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A FEW DAYS LATER, LUCY AWOKE TO THE SOUND OF UNCLE LOWELL shouting quite angrily. She had been up late at night, attempting to read and understand Agrippa, which was challenging indeed, but the knowledge that it was real, that she had real power of the secrets of the universe, provided a compelling motivation. Sometimes her concentration would slip not because of this difficulty of the material, but because she would think about her father. She recalled sitting and reading with him in his library, and after hours upon hours of struggling, she would lose herself in understanding, only to emerge from her trance and see her father, across the room, looking at her over his little spectacles. How his face had glowed with pleasure, and how her heart had been heavy with happiness to be the daughter who made him so pleased. What, she had wondered, would her father think of her studies now?

Attempting to hold on to all the theorems and speculations and arguments, she dressed hurriedly and descended the stairs to find Uncle Lowell still in full pique shouting at Mrs. Quince.

“It is more than I can endure,” he pronounced with a gravity designed to end the conversation. It did not.

She approves of the visit,” said Mrs. Quince. “Sir, if you think your quiet is threatened by a little disruption of your home, think what would happen should you earn her enmity.”

“What is happening?” asked Lucy, who stood at the entrance to the dining room.

“You—all of you!—have conspired against me to rob me of the one thing I love best, my quiet,” answered Uncle Lowell. “I will not have it.”

Mrs. Quince turned to Lucy, and flared her nostrils like a horse scenting the wind. “Your sister, Martha, is coming, and she is bringing her infant.”

“And her husband and no doubt a nurse and a maid and jugglers too,” said Uncle Lowell.

Lucy could not have been happier. Martha had emerged from her confinement a few months earlier, and Lucy had gone to visit her shortly after, but she had not seen her sister or the baby—called Emily—since.

A dark thought occurred to Lucy. “Lady Harriett is not coming, is she?”

“I hardly think so,” said Mrs. Quince, “after the insults you’ve offered her.”

In her exuberance, Lucy turned to her uncle. “Oh, I’m so happy. Little Emily will be near six months now. It is a charming age for a baby.”

“These infants scream and cry and they make a great deal of mess,” said Uncle Lowell. “I hope the wet nurse will tend to everything.” He had evidently reconciled himself to the visit.

“Martha nurses Emily herself,” said Lucy. “It is the new fashion.”

“How dare you speak to me of such things?” demanded Uncle Lowell.

Martha, Mr. Buckles, and little Emily were to arrive in less than a week, though the day was not set, for Lady Harriett had not yet announced when it would be convenient for her to release Mr. Buckles from his many duties as her curate. Lucy’s life was now filled with all manner of expectations—some things wonderful, and others dreadful. She would soon see her niece. She would also be forced to face Mr. Buckles for the first time since learning of Mary’s suspicions. And as for the matter with Mr. Olson, they had heard nothing, but it was known throughout the county that his prospects were ruined, and so Uncle Lowell presumed the marriage was off. Though he still openly blamed Lucy, his wrath simmered rather than raged. Lucy had been used to living upon thin ice, and she understood that she could not depend upon the calm lasting, but for the time being, she chose to enjoy it.

* * *

Meanwhile it seemed as though the world was changing all around them. Throughout Nottinghamshire, the machine breakers continued to strike, destroying stocking frames, burning houses down, and in one case firing upon a mill owner while he sat at the supper table with his wife and children. In each case, they left notes proclaiming themselves to be followers of Ned Ludd, their general and king. It was violence and chaos and upheaval, but many feared it was more than that. The revolution in France had begun, after all, with violent outbursts among the lower classes, and some sensed a similar uprising could be brewing in England. Only recently had England’s mad king been pronounced too deluded to remain on the throne, and now the profligate Prince Regent ruled the land.

The war with France had taxed the nation for too long and showed no signs of abating. Because many markets in Europe, the colonies, and the former colonies in America were now closed off, the home trade suffered horribly. The country endured its second disastrous harvest in as many years. Everywhere there was suffering and deprivation as even the oldest could not recall having seen in their lifetimes. In contrast to this misery was the extravagance of George, Prince of Wales, the so-called prince of pleasure, known for his gambling, his immoderate drinking, his excessive eating, and his association with scandalous women and outrageous men. He ruled with an oblivious indifference to the suffering of ordinary men. Though she did not wish to think of such things, Lucy understood that conditions were ripe for upheaval and revolt.

