As people began leaving the court-room, Commander Carr hastily scribbled something on her data pad, then glanced over at Lieutenant Bashir. He frowned downward as he read the message, then spoke in a voice just loud enough for both Jen and Paul to hear. "Trial counsel wants me to know she asked the question about a relationship with another officer serving on Jen's ship purely on speculation. She had no information from anyone on whether such a relationship had actually existed."
Paul took a deep breath, trying to wash the lingering sense of numbness out of his body. "Did Carr have to tell you that?"
"No, she didn't. She has to ensure I have access to witnesses and evidence. She's not under any obligation to tell me this. She wanted you both to know that none of your confidants had betrayed you."
"Why did she have to ask that question?" Paul knew his voice sounded ragged, and struggled to get his voice under control. "For God's sake, why did she have to ask that question?"
Bashir looked away for a moment before answering. "Because Commander Carr believes in what she's doing."
Jen said nothing, staring straight ahead. She didn't try to look at Paul as she was escorted out again. Commander Herdez gave Paul a grim nod of farewell and joined those leaving.
He stood waiting while the court-room emptied, then spoke to Jen's lawyer again. "Lieutenant Bashir, there really wasn't anyone else, anything else, that'd support Jen?"
"No. Do you think I'd have used those two if there had been?" Bashir shook his head. "I shouldn't have used them anyway. They just made the defense look bad. I should've known Carr would do her homework on them"
"Are things as bad as I think they are?"
Bashir lowered his head, avoiding Paul's gaze. "Probably," he finally answered.
Paul was still staring at Bashir miserably when he became aware someone had come up. "Mom. Dad. I didn't know you were here today."
"Civilians usually get Saturdays off up here," his mother advised. "We were in the back. Let's go somewhere."
"I don't-"
"I'm sure you don't. Come on."
They sat in a small dining area, Paul staring at a bulkhead with an incongruous scene displayed of mountains and meadows and billowing white clouds. Finally his mother spoke again. "I wish there was something we could do."
Paul nodded. "I know. I wish there was something I could do."
His father shook his head. "I thought she did a good job on the witness stand, but she's really in a bind."
"The charges include murder?" his mother asked.
"Yes, Premeditated murder."
"That's a-"
"Death penalty offense. I know."
"What about character witnesses?"
"Captain Halis testified in favor of Jen's character! If they don't listen to Halis, why should they listen to anybody?"
"Is there anything else that can be done?"
Paul shook his head and picked at the food his mother had made him order. "No. Not now. Final arguments have been made. The members of the court will debate and discuss and vote, and when they're ready they'll announce the results."
"Monday morning?"
"If they're ready by then." He didn't say that he thought Carney had long since made up his mind and would push the others to reach a quick decision.
The conversation meandered for a while, Paul not really paying attention or trying to contribute. Finally his parents wished him goodbye and left to look up some old friends. He sat for a while longer, then called the brig to see when he could visit Jen. He couldn't. She'd be granted no more visitors until after the court-martial concluded.
Paul felt an odd sense of relief. He hadn't been looking forward to seeing her, even though he knew he had to if he could. What can I say? There are no words of comfort possible, and damn little words of encouragement I could legitimately offer. Jen might just start throwing verbal punches at me again. Could I blame her? But I can't even offer her that diversion.
He wandered down to Fogarty's and sat at a small corner table, nursing a drink. If it couldn't have been an accident, and Jen didn't do it, then how'd it happen? How'd she happen to survive by such a narrow margin, reaching safety just in time? Why didn't that after power coupling show any signs of trouble that we could point to in support of Jen's story?
Why do I keep circling back to the same points that the prosecution is using against Jen? Is there really no alternative here? Am I letting my love for Jen blind me to a very ugly reality? She's got a temper. She keeps a lot inside. Could she possibly…?
No. I have to hang on to that one certainty. There's nothing else left to hang on to.
As artificial afternoon began turning into artificial evening on the decks of Franklin, the number of people in the public areas started increasing. Paul knew many would recognize him, and that there was only place he could avoid them.
The first class petty officer standing the quarterdeck watch on the Michaelson saluted Paul aboard. "The captain was wondering if I'd seen you, Mr. Sinclair."
"Is he aboard now?"
"No, sir. The captain left about, oh, forty-five minutes ago."
Paul sought solitude in one of the few places he might find it, heading for Combat. But when he got there, he saw Chief Imari already in the compartment with someone else. He turned to go, but Imari had seen him. "Mr. Sinclair?"
"Yeah, Chief. I was just, uh, checking on the compartment."
"Sir, Senior Chief and I," Imari gestured toward Kowalski, who stood up so Paul could see him clearly, "were just talking about Lieutenant Shen. How's it look, sir, if you don't mind my asking?"
Paul came inside the compartment and shook his head slowly. "It doesn't look good. I don't know why, but it doesn't."
Kowalski frowned at Paul. "Sir, have they actually got evidence that Ms. Shen caused all that?"
"No. No, they don't. That's what's so frustrating."
"Then how…?"
Paul sat down, rubbing his forehead. "They had people, engineers, testify that it couldn't have been an accident."
Chief Imari looked skeptical. "How can you ever say something couldn't be an accident?"
"The equipment. They testified that the equipment couldn't fail that way."
"Even that new thing? Chief Meyer mentioned the Maury had some new thing installed."
"Yeah. Uh, SEERS. But the experts said that couldn't have done it because it was designed to prevent that kind of thing."
Senior Chief Kowalski snorted in derision. "I'm no snipe, Mr. Sinclair, but I never met a new piece of equipment that worked like it was designed to."
Imari nodded in agreement. "Right. Stuff's not that good."
Paul nodded as well, though wearily. "That's what I thought. But I've been over all the documentation on SEERS. There's nothing to indicate it might've been involved in what happened to the Maury. The experts said the thing was certified ready to install on the Maury. And on top of all the other safety features in an engineering system, they say they can absolutely rule out an accident like that."
Kowalski shrugged. "I never met an expert that knew as much as they thought they did, Mr. Sinclair."
Paul smiled bitterly. "I wish I could put you up there on the witness stand to refute Rear Admiral Hidalgo, Senior Chief."
"Well, sir, I'd do it, if'n I knew anything that could help. All I do know for sure is that nothing comes into the fleet working perfect. There's always problems to be worked out."
