Ravensoul

Chapter 34

The next impact cast Suarav from his feet and sent him rolling down the shattered steps of the tower complex. He scrabbled upright and backed away a few paces. His team had been scattered but all seemed to be moving. The brief hurricane of air had been forced out of the broken doors, catching them square on. Left and right, other teams still stood under their shields while mages tried desperately to shore up the weakening bindings of the towers that made up the circle of six and the seat of the Lord of the Mount.

Tower Prexys was teetering. A hole had been driven through it on a diagonal from upper chambers to servants’ quarters. The pinnacle was rocking. Slate and stone was tumbling onto what remained of the complex’s dome.

‘Oh dear Gods burning,’ breathed Suarav. He began to run. ‘Cover. Cover! Prexys is falling! Shields now.’

In the darkest moments of the worst nightmares of any Xeteskian, the towers of the college would fall, signalling the end of everything. So it was that Suarav felt tears welling as he shouted his warnings. He could see it with his own eyes and still he didn’t believe it.

In front of him, mages were casting. No longer were there any hands on the stonework of the complex, feeding binding spells into the towers. Instead, shield after shield ghosted into existence, hoping to shelter men and women from the falling tower. Suarav ducked back under cover by Chandyr, who sported a deep cut on his left cheek from a flying piece of debris. His expression was bleak, his eyes betraying fading hope.

‘That we should see this day,’ he said.

‘Strength, old friend,’ said Suarav, wiping the tears from his face.

Prexys bulged a third of its way down as the weight above defeated the compromised structure below. The rending sound ricocheted across the courtyard. Beams snapped, steel supports sheared. Bricks and slabs of stone broke free. The pinnacle collapsed inwards. Wood and slates thundered through the weakened structure causing fatal damage.

Slowly, desperately, Prexys toppled. Showering loose stone and glass, the top section fell to the east, its ragged end cannoning into the bottom section, ripping away what little support remained. Every head turned to watch. Chandyr clutched Suarav’s shoulder.

Three hundred feet tall. Over a thousand years old in its current form and a survivor of wars, the mana storms of the last days of the One magic, and the worst nature could throw. Tens of thousands of tons of stone, flashing with the breaking of bound mana, came down. The two sections struck the complex roof one after the other, bursting through or sliding from it. A torrent of crushing weight followed by a storm of choking dust. And a barrage of noise so deep and intense it drew a scream from Suarav’s mouth.

Around the edge of the complex, far from the collapse, people hugged each other until it was over. Inside the damage zone, mages fought to keep their shields strong enough to deflect even the largest slab of masonry. Not all succeeded. The sheer mass of stone sent a shock wave throughout the whole complex. Thirty yards to Suarav’s left, the wall of the dome blew out, simply sweeping away the team that had been standing there. When the dust cleared enough to see, there was nothing to show that they had been there at all.

The echoes of the fall rippled away. Stones still tumbled over one another inside the dome. Everywhere was coated with a thick film of dust and more fell all the while. In the sky, the Garonin machines readied for another assault.

‘What do we do now?’ yelled a mage into Suarav’s face. ‘Look what they’ve done. First of seven. First of seven.’

‘Control your fear. We cannot afford to lose anyone to despair,’ said Suarav.

‘So much for binding the walls and forcing a bottleneck at the catacombs,’ said Chandyr. ‘They’re going straight through the ground, aren’t they?’

Suarav nodded. He dared a glance up. One of the machines was all but prepared. Above it, the sky was dark with a swirling cloud, but beneath it, right below the carriage suspended underneath, a dazzling light shone. It was coiled about by mist and fog. While he watched, the light moved from yellow to white, the mist thickened and a beam struck down. It bored through the dome roof where Prexys had been and caused devastation in the catacombs that he was scared even to consider. The beam moved in a tight circle and then shut off, leaving an edge around his vision.

‘We cannot reach them,’ said Chandyr. ‘Their foot soldiers are dispersed through the city, hunting down our people. We should try and protect those we can.’

