29 AUGUST 1998 TRIKON STATION

MEMORANDUM

From: L. Renoir, M.D.

To: Cmdr. D. Tighe

Subject: Russell Cramer Date: 28 August 1998


My conclusion is that the patient is suffering from an advanced case of Orbital Dementia. The patient’s dedication to his work within the Mars Project induced him to conceal the early signs of personality breakdown.

The violent episode was most likely triggered by the scheduled arrival of the aerospace plane, which presented the patient with a means of returning to Earth outside the usual shuttle rotation. As demonstrated in studies of Antarctic “winterover” teams, the knowledge that escape from an isolated environment is possible forces the person to reexamine his reasons for being there. A conflict arises if the person cannot convince himself to remain.

In the case of this patient, his failure to duplicate certain experimental results may have hastened a complete personality breakdown.


Dan Tighe went to The Bakery immediately after his morning shower. The main section of the module was empty. Lamps threw cones of light on the idle workstations. The padlock Hugh O’Donnell used to secure the door to his tiny lab was missing. O’Donnell was inside.

Dan knocked on the doorframe and heard a thud followed by a string of muffled words with the unmistakable cadence of obscenities. A moment later, O’Donnell poked his head out the door. His hair was still wet from his own shower and slicked back beneath his hairnet. His glasses magnified his eyes to the size of quarters. Oxidized quarters.

“Is this a business or social call, Dan?”

“Business,” said Tighe.

O’Donnell opened the door enough to squeeze out. When he attempted to close it behind him, the runner stuck. The delay allowed Dan a snapshot view of the lab. One wall was covered with test tubes containing colored liquids labeled with polysyllabic names. Another wall was covered with plants bathed in strong white light from two lamps clipped to the ceiling. The thin green stems grew toward the lights, but the white roots looped aimlessly in specially designed beakers. The leaves were oblong, an inch to two inches in length. Some were healthy and green. Others were shriveled and brown.

O’Donnell gave the door a swift chop with the side of his hand and tugged it shut.

“Well, Commander, what can I do for you?”

“What is your specific scientific discipline?”

“Genetics,” said O’Donnell. “And microbiology. I picked up some other areas of expertise along the way.”

“Pick up any chemistry?”

“Some.”

“Pick up any”—Dan paused—“medicine?”

“I wouldn’t ask me for a diagnosis or treatment,” said O’Donnell. “But I’d say I’m conversant.”

“What’s your opinion about what happened to Russell Cramer?”

“Is this a medical question?”

“If you want to treat it as such,” Dan said. “I’ll settle for a gut reaction.”

“I honestly didn’t give it much thought. Shit happens.”

“Dr. Renoir thinks it’s a case of Orbital Dementia. You know what that is, don’t you? A mixture of boredom, confinement, and dislocation, layered over with the physical and mental stress from living in micro-gee. I understand he’d deluded himself into thinking he discovered evidence of life in a Martian soil sample. No one believed him.”

“Sounds like a reasonable diagnosis,” said O’Donnell. “I can’t add anything.”

“What if I told you I wasn’t so sure it was correct?”

“I’d say that’s very interesting, Commander, but I have a job to do. And standing here talking about Russell Cramer isn’t helping me do it.”

Dan. pulled a vial from his pocket. The liquid within was deep crimson, slightly darker than the color of the Mars Project flight suits.

“Russell Cramer’s blood,” he said. “I need you to analyze it.”

“Why don’t you ask Dr. Renoir?”

“She’s already rendered an official diagnosis. I need another opinion.”

“Why me?”

“This station is riddled with professional politics, in case you haven’t noticed,” said Dan. “You’re the only person I can trust.”

“You’ve known me a matter of ten days or so. Why the hell do you trust me?”

“Because I know you better than you think.” Dan paused. “There’s something in your past. You talk about your ex-girl and your lawyer, but it isn’t them you’re running from. It’s either drugs or booze. I can’t make up my mind which, not that it matters.”

O’Donnell almost smiled. “What makes you think that?” he asked.

“Things you say. Things you do. Like the way you throw darts. Shaving every day. The gap in your personnel file. Your orders to report to Dr. Renoir. Don’t worry, she hasn’t told me a thing. There’s a lot she doesn’t tell me, even things she should.”

