War Maid's choice

Chapter Seventeen

“Beg pardon, Milady.”

Baroness Hanatha looked up from her cup of tea as the armsman stepped respectfully into the small breakfast parlor. She normally breakfasted alone when Tellian was away, but since Leeana had returned home to visit, she’d eaten with the two younger women each morning.

“Yes, Mardor?” she said.

“Beg pardon, Milady, but the Sergeant sent me to tell you there’s a courser arrived here at the castle.”

“A courser?” Hanatha repeated, lowering her teacup and raising both eyebrows in surprise.

“Yes, Milady. A mare. A big one, and she looks pretty…well, banged up, if you’ll pardon my saying so.”

“She’s been hurt? ” Hanatha set down her cup with a snap, starting to climb urgently out of her chair. Her haste betrayed her so that she stumbled on her weakened leg, and Leeana came swiftly to her own feet, reaching for her mother’s elbow.

“Oh, no, Milady!” The armsman shook his head quickly, his expression apologetic as Leanna caught the baroness’ weight and steadied her. “I’m sorry. I meant she’s been hurt bad sometime before, not now. She’s lost an eye and an ear, and she’s scarred pretty bad, too.”

Hanatha’s eyes widened. Leeana still looked confused, but her mother nodded crisply to the armsman.

“Where is she?” she asked.

“Well, Milady, Sergeant Warblade didn’t want to leave her standing at the gate, nor she didn’t look like she was any too fond of that notion, her own self. So the Sergeant passed her through and she found her own way to the stables right smart. When I passed, she had her nose down in a bag of oats and seemed like she was doing pretty well.”

“I see.” Hanatha straightened and picked up her cane, then looked at Leeana and Sharlassa. “Ladies, it sounds as if we have a visitor who’s come quite some way. I believe that as dutiful hostesses we ought to go and welcome her to Hill Guard, don’t you?”

Leeana was unprepared for the sight which greeted her as she followed her mother and Sharlassa into Hill Guard Castle’s spacious, meticulously neat stable yard.

His stables were the pride of any Sothoii noble-or, for that matter, of any reasonably prosperous Sothoii yeoman-and Hill Guard’s had been rebuilt completely little more than fifteen years earlier. Faced with marble, made of fired brick with thick heat and cold-shedding walls, well ventilated and heated against the winter’s chill, and supplied with piped-in water, they’d also been made much loftier than most, which was fortunate, since they were currently home to no less than three coursers. The well drained, freshly washed down brick stable yard was just rough enough to provide a horse or courser with secure footing, and a large fountain at its center jetted water high into the air before it came tumbling back down into a circular marble catch basin in a musical smother of foam.

That much was as familiar to Leeana as the palm of her own hand, but the huge chestnut mare standing beside the fountain, just finishing off the oats the stablemaster had offered her on her arrival, was something else. The distinctive Sothoii warhorses stood about fifteen hands in height, and the largest draft horse Leeana had ever seen stood no more than seventeen hands, or about five feet eight at the withers. Her father’s courser companion, Dathgar, on the other hand, stood twenty-one hands and two inches, a foot and a half taller than that, yet the mare in the stable yard was enormous even by courser standards. Courser mares averaged somewhat smaller than courser stallions, but this mare didn’t seem to have heard about that. She must stand almost a full hand taller even than Dathgar. Indeed, the only courser Leanna had ever seen who would have been taller than her was Bahzell Bahnakson’s Walsharno, who stood the next best thing to twenty- five hands.

Yet it wasn’t just the mare’s size that took the eye. Her confirmation was breathtaking. No Sothoii could look at her and not see the perfect proportions, the perfect muscle balance, the fine shape of that proud head. Toragan Himself could not have crafted a more magnificent creature…which made her disfigurement all the more shocking. A line of startling white marred her coat’s smoothness, marking the scar where some long-ago claw or fang had ripped her flesh from the point of her left hip forward almost to her shoulder. Another ugly scar ran downward along her right knee and cannon, and a dozen other patches of white marked where other wounds-long healed, but obviously terrible-flawed her coat. Her right ear was only a stump, and her maimed right eye socket was empty.

