It’s silly, but I still worry about miracles. We tell ourselves that they’re all dead, but I’m never quite reassured enough.
Pangyui writes that, in some ancient texts, miracles were described not as rules or devices but as organisms, as if Saint So-and-So’s Magic Feet or whatever they called it was just a fish in a vast sea of them. As if some miracles had minds of their own.
This bothers me. It bothers me because organisms focus on one thing: survival. By any means necessary.
Rahul Khadse glowers out the auto’s window at the night sky. He shivers. Just nerves, he tells himself. That’s all it is. But he can’t help but admit that the evening has a bad taste to it.
He sighs. How he hates this particular job.
His team clutches their coats tight around their shoulders as they sit in the idling auto, as if they could seal out the creeping, chilling damp. It’s a hopeless cause. “How is it,” mutters Zdenic, “that this damned city gets both the hot summers and the cold winters?”
“Not as bad as a few years back,” says Emil, their driver. “That was wh—”
“Shut up,” snaps Khadse. “And watch for the other team!”
Silence. Some uncomfortable shifting.
Khadse shivers again as they sit in the idling auto, but not due to the cold: he knows what’s waiting for him at the coal warehouse tonight. Just like his coat and shoes—the ones he wore to the Komayd job, and the ones he’s wearing now—the coal warehouse has its own strange, specific instructions.
He still remembers his bafflement the first time his employer arranged an “exchange.” In his day if someone wanted to pass along information, Khadse would just arrange a dead drop, or a precisely timed, fleeting encounter somewhere public. But his employer, of course, was different. Khadse was sent a small silver knife, and an old wooden matchbox filled with matches that had yellow heads. With these came instructions to take the items to a certain room in a certain warehouse, utilizing the utmost precaution in doing so, and then he was to…
Khadse shivers again at the very thought of it. Will tonight be the last time I do this? Or will I be doing this for the rest of my life—however long it lasts?
Finally the second auto arrives. They watch as it pulls up to the alley exit across the street from them. The lights blink on, then off.
“Site’s clear,” says Emil. “Proceed?”
Khadse nods. Emil puts the car in drive, pulls out, and starts off toward the eastern end of Ahanashtan, taking a predetermined series of alleys, back roads, and, once, cutting across a vacant lot.
The old coal warehouse emerges from the fog. It looks like some ancient, spectral castle, and reminds him of the ruins he saw when he was stationed in Bulikov, long ago, fragments of a civilization long since faded.
They park. He sits in silence, surveying the area.
“Matrusk’s been here all day,” says Zdenic. “No one’s come in or out or even close.”
“If this fucker didn’t have the strangest damned exchange system in all the world,” mutters Khadse, “this wouldn’t be an issue.” He grunts to himself. “The hells with it. Let’s go.”
He steps out of the auto. There’s a symphony of clunks as the rest of his team does the same, their auto doors opening all at once. He approaches the warehouse, walking with the air of a man coming to collect a debt, his dark coat fluttering, his wood-soled shoes clicking and clacking against the asphalt.
His crew follows him. Stupid to have so many for just a dead drop, but his employer did say to use the utmost precaution. He’s never liked how his employer is so paranoid, making requests as if they’re being watched all the time. It does give one ideas.
When they near the entry he makes a motion with his hand. His team members pull out pistols and begin moving ahead, sweeping from room to room. Khadse knows which room matters, the one at the very top, where the site manager’s office once was. A long way up.
They enter the warehouse bays. The rooms are huge and looming, giant seas of shadows. Khadse’s team switches on torches and sweeps the rooms with light, revealing giant concrete walls and ceilings, some corners awash in piles of coal and coke.
The torchlights dance over the piles of coal. Such filthy work, thinks Khadse.
No one. Nothing.
“Clear,” says Zdenic.
They leave two guards at the entrance, then proceed up the rickety wooden stairs to the next floor. They cross the entirety of the warehouse, then go up a winding metal staircase to the third floor. Everything is dark and dank, sooty and ashen, as if this place was built of the jetsam from some horrific fire.
Up to the fourth. They leave three more guards behind on the third, making it just Zdenic, Alzbeta, and Khadse on the fourth floor, where the site manager’s office awaits.