It was Paul's turn to shrug. "That's what I thought, Senior Chief. But according to the SEERS documentation nothing like that turned up." He saw Kowalski and Imari exchange a quick look. "What?"
Kowalski frowned at the deck. "Uh, nothing, sir."
"Come on, Senior Chief. If it can possibly help Ms. Shen…"
"I don't think so, sir. It's just… well… you've heard of gun-decking, I'm sure."
"Yeah. Cooking the books to make things look better than they are."
"Well, sir, just maybe this SEERS — Look, Mr. Sinclair. Sometimes folks decide something's so important they've gotta ignore the rules. And they tell other people to ignore the rules."
Paul nodded wearily. "I know, Senior Chief. I've heard about that kind of thing. But somebody would've written something, wouldn't they? And there's nothing."
Chief Imari snorted. "Maybe they left it out. Didn't give you the stuff about the problems."
I'd like to believe that. God, how I'd like to believe that. Paul grasped desperately at the thread of hope, even as he knew he couldn't accept it. Commander Carr told Lieutenant Bashir that he'd gotten everything on SEERS. She wouldn't lie about that. Total paradox. In order for this to be a conspiracy to blame Jen, Carr would have to be part of it, but Carr wouldn't be part of something like that. "I'm sorry, but the people we're dealing with, like the trial counsel, are honorable, or I'm no judge of character at all. They wouldn't do that. I know that as surely as I know Ms. Shen didn't sabotage the Maury."
The two senior enlisted looked at each silently for a moment, then Senior Chief Kowalski sighed. "Helluva thing, sir. What'll happen to her?"
"Ms. Shen?" Paul hadn't wanted to go there. Still didn't want to go there. "I don't know. If she's convicted, there's a… range of penalties."
Chief Imari and Senior Chief Kowalski fell silent again. Paul understood. What else can they say? He stood up and nodded to them. "Well, I need to get going." He left, wondering if the rest of his life would consist of people watching him and not knowing what to say.
"Hey, Sheriff."
"Mr. Sinclair." Sharpe blew out his cheeks in an exasperated gesture. "Nothing?"
"No. The members of the court are deliberating."
"Don't look good, does it?"
"No." Paul slumped against the nearest bulkhead. "I just don't get it. Okay, let's say it wasn't an accident. That means somebody else did it. Or knows who or what did it. And they're letting Jen take the blame."
Sharpe scratched his head. "I guess that's the only theory that fits right now, sir."
"But why? If it was some weird kind of suicide thing, why take so many of their shipmates with them? And how'd they manage it without being detected? Even the prosecution hasn't been able to explain how Jen supposedly blew up all the engineering stuff at once. They just say she's so good she could've figured out a way."
"Maybe the chief engineer did it, sir. And maybe he sent Ms. Jen to safety 'cause he liked her or something?"
Paul shook his head. "No. Lieutenant Bashir and I went over that. No evidence to support it at all. It's bizarre. We can't accuse a dead guy of doing it because there's no evidence but they can accuse a live person of doing it without any evidence except for the fact that she lived through it." Paul heard himself laughing in disbelief. "How's that for irony, Sheriff? If Jen'd died in the explosions, she wouldn't have to worry about being executed for causing them. But she lived so now maybe she'll die."
"Sir." Paul could see the worry on Sharpe's face. "Sir. You need some rest. You're worn out and strung out."
"I'm exhausted, Sheriff. Completely exhausted. You're a cop. Why can't we find the pieces that'll let us tie this whole mess up into one neat package?"
Sharpe visibly hesitated. "There's conspiracies, sir."
"That big? Involving people I know are decent human beings? Why would people on fleet staff, just to give one example, take part in such a conspiracy? Why wouldn't at least one of them tell the truth?"
"I don't know, sir."
"I can't put the package together because I can't find all the pieces. Why can't I find the pieces?"
Sharpe looked down for a moment, then unexpectedly smiled slightly. "I just remembered a time I couldn't put it together, either, sir. Drove me nuts."
"What happened?"
"Oh, we had a problem with some druggies running stuff through an area, and we also had a lot of burglaries and other thefts going on. We kept trying to tie the thefts to the druggies and kept running into blind alleys." Sharpe shook his head. "We finally figured out the druggies and the thieves were two separate gangs. Wasted a lot of time trying to make them one big problem, though."
Paul listened a moment longer, but Sharpe's story was done. Paul shrugged. "I don't see how that helps, Sheriff."
"Uh, no, I guess it doesn't. I just thought of it, is all."
"Yeah." Paul blinked as his vision fuzzed. "I'm so exhausted."
"Do you need help getting back to your stateroom, sir?"
"No. I can make it. Thanks, Sheriff."
He made it back, rolling into his bunk, thankful for a moment that he was so used to his surroundings by now that he automatically ducked low enough to avoid the tangle of cables, pipes and supports than ran along the overhead just above his bunk. Paul fell asleep almost instantly, his mind filled with absurd images of Commander Carr and the Fleet Commander jointly plotting to destroy ships.
He popped back awake several hours later, staring up at the overhead. Something had jolted his subconscious. What? Something somebody said. Something more than one person said.
Senior Chief Kowalski, saying he'd never known any new equipment to work as designed. Senior Chief's not an engineer, but he's been in the Navy forever. He probably helped Noah sweep up after the animals. But if there is some big problem with SEERS, or any problem with SEERS, the Navy has to know it, and that would mean people I know are honorable were lying in the most horrible way I can imagine.
Or would it? The thing Sharpe talked about. Two problems instead of one. Is that what I'm missing? I keep trying to tie it all together. Jen's being court-martialed because… because of some grand conspiracy that doesn't make sense because of the people who'd have to be involved. What if that's not the case? What if the people I think are honorable are being honorable? What if they don't have any reason to think they're wrong about stuff like SEERS? But maybe there is something wrong, anyway.
What did Colleen tell me the other night? Even a lie has to agree with what people expect if they're going to believe it. Something like that. Well, everybody who's looked at this SEERS data has said they're surprised at the lack of problems during development. They don't really believe it. They just can't find anything that proves it's wrong and none of the people going after Jen have credible reasons to hide stuff that'd prove there were problems. But maybe they're not hiding it because they don't know, either.
It wouldn't be a matter of the left hand and the right hand working together. Or even a right hand and a left hand at all. It'd be two separate things entirely. And Jen getting stuck between them purely by chance. And no one able to see it because we're all trying to make sense of one big picture that isn't one big picture, and trying to see a reason for something, Jen surviving, that didn't have any reason.
