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Peter found spaceflight boring, just as he'd suspected he would. Like air travel, only longer and with less scenery.
Thank heaven Mother and Father had the good sense not to get all sentimental about the shuttle flight to the Ministry of Colonization. After all, it was the same space station that had been Battle School. They were going to set foot at last where precious little Ender had had his first triumphs-and, oh yes, killed a boy.
But there were no footprints here. Nothing to tell them what it was like for Ender to ride a shuttle to this place. They were not small children taken away from their homes. They were adults, and the fate of the world just might rest in their hands.
Come to think of it, that was like Ender, wasn't it.
The whole human race was united when Ender came here. The enemy was clear, the danger real, and Ender didn't even have to know what he was doing to win the war.
By comparison, Peter's task was much more difficult. It might seem simpler-find a really good assassin and kill Achilles.
But it wasn't that simple. First, Achilles, being an assassin and a user of assassins, would be ready for such a plot. Second, it wasn't enough to kill Achilles. He was not the army that conquered India and Indochina. He was not the government that ruled more than half the people of the world. Destroy Achilles, and you still have to roll back all the things he did.
It was like Hitler back in World War II. Without Hitler, Germany would never have had the nerve to conquer France and sweep to the gates of Moscow. But if Hitler had been assassinated just before the invasion of Russia, then in all likelihood the common language of the International Fleet would have been German. Because it was Hitler's mistakes, his weaknesses, his fears, his hatreds, that lost the back half of the war, just as it was his drive, his decisions, that won the front half.
Killing Achilles might do nothing more than guarantee a world governed by China.
Still, with him out of the way, Peter would face a rational enemy. And his own assets would not be so superstitiously terrified. The way Bean and Petra and Virlomi fled at the mere thought of Achilles coming to Ribeirao Preto... though of course in the long run they weren't wrong, still, it complicated things enormously that he kept having to work alone, unless you counted Mother and Father.
And since they were the only assets he had that he could rely on to serve his interests, he definitely counted them.
Counted them, but was angry at them all the same. He knew it was irrational, but the whole way up to MinCol, he kept coming back to the same seething memory of the way his parents had always judged him as a child and found him wanting, while Ender and Valentine could do no wrong. Being a fundamentally reasonable person, he took due notice of the fact that since Val and Ender left in a colony ship, his parents had been completely supportive of him. Had saved him more than once. He could not have asked any more from them even if they had actually loved him. They did their duty as parents, and more than their duty.
But it didn't erase the pain of those earlier years when everything he did seemed to be wrong, every natural instinct an offense against one of their versions of God or the other. Well, in all your judging, remember this-it was Ender who turned out to be Cain, wasn't it! And you always thought it was going to be me.
Stupid stupid stupid, Peter told himself Ender didn't kill his brother, Ender defended himself against his enemies. As I have done.
I have to get over this, he told himself again and again during the voyage.
I wish there were something to look at besides the stupid vids. Or Dad snoring. Or Mother looking at me now and then, sizing me up, and then winking. Does she have any idea how awful that is? How demeaning? To wink at me! What about smiling? What about looking at me with that dreamy fond expression she used to have for Val and Ender? Of course she liked them.
Stop it. Think about what you have to do, fool.
Think about what you have to write and publish, as Locke and as Demosthenes, to rouse the people in the free countries, to goad the governments of the nations ruled from above. There could be no business as usual, he couldn't allow that. But it was hard to keep the people's attention on a war in which no shots were being fired. A war that took place in a faraway land. What did they care, in Argentina, that the people of India had a government not of their choosing? Why should it matter to a light farmer tending his photovoltaic screens in the Kalahari Desert whether the people of Thailand were having dirt kicked in their faces?
China had no designs on Namibia or Argentina. The war was over, Why wouldn't people just shut up about it and go back to making money?
That was Peter's enemy. Not Achilles, ultimately. Not even China. It was the apathy of the rest of the world that played into their hands.
And here I am in space, no longer free to move about, far more dependent than I've ever been before. Because if Graff decides not to send me back to Earth, then I can't go. There's no alternative transport. He seems to be entirely on my side. But it's his former Battle School brats that have his true loyalty. He thinks he can use me as I thought I could use Achilles. I was wrong. But probably he is right.
