."
"I wish they would not put them out like that," she said.
"Do you object to public drinking fountains?" I asked.
"No," she said. "But that is different."
"Oh?" I asked.
"Yes," she said. "Men are beasts, and seeing such women may get ideas. Perhaps free women would be less safe."
"The existence of such women on Gorean streets, particularly in times of stress," I said, "tends to keep free women safer."
She was silent.
"It is true," I said.
"Perhaps," she said.
"Few men will trouble themselves to steal a dried crust of bread, perhaps even at great personal risk, if a free banquet is set forth before them. To be sure, some men are unusual."
"I am not a dried crust of bread," she said, irritably.
"It is only a figure of speech," I said.
"I am not a dried crust of bread," she said.
"You are a free woman," I said.
"If I chose to be, if I were in the least interested in that sort of thing," she said. "I could prove to be a quite tasty pudding for a man."
" "Tasty pudding'? " I asked, pleased to hear her speak in this way. "Yes," she said.
"That is a common misconception of untrained free women," I said. "They think themselves attractive and skilled, when they know little of attractiveness and almost nothing of skill." "Skill?" she asked.
"Yes," I said. "There is more in pleasing a man than taking off your clothes and lying down."
"Perhaps," she said, irritably.
"Indeed," I said, "sometimes you do not take off your clothes, and you do not lie down."
"I see," she said, angrily.
"Perhaps you could get lessons from Feiqa," I said.
"Oh, no, please, Master!" cried Feiqa, fearfully. "Please, no!"
I smiled. I did not think, under the circumstances, it would be necessary to beat her. It had, after all, been a joke on my part, a capital one. To be sure, not everyone appreciates my splendid sense of humor. Boots Tarsk-Bit had not always done so, as I recalled.
"That would be absurd," said Boabissia, angrily.
"Yes, Mistress!" said Feiqa, quickly.
"To be sure," I said to Boabissia, "you are in somewhat greater danger than many free women for you have not chosen to veil yourself."
"Alar women do not wear veils," she said. "They are an artifice of civilization, fit rather for perfumed girls who would be better off in collars."
"You are not an Alar woman," said Hurtha.
"I grew up with the wagons," she said, angrily.
"That is true," he admitted, it seemed almost reluctantly. I supposed if Hurtha had encountered Boabissia under somewhat different circumstances his relationship to her would have been considerably different, for example, if he had bought her in a slave market. Her background with the wagons had perhaps, rightly or wrongly, inhibited him somewhat, I feared, keeping him from viewing her as what she essentially was, a rather juicy possibility for a female.
"You do want to be safe, don't you?" I asked Boabissia.
"Of course, of course," she said, irritably.
"Then perhaps you should not object to the occasional chaining out of slaves." I said.
"Perhaps," she said.
"And perhaps you should veil yourself." "Nonsense," she said.
"But you do want to be safe?" I asked.
"Of course," she said.
"Then veil yourself," I said.
"No," she said.
"Well, perhaps it does not matter," I said.
"Why is that?" she asked.
"You are probably right," I said.
"What do you mean?" she asked.
"You are probably not pretty enough to interest anyone," I said.
"Nonsense," she said. "I am beautiful. And men would pay a high price for me." Hurtha roared with laughter.
Boabissia turned about and glared at him. I was pleased she no longer possessed her dagger.
"Do not laugh," I laughed.
I, too, then, I fear, had she been armed, might have had to defend myself. "You are stupid, both of you," she said, "like all men. You simply do not know what to make of free women."
"I am an Alar," said Hurtha. "I know what to make of free women."
"What?" she asked.
"Slaves," he roared.
"I am pretty, aren't I?" asked Boabissia.
"Yes," I said. "You are. We are teasing."
"And I would bring a high price, would I not?" asked Boabissia.
"I would think so," I said, "at least for a new, untrained slave, for slave meat a master has not yet seasoned and prepared to his taste."
"You see?" she asked Hurtha.
Hurtha snorted with derision.
"Am I not attractive, Hurtha?" she asked.
"You?" he asked.
"I," she said, angrily.
"You are of no more interest than a she-tharlarion," he said, "and if you were a she-tharlarion, I do not even think a male tharlarion would be interested in you." He threw back his head, laughing.
"If you saw me all soft and naked, at your feet, and perfumed and painted, and in a collar and chains, you would want me," she said, angrily.
Hurtha stopped laughing. Suddenly he seemed angry. His hand closed on the ax handle over his shoulder. His other hand clenched into a fist.
"Do, not fear, Hurtha," she said, "you big simple beast, that pleasure will never be yours."
Hurtha did not respond, but glared angrily, fixedly ahead.
