EPILOGUE
A mournful rumbling shook the old Georgian deeply. The sound was like thunder, but last night’s storm was over, and the way Shirley rolled up on her knees with her jaws stretched open made it seem as if, somehow, it had come from her.
She panted, shivered, exhaled, and grinned giddily. The moonlight picked up a patina of ghostly sweat on her face that made her pale skin glisten. She blinked a few times and noticed how the others were staring. Then she began to sob.
“I told you it was horrible,” she said, collapsing forward. “That poor girl, trapped with that thing inside her.”
A nonplussed Anne rolled her eyes. “Please. That overprivileged brat got just what she deserved. She made it with a guy she barely knew without any protection. Like she didn’t know about the birds and the bees?” She rolled closer to the whimpering Shirley in a predatory fashion. “But the big question is why you got all Rainman to try to keep from telling it.”
Anne looked up and melodramatically scanned the ceiling, where flecks of fraying plaster jutted from darkness. “Hmm. No Christmas lights or angelic hordes. I’m guessing it wasn’t your story. Why the fuss?”
Shirley tried to slow her breathing. “When it first came to me, I didn’t know it wasn’t mine. I was…I was just afraid it might be, I guess.”
“Right,” Anne said. “But that’s never happened before. Did it hit too close to home? Were you maybe not a virgin when you died?”
Shirley looked nervously around. “No, I would never! I mean, I don’t know! That’s not fair! You know I don’t remember! None of us do!”
Her objections were loud, bringing Daphne and Mary out of the story’s haze.
“What are you on about now, Anne?” Daphne said, her brow twisted deeply in disapproval.
“You’ve no heart at all,” Mary chimed in. “Lindsay was in love. It was tragic.”
“Well, I did like her spirit, if not her taste in men,” Daphne said. “She was a fighter. Thought on her feet. Guess you can’t always help what the heart wants.”
“Yeah,” Anne said. “That’s why we have laws. And agreements. Things that people can stick to when it’s not in their selfish best interests. You know, like agreements about how games should be played?”
Daphne sighed loudly. “That again. How much longer are you going to drag our noses through it? We gave you your three tries and you lost. Now you’re taking it out on Shirley? Can’t you let anything go?”
Anne’s face wrinkled. “Maybe I just can’t stomach the way Shirleykins whines even when she wins. She’s the only one who’s never even been in the Red Room, right? What’s that about?”
“Can I help it if I’m sensitive?” Shirley shot back. Then she curled into a little ball and started fidgeting with her hair again.
Daphne rose, walked over, and patted Shirley’s shoulder. “The old dame probably just figures it’d drive her crazy permanently. She wants to keep us afraid and, well, Shirley’s already afraid.”
Shirley pulled out another strand of her hair and stared at it. “I know I’m a little jittery sometimes, but, really, I can’t help the way I am, even if I’m not sure who that is exactly. After all, what if it had been my story? What if I’m here because I committed suicide just to avoid giving birth to a monster?”
“Oh, please. Turn the drama volume down,” Anne said. “What if Mary was a serial killer or I was a nun?”
“Ha! That’d be the day,” Daphne said. “But all this talk’s got me thinking. Anyone ever wonder why we don’t remember?”
“The shock of passing, I always supposed,” Mary said wistfully. “Isn’t that final breath bad enough, no matter how gentle?”
“No way,” Anne said. “If that was it, this place would be full up. We’d have enough for a million spirit march.”
“Maybe it’s some trick of the Headmistress, a way she has to keep us all here,” Daphne said. “She could be that powerful, I imagine.” She rose and stretched.
“Or maybe our deaths really were particularly terrible,” Shirley added.
“Whatever. We don’t have a clue. Deal with it,” Anne said.
Daphne sighed. “Well, ladies, I hate to admit, but Anne was right when she said we were pushing our luck. Unless we want to risk discovery again, I’m thinking we should call it a night.” She turned and looked at the raven-haired girl. “Anne, let’s try to start over, okay? Since we skipped you last night, you hide the Clutch tonight. All right?”
“Fine,” Anne said. Just fine.
She sat on her knees, put her long thin arms out on the floor, and scooped all five bones toward her. Then she took the vermilion bag, the Clutch, loosened the top, and one by one placed the bones inside. Straightening, she tightened the cord and tied a loose knot in it.
