Highland Queen

Chapter 44

A few weeks later, Banquo, Aelith, and I lounged before the great fire after our morning meal.

“What happened to your leg?” I asked Banquo, watching as he crossed the hall. He was limping badly. Aelith sat pretending to do some work Banquo had given her. She was supposed to be reading. Mostly, she was just listening to us. I was just relieved that Aelith had warmed up to me after her initial surprise. But I understood how she felt. I remembered how it was for me when Boite would suddenly appear. It was like a star had fallen from the heavens.

“I was thrown, if you can believe it,” Banquo said. “A deer startled in the woods, and my horse shied. I found myself lying on my arse looking up at the clouds. It’s taken several months to get the leg this loose. The injury happened right before the winter. The cold weather has prolonged the recovery.”

“Why didn’t you send for a healer?”

Banquo smiled at me. “I did learn a few things under Balor. Now I’m teaching Aelith. She loves to stay inside and read and write. Especially when it’s bright and sunny outside. She hates being outside.”

“Oh, aye,” Aeltih said, tilting her head back and forth as she grinned.

Banquo winked at me.

I smiled at him. How sweet it was to be together like this. Banquo had proven himself a loving father. I expected no less. He had been a devoted lover. As I studied Aelith, my heart filled with joy.

If Lulach agreed, I could step back from ruling the country. I could return to Lochaber and stay there. For once, I would be able to have my child by my side.

“And what are you reading this morning?” I asked Aelith, fully aware that she wasn’t reading anything. If she had, she might have missed the conversation.

“Words,” she replied pertly.

“Words,” I told Banquo.

He chuckled. “Words.”

“Is it an interesting story?”

Aelith frowned. “No. I hate it. Just when everyone is happy, the worst thing you can imagine happens to them.”

“What’s the name of your tale?” I asked, but her answer was interrupted by the sound of a horn. A long, forlorn call echoed across the valley. A visitor had arrived.

I looked at Banquo.

“Lulach, maybe?” he suggested.

“No, I would sense…” I said then reached beyond me, feeling for whoever was there. I gasped. “Oh no.”

Banquo rose. He looked at the castle door, his eyes going wide. He turned and gazed back at me. “Cerridwen,” he whispered.

I heard the castle doors bang open and the sound of footsteps.

“Wait. Please, Your Majesty,” Killian protested.

A moment later, Macbeth rounded the corner.

We all froze.

Macbeth stood looking at the three of us, his eyes going from Banquo, to me, to Aelith. I moved protectively toward my daughter, my hand on my dagger.

“Ah, so here you are,” Macbeth said with a smile. “I came to see you, old friend,” he told Banquo.

How strange Macbeth looked. He was in full armor, even wearing his crown, but he lacked any boots or stockings whatsoever. He looked haggard, his skin pale as milk, his eyes bulging.

“Killian, will you see to the king’s men?” I said.

“Lady Gruoch, he—”

“I rode alone,” Macbeth told us. “I wanted to see if I remembered the way.”

“Perhaps a drink,” Banquo said, motioning to his servant. “A wine, for His Majesty.”

The servant nodded then rushed off.

Behind Macbeth, Killian had drawn his sword. His eyes met mine. I motioned for him to hold.

“I keep seeing you at supper, Banquo,” Macbeth said as he pulled off his gloves. He tossed them into the fire. “All week, you were there in the chair beside me, but you were covered in blood. I asked the others. No one else saw you. Not even Madelaine. She told me I have scorpions in my mind. But every night, you came and sat beside me. You never spoke, you just sat there, staring at me, a dagger sticking out of your chest. Isn’t that strange?”

“Very strange,” Banquo agreed.

“Very strange,” Macbeth repeated. “So, of course, I had to come and see for myself if you were among the living,” he said then hit the side of his head. “Scorpions. They scurry.”

Beside me, Aelith whimpered.

Macbeth turned and looked at her. His gaze lingered far too long.

“She’s very like you, Gruoch,” Macbeth said. “And you too, Banquo. I see you both in her eyes.”

“What do you want, Macbeth?” Banquo asked, his voice hard.

“Wine. Where is your servant?”

“Here, Your Majesty,” the girl called. She carried a tray with wine goblets.

Macbeth lifted a goblet and drained it. He took another cup from the tray. He crossed the room and pushed the goblet toward Banquo.

“Drink, Thane,” Macbeth said, forcing the drink at him.

“I’m well enough without it,” Banquo said.

I watched Macbeth. There was a mad gleam in his eyes. I pulled Scáthach from my belt.

“I said drink,” Macbeth told Banquo. “Let’s drink, old friend. Look at your daughter. How beautiful she is. I never had a daughter. I had a son, but they tell me he died in battle. And then there is the child Gruoch lost. Two dead sons. But look at your daughter. Your daughter…with my wife. How beautiful she is,” he said, stepping toward Aeltih.