“Like what she feels about Jaeckle?” asked O’Donnell.

Dan’s eyes snapped wide.

“You know something about me, I know something about you.” O’Donnell’s face broke into a dimpled grin. “It’s obvious that you and Jaeckle are squaring off over the lovely doctor like a couple of bull moose.”

“That has nothing to do with my request. And Jaeckle and I aren’t squaring off. We both have our responsibilities. Sometimes they’re at odds.”

O’Donnell forced himself to stop grinning, but the two tarnished quarters behind his glasses still twinkled.

“Now that we’ve established how well we know each other, what am I looking for?”

“Anything out of the ordinary that can drive a man crazy.”

“Blood analysis doesn’t work that way. If you want me to test it, I need specific screening panels for specific substances.”

“I can get the testing rig that Lor—that Dr. Renoir uses.”

O’Donnell cocked an eyebrow. “Without her knowing about it?”

Dan nodded.

“But what am I supposed to be looking for?”

“Drugs,” said Dan.

“Now you are talking about my field of expertise,” said O’Donnell.


“You’re in fine condition,” said Lorraine Renoir, “considering…”

Thora Skillen smiled bleakly at the doctor. “Considering that I’m going to die in a year or two.”

“That’s not necessarily true,” Lorraine replied, knowing that she was being evasive, at best.

Her slippered feet anchored in the floor loops, Skillen pulled the top of her sky-blue flight suit back over her shoulders and pressed its Velcro seam shut.

For long moments the two women were silent, facing each other in the narrow confines of the station infirmary. Dr. Renoir floated near the display screen that showed an X-ray picture of Skillen’s lungs.

“Cystic fibrosis isn’t inevitably fatal,” Lorraine said. “In your case the antibiotics seem to be working well. Your lungs are almost clear of infection.”

“For how long?”

“If your immune system needs a booster shot…”

Skillen shook her head. “I watched my twin sister die of this. All that the doctors could do was prolong her suffering.”

“I didn’t realize you were twins.”

“Yes. We were… very close. I wanted to die with her.”

“But we’re learning more all the time,” Lorraine said, trying to make her voice brighter. “There’s gene therapy now that looks very promising.”

“There’s always something in the lab that looks very promising,” said Skillen, without rancor. “Has it ever occurred to you, Lorraine, that it’s all these altered genes from all these labs that causes these diseases?”

Lorraine blinked with surprise. “Causes them? But cystic fibrosis has been with us since the beginnings of recorded medical history; long before anyone even started the earliest gene-splicing experiments.”

“Do you believe that?”

“Yes. Of course.”

Skillen looked almost amused. “You mustn’t believe everything they tell you, Lorraine.”

“They?”

“Men. Men write the history books, and they are not to be believed.”

Lorraine smiled at her. “If I didn’t know you better I’d wonder if you’re starting to come down with Orbital Dementia.”

“Cranky and suspicious?” Skillen smiled back, a rare expression for her. “There’s nothing demented about being suspicious of men.”

“I suppose not,” Lorraine said, looking away from her. She edged away from the display screen.

“Are we finished?” Skillen asked. “I have to get back to The Bakery.”

“Yes, we’re done. Everything checks out well. The antibiotics are keeping you clear of infection.”

Skillen nodded slightly, as though acknowledging a point she would rather resist. She turned and reached for the door.

“Thora?”

Skillen looked back at Lorraine.

Feeling torn, uncertain, Lorraine heard herself ask, “What would you do if—if you felt that someone was, well, using you?”

“A man?”

Lorraine nodded.

“Sexually?”

She nodded again.

Skillen’s hard-bitten features relaxed into an almost tender aspect. “I’d stop seeing him,” she said gently.

“But if you’ve agreed to work with him…”

“Work is one thing,” Skillen said firmly. “Making love is something else. The two are completely separate. Or should be.”

Lorraine nodded. “You’re right. I know you’re right.”

“Keep your work on a professional level. Make it clear that your relationship will be strictly business and nothing else.”

“I see,” Lorraine said, uncertainly.