They walk down the hallway, then through the offices to the break rooms, where a sink must have burst long ago, leaving plumes of mold running across the walls and floor. They turn and approach the office at the very, very back. Khadse makes a gesture, and his two remaining team members take up positions: Zdenic at the site manager’s door, and Alzbeta at the hall entry.
“Won’t be a minute,” says Khadse. Then he opens the site manager’s door and walks in.
He turns on his own torch, sending shadows dancing around him. The room is drab and empty, its walls and floors tattooed with scars and scrapes, impressions of absent objects that once spent years here.
Grimacing, Khadse turns off his torch. Darkness swallows him. He fumbles in his pocket, takes out the matchbox containing the match with the yellow head. He places the match head on the sandpaper bit, and strikes it….
A low blue flame blossoms in the dark. Khadse wrinkles his nose at it. It is not a natural flame, not one that a normal match should make. It casts light, certainly, but its light somehow seems to make the shadows harder, more concrete, rather than dispersing them. He’s never seen a light that made a room feel darker—and yet this is exactly what he feels this match does, even in such a dark room.
He blows out the match. Waits. Then he flicks back on his torch.
He looks down. “Hells,” he mutters. “Here I am again.”
At his feet, on the floor, is a perfect circle of total darkness that was definitely not there before.
Khadse wrinkles his nose again, sighs, and pulls out the silver knife. “Well. Let’s get to it.”
In the darkness, Sigrud begins to move.
He keeps his lips clamped around the steel tube running up through the six inches of coal covering his form, taking deep breaths before he starts to shift the coal off of him. He picked particularly dusty coal, small particulates, so it creates little more than a soft hush as he rises.
He removes the tube and the cloth from his face, and blinks. He’s been lying hidden in the coal for nearly twenty hours now, having sat totally still as Khadse’s team searched the warehouse. His head is light with hunger, his crotch damp with urine—unfortunate, but a necessity. He swallows, shakes himself, and goes over what he heard.
Two at the bay door. Six more upstairs. Probably guarding the stairs. Eight total, then, including Khadse.
He listens closely, hears a quiet cough from the bay door around the corner. He slinks off the coal pile and creeps to the edge of the wall. His entire form is shrouded in black and his boots are wrapped in cloth, masking the sounds of their soles against the concrete. He darts his head out and back.
Two, yes. Both with pistols and torches.
Sigrud picks up his handheld radio, turns it on, checks the frequency. He readies himself—bolt-shot at his belt, knife on his thigh—holds up one finger, and taps the receiver, hard.
Three bays over, the radio’s mate—which is turned up very, very loud—makes a sharp tok sound, which echoes through the darkness.
“What in hells was that?” says one of the guards.
A long silence.
“Maybe some coal fell,” says the other. “Or rats, probably.”
More silence.
“Khadse would want us to check it out,” says the first guard.
“He also wouldn’t want us to leave the door unguarded. If you want to go look at your damned rats, I’ll stay here.”
“Fine.”
Footfalls. Not heavy. Light. A small man?
The guard rounds the corner, his torchlight bobbing ahead. He doesn’t see Sigrud standing in the shadows. The man is small, maybe five and a half feet. Sigrud takes full measure of him, estimating the way his body will move. Then he slinks after the guard, slipping through the darkness to hide behind the walls of the second coal bay.
The guard walks to the entry to the third bay, where Sigrud’s hidden his radio. The guard stops, the torchlight slowly crawling across the piles of coal.
This won’t do, thinks Sigrud. I need you to turn the corner….
He turns his radio back on and taps it again, softer. Another tok, but not quite as loud.
“What?” says the guard. “What is that?”
The guard turns the corner and walks behind the wall, out of sight from his partner.
Sigrud slips around the corner behind him, knife in his right hand. When the guard has gone far enough, Sigrud springs.
He worried that he’d botch it up, but muscle memory takes over. With his left hand he reaches around the guard and rips the gun from his hand, and with his right he whips his black knife up and around the guard’s throat, cleanly severing the jugular.
The guard chokes and the torch falls to the ground, though its beam is still out of sight from the other guard. The spray of blood is terrific, painting the dark concrete wall before them. Sigrud holds the guard up, hugging the man’s body so it won’t fall and make noise. Warmth spreads throughout Sigrud’s arms, then his thighs, a tremendous surge of blood soaking over him.