Banquo moved between us. “Macbeth,” he said, his voice full of warning.

“Look at her. How like an angel,” he said then exhaled loudly. “Stars, hide your fires. Let not your light see my black and deep desires.” Moving quickly, Macbeth pulled his dagger and lunged at Aelith.

Aelith screamed.

Brandishing Scáthach, I readied myself, but then the unthinkable happened.

Banquo moved to protect us. He stepped between Macbeth and us. But he was unarmed. Using only his body, he blocked Macbeth’s blow.

There was a terrible thud.

Banquo groaned then staggered backward.

Macbeth stepped back, his hands wet with blood.

Banquo turned to face us, a dagger protruding from his chest.

“Cerridwen,” Banquo whispered.

Aelith shrieked then fled, Greer racing after her.

Banquo fell into my arms.

Killian rushed across the room. He slashed at Macbeth. Turning fast, Macbeth blocked Killian’s attack. Dodging around Killian, Macbeth raced out of the hall.

“Stop him! Stop the king! Stop the king! The thane has been murdered,” Killian screamed as he raced after Macbeth.

“Cerridwen,” Banquo whispered. With shaking hands, he touched the dagger protruding from his chest. “Murder most foul.”

Quickly sheathing Scáthach, I gently lowered Banquo to the floor.

Blood seeped through his shirt. Macbeth’s dagger stuck out of his chest.

“No, no, no, no. This can’t be happening,” I whispered.

I pressed my hands against Banquo’s chest, trying to stop the flow of blood, but it was no use.

“Cerridwen,” Banquo whispered, reaching up to touch my face. “Look at me, my love.”

“No, no, no.”

“Cerridwen.”

“No,” I screamed. But this time, it was not me who spoke but the raven. Summoning the full force of that dark power, I let it overtake me. I flung Gruoch away like a tattered rag and looked down at Banquo.

He stared at me.

I lifted my hands into the air, pulled magic from the aether, and tore a hole in the world. There, on the other side, I saw Ynes Verleath. Andraste and Nimue looked up. Nimue gasped. Andraste rose, a look of astonishment on her face.

Reaching down, I pulled Banquo away from the great hall, away from Lochaber, and into Ynes Verleath. Nimue stared out at the world beyond.

“Nimue. Get my daughter. Now.”

Without another word, Nimue stepped into the world to fetch Aelith.

I turned to Andraste.

“Come, you ancient, black, and midnight crone. Fix this,” I commanded.

“I cannot.”

“You will. Now,” I ordered her, my voice booming through the hollow space.

“Foul, strange, and unnatural,” she muttered as she dipped a ladle into her cauldron, filling it with silver liquid. “This was not foreseen,” Andraste whispered as she knelt. “This cannot be. A price must be paid.”

“I will pay any price.”

“Hold him still,” Andraste said.

I held Banquo’s body firmly against the ground. His eyes fluttered open just a little. “My Cerridwen,” he whispered. “I will see you again in the next world.”

Andraste grabbed Macbeth’s dagger and tugged it from Banquo’s body. It came out with a spray of blood. She ripped the fabric on his shirt. Drawing arcane runes in the air, she began chanting in a language I did not know. She poured the liquid from the cauldron onto Banquo’s wound. Still, she chanted, moving her hands in front of her. I watched with my raven’s eyes as swirling blue designs formed in the air then sank into Banquo’s body. Again, Andraste poured her liquid on his wound. Before my eyes, the deep cut healed.

Banquo sucked in a breath and opened his eyes.

“Cerridwen,” he said, staring up at me.

I turned and looked at Andraste.

She inclined her head to me, a soft smile on her lips. “For all that I have done, I will pay the price,” she said then fell over dead.

I gasped.

A moment later, I felt a rush of air. Nimue appeared with Aelith at her side.

“Father,” Aelith cried, rushing to Banquo.

Disbelieving and in shock, Banquo stared at me.

“May all the gods be silent,” Nimue whispered, her hands covering her mouth. She stared at Andraste.

I swallowed hard then closed my eyes. I tried to push away the raven, to send it back from whence it had come. But when I did so, I was met with resistance. There was no separation between it and me. There was only we.

Aelith let out a little whimper.

“It’s all right, my girl,” Banquo told her, reaching out to touch her cheek. “It’s all right. We’re safe now,” he said.

“Say a prayer for this lady. Give your sorrow words,” I said, motioning to Andraste. “She has sacrificed herself to save your father’s life. May she be reborn into a better world.” I reached out and closed Andraste’s eyes.

Aelith nodded and began whispering.

A tear trickled down her cheek.

I reached out to wipe it off then hesitated.

Pulling off my gloves, I stared at my hands.

There was nothing there. The spots were gone.

I wiped away my daughter’s tear with one hand then took Banquo’s hand into the other.

“Cerridwen?” Banquo whispered.

“What’s done cannot be undone,” I said then gazed at Andraste’s still form.

Thank you, Andraste.