* * *

Jonas Morrison had said he had business in Nottingham, and that business had something to do with Mr. Olson, so Lucy feared she must encounter him again, but after so many days, she began to feel more at ease. He’d made an impression upon others at the dance, and so she’d heard rumors among her friends about which inn he’d chosen for his lodgings, and Lucy was careful to avoid passing too close to any suspect establishment. Not seeing him, she soon discovered, made it much easier to pretend she had never seen him at all.

Lucy spent as many hours as she could manage with the books Mary had lent her. Sometimes she studied until her eyes stung, but she read, and she reread, and she took notes, and she paced and reread again until passages once as dense as oat porridge began to make sense to her. Never had she worked so hard to understand what at first appeared impenetrable, but never before had she possessed such motivation. Power and independence, and all she needed to achieve these things, resided in the knowledge the books contained. She could endure, she discovered, because she had reason to endure.

* * *

One night during this period there was a gathering at Norah Gilley’s home on Castle Gate. It was a large affair with several dozen people in attendance, all meant to display before the neighborhood Mr. Gilley’s glorified status before he decamped for London. There would be food and punch, some dancing, and, no doubt, much preening of the Gilley clan. Lucy had no desire to attend, but Mrs. Quince insisted she go. “You cannot hide in the house forever,” she said. “It will make you look pitiable. And we do not know for certain if Mr. Olson has thrown you over. Best to be out and show no shame, no matter how shamefully you’ve behaved.”

The Gilleys lived but a ten-minute walk from Uncle Lowell’s house, so no coach would be called, despite the inevitable late return. She had Mrs. Quince to look after her, and that would have to be enough.

The gathering was the usual assortment of Nottingham men and young ladies of marriageable age, and a few married couples for variety. A card room was set up for the older ladies, and after inspecting the room to make certain that there was no one of concern about, and warning Lucy not to turn slut once again, Mrs. Quince withdrew to play at cards with her friends.

Norah, in an elegant blue and yellow silk tunic, greeted Lucy with a brittle hug and expressed how much she must miss the pleasure of her company once she was removed to London, how all the balls and fashionable friends and marvelous diversions could not make up for what she must leave behind. It was horrible, unthinkable really, that she should go off to such delights while Lucy was left in dreary Nottingham, but what was to be done? Norah then let Lucy go so she could embrace another newly arrived girl, and deliver much the same speech. Lucy chose to put her freedom to good use and fixed herself a plate of food from the table, ladled herself some punch, and quickly sat with her friends that she might better engage in the ritual of looking at the men, pretending not to look at the men, and giggling.

Lucy’s heart was not in it, distracted as she was by her recent conversation with Mary, but she kept up her end for form’s sake, and when a game of lotteries was announced, she rose to join in so she would have an excuse not to dance should someone ask her. As she walked to the table, however, she observed a young man amusing a crowd of young ladies with a series of tricks involving brightly colored balls, which he was in the process of making vanish and reappear in a variety of unlikely places—in inverted teacups, under hats, bundled into scarves. It was Jonas Morrison.

Mr. Morrison appeared to notice Lucy out of the corner of his eyes, and he hurriedly announced the end of his performance, to the complaints of the young ladies, whom he tried to comfort with promises to show them more anon.

It all struck her anew. The anger she felt toward him, the blame she set upon him, and the helpless embarrassment she had felt upon their last meeting. She had loved this man once, or believed she had, and he had destroyed her life for his own amusement. She could condemn Byron for so much, but not duplicity. He said what he believed and lived by his own law, selfish and wicked though it might be. Jonas Morrison, however, was a thousand times worse for pretending to feelings that were not his so that he might prey upon an innocent young girl.

“Miss Derrick. Keeping clear of danger, I hope?”

“I am doing so this minute,” she responded, attempting to walk around him.

Shockingly, he reached out and took her by the wrist. It was not a rough grip, but it was firm and undeniable. “No need for that. There are few enough places where we may talk without arousing suspicion. Look, I have brought you a peace offering.”

He unfolded her hand, and she discovered a single red rosebud pressed against her palm. Another one of his silly tricks.

“I have not interest in your games,” she said in a harsh whisper, pulling away from him. She continued to clutch the flower, for though she did not want it, she did not know what else to do with it. “You’ve brought me nothing but misery, and the world knows of it. If these people knew your name, my reputation would never recover. How is it you are even here? No one knows you.”

“As for that, people can be made to forget whom they know and whom they don’t. You should know of such things by now, I think. And you must believe that I regret that what happened caused you so much pain,” he said, “but those days are past, and I must speak to you about what is happening now.”

“And that is why you come here?”

“That and the food, yes.”

Lucy did not want to hear any of his flippant remarks. “You told me I must not involve myself in what did not concern me, and now you tell me it does concern me.”

