Rage (Stephen King) читать бесплатно онлайн полную версию книги

CHAPTER 35

I haven’t had any bad dreams for two weeks, almost. I do lots of jigsaw puzzles. They give me custard and I hate it, but I eat it just the same. They think I like it. So I have a secret again. Finally I have a secret again.

My mom sent me the yearbook. I haven’t unwrapped it yet, but maybe I will. Maybe next week I will. I think I could look at all the senior pictures and not tremble a bit. Pretty soon. Just as soon as I can make myself believe that there won’t be any black streaks on their hands. That their hands will be clean. With no ink. Maybe next week I’ll be completely sure of that.

About the custard: it’s only a little secret, but having a secret makes me feel better. Like a human being again.

That’s the end. I have to turn off the light now. Good night.