“Well?” she said, looking at the others. “You three going to gawk at me all night? I thought the idea was that only one of us knows where the bones are, so that if the others get caught, they can’t tell what they don’t know.”
“Very well,” Mary said, rising. “But where shall we gather next?”
Shirley shrugged. “We haven’t been in the kitchen in a while. I like all the pots and pans, and there’s lots of exits and hiding places.”
“Whatever,” Anne said. “Such a little housewife.”
“The kitchen will be fine,” Mary said.
“Tomorrow night then, in the kitchen,” Daphne said, heading off. “Don’t be too long, Anne. The Headmistress will be up soon, and we wouldn’t want her to find you wandering where you’re not supposed to.”
“Chill,” Anne said, rising.
Mary’s eyes wandered to the red bag in Anne’s hand. It looked like a bloody wound against her black T-shirt.
“Anne,” Mary began.
“Yeah?”
“Nothing. Never mind. Until tomorrow eve,” she said, turning away.
With that, the three girls faded off into the cracks and corners, leaving Anne behind.
She smiled, looked around, then stuffed the bag beneath the loose floorboard she’d considered pushing the skull under with her toe. Satisfied that all the red cloth was covered by wood, she straightened her shirt and looked up and down the hall.
It was long and dark and seemed to go on forever. The moonlight was fading, leaving only the wavering dark.
“Mary?” Anne called in a quiet voice. “Daphne?”
There was no response. She looked up at the ceiling and eyed it wryly. “Shirleykins?”
Again, nothing.
They’d played without her and called her a monster, and they hadn’t even really apologized. Not that it would’ve made a difference.
I’ll show them who they’re messing with.
With a Mona Lisa half smile, Anne walked, not east toward the dormitory, where the Headmistress insisted they stay, but west to the staircase, where she climbed up and up, floor after floor, until she reached the sixth. Here was the wide hall, once elegant, now crumbling, that held the thick oak door to the Headmistress’s room. That was one advantage they held over her. They always knew where to find her, but at night, despite the fact that she seemed able to extend her presence anywhere in the orphanage, the Headmistress didn’t always seem certain where to find them.
Anne had one more story she wanted to tell tonight, and she didn’t need the bones to do it. She raised her hand and, after pausing a moment to allow the chill of fear to pass through her, knocked on the thick wood, once, twice.
After her third rap, the door creaked, vibrating slightly as it came free from the jam. There seemed to be no one opening it, though. A blast of cold, rank air hit Anne. She dizzied, then tried to steady herself as she took a step inside.
It seemed more forest than room. More swamp than forest. There were glimpses of rot and mold. Water dripped in thick streams from the edges of the hole in the ceiling, rolling over and apparently feeding some sort of thick green slime.
Fear rose along her spine like a living thing and swelled until it filled her completely. The more she became afraid, the more she noticed a fine mist hovering in the dark.
The droplets came together, and in moments the Headmistress appeared, her gown perfect and tight as always, her skin smooth as ice, her eyes dead.
Recognizing Anne, she did not seem amused.
“Well? Have you come back for more?”
Anne managed to swallow and shake her head. “No. I just wanted to tell you that I’m like really sorry.”
The creature before her twisted its head.
Is she buying?
“I mean, I know you’re just trying to take care of us, right? To…raise us properly? I mean, where we’d be without that, without you? Guess I forgot that.”
“Yes. I suppose you did,” the Headmistress said. Her lips, so thin and gray, twisted up at the corners. The net effect looked more like the twitch of a dying worm than a smile. Then the worm split long-ways in the center, showing a row of gray teeth. “But I’m so glad you remembered. Things don’t have to be so hostile between us, you know, as long as you obey the rules and show the proper respect. That’s what rules are for, after all. Was there anything else?”
Anne nodded. “Yeah, speaking of rules and respect. It’s the others. They’re…”
“Yes?”
“They’re planning to meet tomorrow night after curfew. And I know where.”
The split worm of a smile twisted wider. “Do you? Dear child, you look so tired. Let’s chat a moment before the day begins.”
Anne stepped deeper into the swamp of a room, gritting her teeth, clenching her hands, thinking, The Headmistress will get them all this time, even Shirley. And I’ll have the bones to myself.
TO BE CONTINUED