We continued on our way.
"He does think I am attractive, doesn't he?" she asked.
"Of course," I said.
"And you would like to have me, too, wouldn't you?" she asked.
"Under certain circumstances, perhaps," I said.
"If I were a slave?" she asked.
"Of course," I said.
"Of course!" she laughed.
"Move along," said a guard, one of several along our route.
Boabissia began to hum an Alar tune. She seemed in fine spirits. I glanced over at her. A great transformation had come over her since the night before last, since she had been put on her back, her wrists tied to the spokes, a copper bowl resting on the dirt beside her. I wondered if she might make a suitable slave. It seemed possible. I imagined what she might look like with a collar on her neck, instead of the familiar thong and disk. I supposed it might be nice to have her. It was not too late, really, I supposed, to enslave her. One could then have her when and as one pleased.
"What is wrong?" she asked.
"Nothing," I said.
"Move, move along," said another guard.
"Ah," said another, regarding Boabissia. She was, of course, not veiled. "Move," said another.
"You, too, free wench," said another, irritably. Boabissia would walk straightly by these fellows, regally, her head high, seemingly ignoring them, apparently not even deigning to glance at them. To be sure, I was confident she was only too keenly and pleasurably aware of their scrutiny, their appraisal and appreciation. She was now, after her experiences of the night before last, too much of an awakened female not to be aware of, and pleased at, the effects she could exercise upon men.
"Do you think it wise to behave in such fashion?" I asked her.
"In what fashion?" she asked, innocently, smiling.
"Never mind," I said.
She laughed.
To be sure, what had she to fear from them? She was a free woman. She had nothing to fear from them, absolutely nothing to fear from them, unless perhaps, one day, she should become a slave. Then she might have much to fear from them. In the distance I could see the great gate of Torcadino.
"Slut," said one of the soldiers.
Boabissia laughed, not looking at him.
"Collar meat," he called out.
She laughed again, giving him no other notice.
How well, if haughtily, she now walked. I considered the walks of free women, and of slaves. How few free women really walk their beauty. Perhaps they are ashamed of it, or fear it. Few free women walk in such a way as to display their beauty, as, for example, a slave must. I considered the length of garments. The long garments, usually worn by free women, such as that now worn by Boabissia, might cover certain defects of gait perhaps, but when one's legs are bared, as a slave's commonly are, one must walk their beauty and grace. Too, given the scantiness of many slave garments, it is sometimes necessary to walk in them with exquisite care.
The slave, for example, and this is commonly included in her training, seldom bends over to retrieve a fallen object. Rather she flexes her knees, lowering the body beautifully, and retrieves the object from a graceful and humble crouch. Sometimes, to be sure, commonly in serving at the parties of young men, certain objects, sometimes as part of a game, objects with prearranged significances among the young men, are thrown to the floor, and she must pick them up in less than graceful fashion. Whatever object she first touches determines to whose lusty abuse she must then submit. This game is sometimes played several times in the evening. I considered Boabissia. Her walk now seemed something between that of a free woman and a slave. It was, if haughty, quite good, and it showed, I thought, definite signs of slave promise. There seemed little doubt that, with some tutelage, and perhaps a collar on her neck, the beauty could be kept in it, and considerably improved, and the sullying haughtiness removed. I glanced again at her. Yes, it seemed to me that Boabissia might even be ready to walk in a slave tunic. I had little doubt but what several of the fellows she had passed, her nose in the air, would, with whips, have been more than willing to give her instruction in the matter, with or without the tunic.
"Are you sure you want to go to Ar?" I asked her. "it might be dangerous." She touched the copper disk at her neck. "Yes," she said. "I will learn who I am."
"And who do you think you are?" I asked.
"I do not know," she said. "But I was found, as I understand it, in the remains of what had apparently been a large and wealthy caravan. Perhaps it was the caravan of my father."
"Perhaps," I said.
"At the least, passage in such a caravan would doubtless have to have been purchased, and that suggests affluence."
"That is true," I said.
"Presumably no drover, or low person, a mere employee, say, would have had a baby with him," she said.
"Probably not," I said.
"It seems likely to me, then," she said, "that I am of wealthy family." "I suppose that is possible," I granted her. Indeed, it seemed to me to be quite possible. I was uneasy, however. The letter «Tau on the disk, for some reason I could not place, seemed vaguely familiar to me. I wondered if, somewhere, someplace, I might have seen that particular "Tau," that is, that particular design of a Tau. "Why is there a number on the disk?" I asked. "I do not know," she said, "but it must be some sort of an identificatory device, perhaps indexed to an address or a passenger list."
"Or a wagon number," I said, "if it was a large caravan, or, more likely, that of a merchant or company with many wagons."
