7
The Blade of Light
You’re wrong,” said Nick.
He was the last person Mae would have expected to speak, but his voice carried clear and deep over the whispering, rushing sound of the Thames below. The magicians seemed surprised that he had spoken too; they stirred and went still. Jamie’s wide eyes swung to Nick’s face.
“Oh?” Celeste inquired, her voice becoming a little higher and sharper. “And what am I wrong about? Do please feel free to enlighten me, demon.”
“You’re not taking him,” said Nick. “He’s ours.”
“I really kind of am,” Jamie put in. “I mean, I’m mine. Nick is being horrifying and inappropriate as usual, but I’d much rather go home with them. Not that I don’t appreciate the kind offer of hospitality as expressed by kidnapping me.”
Celeste looked over her shoulder at Jamie, who was still breathing hard and shocked by the way magic had turned from wonder to a weapon before his eyes.
It didn’t even make sense. Gerald’s spell was meant to protect him from this sort of thing.
“Everything is all right,” Celeste cooed. “I don’t blame you for an instant. It’s made you promises, hasn’t it? It’s made you want to do anything it wishes. It’s shown you marvels.”
Jamie blinked. “If you’re talking about Nick, all he’s shown me is this car he’s fixing up. And honestly, I wasn’t that interested.”
“You said you were interested,” Nick commented, his voice dry.
“Well, I was being polite.”
It eased the knot of panic in Mae’s chest, tighter than the one around Jamie’s wrist, to see that Jamie looked slightly calmer after this exchange. She wanted to run in and wrest him away from Celeste, but doing that risked getting Jamie hurt, risked getting herself hurt and doing Jamie no good at all.
She thought of her mother saying that you gave tasks to those equipped to deal with them. Annabel had been talking about delegating work in the boardroom, but Mae thought the logic still applied to a bridge by night and magicians bent on capturing your loved ones.
Nick could turn the whole bridge into a lightning rod if he liked. He was equipped, and he was dealing with this.
“Do you really think,” Mae murmured, modulating her voice into a copy of Celeste’s purr, “that it’s a good idea to aggravate a demon like this?”
Celeste laughed. “My dear girl. What’s he going to do about it?”
Nick’s voice turned thick, coiled around a snarl. “I’ll show you what I’m going to do!”
His voice rang out like a thunderclap. Mae braced herself for lightning.
None came. There was just the still night and the sound of the river, currents running as regularly as a clock, washing the seconds away.
“Well?” asked Celeste, dropping the word into the silence at the exact point when it became too much to bear. “I’m waiting. Show me.”
Mae ripped her eyes from Jamie’s scared face to whirl on Nick, but the demand on her lips died when she saw him. He was looking not at Celeste, but at his brother.
“Alan,” he said, “I can’t. I don’t understand.”
Alan pushed his shoulder slightly in front of Nick’s. “I think I might,” he said slowly. “Arthur never came down by this part of the river, did he? A river would have been pretty useful when dealing with demons, but he wouldn’t have dared. You’ve made this place, Southwark—your territory—you’ve made it so nobody else can use magic here. Like a giant …” His voice changed. “Like a giant magicians’ circle. Oh. That’s clever.”
He sounded appreciative, which Mae considered totally unacceptable when what Alan was appreciating was how brilliant he found Celeste’s methods of kidnapping.
“What’s clever?” she demanded.
Celeste’s smile was mocking. “Buried treasure.”
“Alan,” Mae said between her teeth.
“The magic circle,” Alan said. “The one every Circle’s power is based on, the one made of stones as big as they can find. She’s buried her aventurines in a circle under London. She’s made the Bankside her magicians’ circle. And once a demon steps into a magicians’ circle, its power is gone. For as long as it remains in the circle. But she’s in her own circle, so she can’t command the demon, either.”
“I’m the one with the power,” Celeste said, soft. “So I can command you all. Leave now. And leave the young magician to me.”
Alan stared at her for a long moment, his profile briefly as unreadable as Nick’s. He glanced at Jamie, then bowed his head.
“Maybe we should.”