After all the voyaging, it was so frustrating to be there and still have to wait while the shuttle did its little dance of lining up with the station dock. There was nothing to watch. They blanked the "windows" because it was too nauseating in zero-G to watch the Earth spin madly as the shuttle matched the rotation of the great wheel.
My career might already be over. I might already have earned whatever mention I'll have in history. I might already be nothing but a footnote in other people's biographies, a paragraph in the history books.
Really, at this point my best strategy for beefing up my reputation is probably to be assassinated in some colorful way.
But the way things are going, I'll probably die in some tragic airlock accident while doing a routine docking at the MinCol space station.
"Stop wallowing," said Mother.
He looked at her sharply. "I'm not," he said.
"Good," she said. "Be angry at me. That's better than feeling sorry for yourself."
He wanted to snap back angrily, but he realized the futility of denying what they all knew was true. He was depressed, definitely, and yet he still had to work. Like the day of his press conference when they dragged him out of bed. He didn't want a repeat of that humiliation. He'd do his work without having to have his parents prod him like some adolescent. And he wouldn't get snippy at them when they merely told him the truth.
So he smiled at her. "Come on, Mother, you know that if I were on fire, nobody would so much as pee on me to put it out."
"Be honest, son," said his father. "There are hundreds of thousands of people back on Earth who have only to be asked. And some dozens who would do it without waiting for an invitation, if they saw an opportunity."
"There are some good points about fame," Peter observed. "And those with empty bladders would probably chip in with a little spit."
"This is getting quite disgusting," said Mother
"You say that because it's your job to say it," said Peter.
"I'm underpaid, then," said Mother "Because it's nearly a fulltime position."
"Your role in life. So womanly. Men need civilizing, and you're just the one to do it."
"I'm obviously not very good at it."
At that moment the IF sergeant who was their flight steward came into the main cabin and told them it was time to go.
Because they docked at the center of the station, there was no gravity. They floated along, gripping handrails as the steward flipped their bags so they sailed through the airlock just under them. They were caught by a couple of orderlies who had obviously done this a hundred times, and were not the least bit impressed by having the Hegemon himself come to MinCol.
Though in all probability nobody knew who they were. They were traveling under false papers, of course, but Graff had undoubtedly let someone in the station know who they really were.
Probably not the orderlies, though.
Not until they were down one spoke of the wheel to a level where there was a definite floor to walk on did they meet anyone of real status in the station. A man in the grey suit that served MinCol as a uniform waited at the foot of the elevator, his hand outstretched. "Mr. and Mrs. Raymond," he said. "I'm Underminister Dimak. And this must be your son, Dick."
Peter smiled wanly at the faint humor in the pseudonym Graff had arbitrarily assigned to him.
"Please tell me that you know who we really are so we don't have to keep up this charade," said Peter.
"I know," said Dimak softly, "but nobody else on this station does, and I'd like to keep it that way for now.
"Graff isn't here?"
"The Minister of Colonization is returning from his inspection of the outfitting of the newest colony ship. We're two weeks away from first leg on that one, and starting next week you won't believe the traffic that'll come through here, sixteen shuttles a day, and that's just for the colonists. The freighters go directly to the dry dock."
"Is there," said Father innocently, "a wet dock?"
Dimak grinned. "Nautical terminology dies hard."
Dimak led them along a corridor to a down tube. They slid down the pole after him. The gravity wasn't so intense yet as to make this a problem, even for Peter's parents, who were, after all, in their forties. He helped them step out of the shaft into a lower-and therefore "heavier"-corridor.
There were old-fashioned directional stripes along the walls. "Your palm prints have already been keyed," said Dimak. "Just touch here, and it will lead you to your room."
"This is left over from the old days, isn't it?" said Father "Though I don't imagine you were here when this was still-"
"But I was here," said Dimak. "I was mother to groups of new kids. Not your son, I'm afraid. But an acquaintance of yours, I believe."
Peter did not want to put himself in the pathetic position of naming off Battle School graduates he knew. Mother had no such qualms.
"Petra?" she said. "Suriyawong?"
Dimak leaned in close, so his voice would not have to be pitched loud enough that it might be overheard. "Bean," he said.
"He must have been a remarkable boy," said Mother.
"Looked like a three-year-old when he got here," said Dimak. "Nobody could believe he was old enough for this place."
"He doesn't look like that now," said Peter dryly.
