18 June
Mary's train into York was late.
When she got to the little tea shop on Low Petergate they were waiting for her, sitting at a window table, drinking tea and eating cake: Tom Mackie, slightly crumpled and donnish as always despite his Navy uniform, and Gary, his own British Army uniform fitting him closely. Both men got up when Mary squeezed her way to the table, hot, flustered, tired. 'Mom-' Gary embraced her. He smelled of cigarette smoke, earth, a whiff of cordite, a soldier's smell. But the arms around her were strong. It made her ache that she would only have a few minutes with him.
Mackie pulled out a chair. 'Good to see you, Mary. Tea, is it, a scone or two? You might have to wait a bit, I'm afraid; all these GIs are rushing the girl off her feet.' He turned and raised his arm, trying to catch the waitress's eye.
'Thank you. Sorry I'm late.' She sat, setting her handbag and gas-mask pouch on the floor beside her.
The shop was crowded with servicemen, talking loudly, smoking, most of them apparently American. And music played, a sentimental Glenn Miller ballad. It was probably the Promi; you heard it played everywhere for the music, which everybody agreed was a better selection than the BBC's. She was right in the big picture window; it was a surprise such a window had survived the bombing. Looking along a street crowded with military vehicles and black government saloon cars, she could just make out the angular ruins of the minster.
'You look a bit hot and bothered,' Gary said.
'The train's a trial at the moment, isn't it? Packed with servicemen, en route from A to B.'
'You do get a sense of the mobilisation, don't you?' Mackie said. 'Lots of pieces being moved around the board, ready for the chess game to begin.'
It was all hush-hush, but it was impossible not to know what was going on. Troops had been pouring into the country for months. In the north and in Scotland farms and villages had been evacuated, vast tracts of land set aside for training. It was said that the US Eighth Air Force had pretty much taken over East Anglia. At night, across a vast swathe of countryside north of the Winston Line, you could hear the rumble of tanks and mobile weapons, of studebakers and jeeps, trundling to their marshalling points under cover of darkness.
And here was her own son, preparing to throw himself into the cauldron. He seemed so much less boyish than when she'd last seen him. Now he had a man's heavy body, a thickening neck, even slightly thinning hair like his father's. And he was full of nervous energy. He kept glancing at a clock on the wall.
'You've filled out,' she said to him.
'Well, I'd hope so,' he said patiently. 'Mom, it's eighteen months already since I got sprung from that lebensborn camp in Kent. They do give us decent rations, you know.'
Mackie tamped his pipe tobacco. 'Better in the US Army, I hear. You could always swap sides.'
Gary shook his head firmly. 'I started this thing in these colours, and I'll finish it in them.'
'From Dunkirk to Berlin, eh?' Mackie murmured. 'Good for you.'
The girl came over and took Mary's order. No older than sixteen or seventeen, she wore rouge, eye liner, lipstick, and what looked like real stockings. Pushing back through the tables she ran a gauntlet of leers, whistles and wandering hands.
'Remarkable,' Mackie said, watching her go. 'Here we are not half a mile from the seat of Halifax's government, and there's a girl like that, a walking demonstration of the way the GIs have distorted the British economy, with their ration-busting cigarettes and sweets and silk stockings, all pumping up the black market – their rather coarse glamour-'
Gary laughed and sipped his tea. 'You sound as if you'd like to be rid of your allies, Captain. How did Churchill put it? You'd carry on the fight until, in God's good time, the new world, with all its power and might, steps forth to the rescue and the liberation of the old". Well, here we are.'
'Yes, thanks very much. And the sooner we get you lot packed off back to the land of the free the better.'
'I'll drink to that.'
'Let's get down to business.' Mackie said to Mary, 'We need to talk more fully. But I've already given Gary an outline of what we're up to. And an indication of the role I'd like him to play.'
Gary eyed her. 'History books and time machines!'
Mackie glanced around uneasily. 'Walls have ears and all that, old chap.'
'Well, all right.' Gary spoke more quietly. 'Look, Mom, Captain Mackie got me seconded to his operation, though I have an assurance it won't be until W plus three.'
'W"?'
'W-Day,' Mackie said with a cold grin. 'Operation Walrus. Eats sea lions. One of Churchill's.'
Gary said, 'I'm struggling to believe that I'll be more use following up this fruitcake stuff than I would be with my buddies kicking Nazi butt around Sussex and Kent.'
Mary nodded. 'I understand. I generally have trouble believing it myself. But I do have evidence, Gary.'
'Historical stuff.'
'Yes. That's what I'm here to discuss with the Captain, in fact. I've spent three years on this now, on and off. The likelihood of this project of the Germans coming off might seem low. But if it did, the consequences could be – well, catastrophic.'
Gary frowned. 'If you weren't my mother I'd walk out of here right now. You hear too much of this guff about Hitler's secret super-weapons.'
Mackie said, 'I've made it plain to Gary that he's under no obligation to carry this through. Indeed he's under no obligation to return to front-line combat at all.'
'I don't want a damn staff job,' Gary said fiercely. 'That would kill me off faster than any Nazi bullet.' Mary flinched, and he was instantly regretful. He covered her fingers with his. 'Mom, I'm sorry. But you can see how it is. Especially as we're so close to the off. Or so I heard.' He drained his tea, and swept up the last of the cakes from the plate and stuffed them in his pocket, an old prisoner's reflex. 'Listen, I got to go. I do wish we could have had more time, Mom.' He leaned over to give her another hug; he let her hold him for a long minute. When they broke he said, 'I'll tell you what. If I were going to go back and fix the past to resolve this damn war, I know where I'd go.'
'Where?'
'Versailles. The lousy settlement after the first war. You speak to any German, and I spoke to enough in the stalag, and he'll tell you that's where it all began. A just peace and you'd get no Hitler.'
Mackie murmured, 'I'll take it on advisement.'
'You do that.' Gary stood and took his gas-mask pouch from the back of his chair. 'Good day, Captain. Mom.'
'Godspeed, son.'
He walked away. Once outside the shop he fixed his cap on his head, straightened up and marched off. She watched him until he was out of sight.
Mackie waited patiently. 'He's a good young man. I'm sure he'll fulfil the mission we have for him.'
'I just want him to get through all this without getting shot up again.'
He tapped his saucer with a clean fingernail. 'Look, let's wait for your tea. Then perhaps we should get out of here. I think I'd feel more comfortable if we talked on the hoof, so to speak.'
Mary sat back. 'Come on, Tom. You can't seriously believe there's a German spy in here. We're surrounded by GIs!'
Mackie grunted. 'Believe you me, there are circles in the British government who are more wary of our allies than our enemies. No offence. Where is that girl?'