‘Our duty is here,’ said Suarav.

‘But we can do nothing.’

‘We can bind the walls more strongly, we can invest in the stone of the catacombs. Spread a shield across the whole damned place. I don’t know, but we have to find a way. I am not leaving here without the Lord of the Mount.’

But as he watched the machines in the sky and saw the cloud pillar moving ever faster as yet another detonation built within it, he wondered at his own mind. Because this didn’t smell like mana collection any more. More like straightforward annihilation.

‘ “Where the door lies, the elders know, yet their voices are silent,” ’ intoned Densyr, reading from one of the scripts Sharyr held for him.

‘ “Entry is only granted to those free of their mortal shackles. Free to travel, free to find rest. Their Gods shall guide them and their souls shall know peace.” ’

He waved the parchment away.

‘So speaks the lore of Xetesk.’

Densyr knelt on the stone floor facing Sol and Diera. Young Hirad and Jonas were still in the room and Vuldaroq had managed to move close enough to them to offer any comfort he could. Auum’s Tai had not lifted their heads from their prayer.

Densyr’s back was straight and his hands rested in his lap. From what Ilkar could gather of the technical part of the lore Densyr had read out, this casting was as much meditation as mana shape building. Another day, in another life, Ilkar would have been fascinated by the whole process. But right now all he wanted was for it to be over.

From the moment Ilkar had known Densyr was actually prepared to perform the ritual, the pain in his borrowed body had deepened and the gale trying to snatch his soul away to the void had strengthened. To such an extent indeed that he found it a challenge to hear anything that was being said and harder still to concentrate. A quick glance at Sirendor and Thraun told him they felt the same. Hirad surely would not last long with his defences so low.

‘I will now perform the ritual. It has no words but it requires peace. Please, then, do not speak until I do. Sol, Diera. When the ritual requires its soul of free will, the shape will be stable enough for you to have the time you need.’

Sol nodded. Diera looked blank and confused.

‘If it is a lengthy process, we may need to stabilise Hirad again,’ said Sharyr.

‘Do it quietly, then,’ said Densyr. ‘I-’

The chamber shook. Braziers rattled in their brackets. One of the chalkboards broke free at a corner and leaned out from the wall. The workbenches juddered. Ilkar clutched at Sirendor to steady himself. The vibration went on and on. The sound of a huge rock fall reached them and the rumble echoed away like thunder in the Blackthorne Mountains.

‘What was that?’ asked Jonas.

Densyr and Sharyr both had the same thought. Sharyr put it into words.

‘I fear the circle of seven is broken,’ he said, his voice small.

Densyr brushed dust from his clothing. ‘Then I have no time to waste. It begins.’

There was the slightest reaction on Densyr’s face as he tuned into the mana spectrum. His mouth moved silently, reminding himself of the process he must follow. His head fell slowly forward towards his chest and his hands came to his temples. He pressed in with middle and forefingers.

Ilkar saw each tiny twitch in Densyr’s eyelids as he drew the shape of the casting together. Ilkar had always loved to watch a consummate mage at work and Densyr was certainly one such. Efficient, economical and accurate. Every movement was precise, every slight error corrected without pause or panic.

The temperature of the chamber began to decrease. A deep grey mist formed slowly above Densyr’s head.

‘What-’

‘Shh, Hirad,’ whispered Jonas. ‘Just watch.’

Ilkar thought he saw the tiniest of smiles flicker across Densyr’s expression. The mist expanded, like corn seeds scattered over water separating and spreading. It was set about five feet above Densyr’s face, which was turned upwards to see his work. It was no bigger than a quarter-light window.

Densyr took his hands from his temples and clasped them in front of his chest. His eyes closed and he became perfectly still. His breathing slowed and deepened and the pause between each inhalation grew. Ilkar dropped into the mana spectrum and suppressed a gasp.

It was beautiful. The mist was wreathed in strands of mana, each one pulling out at a different angle to keep the mist taut in its frame, as it were. And from Densyr’s upturned face came a gentle stream of deep blue, wispy and shot through with light. It was as if he was giving of his own soul to the construct.