"Yes," she said. "I never thought of that. That is perhaps it."
"Perhaps," I said.
"They would want to have some way of knowing where the baby belonged, I suppose," she said.
"I would suppose so," I said.
"That must be it," she said.
"Perhaps," I said.
"Would you care to hear my latest poem now," asked Hurtha, "that which lightly chides those lazy fellows who choose upon occasion to sleep late?"
"Of course," I said, grimly.
"It is a jolly poem," Hurtha informed me.
"I am certain of it," I said.
" "Awake, abominable sluggards! " quoth Hurtha. "That is a strong first line, isn't it?"
"Catchy," I admitted.
" "Arise, loathsome miscreants! " said Hurtha.
"Already you have revised the first line?" I asked.
"Certainly not," said Hurtha. "One does not tamper with that which is already perfect. That is the second line."
"You are certain that this is a humorous poem?" I asked.
"Definitely," said Hurtha, chuckling.
"I did not know you wrote humorous poems," I said.
"I am versatile," Hurtha reminded me. "I suppose you thought I spent all my time composing tragic odes?"
"I had not given it that much thought," I admitted.
"I have a lighter side," said Hurtha, "though doubtless only those who know me well have detected it. Too, it is not, in my opinion, salutary for poetic growth to be too fixedly despondent.
"I suppose not," I said.
"You may believe me in the matter," said Hurtha.
"Very well," I said.
"A little despair goes a long way," he said.
"I am sure of it," I said.
"I shall begin again," said Hurtha. " "Get up, you odious, foul, stinking, dawdling sleen! " said Hurtha.
"I thought you said you were going to begin again," I said.
"I am beginning with the third line," he said. He then turned to the fellow near him, an innocent fellow, "is dedicated to my friend, Tarl, there. Indeed, it was he who inspired me to compose it."
"I see," said the fellow, looking at me narrowly. He then moved a bit further away.
" "Up, up, I say, inert tarsks, vile, loathsome, somnolent slimy urts! " cried Hurtha.
Several folks were looking at me in a strange way. I quickened my pace, staring ahead.
" "It is noon! " called out Hurtha. Then he stopped, and began to laugh. Tears rolled down his cheeks.
"What is wrong?" I asked.
Some folks passed us.
"I told you it was funny," laughed Hurtha, bent over.
"Yes?" I said.
"Surely the humor is not too subtle for you?" he asked suddenly, startled. "I am not an Alar," I admitted.
Boabissia laughed merrily, but I thought, a bit uneasily, uncertainly.
"You see," explained Hurtha, patiently, "I did not say it was morning. I said it was noon."
"Yes?" I said.
"So you would expect me to say morning, but you see, it is already past morning. I said it was noon.
"Oh, yes," I said, thinking that perhaps I had a glimmer of his point, "excellent, excellent." Many Goreans arise quite early. Perhaps it is well to keep that in mind. It may help somewhat, though perhaps not significantly. Boabissia made a noise, one I think intended to desperately simulate a laugh. She was, I am sure, merely attempting to improve her claim as to being an Alar. Feiqa, happily, laboring under no such onus, looked aghast.
"We are here," I said, happily, "at the gate!"
Certain of the folks passed through the great gate of Torcadino were searched rather thoroughly. Some of the women, probably because the guards were interested in seeing them, were stripped stark naked, standing on the stones before the portal and, to their dismay, examined with Gorean efficiency. Certain coins and rings were found. After such a search a woman is sometimes good for nothing more than being a slave. But they were thrust through the gate, their clothes then clutched in their hands. Boabissia, interestingly, though quite comely, was spared this indignity. Some objects were confiscated from various folks, men and women, but little, really, was taken. I began to suspect that the treatment this group was receiving was, on the whole, little more than pro forma.
I also suspected, after a few Ehn, that Boabissia's immunity from Gorean Strip Search, in spite of the promise of pleasure to the guards of such a search, might be due to her party, that she was with us. The letters of the officer were now within my sheath. This tightened the draw, but the hiding place, considering the few options at my disposal, seemed a sensible one. Papers can be easily detected within a tunic or cloak linings. To be sure, if one has time, the messages can be written on cloth within the linings, and then should elude search, unless the garment is torn open. There are many possible hiding places for messages or valuables, of course. A few that might be mentioned are false heels or divided soles in sandals, tiny secret compartments in rings, brooches, ornate hair pins, hollow combs, fibulae, studs and clasps. The pommels of some swords are made, too, in such a way as to unscrew, revealing such a compartment. Similarly walking sticks and staffs often have one or more such compartments in them, reached by unscrewing various sections of the stick or staff. Needless to say, some of these, too, contain, daggers or thrusting swords. Such concealed compartments and weapons, and sometimes even builder's glasses, sun chronometers, and compasses, and such, are found in such objects. It is cultural for white-clad pilgrims from certain cities to carry such staffs, often entwined with flowers, in pilgrimages to the Sardar. Such folks are not as harmless as they might seem, as various brigands have learned to their sorrow. "You are together, all of you?" asked a guard.