"No, I ... I know about his condition. It's not public knowledge, but Colonel Graff-the minister, I mean-he knows that I still care what happens to-well, to all my kids, of course-but this one was ... I imagine your son's first trainer felt much the same way about him."
"I hope so," said Mother.
The sentimentality was getting so sweet Peter wanted to brush his teeth. He palmed the pad by the entrance and three strips lit up. "Green green brown," said Dimak. "But soon you won't be needing this. It's not as if there's miles of open country here to get lost in. The stripe system always assumes that you want to go back to your room, except when you touch the pad just outside the door of your room, and then it thinks you want to go to the bathroom-none inside the rooms, I'm afraid, it wasn't built that way. But if you want to go to the mess hall, just slap the pad twice and it'll know."
He showed them to their quarters, which consisted of a single long room with bunks in rows along both sides of a narrow aisle. "I'm afraid you'll have company for the week we're loading up the ship, but nobody'll be here very long, and then you'll have the place to yourself for three more weeks."
"You're doing a launch a month?" said Peter "How, exactly, are you funding a pace like that?"
Dimak looked at him blankly. "I don't actually know," he said.
Peter leaned in close and imitated the voice Dimak used for secrets. "I'm the Hegemon," he said. "Officially, your boss works for me.
Dimak whispered back, "You save the world, we'll finance the colony program."
"I could have used a little more money for my operations, I can tell you," said Peter.
"Every Hegemon feels that way," said Dimak. "Which is why our funding doesn't come through you."
Peter laughed. "Smart move. If you think the colonization program is very very important."
"It's the future of the human race, said Dimak simply. "The Buggers-pardon me, the Formics-had the right idea. Spread out as far as you can, so you can't be wiped out in a single disastrous war. Not that it saved them, but... we aren't hive creatures."
"Aren't we?" said Father.
"Well, if we are, then who's the queen?" asked Dimak.
"In this place," said Father, "I suspect it's Graff."
"And we're all just his little arms and legs?"
"And mouths and... well, yes, of course. A little more independent and a little less obedient than the individual Formics, of course, but that's how a species comes to dominate a world the way we did, and they did. Because you know how to get a large number of individuals to give up their personal will and subject themselves to a group mind."
"So this is philosophy we're doing here," said Dimak.
"Or very cutting-edge science," said Father "The behavior of humars in groups. Degrees of allegiance. I think about it a lot."
"How interesting."
"I see that you're not interested at all," said Father. "And that I'm now in your book as an eccentric who brings up his theories. But I never do, actually. I don't know why I did just now. I just... it's the first time I've been in Graff's house, so to speak. And meeting you was very much like visiting with him."
"I'm... flattered," said Dimak.
"John Paul," said Mother, "I do believe you're making Mr Dimak uncomfortable."
"When people feel great allegiance to their community, they start to take on the mannerisms as well as the morals of their leader," said Father, refusing to give up.
"If their leader has a personality," said Peter
"How do you get to be a leader without one?" asked Father.
"Ask Achilles," said Peter "He's the opposite. He takes on the mannerisms of the people he wants to have follow him."
"I don't remember that one," said Dimak. "He was only here a few days before he-before we discovered he had a track record of murder back on Earth."
"Someday you have to tell me how Bean got him to confess. He won't tell."
"If he won't tell, neither will I," said Dimak.
"How loyal," said Father.
"Not really," said Dimak. "I just don't know myself. I know it had something to do with a ventilation shaft."
"That confession," said Peter "The recordings wouldn't still be here, would they?"
"No, they wouldn't," said Dimak. "And even if they were, they're part of a sealed juvenile record."
"Of a mass murderer"
"We only notice laws when they act against our interest," said Dimak.
"See?" said Father. "We've traded philosophies."
"Like tribesmen swapping at a potlatch," said Dimak. "If you don't mind, I'd like to have you talk with Security Chief Uphanad before dinner"
"What about?"
"The colonists aren't a problem-they have a one-way flow and they can't easily communicate planetside. But you're probably going to be recognized here. And even if you're not, it's hard to maintain a false story for long."
"Then let's not have a false story," said Peter.
"No. let's have a really good one," said Mother.
"Let's just not talk to anybody," said Father.
"Those are precisely the issues that Major Uphanad wants to discuss with you."
Once Dimak had left, they chose bunks at the back of the long room. Peter took a top bunk, of course, but while he was unloading his bags into the locker in the wall behind the bunk, Father discovered that each set of six bunks-three on each side-could be separated from the others by a privacy curtain.
