Nights of Villjamur

THIRTY-FIVE

He knew that you got good days and you got bad days. It was the life of an Inquisition officer. It wasn’t the sort of career that just anyone could do, because you saw some harsh things on the streets of Villjamur.

Dawn on a Priests’ Day, a hundred and forty years back: the bodies of three children found naked and butchered in the good side of the city. Their internal organs littering the cobbles, fresh blood sparkling in the light. It was his first solo case and according to the Council they had to make sure none of the nearby wealthy residents saw it. That’s the thing about this city: you’ve always got to keep the rich ones happy. They eventually traced the deaths back to a Jorsalir priest, and had to keep that quiet too – the rules were that the Inquisition had to keep the Jorsalir happy. Jeryd caught the bastard, made sure justice was served, but it wouldn’t be talked about in any of the taverns.

Given all the horrors he’d witnessed, he expected that he would be able to cope more easily with the crap life threw at him. Hell, he’d even put up with those little buggers on his street, allowing their snowballs to crash into him, into his house.

But Jeryd was a broken man.

Tryst had suggested they go for a quick drink after work and Jeryd thought why not? He could do with putting a few opinions about the world across a table.

Snow was frozen solid along the streets before it could be scraped away, and he had to cling on to windowsills along the terraced housing to make sure he didn’t fall over. He noticed, however, that Tryst was taking him towards Cartanu Gata, where Councillor Ghuda was murdered.

So, there they were, finally, the two Inquisition officers, enjoying a drink. They made it to a night-time tearoom called Vilhallan, named after the original city, and, judging by the decor, Jeryd assumed it had been around for just as long.

‘Nothing’s original,’ Tryst confessed. ‘Everything’s a carefully contrived copy: the furniture design, the bars, the coloured lanterns.’

He was right. It was a dreary-looking place.

Jeryd said to him, ‘Not really my scene,’ as they took their seats at a small wooden table in a secluded corner.

It wasn’t much to speak of otherwise. Little candles clustered on tables threw light upwards onto the faces of the customers. It made everyone look sinister, as if they were here for any reason other than pleasure. There was a tribal drummer in the room beyond and someone playing an instrument he’d never heard before. Jeryd got the feeling he had arrived on some far-off island of the Empire.

‘So, you come here often?’ Jeryd said, and laughed.

Tryst merely smiled and turned to the serving girl, who was dressed in some mysterious black outfit with over-elaborate collars and cuffs. Jeryd could never keep up with fashions. He could never keep up with Villjamur. Sometimes he thought the world was now something he’d never understand any more.

‘What’ll you have, gentlemen?’ she asked.

‘I’ll just have black tea,’ Tryst said. ‘And if you’ve got any pastries, I’d love to take a look.’

‘Of course,’ she smiled. ‘And you, sir?’

‘Tea with milk, thanks. No pastries for me. I’m watching my weight.’

‘You’ve been up to that Council Atrium quite a bit recently…’ Tryst offered, obviously curious.

He’d been to the Atrium four times already to interview a selection of councillors, but he’d been coming up against a brick wall. No one would tell him anything. After that initial lead of something involving the refugees, there was nothing to go on and Jeryd was beginning to feel depressed. And it seemed Tryst couldn’t find out much about Tuya, either, despite tracking her for so long. Tomorrow Jeryd thought that he might go and interview her again himself. But suddenly tonight, Jeryd began to trust his aide a little more. The man made the effort to spend time in his company, and he had been loyal in his work in recent months. Maybe they could put the whole promotion business behind them, and carry on like they used to. Maybe Jeryd was being too harsh on him, too paranoid.

‘I suspect something,’ Jeryd said, ‘that’s not related to the murder of the councillors.’

‘Go on,’ Tryst replied.

He paused as the girl brought the teas, and the pastry menu for Tryst. He took only a moment to point to a couple of the choices, then she walked away.

‘You know the Ovinists?’ Jeryd asked.

Tryst held his gaze for a moment. ‘Yes, I do… well, I know of them, anyway. Why?’

‘They’re a weird little cult with some strange plans, it seems. They’re banned, of course, being an alternative religion.’

‘Except on Priests’ Day,’ Tryst reminded him.

‘Yes, except then. Anyway, I found some documents whilst searching their offices, and I think that Boll and Ghuda could have both been practising members.’

‘What was it you found?’ Tryst looked suddenly interested.

‘I found a message to one of the councillors from someone in that organization.’ Jeryd leaned forwards, keeping his voice down. ‘It hinted at a massacre. Thousands of refugees would be slaughtered. It’s a plan that seems to have been cooking for some time.’

Tryst was frowning. ‘That sounds… just too crazy. No one would allow it.’

‘Don’t be too sure. Remember we live in unusual times. These murders in the Council. All sorts of strange rumours from abroad, too.’

At that moment, the waitress returned with Tryst’s selection, and he commenced eating.

Jeryd sipped his tea, and went on. ‘What I’m saying is that anything can happen, and Villjamur’s got a chequered and violent history. A massacre of its own people wouldn’t be at all out of place.’

Tryst remained a bit quiet for Jeryd’s liking. Just then Tryst stopped eating. His eyes suddenly widened as he gazed over Jeryd’s shoulder.

Jeryd turned, and there she was, his wife Marysa, sitting at a table with another rumel. They were holding hands – he could see it in the dim candlelight and her face was full of joy and interest. Her companion was some smooth bastard with white hair slicked to one side. Jeryd didn’t want to believe it.

He made as if to stand up, but Tryst grabbed his sleeve, shook his head. ‘Jeryd, I know what you’re thinking, but you don’t know anything yet, and also think of your reputation among the Inquisition-’

‘To hell with my reputation,’ he growled, but his resolve weakened. Jeryd took several deep breaths, and sat back down to watch the couple more closely.