“I have learned things since then. Please, Miss Derrick. Dance with me. People are beginning to stare at us.”

It was true. Their conversation was evidently heated, and eyes were upon them. With the rosebud now pressed between her fingers, for she had nowhere else to put it, they stepped out onto the area reserved for dancing. Soon they settled into the rhythm of the dance.

“You know of these Luddites, and the one they call General Ludd?” he asked.

“Of course,” said Lucy. “Everyone does.”

“Yes, well they have heard of you. Apparently they speak of you a great deal.”

“What does that mean?” Lucy demanded, suddenly quite terrified. What did the Luddites know of her? Why did she matter to them?

“Oh, well, that’s rather difficult to say. Could mean anything, I suppose, but I’d like to know myself. I am here in pursuit of their leader, so what interests him interests me.”

“You mean to hunt Ned Ludd?” asked Lucy, intending to mock him.

Mr. Morrison, however, showed no signs of understanding the humor. “Yes, that is precisely correct. I am here to hunt Ludd.”

Lucy was sure he must be teasing her, and yet there was nothing but seriousness upon his face. “There is no Ludd. He is but a story. Everyone says so.”

“I’ve discovered that it may not always be sound to accept what everyone says as the truth. You may depend upon it—Ludd is all too real, and my order has sent me to stop him.”

Lucy could not restrain her curiosity. Had Mr. Morrison become a monk? “Your order?”

“You must understand that I am not the man you once knew. I was never that man, really, but I’m even less he than I once was.”

“Yes,” said Lucy, turning to hide her disgust. “I heard you married, and married well.”

“That is true.” He looked away. “I convinced a young lady, beautiful and rich, that she ought to marry me.”

“And yet you are dancing now with me and not your wife.”

“My wife is dead,” Mr. Morrison said.

Lucy swallowed hard. “I did not mean to be cruel. I am sorry.”

“She was murdered.”

Lucy gasped and stepped away from him. He pulled her back toward him, and when he spoke his voice was low and intense, but somehow gentle. “You cannot know. You cannot understand what this did to me. She was my wife, and I loved her, and someone took her from me. I do not dare think what I would have done or become—I might have become the greatest of villains, I might have destroyed myself—were it not for my order.”

“Have you become some sort of devotee of religion?”

“Not religion, no. I am an acolyte of knowledge, a brother of the Rose-Cross.”

“I’ve not heard of it,” Lucy said.

“We are also called Rosicrucians,” Mr. Morrison explained. “We are a society of men who persue ancient knowledge and wisdom. The head of my order has sent me to destroy Ludd. After that, I may persue my own goals.”

“And what are they?”

“To take my revenge upon my wife’s murderer. If nothing else, I am a man who believes in revenge.”

Lucy hardly knew how to respond. She did not feel comfortable speaking to him of his wife, particularly when his grief was still so evident, so she chose to speak of other matters. “What danger do the Luddites pose? Perhaps the Luddites attempt to save England from the destruction of nature and of the souls of its workingmen.”

“Is that how the cunning women see it? Well, I suppose there is some sense to that, even if it is a bit muddled. Your kind have always tended to the individual, and so the worker who must labor for more hours than he chooses or earn a few shillings less than he would like—that must cause you grief. My kind looks upon nations, not men. If these Luddites are unanswered, they will bring about a revolution in England such as there has been in France, and I promise you the streets of London will run just as red with blood as did those of Paris. Is that not harm enough? If not, let me paint you the picture of another future, one in which every nation on earth advances its technology. Every nation but ours. There are new ways of manufacturing, new goods we have not yet conceived, but the Luddites will keep England from participating, and so we will fall behind. Then we will have no trading partners, and the nation will fall into poverty. That means suffering, starvation, want, and misery. This is the future the Luddites offer.”

The music now ended, and Mr. Morrison led Lucy to the punch table for refreshment. Lucy was about to ask more questions, particularly why he believed she had some involvement with these Luddites, but their conversation ended abruptly. A hand grabbed Lucy by the shoulder and spun her around roughly. It was Mr. Olson, and hurrying close behind him, Mrs. Quince, who appeared to be doing her best to keep him away.

“I feel certain this is but a misunderstanding, Mr. Olson,” said Mrs. Quince. “A young lady may dance when asked.”

Olson turned to her, his expression dark and hard and unforgiving. Lucy had not seen him since the destruction of his mill, and whatever he had endured since that night was inscribed upon his countenance. He looked older, and there were heavy bags under his red-rimmed eyes. His hair was unkempt, his neck cloth stained and frayed. His fingernails were caked with dirt, and his face was unshaven.