Paul sat up so abruptly he rapped his head against the overhead. Ow! Blast it! What time is it? Zero six thirty. How'd I miss reveille? Because it's Sunday. Who can I ask about SEERS on a Sunday? Who'd be able to answer questions about something new being built under contract?
Oh. Duh.
"Mom, I really need some help."
She blinked blearily back at him. "Why do kids always really need help early on Sunday morning?"
"I need you. Jen needs you."
"What about?"
"Contractor stuff. Have you heard of SEERS?"
"Yes. That engineering system thing. Big contract. I haven't worked it, though. Different corporate entity."
"I need to know…" Paul's voice trailed off. What do I need to know? "If somebody was trying to hide something about SEERS, what would they do?"
His mother blinked a couple of more times, her hands fumbling around outside of Paul's vision. "Coffee. I need coffee. Hide something? Hide what?"
"Uh, design features?"
"That's all protected. Industrial secrets and confidentiality. And then the Navy wanting to keep ship performance capabilities secret. None of it's going to be sitting out on any public site."
"What about problems?"
His mother had finally found a coffee container and drank half of it before answering. "What kind of problems?"
"I don't know. Reliability? Test results?"
"Hmmmm. What is it you're looking for exactly?"
"I'm looking for something no one's found yet."
"That helps a lot."
"Something no one would want to be found. I mean, suppose there were problems with SEERS and no one wanted anyone to know that. And they hid that evidence from the fleet and from the investigators and the evidence gatherers after what happened on the Maury."
"That's a real big 'suppose.' Do you have reason to believe that's what happened?"
"No. Just a hunch."
His mother looked to one side. "I'll get your father. There's people we can talk to. Places we know to look. But you understand we're bound by confidentiality agreements for our work with contractors."
"I don't know exactly what that means."
"It means there's limits on what we can do." She took a good look at him. "You look awful."
"Thanks, Mom."
"Get some breakfast. I'll see what we can do. How urgent is this?"
"Life and death."
Her eyebrows shot up, then she nodded. "I should've realized that without asking. Oh-kay. Get something to eat. I'll call back as soon as I can."
Paul tried to clean himself up, then went to grab a quick meal. Kris Denaldo, obviously coming off the quarterdeck watch, spotted him. "Paul! Is…" Her voice ran down as she saw his face. "What can I do?"
"How are you at miracles?"
She made a helpless gesture. "Not much." Coming closer, Kris put a hand on Paul's arm. "You know whatever I can do, I will."
"I know, but there doesn't seem to be anything."
"Ahem!" Lieutenant Isakov squeezed by them, favoring Paul and Kris with an arch look that implied volumes.
Kris pulled her hand away and Paul glared after Isakov as she entered the wardroom. "You can keep her away from me."
"Like I told you, she's a bit of a psycho, Paul."
"I'd already figured that out. Didn't you guys warn Randy Diego about her already?"
Kris shrugged. "Randy's been a pain and he never wants to listen."
"No, he doesn't, but letting her run him around… geez."
"Okay, okay. I take it you've already talked to Randy?"
"Yeah. He didn't want to hear it."
"What a shock. If he's determined to be Isakov's lapdog, there's not much we can do about it, Paul."
"I know." Paul looked upward. "But it's something I can make a difference at. I hope. It's nice to know there's something I can still say that about."
"You'll make a difference with Jen. There's nothing happening today?"
"No. Final arguments happened yesterday. Today's a day off but also a day for the members of the court to make up their minds. The court-martial reconvenes Monday morning."
"Do you think they'll have a decision then?"
"I'm afraid they will."
She nodded helplessly and Paul went back to the his stateroom, staring every once in a while at the outside phone connection while he pretended he was working on administrative tasks.
The phone finally rang. "Hi, Paul. Care to meet us for lunch?"
"Does that mean you found something, Mom?"
His mother made a slight shushing motion. "How's that place we ate at yesterday sound?"
"Fine."
"We'll see you as soon as you can get there, then."
His mother was drinking coffee again when Paul got to the restaurant. His father winked and gave him a thumbs up.
"Did you find something?"
His mother sighed, lowering her coffee cup. "Now, Paul, I told you we probably couldn't help because of confidentiality agreements."
"I…"
"But I did find that other thing."
He looked at her blankly. "What other thing?"
"You know." She slid an actual piece of paper toward Paul's father, who glanced at it, nodded, then slid it over to Paul.
Paul examined the paper. Blank on one side, the other held a long web site address hand printed on it. "Do you think-"
"I don't know. But, if there's anything like that, it should be there if it's anywhere. Various… indicators… point that way. Unfortunately, we couldn't get into it. You probably can't, either. But good luck."
"Thanks. I hope you don't mind if I eat and run." Paul folded the paper carefully and went in search of Sheriff Sharpe.
Half an hour later, Sharpe eyed Paul dubiously. "Sir, what are you suggesting doing with that?"
"Try to break in."
"No, sir. No way. I'm an officer of the law."
"Meaning?"
"You know what it means, sir." Sharpe pointed at the address Paul held. "I only get to conduct searches with a warrant. If I search without a warrant, any evidence I find gets thrown out."
"Oh, yeah." Paul looked at the address bitterly. So close. Maybe. But I can't get into a web site myself. My skills don't run that way.
Sharpe seemed angry. "I can't believe you'd suggest that, Mr. Sinclair. I can't believe you'd come to me knowing that only Warrant Officer Bob Rose might be able to break into a site like that and I couldn't possibly provide any assistance or involvement in the matter. Don't even ask me!"
"Okay, Sheriff. Sorry-"
"Don't even ask me if Rose's contact information is in the ship's data base. I don't want to tell you."
"Uh, okay-"
"And even if Rose could maybe try to break into that site because part of his job involves testing government-related sites for security flaws, I wouldn't tell you, sir! Not a word. I am not involved, sir. Is that clear?"
"Yeah, Sheriff."
"So don't talk to me about it. Don't say anything else. I'm an officer of the law. Just because someone like you or Bob Rose isn't an officer of the law and anything you find without a warrant would be admissible in court doesn't mean I would in any way suggest or sanction such a thing in a way that would taint it in the eyes of any court!"
"Right, Sheriff." Paul put away the paper. "What was I thinking?"
"About what, sir?"