“Leave?” Mae shouted. “Leave without my brother? You must be mad!”
Alan leaned in and said into her ear, “We should come back when they’re not expecting us. As opposed to now, when they are looking right at us and about to blast us off the bridge.”
Alan’s mild, sensible voice stung as if he had touched her somewhere she was already bruised.
“Okay, you’re right,” she said. “You two go. I’m staying with Jamie.”
“That wouldn’t … be a good idea,” Alan told her. “Mae, I understand how you feel, but they won’t hurt Jamie. You, on the other hand, you’re not a magician. You’re like a pizza delivered to the door for their demons.”
Mae looked at Jamie. He didn’t even look small next to Celeste; he just looked like a boy standing among far more sophisticated adults, shivering in his thin T-shirt. He still wasn’t meeting her eyes. She would have killed the whole Aventurine Circle if she’d had the power, and never cared how many dark, bloody dreams she’d have later. He was worth it all: worth more.
“I will not leave him here alone,” she said. The lights of London blurred before her eyes, as if they had all been plunged underwater, but she clenched her fists and refused to let tears fall. “You guys go. I will not!”
“You don’t have to,” said Nick.
He’d been standing by his brother, still and silent as Alan’s shadow, since he’d turned to him for understanding. He was scanning the ranks of the Aventurine Circle as he spoke.
He was almost smiling.
“None of us are going anywhere. I’ve got a plan.”
“Nick?” Alan sounded very alarmed.
“Hey,” Nick said to Celeste Drake. “You magicians have duels, right?”
“We do,” Celeste replied slowly. She looked affronted that a demon was talking to her.
“You’ve laid claim to something that’s ours. Pretty good grounds for a duel, I think.” Nick tilted his head. “So let’s have one.”
Celeste’s eyebrows soared upward. “I believe I’ve already pointed out that you don’t have any magic. Do you want me to fry you from the inside out until you turn into a torch blazing for this whole dark city to see?”
“Oh, don’t,” Nick said. “You’ll get me all hot and bothered in public.”
Celeste looked disgusted. Jamie laughed, and when one of the Aventurine Circle glared at him, he turned it into a cough.
“You’re wrong on two counts,” Nick continued. “I don’t want to duel with magic. And I don’t want to duel with you.”
Mae remembered what Alan had said last night: One of the Circle has a special interest in using magic for fighting. Her eyes flew to the two men in the group, trying to size both of them up in the space of a second.
She felt thoroughly ashamed of herself when Nick said, “Can you resist a challenge, Helen?”
The tallest woman in the crowd was as blond as Celeste, but there the similarities ended. Her silvery blond locks were cropped short, her angular face was hard, not like china but like stone, and her white clothes were made of such old material that they moved with her like skin as she pushed past the other magicians and walked across the bridge to meet Nick in the middle.
She wasn’t as tall or as broad as Nick was, but there was a sureness to her movements and a solid, settled look to her muscles. There was a quality about this woman that reminded Mae that Nick was a boy.
Younger than Jamie. Not as tall or as strong as he would be one day.
And he had no magic.
Helen the magician reached behind her back with both hands and unsheathed two swords, long and thin and bright as if they were rays of light cast on water.
“Do you think you’ll even be a challenge, demon?”
“I’ll do my best,” said Nick, and drew his own sword.
It was his favorite sword, the one Alan had given him at the Goblin Market. Mae remembered it as she remembered everything about the Market night. It looked like nothing compared to Helen’s swords, which caught the fluorescent lights set into the steel of the bridge, the glow of the city spread out along the river, and turned all the lights into magic. Every time she moved her swords, they painted vivid trails of gold dust against the night.
They walked around each other in a slow, tight circle, watching the way their opponent moved.
“Two swords,” Nick commented. “Trying a bit too hard?”
“Maybe you’re not trying hard enough,” Helen said. “If all you can handle is one.”
Nick circled around, and Mae caught the flash of his savage grin.
“Oh, I think all you need is one. If you use it just right.”