"It has to be a retrofit," said Father. "I can't believe they would let the kids seal themselves off from each other."
"How soundproof is this material?" asked Mother.
Father pulled it around in a circular motion, so it irised shut with him on the other side. They heard nothing from him. Then he dilated it open.
"Well?" he asked.
"Pretty effective sound barrier," said Mother.
"You did try to talk to us, didn't you?" asked Peter.
"No, I was listening for you," said Father.
"Well we were listening for you, John Paul," said Mother.
"No, I spoke. I didn't shout, but you couldn't hear me, right?"
"Peter," said Mother, "you just got moved to the next compartment over."
"That won't work when the colonists come through."
"You can come back and sleep in Mommy's and Daddy's room when the visitors come," said Mother.
"You'll have to walk through my room in order to get to the bathroom," said Peter.
"That's right," said Father. "I know you're Hegemon and should have the best room, but then, we're not likely to walk in on you making love."
"Don't count on it," said Peter sourly.
"We'll open the door just a little and say 'knock knock' before we come through," said Mother. "It'll give you time to smuggle your best pal out of sight."
It made him faintly nauseated to be having this discussion with his parents. "You two are so cute. I'm really glad to change rooms here, believe me."
It was good to have solitude, once the door was closed, even if the price of it was moving all his stuff out of the locker he had just loaded and putting it in a locker in the next section. Now he got a lower bunk, for one thing. And for another thing, he didn't have to put up with listening to his parents try to cheer him up.
He had to have thinking time.
So of course he promptly fell asleep.
Dimak woke him by speaking to him over the intercom. "Mr. Raymond, are you there?"
It took Peter a split second to remember that he was supposed to be Dick Raymond. "Yes. Unless you want my father."
"Already spoke to him," said Dimak. "I've keyed the guidebars to lead you to the security department."
It was on the top level, with the lowest gravity-which made sense, because if security action were required, officers dispersing from the main office would have a downhill trip to wherever they were going.
When they stepped inside the office, Major Uphanad was there to greet them. He offered his hand to all of them.
"Are you from India?" asked Mother, "or Pakistan?"
"India," said Uphanad, not breaking his smile at all.
"I'm so sorry for your country, said Mother.
"I haven't been back there since-in a long time."
"I hope your family is faring welt under the Chinese occupation."
"Thank you for your concern," said Uphanad, in a tone of voice that made it clear this topic was finished.
He offered them chairs and sat down himself-behind his desk, taking full advantage of his official position. Peter resented it a little, since he had spent a good while now as the man who was always in the dominant place. He might not have had much actual power, as Hegemon, but protocol always gave him the highest place.
But he was not supposed to be known here. So he could hardly be treated differently from any civilian visitor.
"I know that you are particular guests of the Minister," said Uphanad, "and that you wish your privacy to be undisturbed. What we need to discuss is the boundary of your privacy. Are your faces likely to be recognized?"
"Possibly," said Peter. "Especially his." He pointed to his father. This was a lie, of course, and probably futile, but.
"Ah," said Uphanad. "And I assume your real names would be recognized."
"Likely," said Father.
"Certainly," said Mother, as if she were proud of the fact and rather miffed that he had cast any doubt on it at all.
"So... should meals be brought to you? Do we need to clear the corridors when you go to the bathroom?"
Sounded like a nightmare to Peter.
"Major Uphanad, we don't want to advertise our presence here, but I'm sure your staff can be trusted to be discreet."
"On the contrary," said Uphanad. "Discreet people make it a point not to take the staff's loyalty for granted."
"Including yours?" asked Mother sweetly.
"Since you have already lied to me repeatedly," said Uphanad. "I think it safe to say that you are taking no one's loyalty for granted."
"Nevertheless," said Peter, "I'm not going to stay cooped up in that tube. I'd like to be able to use your library-I'm assuming you have one-and we can take our meals in the mess hall and use the toilet without inconveniencing others."
"There, you see?" said Uphanad. "You are simply not security minded."
"We can't live here as prisoners," said Peter.
"He didn't mean that," said Father. "He was talking about the way you simply announced the decision for the three of us. So much for me being the one most likely to be recognized."
Uphanad smiled. "The recognition problem is a real one," he said. "I knew you at once, from the vids, Mr Hegemon."