Whatever “unseemly choices” Leeana Hanathafressa might have made in her life, she was a Sothoii to her toenails, and her stomach twisted around her recent breakfast as she saw those scars, those long-ago wounds. They were more than simply confirmation of the terrible damage this courser had suffered; they were a desecration…and they were unforgivable.

Yet even as she thought that, the mare raised her head, turning it sideways so that she could focus her remaining golden eye on the newcomers. No, not on all the newcomers, Leeana realized-on her.

“This is an unexpected pleasure, Milady,” Hanatha said, leaning on her cane as she swept an abbreviated curtsy to the courser. “Welcome to Hill Guard, Gayrfressa.”

Leeana’s eyebrows shot up Of course! She ought to have recognized who this courser had to be from those scars, from that missing ear and eye. Who could it have been but Gayrfressa, one of the only seven adults of the Warm Springs herd to survive Krahana’s attack…and Walsharno’s sister? And a worthy sister she was, Leeana reflected, trying to imagine what it must have taken for those seven surviving mares- none of the stallions had lived-to fight free of Krahana’s shardohn demons with the handful of foals they’d managed to save. And Gayrfressa had been the youngest, and the most savagely wounded and maimed, of them all. “Daughter of the Wind,” her name meant in Old Kontovaran, and the north wind itself should be proud to call her its own, Leeana thought, her own eyes burning as that big, intelligent eye considered her.

Gayrfressa gazed at Leeana for another moment, then glided across the stable yard towards Hanatha. She moved with the impossible grace which no one who’d never seen a courser move would have believed was possible in something so massive and powerful. She stopped directly before the baroness, head turned aside so she could see her, and then leaned forward to just touch Hanatha’s hair with her nose. She exhaled gently, then raised her own head once again, and Hanatha smiled up at the huge creature towering over her.

“You’re most welcome, Milady,” she said, “but I fear Dathgar and Gayrhalan are both stuck in Sothofalas with Tellian and Hathan, and Walsharno is somewhere between there and here at the moment, so we have no one to translate for us.”

Gayrfressa snorted and shook her head in obvious amusement. Then she looked away from Hanatha at Leeana once more, and the baroness cocked her own head. She looked at her daughter for a moment and then shrugged.

“I think Gayrfressa’s business may be with you, love,” she said.

“With me?” Leeana’s voice sounded entirely too much like a teenager’s on the pronoun for her own satisfaction, and her mother chuckled.

“Well, she’s not being discourteous, but she’s also not looking at me at the moment, now is she? May I ask if I’m correct, Milady?”

Gayrfressa looked back at Hanatha and then tossed her head in clear, unambiguous agreement. The baroness shrugged.

“There you have it, Leeana. I would suggest that since Gayrfressa has clearly come quite some distance, it would only be courteous for you to see to the quality of our hospitality.” The baroness let her eyes sweep the watching stablehands and raised her voice ever so slightly. “In this, you act for me and for your father,” she said. “I’m certain you’ll be able to find any assistance you might require.”

“I-” Leeana changed what she’d been about to say and bent her head in a respectful bow. “Of course, Milady.”

“Good.” Hanatha let her gaze circle the stable yard one last time, then held out her free hand to Sharlassa. “Come with me, my dear. I’m sure some of that tea is still left. Until later, Milady.”

She gave Gayrfressa another one of those half-curtsies, and then she and Sharlassa departed leaving Leeana nose to nose with the towering courser.

“Well, this is the first time I’ve had this problem in years,” Leeana murmured wryly as she stepped up onto the stool.

She’d already checked and picked out Gayrfressa’s feet, noting in passing that it was time the courser was reshod. Now it was time to work down the mare’s coat with the dandy brush, starting at the poll, which posed a slight problem, since the top of Gayrfressa’s head was over ten feet off the ground. That was quite a reach, even for an overgrown war maid, hence the stool.