"Uh… nothing. Excuse me. I've got to make a phone call. After I look up some contact information."
Warrant Officer Rose couldn't get away to meet Paul until early evening. He heard Paul out, looked at the site address, and seemed to be thinking about it all. Paul tried to look as earnest and convincing as he possibly could. "Can you try this for me, Warrant?"
Rose squinched up his face a bit. "It's a little shaky. I mean, yes, I'm supposed to check sites for security effectiveness, but this site isn't really anything I have any reason to go poking around in."
"I just need to see what's there."
Rose sighed. "Okay. Just hold on. Sit over there somewhere and let me work. If I do get access we might have only a very brief chance to look, so don't wander off."
"Yes, Warrant. I owe you big time for this."
"I haven't done anything, yet. Did Sharpe tell you I could help you?"
"Uh, no. Petty Officer Sharpe is an officer of the law. He couldn't even suggest such a thing to me."
"Good. Wouldn't want to break any rules." Rose wriggled his fingers over the keyboard. "Now, let's see what kind of defenses this place has."
Paul had to sit a fair ways back, out of Rose's line of sight, so as not to distract him, but that also left Paul unable to see what Rose was doing. He just had to wait, hearing occasional words or sounds from the Warrant which he strained to interpret.
He was actually dozing in and out sometime later when Rose's voice brought him fully alert. "We're in! Hurry!"
Paul scrambled over, peering at the display. "What is it?"
"Some kind of memo."
Paul scanned, his eyes skipping rapidly across the surface of the document and picking out a word here and there. He raised his gaze to the top again to actually read the document when the screen blanked. "What happened?"
Rose shrugged. "They kicked us out. Real nice security on that site. Did you see anything?"
"Yes. Did you?"
"A couple of things."
"Wh- Wait." Paul thought for a moment. "Could you write down anything you saw? I'll do the same and see if we saw the same sort of things."
"Good idea."
Paul hastily wrote down the scattered words he'd picked out. "Here's my list. I saw a name on the memo header. McNamara."
Rose nodded and pointed to his own writing. "I saw something like that. Sounds right."
"I saw SEERS in the subject line."
"Concur."
"And I saw the words 'further testing required.'"
"I just thought I saw 'testing required.' That's close enough."
"And 'failure.'"
"Not just 'failure.' I know I saw 'catastrophic' in there."
It was Paul's turn to nod. "I did, too." There were several other fragmentary phrases and words which didn't match on their lists. "But those are enough. Is there any chance you can get back into that site?"
"I doubt it. They're probably sealing the backdoor I just used. And they'll be watching for me."
"Then this'll have to do. Thanks, Warrant. If any lawyers call you, will you confirm this?"
"Navy lawyers, you mean."
"Right."
"Sure. Where are you going now?"
"To see a lawyer."
Lieutenant Bashir answered the door to his living quarters, listening skeptically. He examined Paul's list of words. "You're sure? I mean, this isn't definitive."
"Isn't there a way to get into the site and know for sure?"
"Yeah, with a court order. Do you have any idea how hard that'd be to come up with at this stage in the trial?"
"No, I don't."
Bashir actually laughed for a moment at Paul's reply. "You can't be more honest than that. Listen, Paul, there's only one way we've got a chance of getting a court order in time to make a difference. We need another lawyer to help us."
"Who?"
"Commander Carr."
Carr was at home, too, in casual clothing. Paul found himself noticing how nice her legs looked in shorts and jerked his eyes away guiltily.
Carr eyed them both, then invited Bashir and Paul in. "Sit down. What's this about? If it's a plea bargain at this late point, Ahmed, then Mr. Sinclair shouldn't be here."
"Not a plea bargain." Bashir gestured to Paul. "Explain the situation, please."
When Paul was done, Carr shook her head. "That's a very thin, reed. Some memo, maybe, at some web site you shouldn't have been accessing, with a few words which, if interpreted very liberally, might be worth looking at. Or maybe not."
"Ma'am." Paul pointed to his list of words. "It was a memo. I'm sure of that. I saw the subject line. And even though I didn't have time to read it in detail I did have time to skim it for an impression. And that impression was unquestionably that it was talking about unresolved problems with SEERS."
"As of when?"
"Sometime late last year. I didn't catch the exact date."
"How did you find this site?"
"Uh, I'd rather not disclose my sources."
Commander Carr looked away. "Can you at least tell me who this memo was addressed to?"
Paul nodded. "McNamara. Some guy named McNamara. I couldn't get his title in the time I had to read."
Carr's eyes locked back on Paul. "McNamara?"
"Yes. W. McNamara. I'm sure of it. I don't know what the W. stands for."
"William."
Lieutenant Bashir raised his eyebrows. "You know him, Commander?"
"I know of him." Commander Carr looked unhappy as she massaged her forehead with one hand. "Deputy Assistant Undersecretary of Defense for Acquisition and Development. I know that because his office provided the background material on the Maury 's new engineering equipment."
"But obviously that material didn't include any memos talking about catastrophic failures."
"No, it didn't. Not that I recall." Carr pulled out her data pad and typed rapidly. "Let's do a search of the evidence archive. Zero hits. Those words didn't appear in anything I saw, in any context." Carr leaned close to Paul, her eyes boring into his. "Paul, I know how badly you want Lieutenant Shen to be acquitted. I know how badly you want to find proof she didn't cause the disaster on the Maury. Are you willing to swear to me that you actually saw those words on a memo addressed to Undersecretary McNamara?"
Paul nodded, keeping his eyes on Commander Carr's. "Yes, ma'am. I don't pretend to know the entire contents of that memo, but I do know what I've told you."
"You're aware of the penalty for perjury?"
Bashir almost jumped up from his chair. "Commander! That's-"
Paul gestured him back. "It's okay. Yes, ma'am. I'm aware of it. I'm not lying. I'm not engaging in wishful thinking. I saw that much of the memo. I had independent confirmation those words were there."
"And who is this other source who can confirm that information?"
"A warrant officer, ma'am. Not a cop. Someone who works in computer support."
"How fortunate your warrant officer's not a cop." Carr leaned back again. "If it's true…" She stared grimly at nothing for a moment. "What do want to do, Lieutenant Bashir?"
"Reopen discovery. Get a court order to access that web site. A sealed order so we don't have to worry about the site being purged before we can get to it."
"Judge McMasters isn't going to take kindly to the idea of reopening discovery. We've had final arguments. The members of the court are working on their decisions."
