Blood Hound

Chapter 16

By the time we reached Vanya’s safe house, the sun had risen and the worst of Vassily’s bleeding had stopped. Crina and I hauled him out—grim, stoic, and pale—and helped him into the building.

“I still say we should be taking you to the hospital,” I said. “I can only do so much. You could get an infection, you could—”

“No. No fucking hospital,” he growled through gritted teeth. “You might as well just take me straight back to jail.”

“Can’t you just, like, fix it?” Vanya said. He was trailing behind us, mopping his face with a handkerchief, seemingly unaware that he was wiping someone’s blood onto himself.

Short of me sacrificing Vanya on the spot and hoping his saggy ass was enough to power the same kind of magic I’d used on Carmine’s goons, there wasn’t anything I knew that could help Vassily. “I left my magical leg-fixing wand in my other set of robes.”

Crina made a choked sound in the back of her throat. Vanya glared at me before kneeling down beside Vassily. “How’re you feeling, Zmechik?”

“Give me a shot of horilka and ask me after that.”

Already halfway to the back room, I stopped and turned. “No. No alcohol. You cannot drink.”

“Fucking hell.” Vassily looked up at me hollowly. “Do you know how much this hurts?”

No, I’d only had my knee smashed in with a baseball bat not half a week ago. Exasperated, I left in frustrated silence for the kitchen, pawing around the freezer for icepacks. I collected a pile of clean towels and then a folded sheet of plastic, the kind you used to line car trunks for transporting bodies. The plastic went down on the tiled floor. It was going to be a messy job. “Bring him over here.”

Crina and Vanya carried Vassily from the sofa to the sheet. By the time they laid him out, Vanya, sweating and red-faced, was puffing, and he wore a look of strain nearly equal to Vassily’s own. “Look uh… Alexi. You need any help? ’Cause blood and me don’t—”

“Yes. Get me the two chairs from the kitchen, please.” It was my turn to glare. No way in hell was he leaving now. The big man nodded, scruffing his hair, but he went off to get them anyway.

“Dreksnest,” Crina said, with feeling. She puffed a lock of sweaty hair from her face. She was bloody with small cuts and scratches, her dress ripped, her stockings ripped beyond recognition. Her hair hung raggedly around her face.

“I can handle this,” I said. “There’s an en suite in the last room down the hall, if you want to clean up.”

“Later. I’m fine.” She waved a hand. “What else do you need?”

“Make sure he stays here.” I snorted and stood.

“Fuck you. Asshole.” Vassily rubbed his face, sniffing. “Can I at least have a smoke?”

“No.”

Vassily, too exhausted to argue, nodded and slumped back down.

I got the largest medical kit we had from the back room and opened it up, extending the metal trays, and used the kitchen sink to strip my gloves and scrub up. I came back with them still damp, shaking them to dry. Crina went to do the same thing while I got my tools ready.

“Hey…” Vassily looked at me dully. The shadows around his deep-set eyes had spread, dark with stress and pain. “I don’t even know what happened back there, Lexi. Us fighting.”

I had a good notion what had happened and was about to tell him so when Vanya reentered. He grunted, setting the chairs near our place. “Fucking drama queen mobsters, haha. You handle this. I wanna try Lev’s office, see if he’s okay.”

“Fine.” Crina would be a better assistant anyway. I exhaled heavily and pulled out two pairs of latex gloves. I covered my hands and held the other pair out for Crina as she returned.

“Thank God they weren’t throwing hollowpoints around, or I wouldn’t have a leg.” Vassily shifted on the tarp with a grunt of discomfort. “Can you get it out?”

I made a motion with my shoulders, agreement, and then took up the short serrated scissors in the kit. First, I cut high around the tacky flat stain, the dry blood a palm-sized spread through the dark fabric of his slacks. I used one of the small saline bottles in the kit to dampen the stiff bloody fabric. “Crina, in the bathroom, you will find a spray bottle for the plants. I need it half-full of water from the kettle. Cold water, not boiling.”

Crina heaved up with a sigh. “Sure thing, Doctor Sokolsky.”

Under other circumstances, it might have brought a smile, but I was far too busy judging the wound. It had no streakiness, no signs of infection—yet. Vanya left in the midst of the exam, his actions audible from the bedroom.

“Like I was saying… look. We’re both exhausted. This is all about being tired and fucked up.” Vassily’s eyes reddened as he stared fixedly at the studio lights above us. “You know it is. I don’t want to fight with you. We can sort shit out. We’ve done it before.”

