The Hickory Staff

SOUTH BROADWAY AVENUE, DENVER

‘Have you tried him at the bank?’ Jennifer Sorenson hefted an oak rocking chair to Hannah, who was perched in the back of a customer’s pick-up truck. ‘He must be at work today.’

Hannah wiped her forehead across the shoulder of her T-shirt, leaving a small wet stain. It was cooler in the street than inside the antique shop, and she welcomed the job of loading several purchases for an elderly couple.

‘No, I tried there and Mr Griffin said he hadn’t seen him all morning. Apparently they were at the pub last night, but Steven left early with Mark. I tried him a few times at home but only got his machine.’ She nodded thanks to her mother as Jennifer handed her a length of rope.

She began tying two small end tables together. ‘I mean, I can understand if he wanted a night away from me. We’ve been talking three or four times a day and I do feel a little like I’m back in seventh grade, but why would he miss work today?’

‘Maybe they had too much to drink,’ her mother suggested. ‘They might be home with the phone unplugged, nursing massive hangovers.’

‘Not him, he’s too responsible for that, and Mark sounds the same. I know they both drink some, but missing work? It doesn’t fit.’

‘Well, you’re supposed to go out tonight, right?’ Jennifer asked and, seeing Hannah nod, said, ‘Go home. Get ready and see if he calls. If not, try him again, but Hannah, things happen. People sometimes find that-’

‘Yes, I understand he could be avoiding me, but I’m telling you it’s not like him.’ She accented her point by pulling a half-hitch tight against the pick-up’s bed. ‘We moved very quickly into this relationship and if he’s running, it’s as much my fault as his. I just want to know nothing happened to him last night, because even if he were dumping me already, he wouldn’t be missing work.’

Hannah jumped lightly to the sidewalk, shook hands with the customers and waved as they drove off along Broadway.

Jennifer Sorenson wrapped one arm affectionately around her daughter’s shoulders. ‘I’m sure he’s not dumping you, and if he is, then he’s the wrong one anyway.’

‘Thanks – but I’ll be okay. Maybe I’ll drive up there tonight and ask him what’s going on. If he really is sick, he might be glad to see me. And if I’m getting dumped, I’d just as soon have him do it before I haul myself to the Decatur Peak trailhead at 4.30 tomorrow morning.’ She returned her mother’s embrace. ‘I could use the extra sleep and you could use the help here on a Saturday.’

‘Well, it’s after 5.00 already. You go home and get ready. I’ll get things cleaned up and close the place down. If you’re still home when I get back, I’ll take you out tonight.’

‘Thanks, Mom.’ Hannah gently kissed her mother on the temple.

She unlocked the chain securing her bike to a wrought-iron bench in front of the store and jumped astride for the quick ride across the neighbourhood. Her helmet dangled loosely from the handlebars and Jennifer scolded her from the store entrance. ‘The helmet belongs on your head, Hannah.’

Donning the helmet, Hannah shouted back, ‘Is that where it goes? I’ve been wondering where all these damned bumps on my head were coming from. I’m sure I’ve lost forty, maybe fifty IQ points crashing into things this summer. Oh well, you’ll have an unmarried, brain-damaged daughter to look after in your old age.’ Shooting her mother a bright smile, she pedalled off.

Jennifer Sorenson allowed the door to close behind her and stood for a moment gathering her thoughts. Twenty-seven years later and she was still amazed at how much love, worry and compassion a parent could feel. It had begun the moment Hannah was first placed in her arms, and had continued unabated, day and night, for the next three decades. As a younger woman, she would never have guessed that raising a child would be the most meaningful and important thing she would do in her life. Feeling inadequate, unable to help Hannah deal with the potential heartbreak of a failed relationship, she quickly opened the door again, stepped outside and called quietly, ‘Be careful, Hannah.’ Her daughter was already several blocks away; she couldn’t hear, but Jennifer, feeling better, returned inside to close up the shop.