"The judge'll agree to it if trial counsel supports the motion."
"I represent the government, not Ms. Shen."
Paul spread his hands, his face pleading. "You represent justice, ma'am. Don't you? If this evidence disproves the government's case-"
"That's a very big 'if' right now, Mr. Sinclair."
"You promised me if I found any evidence that might exonerate Jen that you'd give it a fair evaluation."
Commander Carr visibly winced. "Me and my big mouth. A lawyer should know better than to make promises. Paul, it's not my job to help exonerate Lieutenant Shen."
"Is it your job to convict someone by ignoring evidence which might prove her innocence?"
Carr's face reddened and hardened. "I don't like being accused of misconduct."
Paul dropped his gaze, took a quick breath, then looked back up at her. "My sincere apologies, ma'am. I didn't mean to imply misconduct. I know you wouldn't… I just… dammit, ma'am, I really admire you."
Her expression softened, though still plainly aggravated. "And you think I'm letting you down. Or letting down Lieutenant Shen."
"Lieutenant Shen is the most important thing in the world to me, ma'am."
"Oh, for…" Carr covered her eyes with one hand. "That's a low blow, Mr. Sinclair. Throwing young love at me. It doesn't conquer all, you know." She dropped her hand and gave Paul a rueful look. "But it does conquer my better legal judgment in this case. As far as moral judgment goes, I don't mind telling you I've hated every moment of this case. Sorry, Paul, I've seen it as necessary in light of the evidence. But I haven't enjoyed it. All right. We'll go to the judge and see what we can do."
"First thing in the morning?" Bashir asked, clearly elated.
"No. Right now. Stand by while I get back into uniform. We need to get the wheels turning on this, and authorization to crack that site, as soon as possible." They all stood, but Commander Carr leveled a finger at Paul. "Not you, young lover. This is for professionals. Go home. Or to your ship or whatever. And don't breath a word of this to Lieutenant Shen or anybody else. Not a word. If anything gets out prematurely it could cause the judge to rule against this and let Lieutenant Shen stand or fall on what defense she's been able to present thus far. Understand?"
"Yes, ma'am. Thank you, ma'am."
"Don't thank me. I'm also doing this for myself. I really don't want to convict an innocent person. Lawyers have souls, too."
"Or so it is rumored," Bashir murmured.
"As if you have room to talk. Let's go get Judge McMasters and probably get our ears pinned back. Remember, Sinclair, not a word."
"Yes, ma'am."
"And be prepared to find out this site doesn't hold anything that makes a difference. Or it might hold something that hurts Lieutenant Shen, if you missed a word like 'impossible' anywhere in there."
"Yes, ma'am." But it's not like I have a lot to lose at this point. Bashir gestured Paul out, giving him a confident thumbs-up as Paul left. Now all I have to is wander around until Monday morning, not talking to anybody about this, trying to get some sleep despite everything, trying to not think about it. What was that old Eskimo spell for changing rocks into gold? All you had to do was stare at the rocks for an entire day and never think of walrus.
In the morning, Paul tried to make it look as if he had indeed slept the night before, but his efforts didn't really convince even himself. I've looked better than this after a night of partying. He started for the courtroom, but almost immediately stopped as his data pad beeped urgently. High priority message. Let's see. Court proceedings postponed for twenty-four hours. Is that good or bad?
He dialed Lieutenant Bashir's number, but only got the answering machine. The official court number provided no elaboration on the brief message. Court would resume the next day. Assuming it wasn't rescheduled again.
Frustrated, Paul walked to Bashir's offices, but he was told the lieutenant was unavailable. Same for Commander Carr.
If only I knew whether this meant good news or bad news. Or just the postponement of the inevitable.
Judge McMasters looked around the courtroom. "This proceeding will come to order. I wish to apologize first to all concerned for the postponement of these proceedings. Matters came to my attention that had to be dealt with prior to the members of the court rendering a verdict."
Paul studied the faces of the members, but he saw nothing there but the same uninformed interest most of the rest of the people in the courtroom were displaying. Jen hadn't looked at Paul since she'd been brought in by her guards, sitting perfectly erect in the posture of someone awaiting the impact of bullets from a firing squad. Lieutenant Bashir hadn't looked at Paul, either, concentrating on something on his data pad and ignoring Paul's attempts to get his attention.
"At the request of both trial counsel and counsel for the defense, discovery in this case was reopened and a warrant issued to access a site believed to contain evidence pertaining to these proceedings which had not previously been disclosed. Lieutenant Bashir?"
Bashir rose. "Your Honor. The web site in question was accessed in the early morning hours yesterday. Based on initial review of the materiels therein, court proceedings were postponed twenty four hours to allow Commander Carr and myself to study the documents in detail and confirm their authenticity."
"It's my understanding that the documents were indeed authentic?"
"Yes, Your Honor."
Commander Carr, until now silent, rose briefly as well. "Trial counsel agrees that at this point in time the documents appear authentic, Your Honor."
Lieutenant Bashir walked out from behind the defense table, holding his data pad. "I would like the documents from that site to be entered into the official record of this proceeding."
McMasters eyed Carr again. "Trial counsel?"
"Trial counsel has no objection."
"Then it is so ordered."
Lieutenant Bashir turned to face toward the members of the court. "If I may, I'd like to ensure the members understand a critical point regarding evidence in a criminal proceeding. All evidence that is 'reasonably available' must be shared with the defendant in order to ensure an effective defense against any charges. That standard is set by the Uniform Code of Military Justice. Failure to provide the defendant with evidence which would serve to rebut criminal charges is a very serious matter."
McMasters looked from Bashir to Carr. "I assume this means the documents uncovered do indeed pertain to the issues before this proceeding?"
"Yes, Your Honor," Bashir replied. "They most certainly do. The site contained a number of memorandums, some with attachments, written over the course of the past year by individuals dealing with the office of the Assistant Undersecretary of Defense for Acquisition and Development. All dealt with the status of the Ship's Efficiency Engineering Regulatory Systems, or SEERS. As previously established during this proceeding, SEERS is the new equipment which was installed on the USS Maury prior to her last underway period."
Bashir raised the data pad, no longer looking at it himself. "All of those memorandums were warnings from personnel involved in the development and testing of SEERS. Warnings that the system had not successfully passed all of its tests. Warnings that, contrary to the information presented during this trial, SEERS itself posed a threat of causing serious damage to a ship. Warnings to those responsible for overseeing the program that it was not ready to be installed on ships such as the Maury."
