Freeze

7

You know the feeling you get when someone shoots you in the back with a cannonball? Warren had it.

He should have known shoveling the snow off the GMC after hauling around firewood after fighting his way through snowdrifts all day would take its toll, but he hadn’t felt the muscle twinges until he came inside and warmed up. Maybe the pain was just now setting in, or maybe the blizzard had numbed him to it. Either way, it was here now, coming in long, agonizing waves.

When he found an old piece of cardboard in the utility room, he decided to go with that over the trash bag. It would be harder to fit into the window without some cutting, but it had some kind of slick coating on one side and would probably hold in more heat and hold out more cold, wind, and snow. He took it and a roll of duct-tape into the kitchen and went to work.

He didn’t believe there was someone outside—it was just too…well, unbelievable—but as he cut the excess from the cardboard and taped the square to the frame over the broken pane, he thought he heard something in the snow beyond. Something like a voice, like a whisper, calling his name and chuckling.

Except that was just the wind. Of course it was.

Ice and snow blew against the cardboard, a thousand tiny drumbeats. Warren doubted the cardboard would hold up for long, but a little while was better than nothing. He was pretty sure he had some plywood in the garage. In the morning, if the cardboard was showing a lot of wear and tear, he’d go out and cut a wooden replacement.

He applied one last layer of duct-tape, smoothed it down, and dropped the rest of the roll on the strips of cardboard he’d cut off. Pain crept up his back, starting just above his butt and ending beneath his ears. Part of him wanted to twist and try to stretch the muscles, but he knew if he did that he might throw out his back, and this would be the worst time for that to happen. He had to be there for Tess, ready to re-bandage her wounds if need be, ready to hold her if the pain got worse.

It won’t. Quit thinking the worst.

It probably wouldn’t, but it might.

Either way, he was no good to her with a ruined back, lying in bed like some bedridden old geezer, so he kept himself as straight as possible, didn’t do any unnecessary twisting or stretching, left the cardboard scraps and the watery mess of snow and ice that had blown inside right where they were. Cleanup would have to wait for later.

In the living room, he found Tess hunched over the fire with the poker in one hand and a piece of wood in the other. Bub sat on the floor beside her, his tail wagging, his tongue lolling from the side of his mouth.

“I know this probably isn’t what you want to hear right now,” Tess said. “But this is the last piece of wood.”

The wood. Crap.

Warren sighed, drooped. “I forgot,” he said. Just thinking about going back outside zapped the last of his energy. He imagined the freezing wind blowing more ice and snow against him, trying to blow its cold air right through him.

“I could get it,” Tess said.

“I’m sure you could, but there’s no way I’m going to let you.”

“I don’t mind. I—”

He put up a hand and shook his head. “You’re hurt. You need to save your energy.”

“I know, but you’ve already been out there twice now.” She pushed the last log into the fire and positioned it with the poker.

“It’s okay,” he said. “One more trip won’t kill me.”

“It won’t grant you eternal life either.”

He laughed and gave her a quick kiss on the lips. “You stay here and keep warm. If I’m going out into that mess again, I’m going to need you to warm me up when I get back.”

She pulled him close and gave him her own kiss, this one longer and much wetter than his had been.

“Maybe I will,” she said, her eyes narrow, coquettish.

He laughed again. “Aren’t you in pain?”

“Just a little. And nowhere that counts.” She took his hand and guided it up her inner thigh.

“You perv,” he said. But he gave her a squeeze and smiled at her surprised yelp before he took his hand back.

He found his snow gear strewn across the floor by the front door and pulled it on. It was cold and damp and nasty feeling.

“This isn’t exactly high up on my list of favorite days ever,” he said.

“Mine either.”

He told her again to stay put, stay warm, and then he left the house through the back door, thinking of warm, moist places and trying to carry the thought with him through the chilling wind.