CHAPTER TWO

This was when Dar Oakley was one among the thousand who roosted in winter in the trees of the islands rising in the river. They had long since ceased to migrate south; the riches available here never ceased being produced, and now springs came sooner, summers were longer than they once had been, winters warmer. Young Crows came in from the farmlands and the surrounding country to get in on the endless provision, nesting in the parks and in abandoned factory complexes. They were fast, careless, assured, these young ones; they spoke in ways new to Dar Oakley, their language changing with each generation that came and went. As good as Corn, they’d say of something that was both common and necessary; in a snare, they’d say, meaning any unresolvable trouble, though none of them now had ever seen a Crow desperate and terrified in a Crow-catcher’s snare. Got a Gun? young males strutting and rousing would yell, a taunt meaning, You don’t have the stuff to drive me away.

They had over time withdrawn from the old city center where they used to feast, the alleys where the wealth was dumped nightly in overflowing containers. The great mountain was near, and held almost all they needed. The avenues and squares within the towers were too alarming, no place for Crows; full of crowds and sirens and flashing lights, smashed windows, guns fired, corrosive gas. At night, home from their forays over the garbage heaps, the Crows on the river islands might awaken to see the dull glitter of fires that way too, the city burning.

Dar Oakley’s city, where he lived. But looking down at daybreak on the river in spring flood, laced with yellow scum and speeding so fast that even the Gulls (who’d come from who knew where) couldn’t fish it, Dar Oakley could feel put out of space and time, liable to fall from the branch he clung to. The lights of cars streamed over the bridges as fast as the river fled under them, just as endlessly, too.

“Say,” a Crow beside him said. “Look there.”

“Ah,” Dar Oakley said. “They’re back.”

Down there by the river along the stretches of open ground between People buildings and barriers lived another crowd of birds that had ceased to migrate. Dar Oakley remembered them too from long ago, big gray Geese with long black necks and heads, white chin-straps, flying over and coming to rest on ponds and lakelets, then going their way again north or south. They weren’t the ones who were back. They lived here now all year, building slovenly nests along backwaters, laying their big eggs, taking young to the water at morning and back at night, their settlements fouled with green turds. The flock the two Crows could see were just now sitting spring eggs. What Dar Oakley saw returning were dim gray shapes in trees and bushes farther from the river. Crows had glimpsed them around here before, though they had no name for them. Lean four-legs, a large one and another, then two young ones. Sharp-faced, with great pointed ears and full brushes. The Crows could see a large one, then two young ones. Gone when you looked for them, then again appearing.

Dogs? No, not Dogs. You never saw Dogs that looked all the same exactly, as these did. Dogs came in packs, but not in families. Foxes? No, not Foxes, either, bigger than Foxes but not Wolf-size, and dull in color. They seemed at home; watchful, but at home. Like Crows, Dar Oakley thought: scavengers, improvisers, opportunists. Right now they were after those eggs, and maybe a gosling. As yet the Geese, readying for sleep, hadn’t perceived them. But now Dar Oakley could see them very well: they seemed to confer, their twitching ears turning toward one another. The largest slipped away through the abandoned People furniture and trash and disappeared.

The city had swallowed up the country, and with it, black-masked Raccoons, eaters of eggs as well as People, Muskrats and Otters in the river; Fishers and Martens who preyed on Felis domesticus and broke their owners’ hearts. A Marten could sometimes climb a tree and take and eat Crow nestlings. Ghost animals, too, that People claimed to see, Bobcats and Cougars and Wolves, as though they expected the ancient wild to return and take back this realm, as this realm had taken it from them long before.

These gray ones were real enough. It was fun watching them work their plan. The three who remained on the landward side of the Geese crept on their bellies to get close, and then poked up their heads and yipped, then hid again. The big male Geese came toward them, opening their wings and hissing threats, and the gray ones retreated. The Geese and the Dog-Fox beings went back and forth, each staying short of the other, more Geese coming to threaten and protect. Meanwhile—Dar Oakley had guessed it—the big one who’d slipped away had swum up through the shallows and now came out and rushed the rearward, where the goslings were sheltering, and he got one almost before he was noticed. As soon as the Geese turned, shrieking, and ran toward him he was away, and—this was the neat part—his kin immediately rushed in and got an abandoned egg, and had slurped down much of the goodness and the half-formed gosling within before they, too, were cried out on and had to flee. One little one glanced back at all the eggs remaining.