Gayrfressa made an amused sound as Leeana lifted her mane to the far side to get it out of the way and began working the dandy brush down her neck. Coursers, like horses, spent a great deal of their time in the wild grooming one another, and they were cleverer about it than horses because of their greater intelligence. Nonetheless, they didn’t have hands, and on the occasions when an un-companioned courser came calling on the two-footed inhabitants of the Wind Plain, simple courtesy required those who did have hands to groom them properly and completely. Of course, Gayrfressa wasn’t leading a stabled existence, so it wouldn’t do to give her the complete rubbing down with body brush and scrubbing cloth Leanna gave Boots each day. Horses-or coursers-exposed to the elements needed a little grease and oil in their coat. On the other hand, Gayrfressa was a lot of mare to groom at all.

“Oh, I don’t know as it was all that long ago…Ma’am.”

Leeana looked over her shoulder and Doram Greenslope smiled at her. Greenslope had served in Hill Guard’s stables at least since the creation of the world. As a senior undergroom, he’d taught Tellian himself how to ride, and he’d become stablemaster years before Leeana was born. He’d taught her how to ride, as well, and schooled her rigorously in the care, treatment, respect, and courtesy to which any horse was entitled. Along the way, he’d also pulled a rambunctious girl child out from under various horses when she’d gone darting into their stalls, helped set the left arm one of those horses had broken, and-at least once that she could remember-hauled her out of the stable yard fountain after the gelding a six-year-old Leeana had been enthusiastically riding bareback decided to stop unexpectedly for a drink.

Now he stepped up beside her with a polite bob of his snow-white head to Gayrfressa.

“I seem to remember someone needing a ladder to groom Dathgar,” he went on to Leeana. “Yesterday, that was, or maybe the day before.”

“Trust me, it was longer than that, Doram,” Leeana said, moving the dandy brush in long, sweeping strokes to break loose the sweat and dust clinging to Gayrfressa’s coat. The courser’s remaining ear moved and her eye half-closed in pleasure, and Leeana smiled. But then her smile dimmed, as she looked back at the stablemaster. “It was a lifetime ago,” she said softly.

“Ah, now, that’s a weighty thing, a lifetime,” Doram replied. “So far, mine’s been a mite better than three of yours…Ma’am.” He smiled. “And I’m planning on being around for quite a few more years, you understand, so maybe a lifetime’s just a bit longer than it might be seeming to someone your age.”

“Maybe.” She shook her head, her eyes going back to the steadily moving brush. “But you can measure lifetimes in more than just years. There’s what you do with them, too.”

“And you’ve gone and used yours up already?” The irony in the stablemaster’s voice pulled her gaze back around to him, and it was his turn to shake his head. “Seems to me you’ve time enough to be doing just about anything you choose to with your life…Leeana.”

Tears blurred her vision for a moment. It was the first time in her life Doram Greenslope had ever addressed her simply by her name. No honorific, no “ma’am,” simply “Leeana.” He never would have dreamed of doing such a thing when she’d been heiress conveyant to Balthar…and how many “properly reared” Sothoii men would ever have called a war maid by her name at all, she wondered?

“Was a time,” Greenslope continued, looking back up at Gayrfressa and reaching up to stroke the white blaze running down the mare’s forehead, “when you just about lived in this stable. Learned a lot about you when you did, and nothing I’ve ever seen or heard’s changed who you were. What you were, maybe, but what’s inside…that’s harder to change. Might be you’ve made some decisions I’d sooner a daughter of mine not make, but I’m one as spends a lot of time around horses-and coursers-and their riders, Young Leeana. Could be I’ve heard a thing or two passing between a certain wind rider I might name and his courser, or between him and his wind brother while they were seeing to their coursers together. And it might just be, you know,” he turned his head, meeting Leeana’s eyes levelly, “I’ve heard a story about why a certain young lady ran away from home that’s not so much like the ones I hear in town.”

“I-”

The dandy brush stopped moving, and Leeana felt a mortified blush sweeping over her face as her throat closed and she literally could not speak. She stared into Greenslope’s eyes, and the stablemaster did something he hadn’t done since she was ten years old. He reached up one gnarled, work-hardened hand and laid it ever so gently against her cheek.

“I’d not want my daughter to make that decision, lass,” he said quietly, “but my heart would fair bust with pride if she did. And I don’t think any lass as had the heart and courage and the love to make it is going to do anything with her life that could ever cause shame to those as love her.”