Peter sighed and leaned back.
"Your face is not as recognizable as if you were an actual politician," said Uphanad. "They thrive on putting their faces before the public. Your career began, if I remember correctly, in anonymity."
"But I've been on the vids," said Peter.
"Listen," said Uphanad. "Few on our staff even watch the vids. I happen to be a news addict, but most people here have rather cut their ties with the gossip of Earth. I think your best way to remain under cover here is to behave as if you had nothing to hide. Be a bit standoffish-don't get into conversations with people that lead to mutual explanations of what you do and who you are, for instance. But if you're cheerful and don't act mysterious, you should be fine. People won't expect to see the Hegemon living with his parents in one of the bunk rooms here." Uphanad grinned. "It will be our little secret, the six of us."
Peter did the count. Him, his parents, Uphanad, Dimak. and... oh, Graff, of course.
"I think there will be no assassination attempt here," said Uphanad, "because there are very few weapons on board, all are kept under lock and key, and everybody coming up here is scanned for weaponry. So I suggest you not attempt to carry sidearms. You are trained in hand-to-hand combat?"
"No," said Peter.
"There is a gym on the bottom level, very well equipped. And not just with childsize devices, either. The adults also need to stay fit. You should use the facility to maintain your bone mass, and so forth, but also we can arrange martial arts classes for you, if you're interested."
"I'm not interested," said Peter. "But it sounds like a good idea."
"Anyone they send against us, though," said Mother, "will be very much better trained in it than we will."
"Perhaps so, perhaps not," said Uphanad. "If your enemies attempt to get to you here, they will have to rely on someone they can get through our screening. People who seem particularly athletic are subjected to special scrutiny. We are, you see, paranoid about one of the anti-colonization groups getting someone up here just to perform an act of sabotage or terrorism."
"Or assassination."
"You see?" said Uphanad. "But I assure you I and my staff are very thorough. We never leave anything unchecked."
"In other words, you knew who we were before we walked in the door."
"Before your shuttle took off, actually," said Uphanad. "Or at least I had a fairly good guess."
They said their good-byes, then settled into the routine of life in a space station.
Day and night were kept on Greenwich time, for no particular reason but that it was at zero longitude and they had to pick some time. Peter found that his parents were not so awfully intrusive as he had feared, and he was relieved that he could not hear their lovemaking or their conversations about him through the divider
What he did, mostly, was go to the library and write.
Essays, of course, on everything, for every conceivable forum. There were plenty of publications that were happy to have pieces from Locke or Demosthenes, especially now that everyone knew these identities belonged to the Hegemon. With most serious work appearing first on the nets, there was no way to target particular audiences. But he still talked about subjects that would have particular interest in various regions.
The aim of everything he wrote was to fan the flames of suspicion of China and Chinese ambitions. As Demosthenes, he wrote quite directly about the danger of allowing the conquest of India and Indochina to stand, with a lot of who's-next rhetoric. Of course he couldn't stoop to any serious rabble-rousing, because every word he said would be held against the Hegemon.
Life was so much easier when he was anonymous on the nets.
As Locke, however, he wrote statesmanlike, impartial essays about problems that different nations and regions were facing. "Locke" almost never wrote against China directly, but rather took it for granted that there would be another invasion, and that longterm investments in probable target countries might be unwise, that sort of thing.
It was hard work, because every essay had to be made interesting, original, important, or no one would pay attention to it. He had to make sure he never sounded like someone riding a hobby horse- rather the way Father had sounded when he started spouting off about his theories of group loyalty and character to Dimak. Though, to be fair, he'd never heard Father do that before, it still gave him pause and made him realize how easily Locke and Demosthenes-and therefore Peter Wiggin himself-could become at first an irritant, at last a laughingstock.
Father called this process stassenization and made various suggestions for essay topics, some of which Peter used. As to what Father and Mother did with their days, when they weren't reading his essays and commenting on them, catching errors, that sort of thing-well, Peter had no idea.
Maybe Mother had found somebody's room to clean.
Graff stopped in for a brief visit on their first morning there, but then was off again-returned to Earth, in fact, on the shuttle that had brought them. He did not return for three weeks, by which time Peter had written nearly forty essays, all of which had been published in various places. Most of them were Locke's essays. And, as usual, most of the attention went to Demosthenes.