The two black Crows up above laughed and laughed.

After that Dar Oakley began keeping a lookout for the beasts, though it was only at dawn or evening he saw them. Night-beasts. He followed them, but they’d slip away or vanish, only to materialize elsewhere and catch his eye.

On a heavy fall day with a red sun sinking through brown-tinged humidity they appeared in the open, climbing a ramp that cars no longer used up to a bridge over the river—not the one that ran over the Crow’s islands but one farther downstream. In bad repair, stone facings falling, guardrails broken. It sagged. High fences of heavy wire blocked the entrances at each end to keep People from entering onto it, and flaming oil-pots too for a warning. The four animals, the large one in the lead, all heads low, constantly looking side to side and to the rear to see pursuit, went up to the fence and on their stomachs squeezed under it and went out onto the bridge.

The same family? It seemed to be. Dar Oakley sailed that way and caught up with them as they reached the broken slabs in the middle. He’d watch from one of the high pillars that stood at regular intervals surmounted by stone eagles and unlit lamps, then fly to the next. The gray beasts never looked up: nothing for them upward. But as they reached the bridge’s end and the young ones crept under the fence there, the big one turned its face to where Dar Oakley looked down. And held his regard for a long moment.

The places across the bridge were largely empty; factories and warehouses and garages, some burned to nothing, but others standing and occupied by People with nowhere else to go. Lights flickered in broken windows. Water gushed from a broken main and People—females, mostly—stood to fill cans and basins. Shouts and talk from here and there. The gray ones avoided these People. Dar Oakley watched them enter a patch of weeds and stunted city trees by a brick wall and disappear. He took a perch on a post and waited. Night was coming and he shouldn’t be here in the open alone, but something made him stay and watch the place where the gray ones had gone down—though he also kept a nervous watch upward. Hawks nested on high rooftops like these, hunted Rabbits in the grass. Hunted Pigeons and Crows, too.

A face came out from a hole that ran under the building, hidden by the weeds. That older one. He regarded the Crow, and the Crow him.

Looking for something? said the beast.

Crows and others don’t speak the same way, much less the same language—but even before he registered the impossibility of it, Dar Oakley had answered, No, nothing.

We’ve got no scraps to spare, the beast said.

No, no, Dar Oakley said.

Then why have you followed us? Poor beasts that we are.

Dar Oakley, who had no idea why he had followed them, said nothing. The beast’s eyes were the yellow of a Falcon’s, but warm and wary. He asked, How is it that you can speak to me, and me to you?

Are we speaking? the beast said. He drew his body out from the den and shook himself from throat to tail in a complicated shudder; he lifted one hind foot, threw it as though casting something from it, then the other, and began to trot off.

Follow me if you like, he said. I’ve got some traveling to do. We can introduce ourselves. If we don’t already know us.

Coyote, I told Dar Oakley. It wasn’t a word he was able to say, though he tried it out a few times; it defeated his mimicry. And anyway it wasn’t the name the creature called himself, a name that Dar Oakley couldn’t say either: his standard imitation of a Dog’s low, questioning, unperturbed huff was as close as he could get.

Night should have fallen by then but somehow hadn’t, as though the sun hovered just below the horizon and sank no farther. Dar Oakley followed the beast through the wilderness of the riverbank ruins; they passed among People unnoticed, the People seeming dim and hardly present. It was light enough to fly, and sometimes he flew, unable otherwise to keep up with Coyote’s ceaseless trotting.

He wasn’t from these places, he told Dar Oakley; not city-bred, no: he was unwelcome in the city, and if he was caught by the People, he’d be got rid of without hesitation.

Of course they have to catch me before the trial can start, he said, if there’s a trial, which there wouldn’t be, because they don’t catch me, so on we go.

Dar Oakley tried to learn of his travels, where he’d gone, but mammals don’t seem to have any sense of the four directions, never know where they are in the large world, though some of them can trace by odors the winding ways they’ve taken, and return to anywhere from anywhere. And in the dark, too.

So it was far away, Dar Oakley said, where you started from.

Can’t tell you, Coyote said.

A long time to travel from there to here?

Coyote didn’t answer.

You’ve known People all that time?

Known them? the mammal said. I made them.

You made People?

Well, so they say.

The dark ways were lit here and there by fires that People had started in tall cans, or from windows where People had got city light somehow for themselves. The hunting Coyote slipped around the pools of light, and stopped for a moment to bite at something. He chewed it as though it tasted bad, black lips curled back in what seemed disgust, and swallowed. Always his eyes turning toward threats.