"Yes," I said.
"Pass," he said.
In moments we were past the great gate, and blinking against the sun, outside the walls of Torcadino. I looked back. The walls, from this close to them, the fall sun bright on them, seemed very high and formidable. No common scaling ladders could ascend them. Too, numerous, low, horizontal wall slots, some three or four inches in height, through which metal-shod poles, stout metal crescents at their tips, could be thrust, and maneuvered, marked their bleakness. Such poles, with little danger to the defenders, at sufficient heights, where sufficient leverages can be exerted, address themselves to the enemy's ladders. Their effects are often devastating. The slots through which the poles are thrust may serve also, of course, as arrow ports. Individuals behind us were still coming through the gate. I then turned my eyes forward. I could see, some two hundred yards or so away, pennons of Cos, marking presumably the first row of siege trenches.
My hand I inadvertently against the sheath of my sword. It was there that I had concealed the documents I carried.
"You were not searched," said a small fellow, near me. He had a mustache, like string, and narrow eyes. He had a pack on his back.
"Many were not searched," I said.
He then continued on his way, toward the pennons in the distance. "What are we to do?" asked Boabissia, uneasily.
"Keep moving," said a soldier, outside the gate, pointing toward the pennons. Boabissia and I, then, followed by Hurtha and Feiqa, she bearing my pack, set out, with others, toward the pennons. "I think there will be little difficulty in clearing the lines of Cos," I said. "Refugees, I suspect, will be sped on their way. I am not sure what would be the best way to approach Ar. We might reach the Argentum Road and take it east to the Viktel Aria. We would then trek south to Ar."
"That is a longer route, is it not?" asked Boabissia.
"Yes," I said.
"Why take it?" she asked.
"It is not the route we might be expected to take," I said.
"Are you afraid?" she asked.
"I am uneasy," I said.
"Could we not trek directly to Ar, across country?" she asked.
"If I were alone, I would." I said.
"I am not afraid," she said.
"In the open country, there may be sleen," I said, "particularly after dark." "Oh," she said.
"Too," I said, "you are pretty."
"What has that to do with it?" she asked.
"Would you like to be a naked slave of peasants, a community slave, in a peasant village," I asked, "and wear a rope collar, and be taught to hoe weeds and pull a plow, and spend your nights in a sunken cage?"
"No!" she said.
"To be sure, they would probably sell you in a town, sooner or later, when they needed drinking money," I said.
She shuddered.
"I think, however," I said, "we shall take the most direct civilized route from here to Ar."
"Why?" she asked.
"To save time," I said. "Time, I think, is important."
"As you say," she said. "We will take, then, that route called the Eastern Road, or Eastern Way," I said.
"That is the route called the Treasure Road, is it not?" she asked.
"Yes," I said.
"Why is it called that?" she asked.
"Because of the riches, and slaves, and such, often transported upon it," I said.
"I see," she said, uneasily.
"Doubtless you will see many slave caravans," I said, "and, too, perhaps, the girls of poorer merchants, many women being marched on foot, chained in coffle, sometimes gagged and blindfolded."
"Oh," she said, uneasily.
"Splendid!" said Hurtha.
I glanced back at Feiqa, who, bearing my pack, looked quickly down.
"Single file here," called a solider of Cos, near the pennons. "Watch your step."
A long plank had been laid across the first of the siege ditches.
The small fellow with the narrow eyes and the mustache like string was ahead of us. He went across the plank. I then crossed it, too, the plank bending under my weight, and was followed by Boabissia, and Hurtha, and Feiqa.
"That way," said the soldier, pointing.
We were in a few Ehn, over other entrenchments, and were then near the hurdles commanding the interior ditches. Interspersed among these was an occasional lookout tower, composed of poles and planks, the lashed poles supporting a horizontal platform of planks, from which a watch could be kept on the gate of Torcadino. At night fires would be set and lanterns hung at various points about the siegeworks.
"That way," said a soldier, directing us.
We were then within the perimeters of the Cosian camp. Most of the tents were circular, with low, sloping tops. Many were brightly colored, and set with bold stripes, and various striking designs and patterns. Goreans tend to be fond of such things. A Gorean camp is often a spectacular sight, with its arrays of silks and flags, even from a distance. They also tend to be fond of fabrics stimulatory to the touch, spices tantalizing to their taste, strong, powerful melodies, and beautiful females. In this they make clear their primitiveness, and their vitality and health. The streets were laid out geometrically. This is usually done by engineers, with surveying cords.