Tears welled in Leeana’s eyes, and he smiled crookedly, then smacked her cheek lightly with his palm and turned away.

“I’ll just go and see to the manger in Her Ladyship’s stall,” he said, and walked away whistling.

“You look…better,” Hanatha said, regarding her daughter across the table.

Tahlmah Bronzebow had successfully corralled Sharlassa before she could escape at the end of lunch and hauled her off for a session with Sir Jahlahan, leaving Hanatha and Leeana to sit in companionable silence. Now Leeana swirled her glass of lemonade, listening to the gentle clink of a few precious pieces of ice from the spacious Hill Guard icehouse. It was a scandalous luxury, of course, and one she hadn’t sampled in at least six years.

“I feel better,” she admitted, looking up from the glass to meet her mother’s gaze. “I hadn’t really talked with Doram in too long.”

“Ah.” Hanatha smiled faintly. “I wondered if he might take the opportunity to offer you some sage advice.”

“Sage advice?” Leeana tilted her head, looking at her mother quizzically, and Hanatha chuckled.

“Doram Greenslope’s been a fixture of Hill Guard since before your father was born, my dear. And I don’t suppose any Sothoii with a working brain-which does describe your father…most of the time, at least-picks a fool to supervise his stables, do you? Over the years, Doram’s found a way to give quite a few bits and pieces of sage advice to various inhabitants of this castle. Including various inhabitants who happen to be sitting across the table from each other at this very moment.” Her green eyes warmed. “I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t hoped he might have a few gems to share with you, love.”

“Well, he did,” Leeana acknowledged, feeling her eyes prickle afresh with memory. “And you might want to mention to Father that just because no one else can hear Dathgar when Dathgar talks to him, that doesn’t mean no one can hear him when he talks to Dathgar.”

“So Doram knows the real reason you ran away?” If Hanatha felt any distress over the discovery, she hid it well, Leeana thought.

“He didn’t come straight out and say ‘I know you ran away to avoid that proposed betrothal to Rulth Blackhill, well-known philanderer, lecher, and rapist,’” Leeana said dryly, “but I think he had most of it figured out.”

“Including the bit about running away to prevent your father’s political enemies from using you as a weapon against him?” Hanatha asked softly.

“Maybe.” Leeana looked back down into her lemonade again and inhaled deeply. “No, not maybe. He knows; I’m pretty certain of it.”

“Good,” Hanatha said in that same soft voice, and Leeana looked back up quickly.

“Mother-” she began, but Hanatha’s headshake cut her off.

“Leeana, there’s no one in the entire Kingdom who can see lightning or hear thunder who hasn’t figured out by now that the dearest desire of Cassan Axehammer’s heart is to see your father ruined and-preferably-dead,” she said calmly. “The lines have been drawn for longer than you’ve been alive, and the political battlefield’s changed-changed pretty significantly-since you became a war maid. To be honest, part of that is because you became a war maid, which cleared the way for your father to formally adopt Trianal as his heir. I suppose it’s unfair, but removing you from the succession and settling it firmly on a male heir took the wind out of Cassan’s sails where that whole flank attack was concerned. And then Bahzell had the sheer effrontery to save the survivors of Gayrfressa’s herd from Krahana, after which he and Kaeritha-with the help of your father and a few other wind riders and coursers-settled that situation in Quaysar and Trianal and Lord Warden Festian settled Cassan’s hash in that little campaign of his to ruin Glanharrow. And as if that weren’t enough, there’s this whole new canal project and tunnel your father’s concocted with Kilthandahknarthas and Brandark!”

She paused to take a sip of her own lemonade, then smiled crookedly.

“Darling, if any of us had been able to read the future and know what was going to happen in Warm Springs and in Quaysar, and what Trianal and Sir Yarran were going to do to Lord Saratic’s armsmen, there would never have been any need for you to ‘run away’ to the war maids. I regret that more than I could ever tell you, in many ways. I regret what it’s cost you, and I regret the last seven years that it’s cost your father and me because it was so painful for you to come visit us here.”

Leeana started to protest, but her mother shook her head and raised her hand.