Their swords met with a sudden ring, like the peal of a bell. Nick’s sword hit the spot where Helen’s blades met, crossed before her. She smiled, face framed by sharp steel, and Nick disengaged. Helen went low, snake-fast, and struck out at knee height. Her intention was so clear that for an instant Mae saw what Helen wanted as if she’d already made it happen: Nick’s legs scythed out from under him, having him bleeding and helpless for her final strike.
Mae moved forward and was pulled up short by the hard bite of Alan’s fingers into her arm. He pulled her back, tight against his chest, and said into her ear, “Don’t move.”
She didn’t move. She figured he must want comfort, though she wouldn’t have thought he’d seek it by grabbing someone hard enough to bruise.
It didn’t matter for long. They both had to keep watching Nick.
He jumped to avoid Helen’s swords and landed crouched, the aluminum deck reverberating under his feet.
Helen thrust, one sword cutting a golden wound in the night sky. Nick had to slam against the railing to avoid the blow, and then she was sweeping with the sword in her left hand to run him through where he stood.
Nick vaulted over the rail and onto the fragile cables on the side of the bridge, dancing backward on them as if they weren’t impossibly dangerous monkey bars suspended above murky waters.
Helen sliced out at him in a double stroke that could have beheaded him if she’d had more reach. He leaned backward, away from the swords, and for a moment either he or the bridge swayed and Mae shut her eyes, convinced he was going to fall.
“Stop playing around,” Helen snapped. “Let’s cut to the chase.”
Mae opened her eyes and saw Nick crouched like a huge cat on the end of a cable, sword washed in city lights and turned into a sweep of cool silver.
“This is the chase,” said Nick. “Cutting comes later.”
He grabbed the steel rail in one hand, and his arm tensed: the only sign before he threw himself over it, landing rolling on the deck and turning the roll into a stand almost too swiftly to see.
Not too swiftly for Helen. She swung, and Nick swerved. Directly into the path of her second blade, which slid between his ribs.
It was so simple and done with so little fuss that for a moment Mae forgot to feel alarmed. Then she heard the sound Alan made in the back of his throat, scraping and pained, as if he was the one who’d been stabbed. She saw the bloodstain spread slow and red across the white of Nick’s shirt.
Before Helen could draw her sword out, Nick attacked her unprotected side, his sword slicing in. She dived away, her shirt torn and bloody, pulling her sword out of Nick’s chest as she went.
Nick clenched his free hand into a fist and pressed it hard against the bloodstain, then swung in while Helen was still off balance. She fumbled the blade that was still dark and slick with Nick’s blood, and Nick struck her wrist hard with his sword. She gave a hoarse cry and dropped it.
“Now we’re even,” said Nick.
“We’re not even,” Helen said. “I was using magic and my swords before you were ever born.”
“I was killing long before you were born,” Nick told her, suddenly soft, as if struck by a pleasant memory. “I’ll be killing long after you’re dust.”
“You sure about that?” Helen said. “I’m not.”
Their swords met again, once, twice, three times in a ringing flurry of silver and gold, sparks flying into the darkness. Nick pressed in, and even Mae could see that wasn’t good for Helen: With their blades locked, Nick had the advantage of height and weight. He could drive her down.
Mae’s leaping heart went still and cold as a stone in her chest when Helen’s remaining sword flared into sudden vibrant life, humming and glowing with the white intensity of the sun.
Nick’s sword, locked tight with the magician’s, broke in two against it. The blade went clattering to the deck, and Nick was left standing there holding the hilt, a broken shard of steel still attached to it. It looked pathetic, especially next to Helen’s shimmering weapon.
Nick tossed it up into the air, caught it by the shard, and when Helen’s eyes followed the movement for an instant he moved past her guard and hit her hard in the nose with the hilt, then dropped it and punched her in the stomach. When she doubled over, he lunged away from her and across the bridge to seize the other sword, the one she’d dropped.
Helen looked up, blood streaming down her face, as he bore down on her.
She parried Nick’s blow and then struck. The sword Nick held was dimmed, ordinary again, while the one she still held was ferociously bright. It seemed to leap in her hands, and Mae clenched her fists at every blow, the ring of blades meeting turning into a murderous little song. Nick’s and Helen’s feet were moving together, back and forth, like a dance.