"Look," said Boabissia.
"I see," I said.
Seeing herself the object of our attention the girl lying on her side in the mud shrank back, pressing her back against the heavy stake, some eight inches in diameter, it sunk deeply in the mud. She did not meet our eyes. She was naked, and dirty. She was chained to the stake by a heavy chain, it looped three times about the stake, tight in a groove, and bolted into place, then looped twice about her neck and fastened there by a padlock. She could not move more than four feet from the stake.
"Girl," I said, to her.
She, addressed, scrambled to her knees. She kept her head down. She whimpered. "She does not speak," said Boabissia.
"She is perhaps under the discipline of the she-quadruped," I said.
The girl whimpered, looking at us, nodding her head affirmatively. Then she put her head down again.
"Oh," said Boabissia. In this discipline the female is forbidden human speech. She is also forbidden human posture, in the sense that she is not allowed to rise to her feet. Her locomotion, unless commanded to roll, or put under similar commands, suitable for a pet, will be on all fours. Her food will be thrown to her, or put in pans on the ground. In either case, she must feed without the use of her hands. She may also, of course, be fed by hand, but, again, will not be permitted to touch the food with her hands. She may be taught tricks. Sometimes these are taught as functions of arbitrary sounds, so that she must learn them as any animal might, without the benefit of an earlier understanding of the words used. If she is slow to learn, of course, she is punished, as would any other animal. When used, too, it will commonly be in the modality of the she-quadruped. This discipline is often used as a punishment, but it may also figure in the training of a new girl. It helps her to understand what she now is, an animal totally subject to her master. After some time, sometimes as little as a few Ahn, in this discipline, she begs mutely, pleadingly, as eloquently as she can, to be permitted to serve her master in fashions more typical of the normal female slave, fashions in which her bondage, because of the greater complexities and latitudes of dutifulness and subservience possible with human activity, speech and posture, for example, dance, beginning at least on her feet, and song, may be even more deliciously complete and pleasing to him. To make certain that there are no possible confusions or misunderstandings involved in such cases the master usually gives the female a brief opportunity to speak, usually only for a few Ihn, in which she must make her pleas, hoping to win his favor. If he is not satisfied with her pleas, of course, she is returned promptly to her former discipline. Too, for wasting his time, she might be exposed to other disciplines, as well, usually the lash.
We continued on, through the camp. In a few Ehn, as we were making our way through a corner of the camp, we would presumably encounter some contravallation, some outer lines or ditches, setup to protect the besiegers against possible attack by an outside, relieving force.
"There," said Hurtha, pointing, "there are the pens for camp girls." He had indicated a fenced enclosure, within which were various smaller enclosures, and some cages. In such areas, there was probably more than one in a camp of this size, public girls are kept, slaves for the pleasures of the soldiers. The Gorean seldom does without women. Such girls are usually supplied in groups by contract slavers, for the course of given campaigns. They may be used in their enclosures or, more commonly, they are sent to the tents of the men who rent them, usually for the night. In the morning they return to their masters. Outside the entrance to this enclosure, where the girls could see it, coming and going, was a simple structure of three heavy, squared timbers, two of which were upright, and the third fixed upon them, crosswise, in the manner of a lintel. In the underside of the horizontal beam there was fixed a stout ring, from which cords dangled. In these cords, her wrists crossed and bound over her head, there was now a fair prisoner. On the outside surface of the horizontal beam, the side facing us, there were two hooks, over which there hung a sign. The hooks are permanent fixtures, the signs may be changed, in one wishes to use them at all, depending on the error, deficiency or offense. This sign read, "I was not fully pleasing to my master of the night. Punish me. Use whip at left." To the girl's left, on the vertical beam there, suspended from a hook, was a five-stranded Gorean slave lash.
"Wait," said Boabissia.
"Yes?" I said.
"She was not fully pleasing," said Boabissia.
The girl tensed in the cords, hearing us behind her.
"It would seem not," I said.
"Are you not going to strike her?" asked Boabissia.
"I think she has already been well punished," I said.
Certainly the girl's back suggested that. To be sure, most of those stripes had probably been put on her earlier by her master, that he might assure himself that no matter what happened later in the day, the girl would be brought to understand that anything less than perfect performance was not to be tolerated in a female slave. The female slave is not permitted flaws in her service. She is not purchased for that. They will not escape notice, or correction.
"Men are weak," said Boabissia. She went to the hook and removed the lash. "Girl," she said.