“Leeana, I’ve loved you more than life itself from the day your heart began to beat beneath mine, and so has your father,” Hanatha said quietly. “And, I’m sorry to tell you this, but you really can’t lie or pretend very well to me. Not when I can look in your eyes, hear what your voice is trying to hide. I know exactly why you’ve stayed away for so many years. Perhaps I should have said something about it at the time, but to be honest, I thought it wouldn’t hurt to let you do a little more growing up before you came home to deal with the kinds of looks and attitudes you’re likely to deal with here in Balthar. You were always strong, love, but sometimes it takes a while to grow the armor we need, and you needed the time away from here to grow yours.

“Now I think you have, because when I look at you now all I see is the strength, not the pain. I don’t doubt there’s still hurt in there, because I don’t see how it could be any other way, but you’ve got the strength-and the armor-to watch it bounce off instead of cutting you to the quick. Enough that maybe you’ll realize Doram isn’t the only one of your old friends who’s missed you. And I’m not surprised Doram’s kept your father’s confidence and not broken a few tankards over loudmouthed heads down at the Crimson Arrow when they started talking about the barony’s ‘disgraced daughter.’ I’m sure he wanted to, but he’d never dream of revealing anything he learned in confidence…or by accident, especially if it might hurt the family, however badly his heart might have wanted to tell certain idiots what really happened. And, truth to tell, it was probably a good thing he did, at least for the first few years. But now?”

She shook her head again.

“Now I don’t think your father’s worst enemies could make any capital at all out of the fact that you ‘fled’ to the war maids to prevent Cassan and his cronies from using a forced betrothal to you as a weapon against him. And the fact that you’re a war maid, shocking and appalling as that must be to any decent-minded person”-Hanatha’s irony was withering-“doesn’t worry either of us a single solitary damn.” Leeana’s eyes widened, because Hanatha never swore even the mildest of oaths, but her mother only smiled. “Time and events have moved on, love, and hard as that decision was for you at the time, it simply doesn’t matter now. I don’t care who Doram might choose to share his interpretation of the truth with. In fact, I hope he shares it with everyone in Balthar!”

It was a day for revelations, Leeana thought, feeling the glass of lemonade cold in her fingers. First Doram and now her mother.

Should’ve known better than to think you could fool her, nitwit, she told herself. Your skull always was made out of glass where she was concerned. But I wonder if-?

“I…I don’t think he has to,” she said out loud. “Oh, it matters to me that he knows, and it matters more than I could ever say that you understand why I stayed away. But you’re right, I think-probably more right than I would’ve realized before this moment. I have grown the armor I need; I just hadn’t realized I have.” She smiled, and if it was a bit lopsided, that smile, it was also warm and loving. “I don’t need Doram to convince anyone else I did the right thing as long as I know I did and as long as I know you believe I did. We despicable war maids are used to standing up for ourselves, you know.”

“So I’ve heard,” Hanatha said with a smile of her own. “But even the hardiest of warriors can occasionally use an ally, and Doram could be a very useful one. No one’s ever dared to denigrate you openly in front of your father or me, but I’m pretty sure quite a few people who might have done just that-your Aunt Gayarla comes to mind-have refrained only because they felt we would have defended you out of mushy-minded love, no matter what you’d done. Oh, admittedly becoming a war maid wasn’t a minor social faux pas like, say, murder,” her smile flashed suddenly into a grin, “but it was undoubtedly the same thing. Just a pair of parents unable to accept what a totally self-centered, spoiled ingrate of a child they’d raised. But Doram has a rather different perspective on you and the family, and anyone who knows him knows he’s about as stubborn and independent minded as they come. He could go a long way toward defanging some of the resentment and anger I know a great many in Balthar feel where you’re concerned. Of course, quite a few of those people are going to be extremely reluctant to admit they’ve been wrong for the last half dozen years or so, so they probably won’t. It’s much more comfortable to cling to your bigotry than it is to admit you’ve been wrong to feel it in the first place, you know.”

“I do know. You only have to look at how some of them still feel about hradani,” Leeana agreed and snorted just a bit more harshly than she’d intended to.

“True.”

Hanatha sat back in her chair, regarding her daughter thoughtfully, then cocked her head.