The guard struggles, his legs beating uselessly against Sigrud’s knees. Then the blows taper off, weaker and weaker, and he goes still.
It takes less than twenty seconds. Sigrud is breathing a little too hard for his liking.
I’m out of shape, he thinks. And slow…
He gently lowers the guard’s body to the floor. His entire front is wet with the man’s blood. Then he creeps to the edge of the corner to peer out at the second guard.
In the darkness, his scarred, beaten face twists into a savage grin. But one, alone—this should be easy.
Khadse takes the silver knife, holds out his left arm, and makes a slight incision across the back webbing of his hand, grimacing as the blade cuts. At first he thinks he barely broke the skin, but then the blood comes welling up, bright red.
He squats over the perfect circle of darkness, stuffs his torch up under his armpit, and wipes his right thumb across the blood. Then he takes his thumb and reaches down to the circle of darkness….
I hate this part, he thinks.
His bloody thumb penetrates the dark circle as if it were just a hole, but then he feels a gauzy membrane, as if within the circle of darkness is a layer of spiderwebs, except he can’t see them….
Something squirms up against his thumb, like a creature running its back under his hand, eager to be petted.
“Eugh!” cries Khadse. He pulls his hand away, shaking it as if it’d been burned. There’s no pain, but the sensation is so disturbing, so alien, as if there were some blind, wet creature asleep in the bottom of that black pit, waiting for his touch.
Which might be the case. This being his third time here, he understands that the hole functions something like a safe, carefully guarding its package until someone can provide the right identification.
Though there’s no visual change, he can’t help but get the sensation that the circle of black is shifting, changing, flattening, and then…
Something rises up in the circle, like a fishing bob floating to the surface in a pond: a small square, made of black paper—an envelope.
Written on the front of the envelope, in spidery handwriting, is a word: KHADSE.
Khadse shivers. He bends down, picks up the envelope, and stores it away in his coat.
Well, he thinks as he turns around. I’m fucking glad that’s over.
Even Khadse has his limits, though. After his first trip to the warehouse—the first night with the knife, the blood, and the gap of darkness—he was so disturbed he worked his own networks to find out a little bit more about his employer, trying to figure out who he was and how he had access to such…means.
What he found out was two things.
One was a name.
The other was a rumor that whoever said that name out loud, no matter who or where they were, tended to disappear.
He chose to drop his investigation there.
Remember your retirement. Remember the light at the end of this very long tunnel….
He walks out the office door. Zdenic looks at him, eyebrows raised. “All good?”
Khadse is about to tell him it’s all fine, thank you very much, now let’s get a damned move on—but then they hear the gunshots and the screams from downstairs.
They stare at each other.
“What in the hells is that?” says Khadse.
It’s all coming back to him now. Sigrud finishes up the second guard at the bay door pretty ably: he clocks him on the temple with the handle of his knife, rips the gun out of his grasp, and slashes his throat.
He takes the man’s pistol. He has no intention of using it, as he wants to keep this as silent as possible: to fire a gun would give away his position, and could alert Khadse to the fact that he’s just one man, not an army. He holsters the pistol, then runs to the ropes dangling from the side of the warehouse.
He tied these up two nights ago, a set of ropes dangling from the fourth floor all the way down to the very bottom, hidden up against one column. Much of the coal warehouse is wet and crumbling, whole floors falling away after years of so many Ahanashtani rains. Using ropes to traverse the floors not only gives him the element of surprise, it also prevents him from taking one wrong step and tumbling to his death.
Though he did do some prep work on a few of the crumbling floors, just in case the fight spills off into some of the other portions of the warehouse. Always pays to be careful.
He grabs one rope, tugs on it to free it from its hiding place, and looks up. He’s fairly sure it’ll hold—he must have tied thousands of knots back in his sea days—but then, that was a very long time ago.
As if this, he says as he begins to climb the rope, will be the stupidest thing I’m doing tonight….
He climbs until he’s just below the second-floor window, where he pauses, listening. No voices within, no movement. He continues up.
He pauses again below the third-floor window, listening carefully. He hears a voice, very faintly:
“…pretty sure I heard him shout just now.” A woman, Sigrud thinks.
“Something’s up with this client,” says a second voice—a man. “They’ve got Khadse doing some weird shit.”
“Weird enough to frighten Khadse?”
“Yes. That weird.”
