Black Creek Crossing

Chapter 12

NGEL SULLIVAN TURNED THE CORNER ONTO PROSPECT Street and saw the old brick building that had once been all of Roundtree High School and now served as the main building. It sat in the middle of a large lawn studded with huge pines that looked even older than the building itself. Behind it were the newer buildings, scattered over the four full blocks the school now occupied, but none of them had the warm and friendly look of the old original building. White shutters flanked its windows, tall columns rose a full three floors to support the roof in front, and the roof itself was ornately peaked and dormered. There was even a widow’s walk high on the main peak, though Roundtree was nowhere near the coast, so there would have been no captains’ wives waiting for their husbands to return from the sea.

Angel paused across the street from the school, just to enjoy the warm feeling running through her. It was a completely different feeling than the one that had gripped her in Eastbury every morning, and she was certain it wasn’t just because the school in Roundtree was so much prettier than the drab block of grime-covered bricks that was Eastbury High. No, this was something more.

This was a whole new beginning, in a town where no one knew her except for her cousin.

Where no one had ever heard of Mangey-Angey, or Daddy’s little Angel, or any of the other things she’d been called ever since kindergarten.

As she started across the street, she found herself smiling, wondering who Nicole Adams would start in on now that she was gone. But she banished the thought as it came into her head — nobody should be treated the way Nicole and everyone else had treated her.

But that was all behind her now, and when she got up that morning to see a bright and sunny sky, Angel wished she had clothes just as bright as the morning. But there was nothing in her dresser or closet, and in the end she’d dressed in her usual drab sweatpants and a blouse with a bulky sweater over it. Still, she felt different, and that was what counted.

At her feet, Houdini rubbed up against her leg. Just as he had yesterday when she and her mother had gone to church, the cat had appeared this morning — seemingly out of nowhere — and walked along with Angel all the way to school. The only difference was that with her mother not there to shoo him away, the cat had never been more than a foot from her. Now, across the street from the school, Angel bent down to scratch his ears. “See you later.”

Crossing the street and starting up the steps toward the front door, she smiled at two girls who were talking to a wavy-haired boy with eyes that were the same blue as the clear autumn sky.

Neither of the girls nodded back, and the boy didn’t seem to notice her.

They were busy talking, Angel told herself. They probably didn’t even see her.

She found the principal’s office, got registered, and was given her class schedule and a locker assignment. “Here’s your combination,” the secretary told her, handing her a slip of paper with four numbers written on it and instructions on how many times to turn the lock in each direction. Angel gazed glumly at the combination — she’d just barely learned the one in Eastbury, and now she had to learn a brand new one.

Her homeroom was here in the main building, and so was her locker, and with a half hour before the first class started, she had plenty of time to find all her other classrooms, so at least she wouldn’t have to suffer the embarrassment of being late and having everyone stare at her. She even got to her first period classroom early enough so she was the first one there.

“ ‘Angel,’ ” the teacher said, reading her name off the registration form. “That’s a pretty name. I’m Mrs. Brink.”

Angel was about to say that her name was Angie, then realized that Zack Fletcher knew what people called her and might make fun of her.

She decided to say nothing at all, and after the first bell rang, Mrs. Brink introduced her to the rest of the class. A few people turned to look curiously at her, and a couple of people actually nodded to her, but within a couple of minutes the teacher had begun a lesson on diagramming sentences, and for the rest of the hour no one even looked at Angel.

Nor did anyone speak to her after class, but Angel told herself it was only because everyone was hurrying to their next classes and they only had ten minutes.

The morning raced by, and when the bell for lunch rang, Angel could barely believe the day was half over. And though no one had exactly gone out of their way to talk to her, no one had turned their back on her either.

Nor had she heard people whispering among themselves as she came down the hall, only to fall silent when she came close, turn away as if even looking at her would somehow be wrong, then start giggling as soon as she’d passed.

Stowing her books in her locker, she found her way to the cafeteria, picked up a tray, and got in line. Five minutes later, with her tray laden only with cottage cheese and a fruit salad that didn’t look very good, but at least didn’t look as fattening as the macaroni and cheese, she looked around for a place to sit.

And saw Zack Fletcher sitting at a table on the far side of the cafeteria with a still-empty chair right across from him. When he looked up and beckoned to her, a great wave of relief flooded over her — she wasn’t going to have to sit by herself, even on the first day of school. She started making her way toward his table, threading between tables and chairs set so close together that half a dozen people had to squeeze up against a table in order to let her by. And then, when she was only a yard from the empty chair at Zack’s table, a girl with exactly the kind of long, straight blond hair that Angel had always envied but knew she would never have — any more than she would have the blond girl’s small features and slim figure — came from the other direction, set her tray down, and slipped into the chair opposite Zack.

Angel stared at the girl, but she gave no sign that she’d even seen Angel moving toward the chair.

Angel waited for Zack to say something, to tell the blonde that he’d been saving the seat for his cousin.

But Zack wasn’t even looking at her — he was staring at the blonde with the kind of stupid grin on his face that boys in Eastbury always had when Nicole Adams was around.

Zack hadn’t been saving her the seat at all! In fact, he probably hadn’t even been waving to her — he’d probably been waving to someone behind her.

Someone like the blonde who was now smiling at Zack the way Nicole Adams had smiled at the boys who were always fawning over her. “I’m so late,” she said. “I couldn’t get my locker open, and then I got stuck talking to Seth Baker, and then—”

“Hey, chill, Heather,” Zack broke in. “Would I let anyone else sit there?”