“I thought I might find you here,” he said, his voice loud, almost shrill. “But I did not think to find you had taken up already with another man.”

“It is but dancing,” said Lucy. Then, because she did not like the frightened waver in her voice, added, “It is no concern of yours.”

“It is my concern,” said Mr. Olson, making no effort to keep his voice low. “You are to be my wife.”

“You see,” said Mrs. Quince. “All is as it should be. Lucy, you must thank Mr. Olson for his goodness.”

“Mr. Olson is mistaken,” Lucy answered in a quiet voice. “I do not wish to marry.”

Mr. Olson took an unsteady step toward her and gripped her arm tight. “I do not care what you wish. Your uncle promised you to me and I will have you. And what is that? A rose? This man gives you flowers?”

Lucy attempted to pull free, but could not. Mrs. Quince hissed something at her, but she was not listening, because now Mr. Morrison was advancing, attempting to wedge himself between Lucy and Mr. Olson.

“Sir, you ought to reconsider your approach,” he said. “Certainly you ought to remove your hand from the lady. That would be an excellent first step. And a fine second step, if I may be so bold, would be to cease behaving like an ass. If there is any more conversation to be had upon the subject, I think it best we conduct it in private. That way, if events should turn badly, no one need see you beaten like a dog. So what say you? A little private chat?”

Mr. Olson gave a hard tug on Lucy’s arm, forcing her out of the way, but Mr. Morrison moved to block Olson’s path. The two men were of about the same height, but Mr. Morrison was the leaner of the two, and Mr. Olson showed every sign of interpreting his slighter build as weakness. “I’ll not be intimidated by a dandy who would take what is mine. Who are you, sir?”

Mr. Morrison gave the briefest of bows and opened his mouth to speak.

To Lucy, it felt as though time had slowed down to an agonizing crawl. She looked about the room, at the food and drink and guests, who were now gathered around, watching the row with scandalized delight. What could she do to prevent him from speaking? If Mrs. Quince were to learn that this man before her was Jonas Morrison, the Jonas Morrison, then she might be cast from her uncle’s house at once. No mere charm could protect her from that. Had she a glass of punch in her hand, she would have thrown it in his face. Had she a plate, she would have struck him in the head. She had nothing, she could do nothing but watch with horror as Mr. Morrison spoke his name.

She fully anticipated that Mrs. Quince’s jaw would drop, that she might squeal in delight, or grin malevolently. What she did not anticipate is that Mrs. Quince would take a step back, as if in fear, crashing into the punch table, and upsetting the bowl so its contents ran down the back of her gown. She righted herself, and Lucy saw her face had gone pale, her eyes wide. She stood for a moment, punch running off her gown as though she had passed water on the floor, and then fled in what Lucy could only imagine was confusion.

While the spectacle of Mrs. Quince occupied the guests, Mr. Morrison did not allow his attentions to be divided. He stared down Mr. Olson. “Miss Derrick is not your property. Take your business elsewhere while you better recollect how to speak to a lady.”

The argument between these two men, Mrs. Quince’s scene, and the revelation that she had been dancing with Jonas Morrison—it was all too much for Lucy. She could remain there no longer, and made her way to the front door, ignoring the open stares that followed her. She thought she heard Mr. Morrison call after her. Lucy went out into the dark street and did not run, but walked quickly, thinking only of how much she wished to return to her uncle’s house. She would think of nothing else, for then she would have to consider how this dispute must be discussed even now, what would be said of her as a result of Mr. Olson’s rudeness and Mr. Morrison’s clumsy efforts at chivalry.

Snow was falling lightly, and the cold was bitter, the streets slippery with ice, making it difficult to walk as quickly as she wanted. Lucy had gone only to the corner of Grey Friar Gate when she observed a group of men heading toward her. There were some seven or eight of them, rugged-looking men of the laboring order, the sort she did not wish to encounter by herself under any circumstances, and least of all at night. They spoke and laughed loudly, radiating drunken pride and bravado. They were precisely the sort of men, in precisely the sort of state, to do what they must later regret. Lucy was suddenly afraid, but she believed if she turned to run, they would notice and follow—even if she could run upon such slippery streets.

