Forty-Three

The final letter was not postmarked from a naval base. Dawson carried it in a tin container, stuffed into his breast pocket with the Marine Corps logo emblazed on the front and USMC printed above the eagle, globe and anchor.

Mary,

If you are reading this letter, then you’ve probably gotten news that I won’t be coming home. I’m sorry that you have to go through the challenging time ahead. Sorrowful that you have to face it alone. I wish that I could be there to help you through it. It pains me to think of you hearing the news, reading this letter… the empty hollow feeling inside. My only comfort in passing is the thought that the Marine Corps gave us a way to speak our final words to loved ones.

Tell my parents that I love them with all my heart. I know there were a few difficult times growing up, but they were proud of me. And I want them both to know that I’m as proud of them as they are of me, even more. They are good people. My brother and sisters are in my heart.

Although we did not get to spend the quiet years together after the war like we’d hoped, I am confident the war will end, and the allied forces will prevail. The time that we had together is the most meaningful part of my life. As important and gratifying my successes with the Marine Corps have been, it all pales in comparison to my relationship with you.

You have been the most meaningful thing in my life. I consider the strength of our relationship as the greatest achievement one could possibly have. And we reached that point at a tender age. Much of it is attributable to you. You’re a kind, caring, and thoughtful person. A positive influence in my life and good-natured. You’re beautiful and tender, and my inspiration. Everything I’ve become is because of you.

I know that I mean the world to you, too. So, this next part is not easy to say. I love you more than words can express. But I do not expect you to go on forever alone. When you are ready, and the time is right, you should still try to have a family. I love you that much, that I want you to be happy and have a life. You’re young with a lot to live for.

Wish things could be different, but this is how it turned out. I knew what I was getting into when I signed up. Marines live a dangerous life. It is a brotherhood and a new family. Others also paid the sacrifice, and I hope you think of them in your prayers too.

All my love,

Randall

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