Ilkar nodded his appreciation and tore himself away and back to the chamber. Diera was staring at the mist while her arms clutched hard at Sol’s waist. He was seated with her on the ground, stroking her hair and whispering. On their chairs, Jonas was still but young Hirad was restless with Densyr’s continued meditation. He opened his mouth but this time Vuldaroq turned to him, put a finger to his lips and ruffled his hair with a stick-thin hand.

Ilkar felt a growing pull inside his body. Not painful now but a yearning to recover what was lost and an impatience to begin. He breathed out slowly and deliberately and glanced around. Sirendor and Thraun beckoned him to join them by Hirad. The yearning eased.

Densyr let his head fall forward once more and his hands dropped back into his lap. He rubbed them on his thighs and turned to Sol, his expression sorrowful.

‘It is done,’ he said. ‘Sharyr.’

Sharyr picked up a goblet and brought it to Densyr. The Lord of the Mount held it in a hand that displayed a slight shake.

‘Look at me,’ he said. ‘Just like the early years after the demons left.’

‘A shame we can’t sit and reminisce about it any more,’ said Sol.

‘Just one sip will do. But we have diluted the poison with some particularly fine Blackthorne red so you might feel a long draught is in order.’

‘How… how quickly does it work?’ asked Diera, voice admirably steady.

‘A matter of moments,’ said Densyr. ‘And there is no pain.’

‘Nothing physical anyway,’ she said, trying to smile and bursting into tears instead. ‘Sorry, sorry.’

‘For what?’ asked Ilkar. ‘For having more courage than the rest of us put together? Or for marrying a man determined to be a hero even after he’s dead?’

It was a weak attempt at humour but the tension released just a little anyway.

‘I need you all to leave now,’ said Diera. ‘You don’t have to move Hirad if you don’t need to. And you might as well leave Auum too. They don’t seem to be taking part any more.’

Ilkar glanced at the elves. Their heads were still bowed in prayer, their arms on each other’s shoulders.

‘C’mon, let’s go. Through here, Densyr?’

‘It is marginally more comfortable than the corridor,’ said Densyr.

‘Jonas, Hirad, come here,’ said Sol.

Ilkar ushered Vuldaroq through the door and closed it quietly behind him.

‘Jonas, you have important work to do,’ said Sol.

‘I know what’s happening, Father. And I’ll be strong and I’ll look after everyone for you.’

Sol smiled and put a hand to Jonas’s cheek.

‘Tell me you really understand,’ said Sol.

Jonas swallowed hard and blinked away the moisture in his eyes. ‘I know what is in that goblet. And I know you are going to drink it. I know that means I will never see you again but-’

Sol dragged him into a crushing embrace as Jonas broke down, sobbing on his father’s shoulder. So much surged through Sol. Conflicts raged within his mind, his heart and his soul. Holding his son so close, smelling his hair and feeling his heaving chest and his breath, all desire to leave deserted him. He didn’t care how long he clung on to Jonas. He didn’t flinch when another massive impact struck the college but he covered his boy’s head to stop the dust falling in his hair.

Sol looked at the goblet placed on the ground near him. The wine and poison had a film of dust on its surface. Sol reached out a hand, ready to knock it flying, scatter the contents across the stone and bring an end to the madness. Sol felt his pulse rattling in his temple and the heat in his face. The tears flowed down his cheeks. Slowly, he pulled Jonas away from him. Their two faces were close together. Jonas wiped Sol’s cheek.

‘I wish with all my heart you didn’t have to do this,’ he said. ‘But I am proud. Because you always want to save those you love and even those you do not know. Just like you taught me.’

Sol almost choked and his love for his son deepened further than even he thought possible. He saw Diera’s face, admiration through the pain. She reached out a hand and stroked Jonas’s hair.

‘You really are your father’s son,’ she said. ‘Gods falling, but you will keep me strong, I know it.’