“Odd you should mention hradani, love,” she said.

“Odd?” Leeana’s tone sounded a bit forced to her own ear. “Odd how, Mother?”

“Well, it’s just that the only other person no one ever dared to denigrate you in front of-I mean, aside from your father and I, who love you, of course-was Prince Bahzell.”

“Oh?” Leeana swore with silent, vicious venom as her voice cracked on the single syllable, and her mother smiled again, with an odd gentleness this time.

“Yes. Well, I imagine that would only be to be expected, now that I think about it. He is a champion of Tomanak, after all. He recognizes justice-and injustice-when he sees it, and he did know the true reason you’d run away. And on top of all that, there are those scandalous liberties the hradani allow their own womenfolk, so naturally he’d be more blind than a proper Sothoii to how the war maids violate every conceivable canon of respectable female behavior. No doubt that’s why he was always so quick to defend you.”

“He was?” The question was forced out of Leeana against her will, and her mother’s smile grew broader.

“Actually, now that I think about it, it wasn’t so much the way in which he sprang to your defense as the way he simply looked at whoever might have made the unfortunate comment. It’s most entertaining to see a strong man’s knees quiver under a mere glance, you know. No,” her tone turned thoughtful, “I don’t believe he ever actually had to say a single word.”

“He…always seemed to understand,” Leeana said slowly. “Before I ran away, I mean. He…gave me some very good advice.” She smiled at her mother a bit mistily. “If I’d listened to him, I never would’ve run.”

“No, you wouldn’t have,” Hanatha agreed. “And that would have been a very wonderful thing…from my perspective. But from yours?” She shook her head. “Your father is one Sothoii noble in a thousand, Leeana. You would have grown up freer, less confined, than any other young woman of your station in the Kingdom. And you would never have become all you can be, because there still would have been limits, barriers, not even he could have removed for you. And”-Hanatha Bowmaster’s eyes stabbed suddenly into her daughter’s-“you would never truly have been free to follow your heart wherever it leads you.”

Silence hovered, so still the buzzing of a bee in the flowers of the open window’s planter box could be clearly heard. Then Leeana very carefully and precisely set down her glass and looked at her mother.

“You’ve guessed?” Her tone made the question a statement, and Hanatha nodded gently.

“I told you, you’ve never really been able to hide your feelings from me, sweetheart. I guessed long ago, before you ever fled to Kalatha, in fact. For that matter, I’ve always suspected it might have been one of the reasons you ran.”

“I…” Leeana inhaled deeply. “I think, perhaps, it was. At least a little,” she admitted.

“That made me very angry with him, for a while,” Hanatha said in the tone of someone making an admission in return. “I thought how silly it was-how stupid — for me to have lost my only daughter over a schoolroom miss’s infatuation. How ridiculous it was for you to have ruined your life at fourteen for something that could never happen. But I don’t know if he ever realized it at all.” She paused, frowning, then shook her head. “No, that’s not really quite right. I don’t know if he ever allowed himself to realize it at all. You’re very young, you know,” she smiled faintly, “and you were considerably younger then.”

“Maybe I’m not as much of a war maid as I thought I was.” Leeana’s voice was a mixture of wry admission, frustration, and anxiety. “Somehow I never really envisioned us having this particular conversation, Mother. And…and I’m afraid.”

“Afraid?” Hanatha asked gently. “ My daughter, afraid? Ridiculous. A slight case of nerves I’ll allow, but not fear. Not in someone who will always be a daughter of the House of Bowmaster, whatever that silly war maid charter may say!”

Leeana surprised herself with a gurgle of laughter, and her mother leaned forward, reaching across the table to stretch out an index finger and wipe away the single tear Leeana hadn’t realized had trickled down her cheek.

“Better!” Hanatha said.

“Maybe so, Mother, but it doesn’t get me any closer to a solution to my problem, now does it?”

“Leeana Hanathafressa, are you going to sit there and tell me-as your father’s daughter, as well as mine-that you came all the way home to Hill Guard for your twenty-first birthday, without a plan of campaign? Please! I know you far better than that.”

“But, you really wouldn’t…I mean, you and Father won’t…?”