“If he insists on mixing sex with business…”

“Yes?”

“Kick him in the balls.”

Flashing a wide grin, Skillen yanked the door open and sailed out of the infirmary.


Carla Sue Gamble simmered silently as she rubbed blush into her big cheeks. She felt her blood boiling. She was damned mad. She was goddamned livid. Nobody treated her so shabbily and got away with it.

She had always known where to find her men. As a University of Florida freshman, she had enrolled in an introductory “Rocks for Jocks” course because it was popular with the varsity football team. She snagged the starting quarterback by wearing pastel miniskirts that climbed the length of her tanned legs during lectures. The relationship barely lasted into basketball season, mainly because—much to her own surprise—she found chemistry much more interesting than the quarterback.

As a sophomore, she took as many science courses as she could. Her sorority sisters thought she had taken leave of her senses. Even the coolest science student was still a nerd compared to a varsity athlete. But Carla Sue found herself genuinely interested in biochemistry, of all things. And not all the guys in her science classes were nerds. They clustered around her like bees seeking a flower.

Kurt Jaeckle had been her biggest catch. The mission to Mars was destined to be her biggest prize, the coup that would set her up for life. The competition for the eventual mission was fierce; being a good scientist was nowhere near enough. You had to be the best, better than the best. Or you had to have strong connections to the men who made the decisions. Carla Sue made a strong connection with Kurt Jaeckle.

But now she was in danger of losing Jaeckle. And to whom? This mousy French Canadian, this glorified nurse, this twit with the phony accent. Well, she thought as she moistened her lips with her tongue, Carla Sue Gamble doesn’t give up easily. And she still knows what makes men tick.

Carla Sue dragged herself into the wardroom. The hour was god-awful early, but she needed every minute. She selected a tray of dried peaches, sausage, scrambled eggs, corn flakes, and juice, then glided to a table that afforded her a view of the entire area. Dan Tighe was the only other person present. He nodded in solemn greeting, then returned his attention to his breakfast. His profile was attractively rugged and, at this distance, his eyes flashed like twin stars.

Carla Sue ticked through her mental file on Dan Tighe. Divorced. Embroiled in a constant battle with his ex-wife over their son. Not romantically involved with anyone on the station. More than six months away from Earth. By all outward signs he was ripe for an affair. And Kurt would go apeshit with jealousy.

But Carla Sue could not envision herself playing up to Dan Tighe; she could not imagine him snapping at her bait. Those eyes, at once so attractive and so remote, had the power to wither her with a glance.

Tighe left the wardroom. Carla Sue made herself a cup of coffee by injecting a blast of hot water into a squeeze bottle containing freeze-dried milk and coffee flakes. The wardroom filled up, then emptied as waves of people ate breakfast and moved on to their daily routines. Carla Sue, from her vantage point, assessed each of the males. She immediately discounted any of her fellow Martians. None would jeopardize his position within the Mars Project by crossing Kurt Jaeckle. The Trikon group offered some interesting possibilities. Of all the people on board, Kurt considered only Chakra Ramsanjawi and Hisashi Oyamo as his intellectual equals. Carla Sue could twist a barb poisoned with professional jealousy by openly flirting with either of them. But with Oyamo’s pimply obesity and Ramsanjawi’s odorous presence, jealousy came at too high a price. The third chief scientist for this rotation, Thora Skillen, might be interested if the rumors about her were true. But Carla Sue wasn’t prepared to go that far. Not even for Mars. Besides, that wouldn’t make Jaeckle jealous; it would only drive him further away from her.

The new Trikon scientist, Hugh O’Donnell, had a lean and unpolished sexiness about him. But he also had the look of someone who had been around the block a few times. He would see right through her ruse. Besides, she sensed something inside him so tightly wound it was ready to snap. She did not want to be near him when the moment came.

That left the crew.

Carla Sue mixed herself another squeeze bottle of coffee as the wardroom crowd dwindled for the last time. Lance Muncie and Freddy Aviles prepared their breakfasts at different galley stations, then settled at the adjacent table. Forget Freddy, thought Carla Sue. He was a freak, a cripple. No telling how much his accident had taken away from him.