There’s a story, he said then, and set off again.

I’m listening, Dar Oakley said.

It seems, Coyote said, that there was a gigantic bird. There were no People then. And this bird was catching all the animals, taking them up to the sky and eating them. He caught a Toad, for one, to have for a mate, a wife, you know? And this Toad was the aunt of an Eagle who was an uncle of mine.

A Toad? An Eagle?

That’s what they say, he said, and made an odd snickering noise that Dar Oakley was pretty sure was laughter.

So, Dar Oakley said.

So I, I myself, climbed up to the sky. And the Toad told me how to kill this monster bird, and it’s said that I did that. And Uncle Eagle taught me what to do then. I had to cut off the bird’s wings and pull out the big wing feathers one by one. . . .

At that Dar Oakley, who’d perched on a post for a rest, tightened his wings around him, drew down his tail.

That’s right, Coyote said, and I planted them in the ground to make trees. These were the first trees. You still listening?

Tell me, Dar Oakley said. What color was this bird?

This bird was black.

Oh.

I planted the smaller feathers, and they became People. People, to replace all those animals who’d been hunted and eaten all up.

You made People, Dar Oakley said. And now People hunt you.

How it goes, said Coyote.

I, Dar Oakley said, was once married to a Beaver.

Is that so.

So People said.

Coyote stopped his walking, looked around and behind, squatted down and wiggled his backside into a hole in a vast pile of rusted trash, a place he had obviously long known was there; he put his head on his crossed forelegs, licked a sore. He was hard to see there, or maybe just hard to believe in. Dar Oakley took a perch on a length of pipe.

So you, he said to Dar Oakley. Come from someplace else?

Across the sea, Dar Oakley said.

Across the what?

Never mind, said the Crow. Far away.

For a long while then the two regarded one another, the same thought within each, neither knowing how to ask the question. Dar Oakley thought of saying, Mostly we don’t live so long, we animals. But instead he said, That was your family I saw?

Them? Oh yes. The wife and pups.

Had many?

You tell me, Crow, the Coyote said, amused. You tell me about all your bird-chicks and all the mates you’ve had back to the beginning, and I’ll tell you where we are and why we’re talking here.

So Dar Oakley did.

The light, neither dawn nor day, didn’t change. They neither ate nor hungered. Dar Oakley didn’t need to be told where he was. It was where they were while they were what they are: where the stories he told and that Coyote told could be told, and be heard. Coyote listened with care, big ears pricking now and then, gaze drifting away across the surroundings. When he reached the beginning and was done the Coyote said, So you stole this thing. The precious thing.

Yes.

And you’ve had it ever since.

Yes.

Can’t die unless you touch it again, but who knows how or when that would be.

Yes.

If ever.

Yes.

And they hated you for stealing it.

Yes, Dar Oakley said. In hearing the Coyote say that—they hated you for stealing it—Dar Oakley thought it himself for the first time, and thought that it was true.

I thought so. Coyote yawned, showing long tongue and teeth; his yellow eyes crossed, his tongue licked his dark chops.

Then he told this story:

People, he said, say that once long ago People just went on living and living and never stopping. There was no death. Which was good, except that they also kept having People pups who grew up and ate the food and used up the wealth, and so there were too many of them. They started thinking it would be better if old People just went away somewhere for a while, you know? They’d be “dead.” They could be called back with singing and drumming and so on whenever People wanted them back. There was a lot of talk about whether this was a good idea, and the talk went on a long time. Back then there were People who could talk to us—us not-People—if they learned how and practiced. So when one of those came to us—well, to me—and asked what I thought, I said no, those dead ones should be dead and gone forever. Life’s for the living, I said. That’s something we beasts know and People don’t. Am I right? And this speaker brought my words to their councils, and he got voted down. Having Death was maybe good, they admitted, but the idea of never seeing their friends and kin ever again was just too sad for People.

So here’s what they did: they built this lodge of grass, of the kind they make, to put their dead ones in. And they decided there should be two doors, one for bringing in the dead, which would be shut when the dead were inside, and another for the spirits to return by after they had rested up or whatever they did, and get back into their old bodies. And it was to stay open always.