"Yes, Mistress," said the girl, frightened.
"Let her go," I said. "You can see she has been liberally whipped." "What are you?" asked Boabissia. "A slave, Mistress," said the girl, trembling in the confining cords. Her small hands twisted above the tight loops.
"Then it is up to you to be pleasing," said Boabissia.
"Yes, Mistress," said the girl.
"Fully pleasing," said Boabissia.
"Yes, Mistress," said the girl.
"But you were not," said Boabissia.
"No, Mistress," said the girl, trembling.
"You must then be punished," said Boabissia.
"Yes, Mistress," moaned the girl.
"She has already been punished," I said to Boabissia. "Show her mercy." "No," said Boabissia.
"Girl," I said to the bound slave.
"Yes, Master!" she cried, eagerly.
"Is it your intention to improve your service in the future?" I asked. "Yes, Master!" she said.
"And will you strive to be a dream of perfection to your masters hereafter, no matter how brief your term of service may be to them, or whoever they might be?" "Yes, Master! Yes Master!" she said.
"You see, Boabissia?" I asked.
"She is lying," said Boabissia. "I am a female. I can tell."
"No, Mistress!" wept the girl.
"Are you lying?" I asked the girl.
"No, no, Master!" she wept.
"I believe her," I said. "Let us be on our way,"
"You are apparently more tolerant than I of inadequacies in a slave," said Boabissia.
"Let us go," I said.
"Not yet," she said.
"Come along," said Hurtha.
"I know females," said Boabissia. "I am one of them. If you are weak with them, they will take away your manhood and destroy you. If you are strong with them, they will lick your feet with gratitude." She touched the body of the female slave with the whip.
"Is it not so?" she asked the girl.
"Yes, Mistress," wept the girl.
"If you are not strict with slaves," said Boabissia, "they will grow lax, and then arrogant, and then begin to assume the airs of free persons."
"I suppose that is true," I said.
"They must be kept under perfect discipline," said Boabissia," absolutely uncompromising and perfect discipline."
"Of course," I said.
Boabissia drew back the whip. How she hated the female slave. It is sometimes hard to understand the hatred of the free female for her imbonded sister. It has to do, I suppose, with the venomous jealousy of a woman who has taken an unhappy path, a road commended to her by many but one which she has discovered leads only to her ultimate frustration, misery and lack of fulfillment. No woman is truly happy until she occupies her place in the order of nature.
"Do not strike her," I said.
"I am a free woman," said Boabissia, "and I shall do as I please." "Do not strike her," said Hurtha. "Come along."
"Men are weak," said Boabissia. "I will teach you what women deserve, and need." "Please, no, Mistress!" wept the girl.
Boabissia then, holding to the butt of the whip with two hands, swung it back, the lashes separated, free.
"Please, no, Mistress!" cried the girl.
Boabissia then, taking her time, struck her five times. She did not spare the wench. Then the girl, punished, hung in the cords, gasping, weeping.
"Now will you be pleasing to your masters?" asked Boabissia.
"Yes, Mistress," wept the girl.
"Now have you learned your lesson?" asked Boabissia.
"Yes, Mistress. Yes Mistress," wept the girl.
"She is now telling the truth," said Boabissia. She then hung the whip again on its hook.
I looked into the eyes of the slave. Swiftly she put down her head. But in that instant I saw what Boabissia had said was true. She would now be pleasing. She had now learned her lesson.
"Now," said Boabissia, "let us go."
"Interesting," I said.
"You must learn how to handle women," said Boabissia. "That is all." "You are a woman," I said.
"Do not be clever," she said. "I am a free woman."
"This way, this way," said a Cosian soldier. "Do not straggle."
We then again set out on our way, following others. In my wallet there was a sack of coins, a plentiful supply of coins, though mostly of small denomination, such as would not be likely to attract attention. They had been given to me by the officer in Torcadino. I had kept them. I would attempt to discharge his commission. They would be more than enough, it seemed, to get us to Ar. In my sheath were his letters, and my letters of safety. I did not know what lay before me.
"That way," said a soldier.
"You have not yet heard my entire poem," said Hurtha.
"True," I admitted, reluctantly.
Then, for several Ehn, he altering lines here and there, with a liberal abandon, subjecting the piece, it seemed, to immediate and amazing revisions, rampant and wholesale, doubtless justified by certain disputable if not heinous exploitations of poetic license, generously construed, I was regaled by Hurtha's latest creation.
"What do you think?" he asked.
"I have never experienced anything just like it," I admitted.
"Really," he asked, eagerly.
"Yes," I said, "except of course, certain of your other poems."