When Graff returned, he invited them to dine with him in the Minister's quarters, and they had a convivial dinner during which nothing important was discussed. Whenever the subject seemed to be turning to a matter of real moment, Graff would interrupt with the pouring of water or a joke of some kind-only rarely the funny kind.
This puzzled Peter, because surely Graff could count on his own quarters being secure. But apparently not, because after dinner he invited them on a walk, leading them quickly out of the regular corridors and into some of the service passages. They were lost almost at once, and when Graff finally opened a door and took them onto a wide ledge overlooking a ventilation shaft, they had lost all sense of direction except, of course, where "down" was.
The ventilation shaft led "down" ... a very long way.
"This is a place of some historical importance," said Graff. "Though few of us know it."
"Ah," said Father knowingly.
And because he had guessed it, Peter realized it should be guessable, and so he guessed. "Achilles was here," he said.
"This," said Graff, "is where Bean and his friends tricked Achilles. Achilles thought he was going to be able to kill Bean here, but instead Bean got him in chains, hanging in the shaft. He could have killed Achilles. His friends recommended it."
"Who were the friends?" asked Mother.
"He never told me, but that's not surprising-I never asked. I thought it would be wiser if there were never any kind of record, even inside my head, of which other children were there to witness Achilles's humiliation and helplessness."
"It wouldn't have mattered, if he had simply killed Achilles. There would have been no murders."
"But, you see," said Graff, "if Achilles had died, then I would have had to ask those names, and Bean could not have been allowed to remain in Battle School. We might have lost the war because of that, because Ender relied on Bean quite heavily."
"You let Ender stay after he killed a boy," said Peter.
"The boy died accidentally," said Graff, "as Ender defended himself."
"Defended himself because you left him alone," said Mother
"I've already faced trial on those charges, and I was acquitted."
"But you were asked to resign your commission," said Mother.
"But I was then given this much higher position as Minister of Colonization. Let's not quibble over the past. Bean got Achilles here, not to kill him, but to induce him to confess. He did confess, very convincingly, and because I heard him do it, I'm on his death list, too."
"Then why are you still alive?" asked Peter.
"Because, contrary to widespread belief, Achilles is not a genius and he makes mistakes. His reach is not infinite and his power can be blocked. He doesn't know everything. He doesn't have everything planned. I think half the time he's winging it, putting himself in the way of opportunity and seizing it when he sees it."
"If he's not a genius, then why does he Keep beating geniuses?" asked Peter.
"Because he does the unexpected," said Graff. "He doesn't actually do things remarkably well, he simply does things that no one thought he would do. He stays a jump ahead. And our finest minds were not even thinking about him when he brought off his most spectacular successes. They thought they were civilians again when he had them kidnapped. Bean wasn't trying to oppose Achilles's plans during the war, he was trying to find and rescue Petra. You see? I have Achilles's test scores. He's a champion suckup, and he's very smart or he wouldn't have got here. He knew how to ace a psych test, for instance, so that his violent tendencies remained hidden from us when we chose him to come in the last group we brought to Battle School. He's dangerous, in other words. But he's never had to face an opponent, not really. What the Formics faced, he's never had to face."
"So you're confident," said Peter.
"Not at all," said Graff. "But I'm hopeful."
"You brought us here just to show us this place?" said Father.
"Actually, no. I brought you here because I came up earlier in the day and swept it personally for eavesdropping devices. Plus, I installed a sound damper here, so that our voices are not carrying down the ventilation shaft."
"You think MinCol has been penetrated," said Peter
"I know it has," said Graff "Uphanad was doing his routine scan of the logs of outgoing messages, and he found an odd one that was sent within hours of your arrival here. The entire message consisted of the single word 'on'. Uphanad's routine scan, of course, is more thorough than most people's desperate search. He found this one simply by looking for anomalies in message length, language patterns, etc. To find codes, you see."
"And this was in code?" asked Father.
"Not a cipher, no. And impossible to decode for that reason. It could simply mean 'affirmative,' as in 'the mission is on.' It might be a foreign word-there are several dozen common languages in which 'on' has meaning by itself. It might be 'no' backward. You see the problem? What alerted Uphanad, besides its brevity, was the fact that it was sent within hours of your arrival-after your arrival-and both the sender and the receiver of the message were anonymous."
"How could the sender be anonymous from a secure militarydesigned facility?" asked Peter.
"Oh, it's quite simple, really," said Graff. "The sender used someone else's sign-on."