“Quiet,” says a third voice, softly. Another man. “We’re on duty, remember.”
“As if anyone’s coming out to this reeking shithole,” says the woman’s voice.
Sigrud slowly, slowly inches up a few more lengths of rope, arms quivering under the strain, and peers into the third-floor window. He can see faint illumination down a hallway, the castoff of their torches, probably. They’re close, in other words, but not too close.
Sigrud slips into the third-floor window, hunches down behind a row of molding desks, and pulls out the shoulder-mounted, high-powered bolt-shot he hid there mere hours before.
Most war markers and operatives these days prefer pistols and riflings, since they shoot much farther and faster—but if you’re operating in total silence, a bolt-shot is the weapon of choice, in Sigrud’s opinion. This particular bolt-shot sacrifices convenience for power, though, firing only one bolt at a time. There are some models that have clips, reloading automatically, but the reloading mechanism is extremely loud and could give away his position. He’s got a much smaller bolt-pistol hanging from his belt, which means he can get off at least two silent shots quickly.
Leaving the question, he thinks, of what to do with the third guard. He’s caught a bolt in midair just twice in his long career, but he’s not willing to try the same with a bullet.
He has one option: about twenty feet down the hallway is one soaking patch in the floor that he did some prep work on yesterday, using his knife to carve away at the beam below, his logging experience finally dovetailing with his operational work. He’s not sure if it will do what he needs it to do—so many variables involved—but it’s worth a shot.
He hops over the wet patch as he proceeds down the hallway, surveying his work. If this doesn’t work out, he thinks, there’s a chance I catch a bullet in the back.
He’ll have to take that chance. He comes to the corner, darts his head around and back.
Three lights, three guards. All very much alert and ready.
Sigrud plots his move. Three here. Then two more above. Then Khadse.
He creeps around the corner and readies his high-powered bolt-shot and bolt-pistol. He aims the pistol first: its range is shorter and it’s much less accurate, so it’ll be harder to use under pressure.
He draws a bead on the nearest guard, a Continental woman.
He waits for her to look away, to expose her neck, waiting, waiting…
She sniffs and glances to her right.
Sigrud pulls the trigger.
The shot is sure and true, the bolt hurtling through the air to bury itself right in the left side of her throat, almost punching through her neck altogether. She gags, drops her pistol and her torch, and falls to her knees.
The guard immediately to her right—a man—jumps as he’s sprayed with blood, and stares at her. “What the fuck!” he cries. “What the fuck!” He hesitates, torn between going to help her and determining where the attack came from.
Sigrud has already lifted the high-powered bolt-shot. He takes his time. It feels like forever, but it’s probably only four seconds or so, maybe less.
He aims carefully, then fires.
This bolt is slightly high: it hits the second guard right in the mouth, punching through his front teeth and his lower jaw, maybe lethally penetrating his throat. Sigrud doesn’t stop to confirm the kill: he rises and runs back down the hallway.
The third guard cries, “Hey! Hey!” and fires. The shots are wild and late—Sigrud’s already rounded the corner, and the shots thump into the soaking walls behind him. He leaps over the wet patch on the floor, dodges through the molding desks, and hunkers down, reloading his bolt-shots and listening carefully.
There’s quiet for a long time—perhaps the guard’s an experienced operative. Sigrud holds his breath.
Then there’s a loud creaking, a tremendous snap, and a piercing, horrified shriek, which fades rapidly. Then, faintly, a crash from two floors below. Then silence.
Sigrud grins wickedly. It is always so nice, he thinks, when things come together.
He hops out the window, grabs the rope, and starts up to the fourth floor.
Khadse draws his pistol and motions to his two teammates to take up positions around the top of the stairs. There’s someone down there, and from the crash and screams and the silence he’s hearing, it sounds like the whole damn rest of his team is disabled.
He grimaces, thinking, How many out there? Five? Ten? How did they follow us? How did they know? He’s not looking forward to the idea of battling his way out of here with just two of his crew left.
Zdenic looks to him. “What’s the move?”
Khadse holds a finger to his lips. They’re likely trapped up here, if their attackers have brought a full team. The best option would be to find an alternate way out of the fourth floor—but Khadse’s made damned sure there isn’t another way. Which leaves one option.
“Hunker down,” whispers Khadse. “Make them move first.”