Hannah arrived home to find no answer to any of her telephone messages. Showering quickly, she donned jeans, her running shoes and an old wool sweater she had bought in high school. Grabbing car keys and a Gore-tex jacket, she left the house for the drive up Clear Creek Canyon. Hannah disliked handbags, preferring instead to slip a thin leather wallet into her jacket or the back pocket of her jeans. She rarely wore make-up, but for those rare occasions when she needed the extra boost, she had a backpack with an array of beauty products stuffed haphazardly inside. Secretly, she was glad tonight was not an evening that merited that degree of preparation; she left the backpack on a chair.

Traffic was heavy heading west into the mountains. The ski season wasn’t yet underway, but October weekends meant changing aspens, and Interstate 70 was jammed with carloads of what the locals called ‘leaf peepers’. She didn’t want to grow too frustrated with Steven before she knew why he had been avoiding her, so she rolled down the windows and tried to enjoy the crisp autumn evening. She loved the fall and started looking forward to the changing season with the first cool evenings that blew through Denver in late August.

Hannah left the majority of motorists to continue west while she turned off and followed Clear Creek into Idaho Springs. She was surprised to find both Steven’s and Mark’s vehicles parked in the driveway outside 147 Tenth Street. From the dusting of snow colouring the pavement it was obvious that neither car had been moved. Either the boys had walked to work this morning and been delayed somewhere, or they had never left the house at all.

Lights were on in the front room, hallway and kitchen, but she didn’t see anyone moving about inside. She knocked on the side door, but no one answered. As she knocked again, she moved the barbecue grill on their porch and reached under the back wheel for the spare key Steven had used the weekend before. When the door remained unanswered, she took a deep breath and let herself inside.

Almost immediately, Hannah sensed something wrong in the house. She felt a strange sensation; she thought she could feel the air shimmering against her flesh, as if a window had been left cracked open during a hurricane. Reaching the living room, she saw what looked like static electricity, dancing in the air.

‘Steven,’ she called to the empty house, ‘are you here? Mark?’ No one answered and she stood riveted by the yellow and green lights flickering dimly above the disintegrating, secondhand sofa the boys seemed to love for reasons she couldn’t even begin to fathom. The peculiar nature of the shimmering atmosphere made her uncomfortable and she decided to leave a note for Steven before continuing her search for him in town.

‘Maybe they’re down at Owen’s,’ she muttered to herself, looking for a sheet of paper. Against one wall was Steven’s desk and she walked towards it, hoping to find something on which to scribble a quick message.

Discovering no pens on the desk, Hannah slid the wooden chair back and pulled open the top drawer – and as she did so, the odd lights and rippling air suddenly went completely still, as if they were operated by a hidden switch someone had just thrown in a different room.

‘What the hell?’ she asked, looking down at her feet. She hadn’t immediately noticed that the coffee table had been pushed back against the couch to accommodate a strange cloth tapestry rolled out on the wooden planks of the living room floor. She crouched down to feel the material between her fingers. It was smooth, but unlike any fabric she had ever seen, and it had been stitched meticulously, decorated with a series of symbols and shapes. Some appeared to be primitive caricatures of trees and mountains, but many were unusually shaped runes she did not recognise from any period in history. The cloth was obviously an antique, but she struggled to date the piece. She could not remember her grandfather ever showing her such an odd ornamentation style.

‘Your taste surprises me, Steven,’ Hannah announced to the empty room. She decided she would have to learn more about the tapestry once she had found him.

She turned back to the drawer, not noticing that the back legs of the chair she had slid across the floor had caused the cloth to bunch up on itself. Still no pen or pencil, not even a chewed stub. She closed the drawer and looked over at the log mantle above the fireplace. Several pens stood in an old fraternity mug near a photo of Mark Jenkins standing proudly next to a mountain bike atop what Hannah guessed was Trail Ridge Road in the national park.

‘Bingo,’ she announced, starting across the tapestry. Without thinking, she reached out with one hand and pushed the wooden chair back into place under the desk. The folds of wrinkled material flattened out against the cold floorboards and Hannah Sorenson disappeared from the room.