"Whose?"
"Uphanad was quite embarrassed when he showed me the printout of the message. Because as far as the computer was concerned, it was sent by Uphanad himself."
"Someone got the log-on of the head of security?" said Father.
"Humiliating, you may be sure," said Graff.
"You've fired him?" asked Mother
"That would not make us more secure, to lose the man who is our best defense against whatever operation that message triggered."
"So you think it is the English word 'on' and it means somebody is preparing to move against us."
"I think that's not unlikely. I think the message was sent in the clear. It's only undecipherable because we don't know what is 'on.'"
"And you've taken into account," said Mother, "the possibility that Uphanad actually sent this message himself, and is using the fact that he told you about it as cover for the fact that he's the perpetrator"
Graff looked at her a long time, blinked, and then smiled. "I was telling myself, 'suspect everybody,' but now I know what a truly suspicious person is."
Peter hadn't thought of it either But now it made perfect sense.
"Still, let's not leap to conclusions, either," said Graff. "The real sender of the message might have used Major Uphanad's sign-on precisely so that the chief of security would be our prime suspect."
"How long ago did he find this message?" asked Father
"A couple of days," said Graff. "I was already scheduled to come, so I stuck to my schedule."
"No warnings?"
"No," said Graff. "Any departure from routine would let the sender know his signal was discovered and perhaps interpreted. It would lead him to change his plans."
"So what do we do?" asked Peter.
"First," said Graff, "I apologize for thinking you'd be perfectly safe here. Apparently Achilles's reach-or perhaps China's-is longer than we thought."
"So do we go home?" asked Father
"Second," said Graff, "we can't do anything that would play into their hands. Going home right now, before the threat can be identified and neutralized, would expose you to greater danger Our betrayer could give another signal that would tell them when and where you were going to arrive on Earth. What your trajectory of descent is going to be. That sort of thing."
"Who would risk killing the Hegemon by downing a shuttle?" said Peter. "The world would be outraged, even the people who'd be happy to see me dead."
"Anything we do that changes our pattern would let the traitor know his signal was intercepted. It might rush the project, whatever it is, before we're ready. No, I'm sorry to say this, but... our best course of action is to wait."
"And what if we disagree?" said Peter.
"Then I'll send you home on the shuttle of your choosing, and pray for you all the way down."
"You'd let us go?"
"You're my guest," said Graff. "Not my prisoner"
"Then let's test it," said Peter "We're leaving on the next shuttle. The one that brought you-when it goes back, we'll be on it."
"Too soon," said Graff. "We have no time to prepare."
"And neither does he. I suggest," said Peter, "that you go to Uphanad and make sure he knows that he has to put a complete blanket of secrecy on our imminent departure. He's not even to tell Dimak."
"But if he's the one," said Mother, "then-"
"Then he can't send a signal," said Peter "Unless he can find a way to let the information slip out and become public knowledge on the station. That's why it's vital, Minister Graff, that you remain with him at all times after you tell him. So if it's him, he can't send the signal."
"But it's probably not him," said Graff, "and now you've let everybody know."
"But now we'll be watching for the outgoing message.
"Unless they simply kill you as you're boarding the shuttle."
"Then our worries will be over," said Peter. "But I think they won't kill us here, because this agent of theirs is too useful to them- or to Achilles, depending on whose man he is-for them to use him up completely on this operation."
Graff pondered this. "So we watch to see who might be sending the message-"
"And you have agents stationed at the landing point on Earth to see if they can spot a would-be assassin.
"I can do that," said Graff. "One tiny problem, though."
"What's that?" said Peter.
"You can't go."
"Why can't I?" said Peter
"Because your one-man propaganda campaign is working. The people who read your stuff have drifted more strongly into the antiChina camp. It's still a fairly slight movement, but it's real."
"I can write my essays there," said Peter.
"In danger of being killed at any moment," said Graff.
"That could happen here, too," said Peter
"Well-but you yourself said it was unlikely."
"Let's catch the mole who's working your station," said Peter, "and send him home. Meanwhile, we're heading for Earth. It's been great being here, Minister Graff. But we've got to go."
He looked at his mother and father
"Absolutely," said Father
"Do you think," said Mother, "that when we get back to Earth we can find a place with little tiny beds like these?" She clung more tightly to Father's arms. "It's made us so much closer as a family."