“We’re stuck up here like lobsters in a trap!” says Alzbeta, panicking.
“Keep your head!” snaps Khadse. “We’re not like lobsters in a trap, because we’re armed, and they’ve got to come charging up those stairs! Take up defensive positions. Now.”
They begin moving some of the rotting office furniture around the stairs down, forming crude fortifications that might or might not stop a bullet. Then they hide, and wait.
And wait.
Khadse feels sweat running down his temples. He hasn’t been forced into a situation like this in years. My whole team taken apart in fifteen minutes…Why aren’t they attacking? Why aren’t they…
Then there’s a noise, one Khadse hasn’t heard in over a decade or two: the sound of a bolt thudding into human flesh.
He jumps slightly as Zdenic slumps over, having seemingly sprouted a shaft of metal right where his skull meets his neck. He falls to the ground, shuddering and quaking.
“What!” cries Alzbeta. She wheels around, looking for the attacker.
But Khadse’s already figured out the location of their shooter, and is diving away.
“They’re behind us!” he snarls. “How the hells did they get behind us?”
Another click, another hiss as the bolt flies through the air. Then Alzbeta jumps like she’s just had an especially brilliant idea and crumples to the ground, a nine-inch bolt sticking out from just above her clavicle.
A good shot, thinks Khadse, terrified. No, a great shot. But how the hells did they get up here?
Khadse leaps up and darts across the hallway, popping off two rounds as covering fire. Then he sees a form sprinting down the hallway, away from him—a big form.
He chases them down the hallway, then turns the corner again to see his assailant sprint through a line of tables toward an open window.
And then they…jump.
Khadse is so surprised he nearly comes to a halt. “What the hells,” he whispers.
But the figure appears to hang in midair, suspended in the night sky, before slipping down.
And Khadse immediately understands what all this is. He knows this, of course he knows this.
He comes to the window—where, as he expected, a set of ropes have been carefully tied up—and aims down just as the figure slips into the third-floor windows below. “Fuckers!” snarls Khadse. “You’re Ministry, aren’t you, you’re Ministry!” He lifts up his pant leg, pulls out the knife he has holstered there, and slashes the ropes, letting them fall.
Cursing, Khadse holsters his knife and sprints back to the stairs down. I know that goddamn rope trick, he thinks. It’s textbook! Exactly what a Ministry operative does when badly outnumbered. Prep the environment against your opponents, then winnow them out, one by one.
He leaps over the barricade, rushes down the stairs, intending to intercept them, catch them before they can prepare any other tricks. There’s just one of them…One, or maybe two.
He wheels around the corner. Then his hand holding the pistol—his right—lights up with pain.
Khadse cries out and tries to hold on to the pistol, but it falls to the floor. His right hand now feels curiously heavy, and it takes him a moment to realize there’s a ten-inch knife lodged in its back, severing many of the tendons there.
He rips out the knife with his left hand, growling with pain. He finds the knife is familiar: the blade is black, the handle ornate, like some kind of royal heirloom.
He recognizes it.
“Harkvaldsson,” he spits, furious.
A tall figure steps out of the shadows, dressed in black. They pull off their cloth mask, revealing a face Khadse hasn’t seen in years—a dour, Dreyling face, one eye dim and dull.
“Well, you’ve certainly aged well,” spits Khadse, grasping his bleeding hand. “I’d hoped the world had the good sense to shit your rotten Dreyling self into oblivion.” He leans closer to the pistol on the floor.
“No,” says Sigrud. He raises his right hand, which is holding a pistol. “And drop the knife.”
Khadse, still growling with fury and pain, complies. “Taking me alive? Taking me in for killing your filthy whore Komayd? Is that it?”
Sigrud’s face is impassive, indifferent. Khadse had always hated that about him back during their Ministry days.
He tosses a pair of handcuffs at Khadse’s feet. “Put those on.”
“Fuck you.”
Sigrud sighs with an air of bored politeness, as if waiting for someone to make a play in a game of cards.
“Fine,” mutters Khadse. He crouches and, groaning as he does so, clips the handcuffs over his bleeding hands.
“Walk,” says Sigrud. “Down the stairs. And I know you, Khadse. One move and I shoot.”
“Yes, but not to kill,” says Khadse, laughing savagely. “If you wanted me dead, you would have done so.”