"Of course," he said. "Do you think it will become immortal?"
"It is hard to say," I said. "Are you worried about it?"
"Somewhat," he said.
"Why?" I inquired.
"Because it is dedicated to you, my friend," he said. "I do not understand," I said.
"Suppose it becomes immortal," he said.
"Yes?" I said.
"It well might do so," he said, "for it is a genuine Hurtha."
"Yes?" I said.
"Then you might be remembered in history as being no more than a despicable, loathsome, notorious, sleepyhead."
"I see your point," I admitted.
"And even if that should be true," he said, "you are still my dear friend, in spite of all, and I simply could not bring myself to do that to you. What am I to do?"
"Dedicate it to some mythical fellow," I said, "someone you just made up." "A splendid suggestion!" cried Hurtha. He then turned to one of our fellow refugees. "Excuse me, Sir," he said, "but what is your name?"
"Gnieus Sorissius, of Brundisium," he said.
"Thank you, Sir," said Hurtha. He then turned back to me. "I shall dedicate the poem to Gnieus Sorissius, of Brundisium."
"What?" asked Gnieus Sorissius, of that coastal city.
"Rejoice," said Hurtha to him. "You may now die, for you have just become immortal."
"What?" asked Gnieus Sorissius, somewhat alarmed. Hurtha was, after all, carrying a large ax.
"But what if you discard your poem," I asked, "feeling as you often do, that it may not be up to your incredible standards, or what if you should be struck heavily upon the head, as I could conceive happening, sometimes more readily than others, and simply forget it?"
"I see your point," said Hurtha, gravely. "I would then be denying poor Gnieus his place in history."
"Of course," I said. "It is not fair to make him so dependent on you." "Yes," said Hurtha.
"Suppose, thinking himself immortal," I said, "he then lives recklessly, fearing nothing, takes unwise risks gleefully and perhaps suffers unfortunate and grievous consequences?" "I had not thought of that," admitted Hurtha.
"You might feel terribly responsible," I said.
"Yes," said Hurtha. "I am a sensitive fellow."
"Too, he might then go through life uneasily, not knowing whether you had kept the poem not, and thus not knowing whether he was still immortal or not." "True," moaned Hurtha. "What am I to do?"
"Is this that poem about fellows who sleep late," asked Gnieus, "that one you have been carrying on about for past ten Ehn?"
"Yes," said Hurtha.
"Well," said Gnieus, "it is my habit to arise each morning by the fourth Ahn." "The fourth Ahn?" cried Hurtha, aghast. "That is rather early."
"In my opinion," snapped the fellow, who seemed in a rather disagreeable mood, perhaps still somewhat disgruntled at having been turned out of Torcadino with little more than the clothes on his back, "folks who remain longer in the furs are no better than lazy sleen."
"Oh," said Hurtha. He shuddered.
"Yes," said the fellow.
"I am afraid I cannot dedicate my poem to you," said Hurtha. "You get up just too early."
"It is just as well," said Gnieus, "for I charge a fee for having poems dedicated to me."
"What?" cried Hurtha.
I decided I liked Gnieus. He was not a bad fellow, even for coming from Brundisium.
"A silver tarsk," snapped Gnieus.
"That is very expensive," said Hurtha.
"That is what I charge," said the fellow.
"Do we have a silver tarsk?" asked Hurtha.
"You would sell your priceless dedications, for mere money?" I asked.
"Never!" cried Hurtha, resolved.
That was a close one. I had saved a silver tarsk, or its equivalent in smaller coins.
Gnieus Sorissius had now taken his leave. "What a scoundrel," growled Hurtha, looking after him.
"Indeed," I admitted. I wished that I had managed to handle my large friend as neatly as Gnieus Sorissius, even if he was from Brundisium. Perhaps he had had dealings with Alar poets before. Could that be?
"Perhaps I shall have to dedicate the poem to you, after all," said Hurtha. "We have now come to the edge of the camp," I said.
We paused, to look back. We were on a slight slope.
"How beautiful it is," said Boabissia.
The camp was a splendid sight. Torcadino was in the distance.
"I think," said Hurtha, looking back, "I shall compose a poem, a mood piece." "What about the poem about fellows who sleep late?" I asked.
"I think I shall discard it," he said. "The subject is trivial, and perhaps unworthy of my powers. Do you mind, much?"
"No," I said.
"Good fellow," said Hurtha.
"That also solves your problem about the dedication," I said.
"It does, doesn't it," he said.
"Yes," I said.
"Since I have saved us a silver tarsk then," he said, "perhaps you would be so good as to divide a silver tarsk with me, sharing and sharing alike, as always." "Very well," I said. Alars are not always adept at mathematics, but many of them are large, fearsome fellows.