Nick was bleeding too much. There was a scarlet trail leading down from the wound his fist was still clenched over, and from the end of his shirt blood was dripping, forming a dark pattern on the bridge.
“I’m sure,” Nick said. Their blades flashed and rang, again and again, faster and faster, until all Mae could make out was a metallic blur and Helen’s white face. “And I’m sure of something else. You should’ve spent your time learning to use these swords, not magic them.”
The humming of Helen’s sword was more like shrieking now, a thin sound with steel and rage behind it. She went in again, wilder and sloppier, going for the kill. That bright sword kept coming within inches of Nick’s heart, his throat, his ribs. She scored another cut on the outside of his thigh.
Nick kept his blows steady and controlled, making every one count. Helen feinted to his wounded side, and he faltered. She dived in to exploit the moment of weakness, close to his body, and Nick struck her a blow that forced her arm up.
Her sword went flying into the air, sketching a golden arc against the night sky. Then it fell, all brightness lost, and was swallowed by the dark waters of the Thames.
Nick kicked Helen’s kneecaps, sending her legs out from under her. She tumbled down to her knees before him on the bridge, and he rested his sword lightly against her neck.
“Finish it,” Helen ground out, without lifting her bowed blond head.
All Mae could see was his back, his black head bent to survey his kill. He looked huge and menacing suddenly, now that the woman was on her knees. Now that she was helpless.
“No,” Nick said at last.
Helen did look up then. “Why not?”
“I don’t want to,” he said calmly. “I want you to go home, magician, and practice the sword without using magic. I want you to get really good. And then I want to fight you again.”
His voice changed a little on that last line, dark and anticipatory. Helen smiled.
“You’ve got yourself a date, demon.”
Nick strode forward to where the Aventurine Circle stood, transfixed and appalled.
Celeste Drake looked as if she might be considering taking some action as a demon advanced on her with a blade in hand.
“He won his prize,” Helen called back sharply over her shoulder.
Nick kept walking, swinging his sword in what seemed to be an idle manner. Celeste’s eyes followed it. Her free hand glowed a little, magic building hot in the center of her palm, and her other hand tightened on Jamie’s silver chain. Jamie wasn’t fighting anymore, but he was standing as far away from her as he could, the line of magic held taut between them.
“My prize,” Nick repeated. “You don’t have any slightly more impressive prizes on offer? Yeah, I thought not.”
Jamie looked indignant.
Nick said, “You are so much more trouble than you’re worth,” and brought his sword down viciously hard, cutting the magical tie between Jamie and Celeste Drake in two.
Jamie launched himself bodily away from the magicians and at Nick, almost knocking into him. Mae’s relief at seeing that silver cord severed was cut short when she realized why Jamie, who usually kept his distance from Nick, was pressed up against him with a hand over his. Jamie was trying to staunch the bleeding.
It was hard to tell when Nick was pale, but his lips were leached of all color, white and set in a thin line.
“Come back whenever you need to, Jamie,” Celeste said gently. “Demons always turn against you in the end.”
Nick turned his back without a word. Jamie went with him.
“C’mon,” Alan breathed, and Mae turned in time to see him slip a gun into the waistband of his jeans.
Alan hadn’t pulled her back and held her bruisingly hard for comfort. He’d positioned her deliberately, had her exactly where he wanted her, so she stood between him and the magicians. So her body blocked their view of his gun.
Jamie was on one side of Nick and Alan on the other as they went down one of the twin ramps, and Nick had relaxed enough to sag against his brother.
It occurred to Mae that Nick hadn’t pushed Jamie away when he flew to him because Jamie was helping him stand up.
“Jamie, let me.”
“No,” Jamie told her. “I’ve got him.”
“I want my sword,” Nick said without looking over his shoulder.
“Right,” said Mae, and ran back.