Lucy turned away from them, toward the church and Pepper Street. She felt like a wounded bird attempting not to attract the notice of a cat, and thus far they’d shown no sign of concerning themselves with her. These were men in rough homespun clothes, and they all carried bulky objects upon their shoulders—tools and equipment and materials of some sort. Perhaps they were just workingmen, happy to have employment, done with their day’s labors, and wanting nothing so much as to see their wives and children and hearths. Perhaps her fear was without meaning or substance. Lucy turned her head for a better look and saw, in the dim streetlights, that what they carried with them were poles, pikes, hammers, and mallets, and all at once she understood. They were Luddites.

Lucy turned to run, but it seemed as though time changed and distorted around her. They were half a block away, and then they were encircling her, obstructing her—tall and menacing, smelling of earth and old sweat.

“Here she is then,” said one of them. “Miss Lucy Derrick.”

“What do you want from me?” Her voice was high and cracking. Lucy could feel her heart in her throat, hammering loud and hard, as though it might break free of her body. It seemed to her that something had shifted in the world. The rules she had always known, with the quickness of snuffing a candle, no longer applied.

“Oh, we don’t want to hurt you, girl,” one said. “You ain’t an enemy of the workingman, now are you?”

“I—I have no reason to be,” Lucy stammered. “You have not given me a reason.”

“But which side are you on?” asked the same man. “Do you favor the man who wants only to work for his bread, or do you favor the men who would build machines that crush us—men like that man you was to marry?”

“She ain’t marrying him,” said another. “She’s made her choice, so don’t frighten her.”

“I don’t want to scare her,” said the first man, “but I won’t have her quieting up on me, will I? Now, lass, do you mean to walk away from this Olson for good? Tell me now.”

“You’re the ones who broke his stocking frames,” she said.

He laughed. “Course we are. Who but us? Did it pierce your heart to see him suffer?”

“Enough!” The voice came from the back of the group. It wasn’t loud, but it was commanding, and every man in the group stopped. None looked, but they all ceased their motions and waited. Lucy felt herself freeze too. His voice made her uneasy. It had an unnatural sound that seemed almost to disrupt the workings of her body. It was foreign and somehow impossible.

It was the man she had seen outside Mr. Olson’s mill, and yet now he appeared somehow greater than what he had been then. There was something in him that terrified her, like a thing that she was not meant to look upon. He was the tallest man she had ever seen, and the broadest, and yet he did not look like a giant in a roadside show. His proportions were right and true. He appeared veiled in darkness, as though the shadow sought his face or was part of his face. For an instant she saw him in bits and pieces—his eyes, his mouth, his brow—and then he moved and the shadows rested upon him again, drawn like metal filings to a magnet.

“We are not here to frighten you,” he said in a voice deep and rumbling. “We know of you, and now you know of us. You understand what we stand for, do you not?”

“To whom do I speak?” cried out Lucy in a voice she hoped made her sound bold.

“You speak to our king and our general,” answered the first machine breaker. “He who shall tear down the rotten planks of this country and build it up afresh. You speak to Ned Ludd.”

Whatever this being was, Lucy understood he was not a man. He was something different, something terrifying. “Sir, I know of your cause, and I sympathize with your suffering, but I cannot join a revolution against my king.”

The strange shadowy man stepped forward, but then stopped and seemed to shake his head like a dog who has received a blow. His eyes were wide and bright, not glowing, but something near it. In a flash too quick for Lucy’s eyes to follow, he lashed out and grabbed her wrist, and with his other hand, pried open her fingers. It was the second time this had happened that evening, and the second time Mr. Morrison’s flower revealed itself.

Lucy had forgotten about it, but it was clearly no trivial thing. Ludd took it from her, pinching one petal with his thumb and index finger as though it were too dangerous to grip as she had gripped it. He whispered something at the flower, and then dropped it into his other palm. He closed his fist and opened it again an instant later, revealing a handful of dust. It reminded Lucy of one of Mr. Morrison’s little tricks, but this was no trick. It was magic, ancient and unfathomable.

“This is Rosicrucian work,” said Ludd.

“Then she sides with the enemy,” said one of his men.

“She cannot choose a side,” said Ludd, “when she does not yet know. We don’t ask for you to join us, Miss Derrick. We only want that you will not stand against us, and that you do your part. Can we ask that of you?”

“I do not know,” she said, “but I will do what I think is right.”

“See that you do,” said one of the others.

“Remember that pledge when you gather the leaves,” said another Luddite.

There it was again. “What does that mean?” asked Lucy. “Why do you tell me that, and tell me nothing of what it means?”

“You will know,” answered Ludd. “When you are ready, you will go to Newstead. But do not enter the abbey until you are prepared to fight for what you love.”

He and his followers now walked on, stepping into the darkness without further word, leaving her alone upon the street to wonder and doubt and marvel in her confusion.

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