I glared back down at him, unwrapping a needle and two syringes, a drip bag, tubing—the paraphernalia of the medic, almost as familiar as the tools of war. The gun and knife were not dissimilar to the syringe and scalpel. “Maybe.”

Vassily frowned, pushing some of his hair over his face, back over his tacky forehead. When he spoke, his voice was low, soft enough that Crina wouldn’t be able to hear. “Look, I’m sorry I put words in your mouth. I respect you, Lexi. You’re my main man, my brother. I don’t know why the fuck you weren’t named standing Avtoritet.”

“Because I put my father down.” I set out a small surgical tray. Tweezers, forceps, gauze. I poured antiseptic over everything that needed sterilizing and left them to stew while I prepared two syringes of different antibiotics and a bag of fluids. “The rest of them thought I was out to steal their positions when I killed him.”

“Well, yeah.” Vassily turned his head so he could look at me, his blue eyes dull. “But like I said back home. You’re the hardest man in this crew besides Nic. You came out like fucking Rambo tonight.”

“If I don’t finish the job I started, it won’t matter. Not that you care about that.” My voice was tense, and I barely stopped the next words that wanted to bubble out from my lips. That I wasn’t sure I wanted any of this, anymore. The Organizatsiya. The fighting and the politics. I had always disdained the infighting, and because I’d tried not to get involved, I’d stayed alive. But now? It was wearing me out faster than my body and mind could keep up.

“Look, I do care. You didn’t tell me any of this shit. You didn’t tell me about the breakin, nothing. I’ll speak for you.” Vassily’s eyes darkened for a moment. “We’ll stop Lev from arranging whatever he’s arranging, and I’ll speak for you with Sergei.”

“We don’t even know what Lev and Jana and everyone else are—”

We fell silent again as Crina came back.

She set the spray bottle down with a thump. “Done. You need anything else?”

Levelly, I looked up at her face. “Yes. Sit beside him, on the other side. You will need to hold him down.”

The operation couldn’t be done with any strong painkillers: not with coke in his system. Vanya hid while the screams pierced the air of the apartment, but it wasn’t long before I had the bullet out, the fluids and antibiotics in, and Vassily was sleeping off his blood loss. Crina was as exhausted as I was by the time we were done: we went to the bedroom, where she got the bed and I took the floor.

I got a couple hours of sleep before I roused at seven, restless and hypervigilant. With nothing else to do, I started cleaning the kitchen with compulsive fervor. Bagging, trashing garbage, sweeping, and spraying. I scrubbed obsessively at spots of dirt on the countertop, and it took several minutes of them refusing to budge for me to realize they were a part of the granite patterning.

An hour later, I called Mariya’s house. My gut was tight and fluttering empty. How the hell was I going to tell her what had happened to her brother?

“Alexi, thank God,” she said. Her voice was thick with relief. “Did you find him?”

“Yes, but Maritka, it’s… I do not have good news,” I said tensely. “He was shot last night.”

There was a long pause. “Oh god. Alexi—”

“He’s alive, just injured. It hit him in the thigh,” I cut her off, before she could wind herself up. “All things considered, he was lucky. I’ve done everything I can for it, but he won’t go to the hospital.”

“How’s he going to get to the parole center?” Her voice was high and frightened. “They’ll know he was shot.”

“I know. I know.” I paused, debating briefly on what else to say. I decided, as I usually did, on the blunt and total truth. “This… it isn’t all that’s wrong with him. I found him passed out in Vanya’s bathtub yesterday. He’s been doing a lot of cocaine, and he’s got a problem.”

“Drugs? Vassily? No,” his elder sister replied with disbelief.

My frustration grew horns and teeth, butting against the inside of my ribs. Not her too. I didn’t need denial. We needed her help. “Yes, Mari. Drugs.”

“Please, no. Cocaine’s not the same as crack, is it?”

“Not exactly.” I grimaced, trying to work out how to explain without downplaying. “But they are basically the same substance, and—”

“Well… was it a once-off?” She sounded nervous.

“No. He’s an addict, Mariya. He’s completely hooked. He… also drank nearly two bottles of liquor and almost killed himself the night before last.” I paused for a moment, lips parted, unsure how to convey the cocktail of feelings the admission caused.

“It’s all because of prison.” The bitterness in her voice made my stomach tense. “I remember how Antoni was. It was just the same. Prison destroyed him, my poor brother. Just destroyed him.”

