Hard Magic

Eighteen

My words echoed between the two of us. In trying to narrow the field, we’d opened it back up again. Damn.

I handed Nick his printouts, then excused myself and took five minutes to hit the bathroom. I had to pee, yeah, but I also had sweat running down my back and arms, and I wanted a few quality minutes with cold water and paper towels. We so had to get a shower installed in here. Seriously. The way things were going, cold sweat was probably going to be much in my future, and I’d lay cash money that I wasn’t going to be the only one.

It wasn’t the current that made you sweat. It was the holy-shit-what-am-I-doing rush you got, after. We were making this shit up as we went along, and the odds were high that someday something was not only not going to work, but it would make a kaboom in our faces. And every day, the odds on that got higher and higher.

The thought probably should have unnerved me more than it did. God knows J would be having the proverbial cow, and then some, if he knew the details. It wasn’t that I didn’t have a healthy sense of self-preservation. My brain was just chewing over something else, instead.

Will might be guilty.

Splashing water on my face, I bent forward and sucked up some water to rinse my mouth. The water tasted metallic and flat, but that pretty much fit my mood. If everything we’d learned was right, and I had no reason to believe otherwise, then I’d been played for a fool. It wasn’t the first time, and it probably wouldn’t be the last, but it was the first in a professional capacity, and even though there was no way I could have known, I was still pissed. And I still felt stupid.

I was not used to feeling stupid. I didn’t like it. At all.

By the time I forced myself out of the bathroom, Nick had already gone to the guys with what we’d discovered. I followed the sound of voices.

“If this guy needed money to buy property, he would have wanted to get his investment back. All of his investments. If they wouldn’t sell…”

“That would be motive for him, I agree.” They were in the small conference room, Stosser leaning against the edge of the desk, Venec seated behind it. The Guys. By now the sight was not only familiar, but comforting. Our Guys.

Stosser had the floor, as usual. “But Arcazy has an alibi, and his signature’s nowhere in the car. Plus, the physical evidence suggests that a woman was in the car with them, and we have Torres’s personal testimony that he is indeed male.”

Bastard. At some point someone else was going to screw up, and they were going to have to leave me alone already, or I was going to shave his head some night while he slept. If he ever did sleep.

Since my name had already been abused, I felt no hesitation walking in without knocking. “And his silent partner, being Null, couldn’t manage the killing the way it went down…so who did?”

“That’s the question, isn’t it?” Venec sounded tired and wound up all at once. “I think we need another look at our sole piece of evidence.”

While Stosser was off doing whatever schmoozing he had to do in order to get us access to the car from its new owners, Venec herded us all into the secondary workroom and sealed it from the inside. Whatever it was that he wanted us to try, he thought it was going to get messy. Or at least noisy.

He stood facing us, and once again I was struck by how tired he looked, around the eyes and mouth. The urge to smooth those lines away came over me, mingling with the usual desire to tangle my fingers in his hair, in no way, shape, or form the way I petted Pietr’s softer strands. “All right, puppies. We’ve already gleaned this car as well as can be expected, and the new owner will have contaminated it thoroughly by now. So what can we hope to pick up?”

There was silence.

“Come on, people. Use the brains I know are in there somewhere.”

“Emotions.” Pietr sounded tentative at first, but when Venec didn’t growl at him, he went on, gaining confidence as he sounded out the idea. “We’ve been looking for the physical stuff, even with current. Trace evidence. Stuff. But we’re forgetting that people died in that car, and that someone killed them. That’s got to be a lot of emotion built up, right?”

He didn’t wait for anyone’s response, but plowed on. “We’ve been focusing on the controlled side of current. That’s how we’re trained—control, control, and always control. That’s what creates the signature in the first place, that control, imprinting on fresh current, personalizing it. But when someone dies, or is driven enough to murder…there has to be a lot of emotion in that, enough to overpower control. If current was used to commit the murder, then that emotion’s got to leave its own kind of imprint in it, even if the killer used totally fresh, wild-sourced current. Right? And even if the new owners are totally giddy over their new toy, that’s not going to be strong enough to wipe out that kind of signature. So maybe we can use that, to…I don’t know, trace it back? Or something.”

He ran out of steam, and almost collapsed in on himself, slumping in his chair and looking around for a response.

“Good idea, but how the hell do you pick up something like that? We know how to identify current-signature, or pick up bits of physical debris. Emotions?” Sharon wasn’t tearing him down, though; she was asking.

Pietr shrugged. He’d done his bit, now it was someone else’s turn to step up.

“Same thing we do every night,” Nifty said matter-of-factly, his eyes wide with an inner glee that really, really disturbed me. “We make it up, and we make it work.”