I still didn’t like this idea. First of all, sharing. Too many to share with, and that included me. That land then was pretty poor. Then, just no. Dead’s dead. If spirits come back so the dead are up and doing again, what do they get to do? What seats do they sit in? Do they get all their wealth back? Not that that was any of my business, but I knew it was wrong, and I thought I’d see what I could do. And here’s what they say happened next: When the dead were tucked up in that lodge, and the wind that brought the spirits back started to blow, I went and closed that spirit door. I pushed it shut and I kept it shut, and the wind blew hard and I held hard, and the wind couldn’t blow that door open.

So at last the spirits went away. They figured that no door had been made for them; that the house was the house of the dead only, where spirits were forbidden. They had better go off and make a land of their own. And they were right.

I did that, Coyote said; I saw to it. Myself and not another.

And the People hated me for it.

And they came to kill me.

But that Speaker to animals—a smart one!—said he could think of a better way to punish me, and he knew how to do it. He said: let him live long, let him not die ever, let him scrabble for every bite, let him be always hungry as the living are hungry, let him never rest, never join the spirits who don’t hunger or thirst or hurt. And let him still fear death just as he does now, fear death forever, and look back constantly to see if Death is following.

Dar Oakley asked, How did they do that? How did they make it so? Was it a stone they gave you, or was it something that was nothing, or—

Too long ago to remember, Coyote said. It worked, though, you see? I’ve been traveling ever since, always looking for a den, my own. Even if People didn’t know my story, they always seemed to know there was a good reason to run me off, shoot me, poison me. Or I’d get in trouble all by my smart self, get caught, get killed again, learn again, forget again. So, for sure, looking backward all the time. Cautious is what I’d say: see what’s gaining on me.

And always moving, Dar Oakley said.

Mostly, Coyote said. Toward morning.

Daywise.

You go a little farther every year, you maybe find things a little easier where nobody knows you, you do a little better—for a while. But here’s the funny part, Crow: ever since back then when Death started, all People die, and no matter how much their dead selves want to come back and be alive again, they never can. All because of me. And my punishment for that? To be more afraid of Death even than they are, and yet never die.

Yes, Dar Oakley said.

That was the last time I got involved with helping them, the Coyote said. That’s for sure.

The world had begun to brighten at last now. Perhaps a night had passed, a day had come. The People began to come from the buildings, carrying their plastic tubs and pulling their children, their silent shadow forms growing more solid. It appeared the Crow and the Coyote had reached a high embankment from which the city over the river could be seen in its endlessness: its streets scribed over the earth, the heights in its center, the ruination for a moment unperceived. Dawn-glow through the smoke of its exhalations, scatter of city lights being put out as day grew bright. Cars on the bridges, which hadn’t been there before.

A couple of poor beasts born to die, Dar Oakley thought. Who got into tangles they never expected. Trying to help People, or save themselves. He realized—it struck him for the first time now as a possibility—that there might be many like the Coyote and the Crow, all around Kits’s wide round world. Maybe one of every sort of beast and bird—one each, caught in People stories and People hopes, foolishly wise, journeying in realms not theirs, seeking or stumbling upon or finding and losing the Most Precious Thing: stealing it for themselves, hiding it and losing it, forgetting where it was. The thing that kills the thing that kills us all: Death. Coyote’s gift, the thing People have hated and feared the most and yet can never do without.

Dar Oakley began to laugh. He laughed, his laughter a Crow’s, which sounds so jeering and unkind and harsh to all the world but Crows.

Well, they should be glad, then, he said, that we did it, shouldn’t they? That we stole Death’s death from them, I mean, so that they could never have it, no matter how hard they tried, no matter how much they wanted it. That was good for them, wasn’t it? Aren’t they lucky?

You’re asking me? the Coyote said. He crawled out from his hidey-hole, lifted a hind leg to pass a few drops of water. Overhead Crows were calling Crows to feast, heading in numbers for the mountain at the end of Ymr.

Well, I think they are, Dar Oakley said. And what have we ever got for it?

Stories, Coyote said. Not to tell you something you don’t already know. We’re made of stories now, brother. It’s why we never die even if we do.

It was day, real day, and he was at risk: time to go to earth, to his wife and young. He put his black nose to the ground, learning what he could learn, and found a direction he liked. As he went away he turned his harsh head back, Coyote-style, to Dar Oakley.

See you never, death-bird, he said. And he made a soft snickering that Dar Oakley, for that one moment, knew could remake the world if Coyote had not renounced the power to do it.

That was the last story, the story Dar Oakley told me on this the last day of my own life on earth.

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