Moonshine

Chapter 21

The cops came.

Considering all the noise we'd made … I'd made… destroying the church doors, I wasn't much surprised. They pulled up as we rounded the far corner in the van. Flay had genuinely been prepared to wait his fifteen minutes, but we made it out in just under ten. It had seemed longer… hours, weeks, decades. The mind plays strange tricks under that kind of pressure. This time there was no opportunity to burn the building as we had torched the cop car. The revenants had fled, but what the police would make of heaps of dead vodyanoi was anyone's guess. I had the feeling we wouldn't see anything about it in the Times. Goodfellow had suggested as we'd run out that we sprinkle them with salt and melt them like garden slugs. If Hob had been the evil twin, Robin definitely didn't occupy position of the good one in that dynamic. The annoying one would be his highest achievement.

We made it back to the apartment and watched from the curb as Flay and company took off in the van. It was two blocks down and cornering when Robin remembered that it was his van and he'd been screwed yet one more time. LoJacked or not, he was never going to see that van again. He swallowed his cursing, though, and helped us upstairs. By the time we passed through our door, Niko was wavering and I was down. We'd both lost the kind of blood that would have even your most sedate iron-popping vampire weeping at the waste. Unless that vampire was Promise. She hovered over Niko like a moon-drenched guardian angel of the night. Her halo would be the mist-shrouded moon and instead of harps there would be sobbing violins.

Moon-drenched? Yeah, I was out of it all right. Loopy as hell. Sobbing violins… Jesus.

As she supported him to his room, George and Robin carried me to mine. It was safe to say that unless you were into the Capone look, our carpet was history, my mattress as well. I still bled, but it was the doorway that had truly sapped me. The one that I had opened in the RV had lasted only seconds and it had knocked me flat. The one I'd tailored for Hob I'd kept open for nearly a half hour. If I'd been alone, I would've bled to death. Coma might've been too strong a word, but only just barely. There were hazy images of George helping Goodfellow roll me from side to side to tightly wrap my numerous slashes. Her hands were scratched and her nails broken from her captivity, but her touch was soft. Her eyes, warm and wise, held mine as long as I was conscious.

"I knew you'd come," she'd whispered at my ear. "I didn't need to look. I knew."

I only wished I'd been so certain.

She was gone after that, replaced with a dreamless black night that cradled me for what seemed like an eternity. Three days… an eternity… is there any real difference there? When I woke up, I was lying on my side as someone stuffed something behind my back. I blinked in a sleepy daze, but before I could move I was rolled with expert efficiency to my other side. I heard the familiar sound of snapping sheets and I raised heavy lids to find myself in the middle of a bed change. Niko stuffed the bottom sheet under the mattress, then pulled the top one along with a blanket over me. I turned over onto my back with the creak and howl of protesting joints and muttered, "You're so domestic."

"When your roommate's sole hobby is cultivating bathroom fungus, you don't have much choice." He sat on the edge of the bed with a stiffness an ordinary eye wouldn't have picked up on. My thoughts were still slow from sleep, but I snagged at a handful of his shirt and tugged. "Okay?"

His eyebrows lifted. "I'll have an interesting scar, to say the least, but I'm healing. I do think you edged ahead of me in number of stitches. That's quite the new fighting technique you demonstrated. What do you call it again? Suicide?"

"Nah." I shook my head. "Not catchy enough. I'll think of something." I ached all over, especially my side and the hip Hob had imbedded with steel. The clock on the bedside table as well as the bright light streaming through the blinds told me only that it was early afternoon, not what day it was. "How long this time?"

"Three days."

Hell. That explained the sheet change. I felt the flush of heat in my face. "Damn, sorry."

The corners of his mouth lifted fleetingly. "I wiped the infamous Cal ass when you were an infant. I can survive a repeat performance. Just, please, don't make a habit of it."

The heat increased and I scowled. "I'll try and restrain myself."

"You always were a good brother." And then he smiled. Niko wasn't much for smiles. They happened—don't get me wrong—but they were subtle. The faint curve of a lip, the sly twitch of an eyebrow. Sometimes it was reflected only in the amused turn of a dry word. They were smiles all the same and you did have to watch for them more carefully, but they were there.

This one was different. This one anyone could have seen. It was small, but plainly visible. Grave but content. And it was his way of saying the things that honestly didn't really need to be said. I was still me, gateway to hell and all. He was still my brother and that was never going to change. My hand tightened on the cloth of his shirt still clenched in my grip. Never.

"I'll get you some soup." He waited patiently until I released him. "Georgina has been by several times a day to sit with you." As I tensed, he shook his head. "She's fine. Truly. Whatever Hob's tastes, they didn't run in her direction. She was mainly dirty and tired. He kept her fed and in good physical condition for the Calabassa. And apparently she and Slay were together much of the time. Such a babysitting detail is good for occupying the mind. She is whole and as she was." It was a long speech for Niko and I appreciated it.

"Good." I coughed against the dryness of unbreachable sleep, then cleared my throat. "Good to know."

It was. I couldn't see George as anything other than what she'd always been. People change… sometimes, but it's usually not for the better. George was already perfect within herself. I didn't want to see her altered, withdrawn, suspicious, or uncertain. Shadowed. I didn't want her time with Hob to have changed her. I didn't want anything to change her.

Not even me. Especially not me.

"She'll be back soon." As I started to sit, he put a hand behind my shoulder and assisted me. "I'm not sure she would leave our apartment if her mother wasn't so insistent. Considering what her family's been through, I can't blame them."

"Promise?"

"Left this morning." He cupped the back of my neck before pressing a ponytail holder into my hand. "Chicken broth or potato barley?"

I grimaced and chose the lesser of two evils. "Potato." Twenty minutes later and minty of breath, I was in the kitchen, wobbly but upright, and spooning down steaming soup. After half of it and a piece of dry toast, I felt steadier. And when there was a knock on the door I was recuperated enough to stand and answer it myself. I opened it, knowing who was waiting on the other side. Not knowing in the way that George knew, but it was a knowing all the same.

"Caliban." She smiled brilliantly as she saw me. Feature by feature she wasn't perfect. Her eyes were too large; her mouth was too wide. Her hair now so short made her appear childlike. It didn't matter. "You're awake." Her hand rested on my cheek in a move so familiar I knew she must've done it countless times as I slept. It was a hand still scratched, with nails short and cracked from her ordeal.

It hadn't been my fault that she'd been taken; I knew that now. Hob had been after her from the beginning. We'd been swept up in that net with her. She wouldn't have blamed me if the situation had been reversed, and I didn't blame her. How could I? It wasn't her intention that a tidal wave carry us away. After all, she hadn't looked… not at herself. That was George; that was her way. She was an innocent who accepted the world with all its wonder and all its flaws.

I wasn't.

It hadn't been her fault we'd been pulled in over our heads. It would be mine if the same happened to her. George had had one enemy… one who coveted her. I didn't know the number of mine, but it was far in excess of one.

Curious as I continued to block the door in silence, she tipped her head back to study me more clearly. "Caliban?"

"Do you ever look, George?" I asked quietly, although I knew she didn't. "Do you ever look at what happens to us? To you and me?"

"No, that would be cheating." There was an impishly gamine turn to her smile. That was George's philosophy. You took what life gave you and you loved it or you learned from it. Small things could be gotten around—could be changed, but never the big ones. As she said, that would be cheating, and George wasn't a cheater.

I leaned toward her and kissed her softly. It was a suspended moment. It was the only moment. Then I pulled back and touched her face as gently as she had touched mine. "I think you should look."

And I closed the door between us.