“It’s not just prison. The other men are all in on it. One person starts, and then they drag their friends into this idiot addiction—you know how it is.” I rubbed my forehead. Even through the gloves, it felt clammy and cold. “I hate to admit this, but I’m really not up to taking him home and caring for him. I haven’t slept more than ten hours in the last three days.”

“Don’t you worry about a thing. I’ll pick him up and take him. I want him to stay with me for the time being. He’ll listen to me if I lay it on him, and I know him well enough. He’d never do anything like this around me.”

It was the truth, and a good idea, but her words stimulated no hope: only a deep sense of failure. “I… look, yes. I would be very grateful. He’s out of sorts. Highly erratic. You have to keep him away from Vanya and M—”

Oh, right. Mikhail was dead.

“Who?”

“Just Vanya and Nicolai,” I said. “But yes. He’s not very well right now, in more than one way. I’m sorry.”

“No, Alexi. You don’t get to apologize for this.” Mariya’s old scolding tone came back readily, and I almost expected her raised hand to come out of the phone. She’d never hit us as kids, but she’d been good at making us think she would. “I’ll be around in twenty minutes or so. You just take care of yourself.”

She hung up first, and I sat back with a sigh.

Self-care meant a cold bath, three aspirin, and a pitcher of bitter black coffee to reset my nerves and dull the synesthesia. I couldn’t muster anything like enthusiasm when my adoptive sister showed up at the door. Even with the headache held at bay, Mariya’s voice and smell nearly blinded me.

“You did a great job.” Mariya kissed me on both cheeks and embraced me. Her arms felt strong and wiry, her chest very thin. “Thank you, Alexi.”

“It’s fine,” I replied hollowly.

“It’s not.” She smiled, strain visible in the creases beside her eyes and the muscles of her jaw. “But it will be.”

We had to get Vassily up and out, but his immune system was in full swing and he was so feverish he could barely walk. He was delirious as we loaded him into the back of her truck. I watched them leave, and Vassily, heavy-eyed, wiggled his fingers at me through the window with a blank opium grin.

It will be, my mind echoed. It sure as hell would be something.

Back upstairs, I found Crina awake and bleary. She had a cup of coffee and was sitting at the kitchen counter, her forehead resting on her linked hands. When I entered, she looked up me sourly. Without makeup, the bones of her face stood out in sharp relief.

“You get any sleep?” she said. “I saw that Vassily’s gone.”

“He’s going to his sister’s. It’s the best place for him.” I put on another carafe of java and sat at the other side of the breakfast counter. “What about you? Are you… all right?”

“Nothing I haven’t seen before.” She offered the ghost of a smile, brief and superficial. It didn’t reach her eyes.

“You mentioned something about Zagreb.”

She shrugged. “It’s violent there. My family left when I was a little girl. We went to East Germany…but I didn’t want to stay there, either. Too depressing, what with the wall running right through the middle of it.”

I’d heard stories, and had to wonder how she’d left. You had to bribe or murder to part the Iron Curtain. My own parents had taken the subway route: my Jewish mother had family in West Germany. Her religious ticket out of the Soviet Union was the only reason Grigori Sokolsky, the psychopath, had married her.

“Naturally.” My mouth drew to one side, and I leaned back. “I’m surprised you made it out.”

“People had it worse than me.” Crina’s smile faded with some kind of half-hidden pain, and she leaned towards me. “But I wake up to the sound of mines and rifles going off, sometimes. The dogs. Some guy was always trying to make the run over the Wall and getting blown to bits. You know?”

“Well, New York isn’t the place for peace and quiet. Not unless you have a lot of money and stay clean.”

“It’s good enough for you.” Her expression turned sly.

I frowned slightly. “Yes. But I was born here.”

“So that’s why your English was so good.” She cocked her head, like a curious bird. “Your parents must have gotten out… God. How old are you?”

“Twenty-nine.”

Crina’s eyebrows rose. “Is that all?”

I inclined my head. “I turn thirty in November.”

“Wow, I thought you were older.” She pressed her lips together, and leaned in towards me. “Here’s a secret… I’m two years older than you.”

My mouth quirked, and I ducked my face. It brought a laugh from her, filling my ears with a crisp, bright yellowness. Crina was good people. I decided I liked her, which put her in a category of person which only Vassily and Mariya really occupied.

“I have a question for you, Crina. Probably inappropriate.” I frowned with thought as she watched. “But social interaction has never been a strong point of mine. Why have you been so interested to talk to me?”