Lance Muncie. The name echoed slowly in Carla Sue’s mind. She shaped it on her lips without making a sound. She had outgrown her taste for boys still wet behind the ears. But Lance seemed well suited for her plan. Physically, he was everything Kurt Jaeckle was not: young, tall, with the powerful body of a colt and the wheat-and-sunlight coloration of Middle America. He still wore the wide-eyed, slightly baffled expression of a kid seeing the world for the first time. Plus, the rumor mill said he had girlfriend trouble back home. Carla Sue patted her lips with a napkin. Lance Muncie was her man.

Carla Sue slipped her feet from the restraining loops and sailed over to the next table, her lips arranged in her Homecoming Queen’s smile. Freddy greeted her and nudged Lance to do the same. Lance obliged, though not very warmly, then turned his attention to his rehydrated scrambled eggs.

“So what’s your secret?” asked Carla Sue.

Lance was startled to realize Carla Sue was talking to him. He shot a nervous glance at Freddy, but saw only the gold canine catching a gleam from the overhead lights.

“Secret?” he asked. Halfway through a swallow, his voice was an octave higher than usual.

“For your muscle tone,” said Carla Sue.

Lance had one arm crooked around his tray. The exertion of keeping his arm flat on the table exposed long cords of well-defined sinew. Carla Sue held her hand a half inch above that arm as if tempted but not daring to stroke it. Her fingers were long and elegant. The nails were short, shorter than Becky kept hers, but neatly manicured. Lance shot another glance at Freddy. This time Freddy winked.

“It must be the eggs,” said Carla Sue.

“Eggs?” Lance guffawed. “It’s not eggs ma’am. It’s hard work.”

“I work hard, too,” said Carla Sue. She rolled up her sleeve and placed her bare arm alongside Lance’s. Lance recoiled, but could move his arm only so far before it lodged against the side of the tray. Carla Sue persisted. She laid her arm right on top of his, wrist to wrist, elbow nestling into elbow. Lance felt the warmth of her skin. A chill rolled up his arm and coursed down his spine. He wanted to move, but his arm was wedged between hers and the tray. It would take effort to extricate himself; he did not want to appear impolite.

“But even allowing that you’re a strong man and I’m just a weak little girl, I don’t have your tone.”

“Maybe you don’ work right,” said Freddy.

“Now that is a distinct possibility,” said Carla Sue. She looked at Lance with her lips trembling between a pucker and a pout. “I follow the regimen, but the regimen just might not be right for me. I think I need a coach.”

“Well—” Lance felt himself melting under the intensity of her blue eyes, the earnestness of her milky smile.

“Lance a good coach,” said Freddy. “He know the body, the human body. He can coach you real good.”

“Freddy—”

“Could you, Lance?” Carla Sue squeezed his hand. “I truly would appreciate it.”

“Well, you see—”

“Sure he could,” said Freddy. “You just name the time.”

“I usually work out about nine,” she said. “It leaves me plenty of time to cool down before bed.”

“At nine I’m supposed to—”

“He’ll be there,” said Freddy.

“The exercise room at nine this evening. See you then.” Carla Sue sailed out of the wardroom before Lance’s stammering could resolve into a negative response.

“What did you do that for?” asked Lance.

“You need to get your mind off Becky.”

“But I’m supposed to help you with your project. I do every night.”

“I don’ need your help tonight.”

“I can’t exercise with her. People will get the wrong idea.”

“There’s no idea to get.”

“But she’s Jaeckle’s girlfriend. You remember what that guy said back at the Cape.”

“Lance, my frien’,” said Freddy. “That guy don’ know shit. You work out with this lady at nine, eh?”


“This is how you do it,” huffed Lance between pulls on the rowing machine. “Extend and pull, extend and pull. Full range of motion.”

Carla Sue, wearing a white Danskin to set off the remains of her tan and hot-pink leg warmers to bulk up her nonexistent calves, floated beside his shoulder. She and Lance were the only people using the exercise equipment. In the farthest corner of the ex/rec room, Chakra Ramsanjawi and Hisashi Oyamo were at their nightly game of chess. Carla Sue could feel them staring in between moves.

“You try,” said Lance. He released the belt and drifted off the rowing machine.