It was her all right, Marysa, laughing eagerly at his jokes and flashing him glances once reserved for Jeryd. The way he touched hands, the way she flirted with him in return. He pressed his lips against her fingers as she held them to his mouth. The look of anticipation in his eyes, the promise of something Jeryd assumed was only for himself.

Jeryd glanced at Tryst, who shook his head firmly, though he had been watching them, too. ‘Drink some tea.’

‘You think a fucking cup of tea’s going to make me feel better?’ People nearby looked their way.

‘No,’ he said quietly. ‘Remember, Jeryd, you’re a gentleman and a fine investigator of long standing. You’re not going to blow all that in a fit of jealous rage in a public place.’

Tryst made a quick hand movement across Jeryd’s drink.

After a few minutes where he could feel a strange rage take charge of his body, Jeryd stormed out of the tearoom and left Tryst alone there. Into the Villjamur night, skidding on the ice sheet so that he fell flat on his face. His tears fell onto the ice.

Jeryd made it home, eventually, with more bruises than he ever sustained in the course of Inquisition duties. He changed his robes of office for something more casual, started a fire, brought down a bottle of some old vodka, the sort that burns the throat. He wanted some control over things, over his life, and the drink felt like it could help.

He slumped in a chair by the fire, drinking and totally miserable. Outside, somewhere in the distance was the keening of a banshee. Another death, but that would be the job of some other poor bastard to investigate. Jeryd could not help wishing that Marysa’s new man was the one the banshee was screaming about.

He sat waiting in the darkness for her to come home.

She came in much later, a fluster of scarves and robes.

Marysa was acting as if nothing unusual had happened. The way she looked at him – all warm and loving – disgusted him. He was so unusually angry he felt as if some drug had taken hold of him.

She leaned forward to kiss him on the cheek, the ghost of another man on her lips. He was amazed that someone who was blatantly cheating on him could act so innocently.

‘It doesn’t get any warmer, does it?’ she murmured. ‘So, how was your evening, dear?’

‘Fine,’ Jeryd replied tersely, working out how best to approach the subject of her betrayal. He wanted to say so many things. To tell her everything he had witnessed. As she was hanging up her outer garments, he hurled the heavy mug from which he’d been drinking straight at the back of her head. As it exploded in a ceramic shower, he felt like some animal thing had taken possession of him. Like chemicals that weren’t meant to be inside of him had affected his thoughts.

‘We both saw you!’ Jeryd yelled out to her unconscious form, half in tears, fighting to maintain charge of his throbbing mind.

No response from her.

In all his decades in Villjamur, and during all his years in the Inquisition up to that point, Jeryd had never struck a woman. Men who did disgusted him, and now Jeryd disgusted himself. It was as if something had claimed his body, making him act with impulses he would have normally kept under firm control.

He felt drugged.

He knew all too well that there was a fine line between sanity and madness.

Later, Jeryd was aware of a knock at the door. ‘Sir, it’s me, Tryst. I was worried about you. Is everything all right?’

At last a friend, someone who can help. Jeryd rubbed his eyes because he’d been crying for so long and now felt numb as he was recalling what he’d done, as if he was starting to have no memory of the event. Jeryd let him enter amid a blast of cold air, and then tried to explain what had happened. He stared at the unconscious form of Marysa, who was breathing so faintly that he wanted to weep again.

Jeryd was glad that Tryst was there. Right then, he needed someone who could think clearly, because he damn well couldn’t.

‘You hit her?’ he gasped.

Poor guy, he shouldn’t have to see me like this. Jeryd remained in a stunned silence, sheer disbelief at what he’d done.

After leaning down to examine her in the shadows of the sparsely lit room, Tryst suggested they move her to the bedroom. Luckily there was no sign of wounding, and he was greatly relieved that rumels rarely bruised.

Every now and then he collapsed into sobs, whereupon Tryst tried to comfort him with a gentle hand on his shoulder. They carried her up the narrow staircase, to the marital bed which by now had changed all meaning for him. Her tail slopped limply, but her face was the illusion of peace. He covered her up carefully, then Tryst led him downstairs again.

‘Aren’t you going to reproach me?’ Jeryd said finally.

‘No, of course not,’ Tryst said emphatically, and Jeryd felt an instant surge of relief.

‘You’re a good man, Tryst. A good friend.’ Jeryd wanted to shake his hand in gratitude, but felt too ashamed for that. What he’d done was unforgivable. If Tryst told someone and Jeryd lost his career, it was nothing more than he deserved.

Tryst calmed him down. His tone was assured, and that’s what he needed right then, the sound of someone in control, any sort of control in this madness. Jeryd stood up and went over to look through the window at the snow gathering on the ledge again.

He began to sob helplessly at what a monster he’d become.

‘Try and forget it,’ Tryst urged. ‘You need to concentrate on your work now. Concentrate on those Council murders.’ Then he paused. ‘Maybe she’ll forgive you, in time.’

If she left him after this and never talked to him again, Jeryd wouldn’t blame her. For some reason, the thought of her being with someone else wasn’t the main issue any more. He didn’t know what was. Maybe he just didn’t care about anything any more.

‘Let’s go for a walk, help clear your head,’ Tryst suggested.

Before they left the house, Jeryd wrote a note to Marysa, then tore it up. What the hell could words do between them now? Anything he might say would be deeply inappropriate and he imagined her reaction upon reading it in the morning.

As they walked the dark streets, it was the sheer coldness of the city that gradually brought him to his senses. Even when he slipped on the ice and mildly twisted his ankle, Jeryd didn’t care. He felt he deserved the pain, as if the elements and Villjamur itself were slapping him down with a vague, ironic sort of justice.