“Oh. Well, lots of reasons. For one, you’re really smart.” Her moment of apprehension passed. “For another, you’re not some meathead muzhik. Most guys play around. They smell like old school lockers. They drink.”

“Aren’t those supposed to be attractive qualities in men?”

Crina laughed again, more loudly than before. “Maybe if you’re a masochist. And, well, I’ll put it to you this way. If I were at Misha’s or Petro’s house, or pretty much any other guard’s place, we wouldn’t even be having this conversation.”

I cocked my head. “What do you mean?”

“As in… none of them would know how to ask these questions, Alexi.” Her smile became gentler. “It’s all ‘me me me’ with those kinds of guys. Suck my cock, dance in my lap, but don’t dare hang around: that’d be ‘clingy.’”

It was true, and something which this whole mess had been making clearer and clearer as the days went by. I shrugged. “I did just ask you a very selfish question.”

“Hey, you asked something about me first.” She mirrored me, my head and hands. I noticed it because it was the sort of thing an interrogator would do. “What makes you think you’re not good with people? You just seem like the quiet, confident type.”

I looked at her clear brown eyes and held them for a moment before I concluded she wasn’t trying to mine anything serious from me. She was safe. “To be honest, the only reason I’m still alive is Vassily. His family took me in at a young age when I left my home. It was… not a good place. I couldn’t speak much, or communicate normally, and I was violent, angry. His grandmother and sister took me in… I protected Vassily from his elder brothers, and he taught me how to talk to other people.”

“Taught you?” She looked confused but interested.

My expression turned distant, and I looked towards the bookshelves and the unused radio on the coffee table. “Yes. He would tell me when I needed to say certain things, or not. ‘Hello,’ ‘thank you,’ ‘please.’ I still forget, now and then—to say those things, that is. We worked out some hand signals, these little rituals to prompt me to do the right things at the right time. As I grew older, I got better at it. When he went to prison, I had to learn to do it myself.”

“Have you met anyone else with the same problem?”

I shook my head. “No. Everything I’ve read suggests some kind of neurological disorder. Autism, maybe. But no… Vassily was a boon. He was very patient when he was younger. Now? Not so much. Our careers diverged at the end of college. He went into business and I… went into other business.”

Crina sucked her lip under her teeth and let it go with a little pop. “Is the rage-thing better now you’re older?”

“I don’t really want to talk more about myself,” I demurred, looking away.

“If you’re worried that I’m bored, I’m really not.”

The whole thing was making me increasingly uncomfortable. Vassily had taught me to take strangers at their word when they expressed curiosity, but to bring it back to the other person as soon as possible. “I don’t know. The social element has been static. Fortunately, faces have patterns. If people stay the same, I look for the patterns and the colors.”

“Colors?”

“In their voices.” I’d never quite grasped how others missed them. The colors and textures and scents in sounds were so vivid as to be overwhelming. “And in sounds of all kinds, actually. They make… colors. Scents.”

Crina seemed strangely impressed by that. She was silent for several seconds as she digested the concept, as Vassily had tried to do so long ago. “What color’s my voice?”

“Yellow. Usually.” I didn’t hesitate, grateful she’d claimed her attention at last. “And effervescent. Sometimes it bleeds more towards green, and then it smooths out back towards yellow.”

“Green’s my favorite color.” She grinned. “This is great, and I don’t think you’re really that awkward. Maybe you just need to hang around the right people. Get out of the ivory tower a bit more, let out your hair.” She paused for a moment, and then chuckled. “Not that I’m necessarily the ‘right’ people, but you know what I mean.”

“Not really, I’m afraid. My dealings with living people are usually fairly short and to the point.” I checked the clock on the other side of the room, noting the time, and slid from my seat. In defiance of what I’d just told her about being better with common cues, I nearly walked off on her and started packing up but remembered myself just as I jerked away from the breakfast bench. “I… really have to get going. There’s things I must do at home.”

“Okay.” Crina rose and smoothed down her borrowed jeans. They fit her snugly but were rolled at the cuffs. I guessed they were Anya’s. “I’ll go with you. I really don’t want to stay here with Vanya the Lounge Lizard.”

“No doubt.” I glanced aside for a moment. “Thank you.”

“For what?” She had been walking away herself, but stopped as I spoke.

“For last night. The beginning of the night, and the end.”

Her mouth curled up in a cat’s smile. “It sucked pretty hard… I can’t lie. But that’s okay. We aren’t going to be able to make our date tonight, are we?”