The Aventurine Circle were in the process of leaving the bridge, going north toward St. Paul’s, which was white as carved bone gleaming in the city lights. Helen was holding her side, one of the male magicians hanging solicitously around her. Celeste was still facing south, and she saw Mae coming.
Celeste’s eyes narrowed as she watched Mae kneel down on the deck and reach for the broken sword.
“The demon’s errand girl, are you?”
“The magician’s sister,” Mae corrected.
Celeste’s eyelashes swept down, modest as a lady hiding behind her fan. The china doll face was restored, a perfect mask now that the incongruously intelligent eyes were hidden.
“When you’re ready to be your own woman,” she said, “come find me.”
She reminded Mae of a different magician suddenly. For an instant the cold bridge at night slipped away and she saw Olivia again, Nick’s mother, with her midnight hair and her mad eyes, leaning close to whisper.
It’s probably best to change the world yourself, she’d said.
Before she died.
When Mae focused on Celeste again, the woman had already turned, fragile shoulders hunched slightly against the cold, the lights of riverside London blurring the gold of her hair and the white wool of her dress into one iridescent shape walking away. Mae had no chance to ask her what she’d meant.
She cut her hand picking up the broken blade that was half of Nick’s sword, and felt hot blood well up in the chilled hollow of her palm. She closed her fingers over blood and blade and ran to catch up with the others.
They were near the car park when she reached them. A couple of pedestrians had noticed how Nick was staggering and looked torn between worry and disapproval. Mae hoped fervently that nobody would call the police. Nick needed to get out of the city fast, and besides, she doubted her mother would react well to Mae ringing and requesting bail money.
“Got the sword,” she called out.
“Good,” Nick said between his teeth as they tried to manage the ramps inside the car park, oily puddles harder to avoid now. Under the flickering fluorescent lights, Nick’s footprints were vivid red.
Mae tried to avoid walking in them.
“Lucky they let us go,” she said, talking mostly because she thought it might soothe Jamie. “I mean—I didn’t expect them to play fair.”
“Having us trapped in a magicians’ circle and kidnapping Jamie isn’t exactly playing fair,” Alan observed.
“No,” Mae said. “I just meant that they kept by the rules of the duel. You didn’t.”
It wasn’t that she disapproved exactly, but seeing the flash of the gun as Alan tucked it away had caused an uneasy shift in her stomach. You expected the bad guys to be the ones doing the double-crossing.
“It’s true,” said Alan, and maneuvered his brother so Nick’s back hit their car. Nick leaned against it and panted, long shuddering breaths like an animal in pain. “I was cheating. They were going after my brother. When losing isn’t an option, it doesn’t matter what you have to do to win.”
He spoke in a distracted voice, as if he didn’t really care what he was saying. Mae didn’t care either, though, not really. Not when Nick looked as if he was about to collapse before their eyes.
Alan rested his bad leg against the car for a second as well, then opened the door to the backseat and pushed Nick into it. Nick went sprawling, head tipped back. There was a sheen of sweat on his throat.
Alan climbed into the car with him.
“You were going to shoot that magician?” Nick asked, his voice a thread Mae could hardly follow.
“If necessary,” Alan told him, voice calm and sweet. His face told a different story, but that didn’t matter. Nick’s eyes were closed.
Alan reached out and pushed the sweaty hair back from Nick’s brow, and Nick turned his head restlessly away. Alan withdrew his hand
“I had her number the whole time,” Nick murmured. “You have so little faith.”
“Well, faith’s hard,” said Alan, voice so soothing it was practically a melody. “Especially when you’re such an idiot. You realize this shirt is ruined.”
He ripped the shirt apart with efficient hands, the buttons flying behind the headrests and into the front seat.
Nick’s chest was heaving, slick with sweat and blood. There was a thin line where the sword had skittered over his ribs, and then the deep, terrible wound on the right.
Mae tried not to panic.
“That’s going to need stitches,” Alan remarked. “Mae, my first-aid kit is in the boot of the car. Would you go grab it for me?”
He threw the keys over his shoulder at her without looking and she caught them, grateful for something, anything to do.
“Don’t bother,” Nick rasped.