Sigrud says nothing.
“Your conversational skills,” says Khadse, turning to the stairs, “have not improved.”
Khadse walks down the stairs, thinking rapidly. He watches over his shoulder as Sigrud pauses to pick up his knife, pistol still trained on Khadse’s back.
“You’re not here on real Ministry work, are you, Harkvaldsson?” asks Khadse.
Sigrud is silent.
“If you were,” says Khadse, “you’d be here with a team. A whole army. But you’re not, are you? You’re all on your lonesome.”
Still silence.
“And you want to get me out of here,” says Khadse, “to some secondary location, because you know the rest of my crew will come here to look for me.”
Still silence. Khadse surveys the terrain ahead, the shifting shadows, uneven stairs, the concrete pillars.
“Are your skills still top-notch, Harkvaldsson?” says Khadse. “You’ve been out of circulation for what, ten years? My, my. How many traces did you leave behind? Someone will find me or you, surely…”
“If they have not found you,” says Sigrud, “after killing Shara—then odds are they won’t have networks wide enough to find me.”
“Are you so sure it’s the networks?” asks Khadse softly. “Are you so sure you aren’t wading into the affairs of much, much bigger players than the Ministry?”
Khadse can feel it: the faintest flicker of uncertainty in Sigrud’s bearing as he considers the implications of this.
In that one split second Khadse jumps forward, plants his feet on a concrete pillar, and shoves himself backward, hard.
He wasn’t sure it’d be far enough—Sigrud was wise enough to keep his distance—but he just barely makes it, the top of his head crashing into Sigrud’s belly. The pistol goes off just above Khadse’s head, the harsh snap deafening him, but Khadse’s already scrambling forward, pulling out his hidden knife from the sheath at his leg.
But Sigrud is faster: he raises the pistol, and fires.
Khadse cries out. He feels an immense warmth bloom in his right shoulder. He tries to gauge the damage done, grabbing awkwardly at his arm with his chained hands.
Yet there’s no blood. Then he notices that—strangely—there’s no pain, nor any shock. And as someone who’s been shot before, Khadse knows he should be feeling these things.
Khadse and Sigrud both look at his right shoulder.
To their utter confusion, the bullet is hovering in the air about a half inch from the surface of Khadse’s coat, just above where he’s clutching his bicep. It’s rotating very slightly, like a record in a phonograph, a slow, dreamy rotation.
Then, as if suddenly aware of their gaze, the bullet drops to the ground with a soft clink.
“What the fuck,” says Khadse, bewildered and elated.
Sigrud fires again. Khadse flinches.
Again, a heat in his chest. Again, the bullet hangs in the air just before the surface of his coat—this time right above Khadse’s heart—before falling away.
Khadse and Sigrud stare at each other, unsure exactly how to handle this development.
So that’s what this coat does, thinks Khadse. Why didn’t the bastard tell me that?
He grins at Sigrud and springs, stabbing forward with the knife.
Sigrud leaps back and avoids the blade, but he’s too slow: Khadse manages to catch the pistol with his handcuffs’ chain and rip it out of his grasp. Then Khadse’s on him, slashing in, down, up. Sigrud ducks one stab, then another, then he rolls away and pulls out his own knife. Khadse, cackling, feints to the left, then the right. Sigrud draws back, unsure what other miraculous items Khadse has on his person.
“Bit off more than you can chew, eh?” says Khadse, laughing.
The two men circle each other, trying to determine which one will give ground first. Khadse jukes forward, then springs wide and almost slices open Sigrud’s shoulder. Sigrud ducks, thrusts his blade up and around—a clever move, one Khadse wasn’t expecting—but the point of his black knife bounces harmlessly off the back of Khadse’s coat, as if the fabric were made of thick rubber.
Khadse rolls forward, laughing, delighted with this turn of events. He presses his full advantage, slashing in, down, to the side.
Sigrud makes an unwise play, trying to strike Khadse’s head—the only exposed area he can attack anymore—but Khadse ducks away and rakes his blade across Sigrud’s arm, slashing it open. Sigrud roars in pain, falls back, and sprints down the hallway.
Khadse, laughing, follows. He had no idea he’d been so empowered with such protections. If he’d known this damned coat made him indestructible, he’d have killed Komayd’s guards and gutted the woman with his bare hands.