“Six and a half years ago, possibly I would have,” Hanatha admitted. “For that matter, four years ago I might have. But now? Today? Today you’ve earned the right in my heart, as well as under the law, to make this decision without deferring to anyone except your own heart. I’d love you and accept and respect any decision you might make, even if I felt it was a mistake which would bring you more heartache than you could possibly imagine. Fortunately, I don’t think you are making a mistake, and I’ve had every one of those years you were away to watch him any time your name was mentioned.”

“Then you truly won’t be distressed?”

“Have you become hard of hearing as a war maid, dear?”

“No! No, I haven’t,” Leeana assured her with another, freer laugh.

“Good, because I was beginning to think you must have!”

The two of them sat in silence for the better part of two minutes, then Hanatha picked up her own glass of lemonade, sipped, and set it back down once more.

“I trust you do have a plan of campaign,” she told her daughter with a composed expression, “because I’m quite sure he’s spent the last seven years going over every reason it would be totally unsuitable, unacceptable, wrong, and diplomatically disastrous. I wouldn’t be a bit surprised by now if he’s managed, with that excess of nobility I’ve noticed he tries very hard to hide, to decide he never actually felt any of those things in the first place. In fact, he’s probably done almost as good a job of it-no, maybe even a better job of it-than Trianal’s done where Sharlassa is concerned.”

“Trianal and Sharlassa? ” Leeana’s eyes widened.

“Of course, Leeana!” Hanatha shook her head. “She’s a dear, sweet child, but that isn’t the only reason I’ve been so happy to have her staying here at Hill Guard while we polish her education in all those things you managed to run away from. And she, of course, thinks she’s far too poorly born to be a suitable match for Trianal, while he thinks she’s too young-Lillinara, all of seven years younger than him! — for him to be thinking about ‘robbing the cradle’ or using his position as your father’s heir to ‘pressure’ her into accepting his advances.” The baroness rolled her eyes. “There are times I feel surrounded by nothing but noble, selfless, utterly frustrating blockheads.”

“Oh, my!” Leeana laughed, leaning back in her own chair. “It really would be a perfect match, wouldn’t it? And it would take all of the traditional political alliance-building out of the equation when it comes time to find Trianal a wife. Even better, no one on the Council could possibly object if father and Sir Jahsak both approve of it. And you know Sir Jahsak would always support Trianal as his father-in-law!”

“You see? You truly are your father’s daughter. Leaving aside the undoubted political and tactical advantages, however, I think it would be a good idea because whether they realize it yet or not, they’re both in love with each other. Which, oddly enough, brings me back to you, my dear.”

“It does? How?” Leeana’s voice was wary, and her mother snorted.

“You have been listening to me for the last, oh, half hour or so, haven’t you? Trianal and Sharlassa? You and…someone else? You wouldn’t happen to see any parallels emerging here, would you?”

“Well, yes, actually,” Leeana admitted.

“Well then. Do you want my advice or not?”

“Of course I do,” Leeana said, mostly honestly, and Hanatha smiled.

“I’m afraid you’re going to have to be direct, love,” she said. “Possibly very direct, because I think you can trust him to come up with at least a thousand perfectly plausible reasons why it would all be a dreadful mistake and somehow a betrayal of your father’s hospitality and friendship. Not to mention a political disaster.” She cocked her head thoughtfully for a moment, then shrugged. “Actually, the ‘political disaster’ idea is probably his best argument against it, so if I were you, I’d take steps to avoid or neutralize it as early as possible. I understand war maids can be shamelessly forward in matters like this. Is that true, my dear?”

“I’ve…heard it said, yes, Mother,” Leeana replied primly.

“Good. A frontal attack, that’s the ticket. A surprise assault,” Hanatha’s eyes gleamed with what Leeana realized was genuine humor, possibly even delight. “An ambush, before he can get his defenses erected.” She gave her daughter another very direct look. “Was that approximately what you had in mind?”

“Something very much along those lines, actually, Mother,” Leeana admitted, feeling the blush heating her cheekbones.

Her mother considered her for several moments, then smiled.

“Good,” she said again. “And now that that’s settled, my dear, would you care for a little more lemonade?”