Mae glanced at him, startled, and saw his fingers wrap around Alan’s wrist, forcing Alan’s hand away.
“Why mess around? All you have to do is drive me out of here and I can fix myself up.”
“Oh,” said Alan, his voice entirely changed, gone flat. “Of course. Stupid of me. I wasn’t thinking.” He paused. “Mae, would you grab the first-aid kit anyway?”
“Sure,” said Mae, and went and grabbed it.
When she got back, Alan was scrambling out of the car, wincing as he jolted his leg. He flipped the box open and sorted through it, then ducked his head into the car.
“Here,” he said, his whole air terribly casual. “Here’s a pad. Hold it to the wound as we’re traveling, would you? We don’t want you bleeding out before we cross the boundaries of the circle.”
Nick took it, hissing as he pulled himself into a sitting position.
“I can take the back,” Mae volunteered.
“No,” said Jamie. “I will. It’s fine.”
He climbed in beside Nick a little tentatively, as if convinced that if Nick was even slightly jostled he would die on the spot.
Mae figured the only thing she could do was get into the car so they could get out of there, so she did that as fast as possible. Alan backed out of their space and went out of the car park driving just a little over the limit.
She twisted around in her seat as they sped through the streets of Southwark, at the same time Jamie asked hesitantly, “How are you feeling?”
“Someone drove a very sharp sword between my ribs,” Nick said evenly. “How do you think?”
Jamie laid a hand on Nick’s arm. “Well,” he said, a bit awkwardly. “Th—”
“Don’t touch me,” Nick snarled.
Jamie removed his hand as if scalded. “Sorry,” he said, and tried to tuck himself into a corner of the car as far away from Nick as he could.
Nick leaned his head back against the headrest, teeth gritted against the pain as they went over a speed bump. He’d gone so white he would have looked like stone if not for the sweat making his black hair spike up and pooling in the hollow of his throat.
“I didn’t mean for you to take that the wrong way,” he said abruptly.
Mae stared at him in amazement. So, for that matter, did Jamie.
“What?”
“Demons don’t touch anyone without a reason,” Nick went on, his eyes shut again. “You can imagine what kind of reasons we usually have. I don’t like—not anyone—I didn’t mean anything by it.”
“Oh,” said Jamie. “Oh, that’s okay! That’s fine. I understand. I am filled to the brim with understanding and, and acceptance! I’m very Zen like that.”
Nick snorted.
“Thank you,” Jamie said, fast, as if he wanted to get it out before any more misunderstandings appeared in their path. “You didn’t have to do that. If you guys had left me, I know you would have come back later. I mean, you could have done that. I was expecting it. You didn’t have to, um, get stabbed for me. So thanks.”
“Stop talking like a moron,” Nick drawled. “If you can.”
“Thanks,” Jamie repeated in a much less sincere tone.
He shut up. The harsh, labored sound of Nick’s breathing was the only noise in the car. In the front Mae sat and regarded the broken sword on the dashboard and Nick’s strained white face in the rearview mirror.
They were not quite out of London when they passed the boundary of Celeste’s circle. Nick’s breathing changed, became light and easy. His normal pale face in the mirror was such a contrast to the drawn reflection Mae had been studying a moment before that it appeared his cheeks had flooded with color. When she glanced downward she saw his wound had closed, chest whole beneath the blood and torn material.
“You look better,” she said lamely.
“I feel pretty good,” Nick told her, low and pleased. “I like winning. I told that magician I’d win too.”
Only he hadn’t said exactly that, Mae thought, staring out the window as the wide gray expanse of the M4 opened and swallowed them up, leading them on the road back to Exeter, where Gerald and his magicians waited. They were no closer to solving the problem of Gerald than they had been the night before.
What Nick had said to Helen the magician was, I’ll be killing long after you’re dust.
Alan’s hands were tight on the steering wheel, knuckles a shade too pale. In the mirror, Mae saw Nick cross his arms over his ripped and bloodstained shirt. She took up the pieces of the broken sword and fitted them together, as if that could possibly help, even though she knew the only way to mend it was magic.