Sigrud’s faster than he expected, fast for a big man, running ahead into the warrens of the old warehouse. Sigrud turns down a set of narrow stairs, and Khadse speeds up, trying to keep pace, intent on putting his knife into the big Dreyling’s neck one way or another.
As he crosses the last step he feels something strange at his ankle. A resistance, somewhat, as if he caught his pant leg on something…
His eyes widen. A tripwire?
Then a crash, a tremendous bang, and everything goes white.
The next thing Khadse knows he’s lying on the stairs, groaning. There’s a ringing in his ears, even louder than when the pistol went off next to his head. The world is white and bursting with black bubbles, and he can hardly think or move.
A flash-bang. That bastard led me right into it….
He can feel things, though, reverberations in the wooden stairs below him. He can feel a door open nearby, feel footsteps coming toward him. He tries to stab forward with the knife, but he’s so stunned he merely stumbles forward.
Then there’s pain. A lot of it. Pain in his hands, forcing him to let go of the knife. A snap as someone stomps on his ankle, making him howl, though he can barely hear his own voice. Then he feels big hands grasp him, undo his handcuffs, and rip his coat off of him.
There’s a voice in his ear, hot and full of rage: “Like you said, I need you alive.”
Khadse is hauled to his feet, his broken ankle screaming. He feels himself being dangled above the ground, and is suddenly aware of how much larger Sigrud is than him, how much stronger. Khadse’s vision begins to coalesce, the bursting white bubbles fading, and he can see now: he can see Sigrud’s face just before his own, his weathered, scarred features twisted in pitiless glee.
“How happy I am,” says Sigrud, pulling a fist back, “to finally get my hands on you.”
After he’s done with him, Sigrud wipes sweat from his brow and leans up against the wall, still gasping for air. This was his first real combat in over a decade. He remembers it being a lot easier than this.
His gaze trails over Khadse’s split lip and broken nose. Broken ankle and slashed-open hand.
This man killed Shara, he tells himself. This man killed dozens of people just to kill Shara.
And yet—why doesn’t he feel better about what he’s done? Why isn’t he enjoying this more?
Remember what he took from you. Remember what you’ve lost.
An old survival tactic, for Sigrud: to forge a compass from your sorrow, and let it lead you ahead.
He kneels, groaning, picks up Khadse, and throws him over his shoulder. He staggers up the stairs, then winds down through the bowels of the warehouse, the air alight with the smell of coal and blood. At one point he steps through a spreading pool of blood from some corpse lying in the darkness, someone he can barely remember killing now. He makes sure to tread through a pile of coke dust to keep his footprints from being too bloody.
He exits the warehouse and carries Khadse’s unconscious body to his stolen auto, a junky, rambling thing whose headlights keep flickering. He opens the trunk and carelessly tosses Khadse in. The man moans when he falls on the tire iron at the bottom.
Sigrud shuts the trunk, then pauses as he climbs into the auto. He scans the wide concrete lot, listening, thinking. He’s not sure why, but he can’t help but feel someone’s just been here.
He climbs in and starts the auto. The headlights strobe and flicker as he pulls away. He drives off in a different direction from where he came, just to be sure. As he does, the headlights slash over the reeds down by the canal.
Sigrud stomps on the brakes. The auto screeches to a halt.
He sits in the driver’s seat, squinting through the windshield, before slowly climbing back out. He leaves the auto running, the flickering headlights shooting over his shoulder. He walks toward the canal. The concrete crumbles to an end, replaced by muddy grass that slopes down to the thick reeds by the water. Sigrud cocks his head, examining them.
A large patch of the reeds are bent. He looks down and sees footprints in the muddy grass. Recent ones, and quite small—though not small enough to be a child’s. Perhaps an adolescent’s.
Someone was watching me, he thinks.
He looks out at the canal. He suspects they’re still there, crouched in the reeds. If they wanted to attack, now would be the time—he’s winded and Khadse’s out cold. It’d be easy to take a shot from the dark. But whoever they are, they don’t make a move.
Sigrud grunts. When he walks back to his auto, he decides to stick with his original plan—getting Khadse to his safe house—only he’ll make a few alterations to the site, just in case there are any surprises.
A very good thing, he thinks as he opens the door to the auto, that I brought more explosives.