Heather, Angel thought as she quickly turned away, scanned the room for another chair, and started working her way toward an almost empty table on the far side of the cafeteria. Of course her name is Heather. And of course she’s pretty, and of course she’s Zack’s girlfriend. As she pushed her way between the tables, she heard someone grumble about her going some other way next time, and she was sure two other people shoved their chairs backward when she was trying to get past.

By the time she got to the nearly empty table, she was certain that everyone in the cafeteria was watching her, and she didn’t even ask the one boy who was sitting at the table if she could join him. Instead, she simply set her tray down at the other end of the table, sat down with her back to the room, and started poking at her fruit salad.

The boy at the other end of the table was eating a heaping plate of macaroni and cheese.

Angel poked at the fruit salad again, and finally put a piece of grapefruit in her mouth.

“That stuff any better than it looks?”

For a moment, she didn’t realize the words were directed at her.

“I mean, I like fresh fruit, but when it’s out of a can, it always tastes tinny to me.”

Angel finally looked up to find the boy on the other side of the table looking at her, his head slightly cocked. “You should’ve gotten this,” he said, pointing at his heaping plate. “It’s really good.”

“It looks good,” Angel agreed. “But—”

“So I’ll get another plate, and you can have some of mine. I got way too much anyway.”

Before she could protest, the boy was gone, and a minute later he was back, an empty plate in one hand, and a knife and soup spoon in the other. Sliding his tray down the table until it was across from Angel’s, he used the soup spoon and knife to move half his macaroni and cheese onto the empty plate, then set the now half-full plate in front of Angel. “There — now you don’t have to eat that crappy fruit salad. Unless you want to, of course,” he added, flushing. “I mean, you can eat anything you want, but—” His flush deepened, and he started to get up again. “Look, if you want, I’ll go sit somewhere else.”

“No!” Angel said, and felt herself flushing as she realized how loudly she’d spoken. “It’s okay.” As the boy sank back into his chair, still looking uncertain, Angel smiled at him. “You’re right — the fruit salad sucks. But I shouldn’t eat the macaroni and cheese. I’m trying to…” Her words trailed off and she shrugged, certain she didn’t have to finish the sentence.

“So who cares if you don’t look like Heather Dunne?” the boy asked. “If you ask me, I think she’s bulimic — probably pukes her brains out right after lunch every day.” The boy leaned forward and dropped his voice. “S’pose your cousin can taste it when he kisses her?”

Angel’s eyes widened as she stared at the boy, and though she tried to suppress the giggle that rose in her throat, she couldn’t. “That is so gross!” she finally managed to get out between giggles.

“Not as gross as kissing someone who’s been hurling lunch,” the boy said.

“How do you know he does that?” Angel asked.

The boy rolled his eyes. “It’s hard not to know when they’re doing it right in front of you,” he said. “Right after fifth period. They’re both in my math class, and they practically get it on in the hall before the bell rings.”

“How do you know she barfs up her lunch?” Angel asked.

“You saw her, didn’t you? And did you see her plate? An elephant couldn’t eat that much. Believe me — she’s barfing.”

“So how’d you know Zack’s my cousin?”

“Everybody knows,” the boy said. “He’s been moaning about—”

The boy cut his words short as he realized what he’d been about to say, but it was too late. Angel felt her eyes stinging with tears, and she struggled not to let them overflow. Wishing she could sink through the floor and vanish forever, but knowing she couldn’t, she started to stand up, intent on getting far from the cafeteria as quickly as she could.

But before she was even out of her chair, the boy said, “Don’t do it.” He said it softly enough so no one but Angel could hear him. “Don’t give them the satisfaction.” As she hesitated, he explained: “Hey, I saw what happened over there. You think Zack didn’t make sure there wasn’t going to be enough room for you at his table before you even came in? I know he’s your cousin, but that doesn’t mean he’s not a jerk.”

He fell silent for a moment, his eyes scanning the room, then went on. “There’s a lot of jerks around here,” he said, then shrugged helplessly. “I guess maybe I’m a jerk sometimes too. My name’s Seth Baker.”

“I’m—” Angel began, but cut herself off before blurting out her true name. “—Angie,” she finished.

Seth frowned. “I thought it was ‘Angel,’ ” he said uncertainly.

Angel felt her face burn. “I hate it,” she blurted before she even thought about it.

“Well, you’re wrong,” Seth said. “It’s a beautiful name.”

“It is not,” Angel shot back.

“It is too. You just hate it because it’s yours. Everybody hates their own name.”

Angel stared at him. “How can you hate ‘Seth’? It’s a good name.”

“Even if it were, it’s not what they call me.”

Now it was Angel’s turn to frown. “What do they call you?” she asked. Seth said nothing, but his face reddened, and now it was Angel who cocked her head. “Come on, what do they call you?” Without thinking about it, she began blurting out the taunts she’d heard all her life. “They always used to call me ‘Daddy’s little Angel,’ and ‘Mommy’s little Angel.’ ”

“That’s not so terrible,” Seth countered.

Angel raised her eyebrows. “Then try ‘Mangy-Angey’!” she added, again speaking before thinking.

Seth winced. “That’s pretty harsh,” he admitted. “But it’s still not as bad as what I get.”

“I bet it is,” Angel said. “So tell me what they call you.”

Seth was silent for several long seconds, but finally his eyes met Angel’s. “Maybe I will,” he said softly, and Angel saw all the pain she’d ever felt reflected in Seth Baker’s eyes.

All of it, and more.