He lowered the data pad so he could read from it. "I'd like to quote from one memorandum in particular. Quote. Though designed to compensate for system-wide power fluctuations by dampening feedback cycles, test results show a real possibility that SEERS may enter its own rapid destructive feedback loop. Since SEERS controls all," Bashir stopped speaking and looked around. "I'd like to emphasize that. Quote. Since SEERS controls all safety interlocks in a system in order to regulate power loads effectively, this creates a situation in which SEERS could very rapidly mismanage power loads and with little or no warning cause near simultaneous-." Bashir paused again, and looked around before resuming speaking. "Near simultaneous destructive failure of multiple engineering components. Unquote."
Paul realized he was smiling like an idiot but couldn't stop. At the member's table, the officers were staring at Bashir with mingled expressions of astonishment and disbelief.
"Let me cite one other sentence a few lines down," Bashir continued. "Quote. Tests indicate the only warning that these power fluctuations will soon reach uncontrollable levels is likely to be when remote elements of the system grid begin reporting widely varying power load states at short intervals. Unquote." Bashir gazed at the trial counsel's table. "May I stipulate for the record that the after power coupling on the USS Maury is a remote element in its engineering system?"
Carr said nothing, but Captain Carney leaned forward. "What would be the basis for stating that?"
"The engineering systems manual for the Maury, Captain."
"Oh." Carney sat back again.
Judge McMasters, his face looking angrier with every word Bashir spoke, nodded. "Let the record show the after power coupling on the USS Maury is a remote element of its engineering system."
Lieutenant Bashir pointed at Jen, whose own expression could only be described as stunned. "The essential basis for the charges against Lieutenant Shen is that there was no other possible explanation for what happened to the engineering system on the USS Maury. No possible way the system could have accidentally suffered from near-simultaneous catastrophic overloads of its equipment. But that is not true. The documents just now uncovered reveal beyond a shadow of a doubt that SEERS could cause such an accident. And that this was known to some officials in the government via official correspondence warning that SEERS was not ready to install on ships of the United States Navy. Further, in gross violation of the rules of evidence, these documents were not provided to Lieutenant Shen to aid in her defense."
Bashir turned toward Judge McMasters. "Your Honor, in light of the facts I have just described, the defense moves that all charges against Lieutenant Shen be dismissed."
The judge's jaw moved back and forth for a few moments before he answered Bashir. McMaster's eyes were angry slits as he nailed Commander Carr with his gaze.
"Commander Carr. Was the government aware of the existence of these documents prior to this?"
She stood and faced him, standing at attention. "No, Your Honor." To Paul's surprise, Carr's own voice seemed on the verge of shaking with anger. "They were not revealed to me, to my office, or to the best of my knowledge to my immediate superiors."
"Are you aware of how serious this transgression is?"
"I am fully aware of it, Your Honor. I assure you, I intend finding out why this evidence was withheld."
"Oh, I'll help you with that, Commander." McMaster's face wasn't a pretty sight. "Somebody's going to get nailed for this. If it were not for the high respect which your reputation commands I'd be sanctioning you for contempt right now. But I believe your assertion. Defense counsel has moved that all charges against Lieutenant Shen be dismissed. I want to know what you have to say about that."
Carr's face reddened. "If I may have a few hours to consult-"
" Now, Commander. The government has had more than adequate time to compile this case. If trial counsel wishes to register an objection, I want it now."
Carr looked downward. Paul couldn't read her expression but he could tell her body was rigid. Then Carr slowly raised her head to look back at the judge. "Trial counsel has no objection."
"Let me be certain what the record reflects, Commander. Is trial counsel agreeing these charges were brought in error?"
Commander Carr looked directly at Jen. "Your Honor, I did not personally bring these charges, but had trial counsel been aware of these documents, I would have refused to prosecute this case."
The court room erupted in a whispers and murmurs. The bailiff and Judge McMasters glared around with sufficient menace to quiet the noise almost as soon as it began. The judge raised his gavel. "Then it is the judgment of this court that all charges against Lieutenant Junior Grade Jenevieve Diana Shen are dismissed with prejudice, such judgment to take effect immediately." McMasters pointed a rigid index finger at the masters-at-arms standing at the back of the courtroom. "The court further directs that Lieutenant Junior Grade Shen be released from custody immediately. This proceeding is closed. Trial counsel, I want to see you in my chambers in fifteen minutes."
McMasters left so quickly the bailiff barely had time to bring the people in the courtroom to their feet. The room erupted into a buzz of conversation, the neat lines of spectators dissolving into small clumps excitedly discussing what had just happened.
Jen seemed to be in shock, staring at Lieutenant Bashir, who was laughing quietly. Paul pushed forward. "What exactly does this mean? I can't remember what 'dismissed with prejudice' means but it sounds bad."
"Bad? Hell, no. Not for us." Bashir sobered enough to smile widely at Jen and Paul. "It means the government can't charge Ms. Shen with those offenses again. Ever."
"But she couldn't be tried twice for the same offense anyway."
"Uh-uh." Bashir shook his head. "This trial was never finished. Unless a verdict had been rendered, technically Jen wouldn't have been tried before. They could've brought the same charges later. I know that sounds screwy, so just accept that the judge's ruling means Jen is free and clear of this nightmare for this point forward."
The masters-at-arms who'd escorted Jen into court that morning appeared, looking ill at ease. One bent to remove the ankle restraint on Jen while the other looked into another corner of the courtroom. Jen glared at both until the first had finished removing her bond. "Get away from me," she ground out between clenched teeth.
Paul remembered what Sharpe had told him. There's things guards can do to prisoners. He stepped forward, commanding the attention of both of the masters-at-arms. "Remember this. They're not always guilty."
The guards exchanged glances, then the senior one answered without visible emotion. "Yes, sir."
Jen turned away so she couldn't see the guards. "Get out of here."
Another exchange of glances, then the guards walked toward the door of the courtroom.
Jen started to say something else, but her face went pale. Paul turned and saw Commander Carr standing close by, her own expression tightly controlled. Carr took a long breath before speaking. "Lieutenant Shen, I wish to offer my strongest and most sincere apologies for what you went through. I want to assure you that I would never have proceeded with this case had I known vital evidence had been withheld from me and from you. I will find out who was responsible and do everything I can to bring them to account."