‘Remember this day,’ said Sol. ‘Remember this moment. Because it was when you became the man you were destined to be. So much important work lies ahead of you but none more than this. Contact Sha-Kaan. Tell them what we are doing. We need his help on the journey.’

‘I will, Father.’

‘I love you, Jonas. And from beyond death, I will always do so.’

‘One day, we’ll stand together again,’ said Jonas. ‘But I’ll be old and grey like you before that happens.’

Sol chuckled. ‘I am proud you are my son. And I trust no one more than you to see the family safe. No one.’

Jonas almost burst as he breathed in and stood up. ‘I will not let you down, Father.’

‘I know you won’t.’

Jonas stepped away and let young Hirad come to Sol’s embrace.

‘And what about you, young man?’ he asked.

Hirad’s little round face was creased with the anxiety he had picked up around him but there was no genuine understanding in his eyes.

‘I want to come with you,’ he said brightly.

‘Oh, I don’t think so,’ said Sol. ‘Too dangerous. And I need you to look after your mother.’

‘When will you be back? You promised to teach me to ride a horse.’

Sol bit his lip. ‘Sometimes we cannot do everything we want to do. Sometimes there isn’t enough time.’

‘But when you come back,’ said Hirad.

‘I cannot lie to you, young Hirad. Even if you don’t understand now, one day you will and it is better that the truth was not hidden from you. So listen.’

Sol shifted his body and hoisted Hirad to sit on his thigh so he could hold the boy close while he spoke.

‘I have to go to a place now from which I will not be able to return. I have to go to search for a new place for you to live because it is not safe here any more.’

‘But why can’t you come back?’ There were tears in Hirad’s eyes now and a quiver to his voice as the message began to sink in.

‘You remember what happened to your grandmother just a little while ago?’

Hirad nodded. ‘She died.’

‘Yes, she did. And… and for me to go to the place I must go, I have to die too. And that means I cannot come back to you because no one can come back when they are dead.’

Hirad frowned. ‘Yes, they can. There are lots of them here now. You can do that too, can’t you.’

‘Get out of that one,’ whispered Diera, her hand resting on the back of Sol’s neck.

‘Well, at the moment, some dead people are here again but they shouldn’t be. And when you go to your new home, those people will go to their new home and they are in different places. I will be in the other place.’

‘You’ll be dead?’ asked Hirad.

‘Yes, I will,’ said Sol quietly. ‘So I need to tell you now how much I love you and how proud I am of you.’

‘Please don’t go!’ Hirad threw his arms around Sol’s neck and buried his face in Sol’s chest. ‘I don’t want you to go.’

‘Neither do I, Hirad,’ said Sol, caressing Hirad’s head. ‘But I have to. Because you and Jonas and your mother have to be safe. That is why I have to go.’

‘NO!’ screamed Hirad, and his limbs flailed in Sol’s embrace. ‘You mustn’t.’

‘I’m sorry, Hirad.’ Sol beckoned Jonas closer. ‘Goodbye, little one. Remember me as I remember you.’

Sol unpicked Hirad’s arms from his neck and released him to Jonas. Hirad was screaming and crying, and Sol had to look away to save himself from breaking.

‘Father.’

‘Yes, Jonas,’ said Sol, turning back.

‘Let me down!’ shrieked Hirad. ‘I want Father. Let me down!’

‘Goodbye, Father. I will make him understand.’

‘All in good time,’ said Sol. ‘Go on. It won’t get any easier.’

Jonas nodded, smiled and walked quickly to the door, trying to calm the screaming Hirad. Sol watched them go, breathing in every last glimpse. As the door opened, Jonas turned back a final time. Hirad looked up from his shoulder and reached out.

‘Goodbye,’ said Sol, feeling the sobs building again. ‘Know that I love you.’

The door closed on his boys. His world. Diera’s hand was on his shoulder. He covered it with one of his own. He turned to look at her. She drew him slowly to his feet and they fell into a long, silent embrace.