Oh man. More improvised current. J was definitely going to have a cow if he ever heard about the risks we were taking….

“First to find, then to tap, and then to follow back,” I said, sorting through what I knew. “The finding’s going to be the hardest part. Emotions are slippery, they’re changeable. Current is a science. Emotions…emotions are slippery,” I said again, uselessly.

“What’s the base spell?” Nick asked, leaning forward and putting his elbows on the table. “We don’t have any empathy-based spells that I know of. Anyone?”

Heads shook, and even Venec looked blank. Current was a hard science, not like old magic. Emotions weren’t supposed to get involved. Except Pietr was right: this was murder. Emotions were involved. We had to get down and dirty with that. Standing back and being analytical about it wasn’t going to get the job done.

“Maybe a basic healing pattern?” Nick looked as though he almost had something in mind, but couldn’t quite get it. “When we’re sick, or hurting, we’re really all about the emotion. So…maybe a pain-management spell?”

“That might do it,” Sharon said. She was our de facto medic, which meant that she was the only one with real first-aid training beyond CPR and how to apply a Band-Aid. There really weren’t many true healing spells. Healing with current was tricky, because the entire body runs on electricity and too much could—and had, in some spectacular cases that still get told—blow out the very thing the Talent was trying to repair. Mostly we kept spellwork to superficial damages: broken bones, scarring, sinus congestion, that sort of thing, and hoped nothing major went wrong. A Talent in an emergency room, if he was awake and in pain, could melt down an entire hospital.

J said that a lot of paramedics, Talent or Null, learned to recognize current in victims, and knocked us out with the good stuff en route, to keep us from going all overrush and making a bad situation worse—or deadly.

“Pain management. Maybe. There’s a spell I learned for that, a long time ago.” Nifty saw the look Venec shot him, and shrugged, grinning ruefully. “Okay, when I was in high school. My coach was Talent, and he saw no reason for me to risk getting hooked on painkillers when a little current could do the trick and get me through the game.”

Sharon’s sharp glare made it clear what she thought of that—probably equated it with taking steroids or something. Me, I just wanted to know if it would work on menstrual cramps.

“Anyway,” Nifty said, ignoring Sharon, “it’s not really what we’re looking for, but it might be a place to start. First, you have to know where the pain is coming from….”

As usual, the basics were simple. Adapting it to the particulars we needed it to do; that was where it got tricky.

Because Nick and I had been at the impound center, and the auction, it was decided that we should sit this one out. Nick made like he was going to protest, but I kicked his shins and he subsided.

“You and I need a break,” was all I said to him. Let the Guys explain their theory of a multipurpose, multidisciplinary team, if folk hadn’t figured it out yet. I was just as happy to let someone else do the heavy lifting for a change.

Not that we were getting left out entirely. The only way we’d been able to cobble together an emotion-finding-and-tracking-and-catching spell required the current to be spread around among multiple players, so we’d be working remotely once Sharon and Stosser made contact.

Until then, we were stuck in the office, recharging and getting antsy.

The spell itself wasn’t so difficult, really. It’s just what we were doing, and what we were going to have to do, that really didn’t stand up to thinking about. We had created a spell that would use control to take down lack-of-control, spreading it out among seven people, and using it on the fly, without any trial runs. When the Guys promised us on-the-job training, I don’t think this was what we’d envisioned.

Less thinking, Bonnie. More preparing.

I staked out the sofa in the main lounge before anyone else could get to it, and draped myself over the full length, my feet propped up on the arm, my head on a cushion. Closing my eyes, I dived down inside, the same way I had to ground, only this time instead of looking for an external security, I was spreading my awareness throughout my entire system, checking to make sure that everything was flowing. Sort of like balancing your chi, I guess; making sure all the nodes were unblocked and happy. All right, happy might have been pushing it—I’d been asking a lot, and not giving much back—but it was all well enough. Admitting that Venec might have had something to his “fill-up” orders after all, I let a few tendrils drift off, looking for an open source of current I could siphon a bit from. Taking from our own building, except in emergency, was probably tacky, and I wasn’t sure how well we’d recovered from that attack, anyway.

That led me off to wonder what Stosser was doing about his oh so uncivil sibling. I did note that we hadn’t been bothered by any more gremlins since the psi-bomb, which could mean she’d left off the low-level attacks—or it had been our own current and we were shielding better now.

As to Aden, Stosser had assured us that she was being dealt with, and he said it in such a way that you didn’t ask again. I didn’t doubt it was going to be the same sort of putting-down that got him asked to leave Chicago. Hopefully, it would be more final this time.