“I don’t think so.” And I was genuinely regretful. “We both need sleep.”

Crina’s lips twitched as she looked down, then back at my face. Her eyes were very brown, a lambent amber that reminded me strongly of a bird of prey. “You owe me another one once all this is over. Don’t forget it.”

We got dressed and took the subway. It was only two stops to Brighton Beach. I got off there, and Crina carried on the Q line to wherever it was she lived. It was usually a seven-minute walk from the station to my apartment, but this time, it was more like twenty. The cut from the glass shard was inflamed and painful, though not infected. I considered the elevator but decided against it, hobbling up the stairs to my floor. A letter-sized, plain white envelope was stuffed half underneath my front door.

Curiously, I limped over and picked it up. I could be lucky, for once, and it was some vital clue from a helpful participant in the Manelli–Yaroshenko drama. Given how variable my luck was, it could also be that someone sent me a packet of anthrax. I cracked the seal carefully, holding my breath just in case, but it was nothing but an ordinary sheet of yellow steno notebook paper.

“Sergei arrived 0030 Tuesday,” read Nic’s blocky, heavy penciled hand. “Lev back in office. No arrests. Both S & L want to see you Wed 8pm at #2.”

Sergei, back already? My heart froze in my chest. Back already, and he wanted to see me. And I had nothing to show for it, no success, and no excuse. No Vincent. I hadn’t protected Vassily and Lev like I was supposed to. And Sergei was going to want to know how and why I’d killed my father.

Resigned, I tucked the letter into my sweaty jacket and let myself in. I went through the motions: fed the cat, showered, shaved, found a container of pelmeni and salad left over from that first lunch I’d had with Vassily. The dumplings were dry and the cabbage and mayonnaise a little too pink, but I ate mechanically, staring off into the too-quiet apartment.

Mariya had tried her best, but she was wrong. Things weren’t going to be okay. I was cold as I thought back over the previous night. I was, quite frankly, fucked. I had no leads, no way to combat the array of half-seen forces against me. I was sure it all came back to Carmine, Carmine and Lev. If I didn’t kill Carmine soon, he was going to kill me. He’d seen me at the casino, and even if by some miracle the Vigiles had caught him, he was probably going to get out sooner than later.

As if detecting my need for inspiration, Binah ran into the kitchen with a rolled-up sock in her mouth, meowing around it, and dropped it helpfully at my feet. I snorted, bent down, and threw it. She chased after it like a dog and brought it back again, making muffled sounds of triumph through the cotton. We played this until she dropped it near the fridge, batting and clawing at the toy as she scooted around on her side. I watched her indulgently—and then almost magnetically, my eyes were drawn to the freezer door. And suddenly, it clicked.

I stood quickly, shoving the table back from myself. “Carmine used that angelic seal to do… something. Yuri used it to find me.” I spoke aloud, knowing Kutkha could hear me, even if I hadn’t heard him. “It’s still active, isn’t it? The seal?”

My Neshamah stirred uncomfortably. My sense of his presence was as gradual as the dawn, but I felt his answer. Yes. There were no words, but it felt apprehensive.

“So, in theory, you could trace it back to the mage that is using it to spy.” I paced agitatedly, an angular course around the small kitchen. “If I draw a summon circle and focus the ritual through something with a Phitonic charge—the Wardbreaker, my father’s hammer or something—I could summon it. Summon it and find him and kill him.”

“We could be deceived,” Kutkha said, after a time. “As I told you. There are no angels, only demons. The creatures and substance of GOD are physical. They cannot be summoned. Demons are formed of the cesspool to which all human minds contribute. They hold dark things—all dark things of which you could conceive. NOthings.”

“I know where they come from. I know it’s a risk.” I breathed in, out, and tried to relax on my feet. “But I am a ritualist, Kutkha. If there’s any place I’m strong, it’s ritual.”

“All summoning is Pravamancy. You will tear a hole in yourself. That is how they are called. You tear a hole. You must hope that you can fill it in once it is done.”

I went to the freezer and pulled out the chalice. It had been days without a water change, and the ice was brown and crumbly, like rust. “If I don’t, we’re dead anyway. If I have nothing to show, Sergei will shoot me like a dog on the street. Don’t you know what he’s like?”

Kutkha nearly said something. I felt him, the pressure of his intent—but he held back. Hiding something, from me? “Very well. If you fail, you will go mad. You know not what you do.”

It was the truth, but I was already on my way to the door. “No. Not really… but I’m about to find out.”