With her ankles and knees primly pressed together, Carla Sue positioned herself over the machine and pulled herself onto the seat. She cinched the belt at the last hole, but her waist was so thin that some play remained. On her first pull, she rose slightly off the seat.

“Extend,” said Lance.

“I can’t,” Carla Sue said with a helpless trill. “I’m bobbing against this belt like a cork.”

“Oh,” said Lance. He brought one hand to his chin and inspected the situation. “Belt’s as tight as it will go.”

“I know that,” said Carla Sue. “I’m too slim.”

“Try again,” said Lance. He spun so that he had a proper view of the seat and Carla Sue’s butt. Carla Sue tugged at the oars.

“That’s the problem,” he said. “Belt’s too loose.”

“Does that mean I can’t exercise?”

“No. It means we should fix the belt.”

“Oh,” said Carla Sue. She gathered her lips into a classic pout. “Fix the belt if you want, but a real gentleman would hold my shoulders down.”

Reluctantly, Lance swung himself into position behind her. He hooked his feet to the bottom of the machine and placed his hands on her shoulders. He looked over at the chess game; Oyamo and Ramsanjawi stared at the board.

Carla Sue started to pull. Lance could feel the thin strands of muscle gathering and rolling beneath her skin with each repetition. He could hear the soft hum of her breath. He looked at the ceiling, at the other exercise machines, at the dart board, the chess game, anywhere but at the mane of blond hair and the thin thighs working below him. Chakra Ramsanjawi caught his eye and winked.

Lance felt something touch his hand. It was smooth and soft, with a hint of moist warmth. Carla Sue was nuzzling his hand with her cheek. He tried to move, but the pressure on his hand was too insistent.

At the urging of Freddy, Lance was wearing gym shorts and a tank top. He always hung loosely inside gym shorts and felt naked, as he often did in dreams. Now he was anything but hanging loose. He turned slightly so that Ramsanjawi could not see that he had an erection.

After the workout, Carla Sue suggested that they go to the observation blister.

“There is no better way to cool down,” she said, “than to watch a few thousand miles of Earth turning below you.”

Lance followed like a puppy dog.

They closeted themselves in the blister as Trikon Station passed over midday on the Indian subcontinent. Lance chattered about the jagged lines of rivers visible through large breaks in the cloud cover. Carla Sue dabbed a towel behind her ears. Whenever she moved too close to him, he seemed to drift away. But eventually, she maneuvered him to the edge of the bubble, against the bulkhead. Lance grew quiet, like a jackrabbit who senses a predator. Carla Sue hooked her ankle around his and, turning, wedged herself between him and the dome. He started chattering again, but she quieted him by pressing a toweled finger to his lips. She slowly withdrew her finger and replaced it with her mouth. He resisted with clenched teeth, but eventually he relaxed and accepted her tongue. She nudged her hand beneath the elastic band of his shorts. He tried to recoil, but there was nowhere to go.

“Feel good?” she said into his mouth.

“Uh-huh.”

“Just wait until I wrap my lips around it.”

“What?” A spasm coursed through Lance’s body, dislodging Carla Sue from her position atop him and tumbling her across the blister.

“Lance!”

But he was hitting at the doorlatch with the heel of his hand, his gym shorts riding low enough to expose a block of firm flesh. He pushed open the door and flew up into the Mars module, his feet fluttering like a bullfrog’s. “Well, I’ll be …” said Carla Sue. She felt like her grandmother.


Harry Meade poked his head out from the bristling shrub. The canyon wall was dark gray. Only a few bright stars and a smudge of moon were visible in a dirty sky turned orange by the distant lights of Los Angeles.

A breeze kicked up a dust devil near the footlights that fringed the driveway. Meade tucked his chin beneath the collar of his jacket, his two-day stubble grating like sandpaper on the leather. The days were hot, but the heat dissipated quickly in these canyons after dark. And everything was so dry. Even the plants seemed as dry and lifeless as theater props. They had spines and needles and branches that seemed to twist into barbs. One kept sticking him in the ass every time he moved.