Jen stared back at her, saying nothing.
"I wouldn't blame you if you refused to accept my apology for what could've been a gross miscarriage of justice. But I do want to ensure you know that duty or not I would not have done this knowingly, and that this man of yours," she pointed at Paul, "deserves every credit for this outcome." Jen nodded. Commander Carr waited a moment longer, watching Jen's unyielding face, then smiled tightly. "For what it's worth, I don't know that I'd accept an apology myself if our situations were reversed."
Paul watched Jen, trying to will her to respond graciously before Carr turned away. C'mon, Jen. She did the right thing when the chips were down.
Jen's expression didn't change, but she slowly nodded again. Then she extended her hand. Carr eyed it with surprise, then reached to shake it. However, when Commander Carr's hand was just about to grasp hers, Jen yanked her own up and back, grinning fiercely. "Psych. Ma'am."
Carr returned the grin and the fierceness. "Want to try again, Ms. Shen?"
"Sure. If you do." This time the two women shook hands.
Paul looked from Jen to Commander Carr and mentally shook his head. He could see their hands quivering from the pressure they were exerting. He couldn't tell if they were also digging their nails into each other's hands as they shook, but he wouldn't have been surprised. Man, if you ever locked those two into a room together they'd either kill each other or come out as fast friends.
The two women broke their grip. Commander Carr took a step back. "Thank you, too, Paul, for uncovering that withheld evidence." Jen's eyes widened and she stared at Paul. "You didn't hear that, yet, Lieutenant Shen? Yes. At almost literally the last minute, your lover here found that site full of materiel I never saw, and talked your lawyer and I into getting the court to force it open. I'd hang on to him if I was you." Carr inclined her head toward the back of the courtroom. "I have to leave for a command performance with Judge McMasters. Good luck, Ms. Shen."
Jen massaged her hand as she watched Carr walk away. "She works out."
Paul nodded. "She's got a chin-up bar installed in her office."
"I could tell. I need to get one, too." She looked over at Bashir. "Thanks, Lieutenant. Now what?"
He waved toward the courtroom door, smiling broadly. "You're free. Charges are dropped. You can go anywhere and do anything you damn well please."
"Does that mean I report back to the Maury?"
Bashir looked surprised, then nodded. "Well, yes."
"Just like I've been on temporary duty and am checking back in, huh? 'Hi, guys. I'm back.' 'So, Jen, how was the brig?' 'It sucked.' 'Really?'" Jen shook her head and looked at Paul. "I can't believe I'm already joking about this."
"It's a coping mechanism."
"You've been talking to that chaplain, haven't you?" Jen grinned and raised her arms. "I'm free. Damn it feels good. C'mon, Paul, let's take a walk, just you and me and no guards or surveillance systems. Thanks, Lieutenant Bashir."
"Hey, it's my job." Bashir smiled even wider. "I beat Alex Carr! I've got to tell everybody at the office. Excuse me!" He rushed off.
Jen took a few tentative steps toward the door, then paused as someone else approached. Lieutenant Kalin's face reflected distress. "Lieutenant Shen, I wanted to apologize."
"You, too?" Jen managed another smile.
"I'm sorry? I just mean… we would've voted to convict. I know we would've. There just…" Kalin gestured helplessly. "I would've done the very best I could and I still would've done the wrong thing and I'm so very sorry I came so close to doing that."
Paul looked at Jen again, but this time she seemed unable to muster a response. "Lieutenant, I'm sure Ms. Shen appreciates that." Jen nodded mutely.
"Thank you." Lieutenant Kalin looked back to where Captain Carney and the other members of the court were standing and arguing with each other. "I'd better get back."
Jen closed her eyes for a moment, then started walking again. "I thought she'd vote for me," Jen whispered just loudly enough for Paul to hear.
Me, too. I bet Captain Carney's kissing goodbye those rear admiral stars he's been dreaming about.
"It's funny," Jen continued. "You always think, if I was accused of something I didn't do, I'd just show everyone I didn't do it and everything'd be fine. But it's not that way. It's a lot harder."
Paul nodded. "I never really thought about it this way before. I guess there's a reason it's been made hard to convict people."
"Not hard enough. And I never thought I'd say that. Maybe I'll change my mind again, some day. But it'll take a while. A long while." They cleared the door of the courtroom, Jen looking around, her expression gradually brightening. "Oh, this feels good. You never know how important it is to be able to walk out a door until you're not allowed to do it. But I'm free again."
Paul nodded, smiling. I can't tell her yet about all the news coverage of the charges against her. She's been through so much and deserves not to have this moment ruined. The media spent weeks going over the awful things she supposedly did. How much time will the news media spend telling everybody she was innocent?
Jen glanced at him, her expression suddenly rueful. "Okay. Say it."
"Say what?"
"I was a horrible bitch. I yelled and screamed at you and told you to shut up and go away while you were literally saving me."
Paul shrugged. "It's not like you weren't under a lot of stress."
"Are you trying to say you weren't bothered by it?"
"Uh, no. It bothered me. Truth to tell, it hurt. A lot."
Jen looked at him, her eyes searching his. "I'll make it up to you. I swear."
"I don't want-"
"That blasted sweet little lawyer of yours is right."
"Commander Carr? About what? And she's not-"
"I need to hang on to you. You deserve your answer by now. You deserved it a long time ago."
"My answer? To what?"
Jen buried her face in her hands. "He's forgotten. Marriage? Remember?"
"Oh, I, uh, Jen, I…"
"Never mind."
"But, Jen!"
She dropped her hands and peered at him. "I must really be crazy. Yes."
"Yes?" Paul hesitated, not entirely certain if he'd heard right, or what question it now applied to.
"I'll spell it phonetically for you, sailor." Jen leaned close, her eyes looking directly into Paul's. "Yankee. Echo. Sierra. Yes. I want to marry you. I've wanted to marry you for a long time."
"Jen, I… I…"
"You're so articulate at times like this." She glanced to either side, then risked a quick kiss. "I don't care if we're in uniform. Technically, I'm not, since I need to get my ribbons and all back. I take it you're happy?"
"Incredibly happy." Paul imagined he had a big, goofy smile on his face, but didn't particularly care.
"Good. That makes two of us. Did you arrange for Herdez to be there on Friday, too?"
"Not really. I did ask her to let you know she supported you."