That thought set me back on my mental heels, a bit. Had I just, even to myself, advocated fratricide? I looked long and hard at the thought, and realized that yeah, I had. Okay, take a step back, Bloodthirsty Bonita, and get some perspective. She hadn’t killed anyone. Hadn’t even really tried.

Yet.

Innocent until proven an asshole, as J used to say. And right now, not my problem. Venec was holding the wards around the office, I didn’t need to tense up. Relax, relax, and look for a quick hit….

There was a spare generator in a building a few blocks over. Probably hitched up to one of the bodegas’ refrigeration units, in case ConEd flaked again and left us in a blackout. The generator was turned on and humming along quietly, so I felt no guilt about slipping in and skimming current off the top. There would be a slight fluctuation in the energy consumption, but since I was taking current, which they couldn’t use, and not Null power, it wasn’t a crime. Really. You just had to be careful….

“Hey.”

I opened my eyes, and saw Pietr standing over me.

“We’re a go.”

I nodded and sat up, maybe a little too quickly. The current I’d lifted ran shimmering through my body, pooling in my core and being absorbed into the threads already there. In a few hours, the new current would be almost indistinguishable from the pre-existing core, all imbued with my own signature. I’d always thought of that as comforting—it was mine—but now I was starting to wonder. Not that I ever thought I’d be driven to commit a crime, but if we learned how to track Talent…who was to say the bad guys couldn’t, too?

Bad guys, and maybe even just people who wanted to shut us down. Like Stosser’s sister. My throat felt weirdly tight, and I reached for my iced coffee, trying to ease it.

We didn’t have to be physically gathered for this, but somehow we all ended up in the lounge, Nifty and me on the sofa, Nick taking over the armchair, and Pietr leaning against the wall like usual. Venec sat on the arm of the sofa, next to me.

*ready?*

As usual with Stosser’s pings, it was less words and more a sensation. Funny, considering he was so good with spoken words. By contrast, Venec could come through with an actual sound, when he pinged.

*we’re all here* Venec sent back.

Just like that, the connection opened, and it was as if we were standing in the garage with Ian and Sharon and another male—older, well-dressed, impatient-looking. The father of the new owner, I guessed. He looked as though he regretted ever giving Darling Daughter the checkbook.

The origin spell had been used to clean up bruising and torn muscles just under the skin of another person. We’d dumped that part, and focused on the way the bruises and tears had been found, by following the awareness of pain in the patient. Strong emotions and current would, we hoped, create a sort of mini-record, intense enough for us to pick it up even months later.

It was a little more difficult here, natch, because there wasn’t a conscious—or even unconscious—entity to touch. That was why all of us were needed. Like when I collected the trace, we were going to create a net, only this time it was going to be a tighter-woven one, sticky on all the strands, and we were going to cast it not over empty space, but Stosser’s own memory of the victims. That was why he was there, to hold that memory, while Sharon directed us over the actual physical space.

*give* It was less a command than a plea, and the surprise of that let the current flow out of me in a smoother pattern than I’d anticipated, threads weaving and unweaving as they went. My threads were dark green, and I saw them merging with darker blue cables—Nifty, my brain identified—winding around and disappearing, then adding themselves to red snakes—Pietr—snapping and hissing until they became part of the whole as well, weaving docilely into a golden-brown wave of silky water that felt like Venec.

*nick?*

A loop of bright yellow came down with a flicker, giggling an apology. He’d gotten lost.

Nicky had just gotten himself a new nickname, we all agreed without speaking a word. He protested, but the image of a swooping, blushing yellow butterfly was already set.

*attention* Stosser told us, then we were in his hands, our current, still attached to ourselves, being woven into a spell by the sheer force of his will.

To say that it was a weird sensation was an understatement. My usually mellow temper got a splash of ire, and then cool sadness, sweet intelligence, and a warmly burning flame of affection, and then all the emotions of the entire group merged, even as I was trying to sort them out. There was a moment of panic, and then a sense of calm imposed from within. It was all right. This was what I/We intended to do.

I/We made a sweep over the car, a flowing wave of intermingled current, each point distinct, but linked. One pass, then another, looking for any surface emotions, anything that might connect to the scrap of physical evidence in Stosser’s hand, the nail clipping the “injury” I/We were working from.

Nothing. Nothing but a faint cool minty-stale sensation, like canned air.

*all right. move on.*

If I/We couldn’t find the killer, we would work backward from the victims. The emotional image formed in our awareness, not the physical aspects of what they had looked like, but the sense of them, the affection they’d had for each other, the joy they had taken in their work.

From that, it seemed as though outlines rose up from the car in front of Me/Us, shadowed bodies, half translucent, half filled with an intensity, a bright sharp flare of—

Oh god. Oh god oh god please make it stop make it stop!