The house resembled a Mexican hacienda, nestled between the loop of a circular driveway and the base of the canyon wall. A souped-up sport Jeep, its red finish reflecting the driveway’s footlights, was parked at the front steps.

Meade checked his watch. It was nine-thirty p.m. local time, which meant that it was five-thirty A.M. in London. Sir Derek had ordered him to phone at eight o’clock sharp.

Meade nervously slapped a pair of black calfskin gloves in the palm of one hand. The front door opened and out walked a thin man with a mass of dark curly hair, wearing a dark leather jacket. The man threw a briefcase onto the passenger seat of the Jeep, then climbed behind the wheel. The engine ignited with an explosion that echoed off the canyon walls. As the Jeep sped down the driveway, Meade noticed its vanity license plate: PW ESQ.

Meade waited for the sweep of the headlights to disappear and for the roar of the engine to die away. He pulled on the gloves, working his fingers snugly into the soft leather.

The smooth rubber soles of his Clarks made no sound on the pavement. The front door was carved oak inlaid with brass. Meade removed a wire from a pouch that hung from his belt. He inserted it into the keyhole and twisted it around until the lock released.

The security system began to whine, warning Meade that he had sixty seconds to tap the proper four-digit code on the little keyboard mounted on the wall just inside the door. He swiftly pulled a tiny black box from his pocket and clamped it over the complaining keyboard. Four digits lit up in the box’s tiny LED screen. Meade removed the box, tapped out the numbers. The whining stopped and the panel’s blinking red light turned steady green. He let out a breath he had not realized he had been holding. Then he made a mental note to arm the security system again before he left.

The foyer of Pancho Weinstein’s house was lit by brass lanterns hanging from exposed beams. The floor was terracotta tile. Meade crossed the foyer to a darkened room with an arched door. Shining a flashlight, he saw a glass-and-brass desk, oak file cabinets, and shelves stuffed with thick legal texts. Pancho Weinstein’s office.

The cabinets were locked but opened with a twist of wire. The drawers rolled on silent bearings. Meade riffled through the files until he found one designated O’Donnell. It was empty except for a retainer agreement signed in a spidery hand by a Cornelius O’Donnell and several letters written by Weinstein in connection with a probate matter.

Meade squeezed the file back into the drawer. His breath was hot in his nostrils. Goddammit, he thought. He had to find out something about O’Donnell. Otherwise he would have to face an unhappy Sir Derek.

Meade searched through every drawer of every file cabinet. There was no other mention of any O’Donnell. He considered rushing into L.A. itself. Weinstein had another office downtown. Maybe the real O’Donnell files were stored there.

But there was scant possibility of making it in time to phone Sir Derek. He was about to fail, and Sir Derek’s tolerance for failure had been rather low of late.

The voice of a woman singing drifted into the room, then faded. Meade held his breath. The voice rose again. It seemed to be coming from far away. Upstairs or outside, perhaps. Meade returned the flashlight to his pouch and drew his 9-mm Beretta from its shoulder holster. Carefully, quietly, he slid the action back to jack a round into the firing chamber. Then he walked out into the foyer, both hands on the gun, breathing checked, ears alert for sounds. The singing had stopped, but he could hear the faint lapping of water.

He stole up the stairs. Light was coming from the open door at the end of the upstairs hallway, slightly veiled by a billow of steam. Meade stepped into the bedroom, noiselessly. The air was filled with the dewy sweetness of a woman’s bath oil.

The bathroom door was ajar. Meade edged along the wall until he could see inside. The floor was white marble, partially covered by an oval rug that looked like a black animal skin. In the center of the floor was a raised bathtub brimming with bubbles, and amid the bubbles was a woman. She had short blond hair, but after dipping her head back into the water it turned reddish brown. She lifted a leg and ran a razor along the back of her calf.

Meade leaned out of sight. The woman had to be Stacey, who Chakra Ramsanjawi discovered had once been O’Donnell’s girlfriend but now lived with Weinstein. Maybe, he thought, he wouldn’t need to read a file.

Meade pulled a nylon ski mask over his head. By the time he had all the holes lined up correctly, he could hear the slapping sounds of Stacey leaving her bath. He peeked around the door. She stood with her back to him, one foot on the floor and the other raised on the side of the tub as she toweled herself dry. She was small, almost boyish, with muscular legs and a lean bum.

