Speak No Evil

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

THE THOUGHT THAT A cockroach had been in her handbag — even if that cockroach was really a human being — made Amanda sick. It wasn’t just the granola bar. He could have crawled over everything. By the time she left class, she had decided to toss out everything that had been in her handbag and replace it all with new stuff. First of all, she’d go directly to the mall and buy cosmetics. She’d need a new wallet, a replacement for her cell phone cover. .

But all plans to restock her handbag were swept away when she found Ken waiting for her by her locker.

‘Ken, are you OK? What happened?’

Ken looked totally wiped out. He tried to smile but it came out looking more like a grimace.

‘I’ve been in the office all day, waiting to get a note for my absence.’ He sighed. ‘I had to tell him, Amanda.’

‘Tell who what?’

‘Officer Fisher. I had to tell him about my gift.’

Amanda drew in her breath. ‘No. .’

‘He kept asking me all these questions. And I couldn’t come up with a story that would explain how I knew where the bomb was. I mean, what could I say? That I knew the guy who committed suicide and he told me what he was going to do? I didn’t even know the poor man’s name!’ He leaned against the wall and let out a deep sigh. ‘So I told him I talk to dead people.’

‘What did he say?’

‘He thought I was joking.’ Ken gave her a half-hearted smile. ‘You can’t blame him. He told me I would have to come up with a better story than that. And I ended up telling him everything.’ He clenched his fists, and he looked like he was in real pain. ‘Everything, Amanda. Not just about me.’

Now Amanda felt really sick. ‘You told him about our class? About all our gifts?’

‘Well, I didn’t go into details. But he knows we’re a bunch of freaks.’ He sighed. ‘Madame is going to kill me.’

‘But he actually believed in your gift?’ Amanda asked.

‘Yeah, I guess so. Weird, huh? And then he let me go. . but you should have seen the way he looked at me. Like I was some kind of alien.’ Suddenly he slammed his fist against the locker. ‘I hate this damned gift!’

Amanda had never seen him so upset. She touched his arm. ‘It’s OK, Ken. It won’t be for much longer. Tomorrow we’ll see Doctor Paley and get that laser thing. No more gifts. We’ll be normal.’

‘Shh,’ Ken whispered. Amanda turned to see Sarah coming towards them. She approached them tentatively, and when she spoke, her voice was barely audible.

‘That was a very brave thing you did, Ken,’ she said.

He looked at her in confusion.

‘I told the class how you located the bomb,’ Amanda explained.

‘Oh.’ Ken forced a smile. ‘I wouldn’t call it brave.’

‘Of course it was,’ Sarah said. ‘You revealed your gift so you could save people. I don’t know if I would have the guts to do something like that.’

‘Maybe you’ll never have to make the choice,’ Amanda said. ‘If you could lose your gift. .’ She looked at Ken with a question in her eyes. He shook his head slightly.

Sarah shrugged. ‘Well, I just wanted to say. . I admire you.’

‘Thanks, Sarah,’ Ken said, and the girl left them.

‘Why didn’t you want me to tell her about Doctor Paley?’ Amanda asked.

‘I don’t know,’ Ken said simply. ‘I guess, maybe because her gift is so powerful. And maybe she should hang on to it, because she could really save people.’

‘But if she doesn’t want to save people,’ Amanda began, and then clamped her mouth shut. Nina was there.

‘Who’s saving people?’ she chirped.

Amanda had to press her lips together to keep herself from yelling ‘none of your business’, but Ken actually smiled at Nina.

‘The X-Men,’ he said. ‘We were just talking about what it would be like to have super-powers. What do you think?’

‘Not a clue,’ Nina said blithely. ‘Anyone want to get an ice cream?’

Of course, she was looking at Ken when she asked the question, but Amanda answered.

‘No.’

To her surprise — and extreme annoyance — Ken said, ‘Sounds good.’

Amanda stared at them as they started towards the exit together. Then she hurried to catch up with them.

‘I’ve changed my mind,’ she announced.

She didn’t get it. Two minutes earlier, she and Ken had been having this intense, serious discussion. Now he was listening to Nina chatter about her day’s activities, and actually paying attention.

‘. . then Mr Jones called on me in history, and I hadn’t read the assignment, so I started coughing and he let me go out to get some water, but when I got back, he asked me about the reading again, and so I started coughing again, and then. .’

Ken seemed to be hanging on to every word. He kept his eyes on her, he nodded and made the right comments, like ‘no kidding’ and ‘wow’. Amanda couldn’t believe it. Here she and Ken had just experienced this incredible day, and now he was acting like Nina was telling him something exciting.

How many more ways could she feel sick that day? she wondered as she slid into the booth at the ice-cream place. Was it possible that Ken was really into Nina? She couldn’t bear this — she had to do something to turn him off her. And it dawned on her that she had the means to do this. She just had to come up with a reason to feel sorry for Nina. .

‘. . and if I don’t get at least a C in history,’ Nina prattled, ‘I’ll have to go to summer school, which means I won’t be able to go to the beach. .’

A summer without a tan. That was all it took.