"Thank you," said Hurtha.
"Think nothing of it," I said. "How often can one save a tarsk so adroitly? Had there been two fellows we might have saved two tarsks."
"No," said Hurtha. "For there was only one dedication."
"You are right of course," I said.
"Let us go," said Hurtha.
"Wait just a moment," I said.
"Yes?" he said. "Do you notice anything unusual about the camp?" I asked.
"It is very beautiful," said Hurtha, "as was observed even by Boabissia, who is only a female."
"Something else," I said.
"What?" he asked.
"We are beyond the camp," I said.
"Yes?" he said.
"There is no contravallation here," I said, "no defending, outer ditches, nothing to protect the camp against outside attack."
"Interesting," said Hurtha.
"The Cosians," I said, "apparently do not fear the arrival of a relieving force from Ar."
"That seems very strange, does it not?" asked Hurtha.
"I find it very troubling," I said. "I do not understand it. It is simply, if nothing else, a matter of routine military precaution."
"How can they be so sure that Ar will not come to the relief of Torcadino?" asked Hurtha.
"I do not know," I said. I found this detail, however, the absence of external contravallation, like may others in the past weeks, disturbing. It seemed to be a new military anomaly. It, like several of the other things, such as the absence of fortified camps and defended supply trains, seemed inexplicable, and cumulatively now, alarmingly so.
"What can explain such things," asked Hurtha.
"I do not know," I said. "I am uneasy."
"I think we should go on," said a man, another refugee with us. "If we are caught here we may be taken for loiterers, or spies."
"That is true," I granted him.
I then looked back at Feiqa, the former Lady Charlotte of Samnium. She wore a brief slave tunic, with a neckline that plunged to her belly. The soft, interior curvatures of her breasts could be seen within the opening of the garment. This is suitable for women who are only slaves. I considered her. She was lovely. I went to stand near her, the camp and the walls of Torcadino behind her. I put my hands within her garment. She looked up at me. My touch was gentle. The straps of my pack, which she bore for me, were wet and hot on her shoulders. There were bands of sweat beneath the straps, and beneath them, too, the tunic was wet and wrinkled. Some of the wrinkles would leave a mark on her skin for a time. Her breasts felt interesting, warm, full, moist with sweat. She had a collar locked on her neck. She was mine.
"Let us go," said Boabissia.
"Tonight," I said, "we will have to get you cleaned up. Your body is sweaty. Your feet are dirty."
"Yes, Master," she said, pressing herself softly, purring, like the small, sweet owned beast she was, against my hands. I put down my head and let her lift her lips to mine, where they briefly met. "Ah," she said, softly. Then I lifted my head away from her. I removed my hands from her. I drew then the sides of her tunic back to their original position. I held her then by the upper arms. My grip was tight. She could not think of freeing herself. "You are a slave, are you not?" I asked.
"Yes, Master, she said, "totally, and yours, completely!"
I turned her about, facing the camp, with Torcadino in the distance.
"Do you think you have the favor of your master?" I asked.
"It is my fervent hope that I do," she said.
"Do you see that area?" I asked, pointing.
"Yes, Master," she said.
"Speak," I said.
"It is the enclosure of camp girls," she said.
"Yes," I said. "Do you recall a girl there," I asked, "one who had not been fully pleasing last night to a rent master?"
"Yes, Master," she said.
"What was done to her?" I asked.
"She was whipped, mercilessly," she said.
"Tonight," I said, "you will serve me."
"Yes, Master," she said.
"What will be done to you, if you are not fully pleasing?" I asked.
"I will be whipped, mercilessly," she said. "Do you object?" I asked.
"No, Master," she said. "I would have it no other way,"
I then stepped away from her, and rejoined the others.
"That is the Treasure Road," I said, indicating a narrow road in the distance. "At its end lies Ar."
"Let us be on our way," said Boabissia. "I am eager to reach Ar."
I glanced back once at Feiqa. She smiled. She was very beautiful. I would look forward to having her tonight. I was confident she would prove to be fully pleasing. If she were not, of course, I would whip her, and well. One cannot compromise with female slaves, They are women.
We began to descend from the crest of the slope, making our way slowly toward the road. Most of the refugees were already there, or in its vicinity. In my sheath were the letters of safety, and, below them, thrust down beneath them, the letters given to me by the officer, he who was now the master of Torcadino. These letters, all, bore his signature. The signature was written in an ascendant, bold script. It was not difficult to read. It was "Dietrich of Tarnburg." I noticed the small fellow with narrow eyes, he with the mustache like string, nearby. He had apparently lagged behind. I did not give this much thought at the time.