"So she came as a favor to you. It was still a nice gesture."
"No, Jen, she came because she wanted to show she supported you."
Jen laughed. "Herdez? Uh-huh. Right. She was probably thinking 'that no-load Shen is just one problem after another.'"
"Herdez thinks you're a good officer!"
"She thinks you're a good officer. Not that it matters all that much right now. I'll even invite her to the wedding if you want."
Paul grinned. The wedding. Then something occurred to him. Herdez wants me to go back on ship duty after a year on shore. But now I know I'm going to be married to Jen. Well, I'll just have to explain that to Herdez.
"What're you thinking about?"
"Planning. For the future."
"Oh, yeah. A big family get-together. Did you ever try to tell my father about the charges against me?"
"No. You told me not to."
"Yeah." She sighed and looked outward as if she could somehow see her father's ship. "The Mahan probably heard anyway. Somehow. I'll need to send him an update and tell him he won't have to worry about visiting hours at Leavenworth. And I'm telling him that I'm marrying you whether he likes it or not."
Captain Shen's probably going to have a hard time deciding which is worse, having Jen sent to Leavenworth or having her marry me.
"What about your parents?" Jen continued. "I haven't had much opportunity to get to know them. Are you sure they'll be all that thrilled about this?"
"Positive." Paul stopped at a public phone and punched in a number. His mother's face appeared. "That stuff you didn't give me? It worked. Jen's free."
Julia Sinclair smiled brightly. "That was fast."
"It had to be. SEERS was installed on the Maury even though it hadn't passed its tests. Why would anyone have allowed that, Mom? Have something sent on to ships when they knew it might literally blow up someday?"
She looked down and shook her head. "It does happen. This certainly isn't the first time. No one gets a reward for stopping a program in its tracks, Paul. No one in government gets thanked for killing a program, and no one in industry gets bonuses for finding big problems with something that's already over-budget and behind schedule. They try to bury the evidence and wave the program though and cross their fingers. I'd never do it. Your father wouldn't. But there are sometimes people who will. I'm afraid the sailors on the Maury aren't the first victims of that sort of thing, and they won't be the last. Buyer beware, Paul. It applies to the military, too."
"I won't forget that."
"Is Jen with you?"
"Yes. Uh, you remember that thing you asked me about earlier, Mom?"
"What thing?"
"The are-you-already-engaged thing."
"Oh. That thing."
"Yes, um…"
As Paul hesitated, Jen pushed her way in front of the phone. "I said yes. We're engaged, ma'am. Surprise!"
Paul's mother's smile got a little brighter. "I'm not all that surprised. Welcome to the family." Julia Sinclair paused for just a moment. "And no more ma'am, please. From now on, just call me 'Commander.'" She laughed. "I've waited so long to say that to a daughter-in-law!"
"I'm going to out-rank you someday, Commander."
"Oh, no, you won't! Seniority will stay firmly with me, young lady. In perpetuity. The governing instruction for mothers-in-law lays it out very clearly."
"I've never seen that instruction."
"You won't need it for a while. Paul, I'll let your father know the good news."
Paul looked at Jen after he'd broken the connection. "And they lived happily ever after." He wasn't sure himself how much he was joking.
She laughed. "Oh, yeah. That sounds just like you and me. Right now, all we have to do is find out a time when your and my father's ships are both in port, I'm here as well, your parents can make it up to Franklin again, and anyone else we really want to have at the wedding also can be here."
Paul exhaled. "Maybe if we put that problem to the fleet scheduling mainframes they can come up with a solution. Eventually."
"It'll probably take a while." Jen checked her data unit, biting her lower lip in concentration. "As long as we can find a four-hour long window where everybody's available, I say we go for it."
"Yeah. I guess that'll be the hardest part of setting up the wedding."
Jen stared at him for a moment. "No," she finally stated. "Not even close. Think of it as a military exercise, Paul. A big one. With lots of things to set up and coordinate."
"Oh." Paul grinned. "Maybe we ought to give it a code name, then. How about Operation Wedded Bliss?"
"Gag."
"Operation Hazardous Endeavor?"
"Eh."
"Operation Come Hell or High Water?"
Jen smiled. "Perfect. But there's something else I have to do right now. Is the Maury 's crew still billeted in the barracks near the shipyard?"
He nodded. "Are you going now?"
"I need to report for duty, Paul. Back to my command."
"Remember, they didn't go after you, Jen."
"Except for Taber."
"Except for Taber. But you've just had murder charges against you thrown out. We don't want to go through another court-martial."
"Nah. Taber's not worth it."
"The Maury 's crew supported you. Captain Halis stood by you."
"I know. But, heck, if even I started having doubts-" She gave him a demanding look. "I didn't say that."
"I already knew, Jen."
"How?"
"I wasn't the only person who believed in you. Some of them gave me good advice."
"I will get the details of that out of you, Mr. Sinclair." Jen grinned again. "Hey, want to come along with me and see the faces of my shipmates when I waltz in?"
"That'd be fun. I'd better check with my department head, though." Paul made another call.
Commander Garcia looked out of sorts, though for what particular reason this time, if any, Paul couldn't tell. "We heard. Sure. Take the rest of the day off. It's not like there's any work that needs done." Garcia looked slightly to the side. "There's a meeting at 1500 you need to be at. Be back on the Michaelson by then. You can take off until… no. There's a contractor coming aboard at 1400 and you have to be there. Until… no. The XO wants a training records review and I need your input. You'd better get back by 1300 to take care of that." His eyes shifted. "Glad to hear about Shen."
"Thank you, sir." Paul looked over at Jen. "I have the rest of the day off. Until 1300."
"Wow. A day off that's an hour and a half long. You guys on the Michaelson have it easy."
"Hey, we're space warfare officers." She began walking toward the dock area and Paul paced her. "Jen. There's something I've wondered."
"What's that?"
"It's very personal."
She gave him a wry grin. "I'd say you've earned the right to ask me a very personal question."
"Do you ever cry?"
Jen walked on silently for a moment before answering. "The last time I cried was the day my mother died."
Paul nodded. "I understand."
"Satisfied that I'm human?"
"Yes. Of course." You just never want to show it. I saw the wall Jen's built around herself crack while she was in the brig. Am I going to be able to handle it if and when it breaks?
Oblivious to his thoughts, Jen smiled again. "Then pick up the pace, Mr. Sinclair. We've both got a lot of work to do."