His shoes made no sound on the marble floor. He grabbed her from behind, wedging her jaw in the crook of his arm and pressing the gun to the top of her head. Her scream died in her throat. She kicked back at him, but her heels bounced harmlessly off his shins.

He dragged her to the mirror. Condensation rolled down the glass, but she could see well enough to make out the ski mask and the gun. Her body went rigid with fear.

“Now, little lady,” whispered Meade. “All I want is to ask you a few questions about Hugh O’Donnell.”

Stacey mumbled into his elbow.

“We’re interested in the chap, you see. But we can’t find out much about him.”

Meade loosened his grip on her jaw so she could speak.

“Don’t know him,” her voice sputtered.

Meade raised her off the floor and leaned hard against her buttocks so that the sharp edge of the vanity’s counter cut across her crotch.

“I don’t have time for games, Stacey.” He felt her body shudder at the sound of her name. “We know about O’Donnell’s business, we know about the lawsuit, we know you threw him over for his lawyer.”

“Don’t know him,” she gasped.

Meade slammed her against the vanity and traced the gun barrel along her quivering lips.

“Don’t know him, eh? Well, he knows you. Talks about you all the time. He knows you went looking for him at the motorcycle club. Are we talking about the same person you don’t know?”

With great effort she nodded, her delicate chin burrowing into the crook of his elbow.

“You talk and I leave. Understand?”

She nodded again; Meade relaxed his pressure a notch.

“His name isn’t O’Donnell,” she said with a trembling voice. “At least it wasn’t when we were together. His name was Jack O’Neill. Owned his own biotech business. Had big ideas about turning it into a million-dollar company. Some environmental group took him to court and he hired Pancho to get him out of trouble. But they didn’t get along. Pancho’d try to give him advice, but he’d never listen. Screwed the whole case up. He couldn’t take things going bad. He used to dabble with drugs. Nothing much, maybe a gram of coke here and there. But that trial set him off. Did everything. Coke. Speed. Name it. Couldn’t work. Borrowed money. Lost friends. Lost me. Disappeared.”

“When?”

“Late ninety-five. Can’t remember. Owed me a lot of money. Pancho too. For the case. I didn’t care. Pancho did. Hired a detective. Found him at Simi Bioengineering. New name, but it was him.

“Pancho traced back. Jack was arrested on a drug charge under his old name, but the case was never prosecuted. Popped up at a rehab clinic in Encino as Hugh O’Donnell. Somebody was footing the bill. We never found out who. Then he landed the job at Simi. Started a motorcycle club for ex-addicts and ex-alcoholics. Yeah, I went looking for the motorcycle at the club. Title’s in my name.”

Meade noticed tears dripping down his elbow. Stacey was crying.

“That it?” he said.

“I don’t know what else you want!”

Meade had ideas, but he didn’t have time. He bent Stacey over with his elbow digging into her spine and her tiny breasts mashed against the countertop. His free hand groped through the equipment in his belt pouch until he found the syringe. It contained enough tranquilizer to knock out a hippopotamus.

Stacey saw the syringe in the mirror.

“What’s that?” she cried.

“Just something to make you sleep.”

“I don’t want that! I don’t know you! I didn’t see you!”

She bucked against his elbow, wrapped her legs around his ankles, tried to kick his feet out from under him. He concentrated on her trembling buttocks. They were still reddened from the heat of the bath, so perfectly shaped, so firm, like two ripe apples. Her face was white with fear. Her hair swept back in reddish-brown swirls. A thin blue vein, just like Sir Derek’s, beat beneath the china skin of her temples.

Meade jammed the needle into her ass.

Stacey yelped. Despite the pressure of the elbow on her spine, one hand shot up to her mouth. She bit her finger.

Meade stared at her face. It was so contorted in pain that it no longer looked feminine. He thought of Sir Derek with the same porcelain skin, the same reddish-brown hair, the same blue veins.

A hot rush of hatred surged through him. He tore open his pants and had it off with her. The syringe, still embedded in her right buttock, slapped at his waist as he pounded away at her slackening body.

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