Julia contained her shout and pasted a smile on her face. “Must have been an animal scratching at the door. No one’s there,” she said in a loud voice. Meghan’s and Gabby’s relief mirrored her own. What the hell did Ty think by worrying them all? He’d been gone for nearly nine hours!
Jason, Gabby and Meghan had brought back Chinese takeout they’d lugged all the way from Kettle Falls, nearly twenty miles away. The food tasted like dust in Julia’s mouth, worry for Ty making it hard to think about anything else.
She made an excuse about needing to use the restroom and left the kitchen. Hurrying to her bedroom, she opened the window and waited. She’d been using it to come and go while visiting. A fat tree stump under the window facilitated her entry into the house.
Ty jumped through with effortless grace. Greedily drinking in the sight of him, she forced herself to focus on her mad.
She seethed. “Would it have killed you to let us know where you were for so long?”
Anger—much better than nervous concern.
He shook out his thick fur patterned with silver and black that darkened at the tips of his ears and his tail. He had less red on his belly, ears and throat than she did, most likely due to his dark hair when a man. He was also rather large for a silver fox, closer to fifteen pounds, as opposed to her nine when turned. Still, she couldn’t deny how handsome he looked.
Unable to stop herself, she knelt and ran her hand over his head. Scratching his ears, she scolded in a low voice, “You stay out that long again and I’ll go out and drag you back by the tail.”
He shifted into a man so fast he knocked her on her butt then laid her flat against the floor. He blanketed her with male heat, his face inches from hers as he stared into her eyes.
A pure show of dominance that, dammit all, worked.
“You ever go near the Williams place again and I’ll spank you until you can’t sit. Those bastards are armed to the teeth with guns, bows and rifles. There are over a dozen people at that house right now. Don’t even think about leaving again without me with you.”
She opened her mouth to reply and found it covered with his own.
Julia couldn’t help but respond. What else could she do when a hot naked man kissed the breath out of her?
She moaned and ran her hands over his back and up to his neck. His hair felt so soft under her fingers as she caressed his scalp and submitted to his ravenous mouth.
He stroked her lips and tongue with his, fanning the desire she could never quite shake in his presence. His touch grew more urgent. He caged her, sharing his arousal with every thrust and push against her. His hand cupped her breast, then slid under her shirt to pinch her nipple through her bra.
She gasped at the contact, and he invaded her mouth, deepening the kiss.
The muted sound of a door opening and then closing after Gabby’s “Oh, Lord,” barely registered.
Suddenly Ty’s hand angled down her pants and his fingers sought the wet heat of her.
He groaned her name and shoved his fingers inside, stroking her wet channel. His thumb found her clit and he brought her closer and closer to climax while he rocked against her.
Stealing her breath, her resistance, her every thought, he gave her nothing but pleasure and worked her sensitive flesh. Her entire body and mind cried out for him as she convulsed against him, her orgasm spiraling out of control. Thankfully he swallowed her shout of relief, or she would have shared it with the rest of the house.
He shuddered and groaned, nipping along her throat. Helpless, Julia trembled in the aftermath of such an explosive, sudden rapture.
Breathing heavily, they stared at one another for what seemed like forever. She didn’t know what Ty thought or felt, but Julia wanted to burst into tears. Sex with Ty, and sex that wasn’t even real sex, had been better than anything she’d ever experienced or had hoped to experience. Because it was Ty, the physical connection meant so much more than a mere fuck.
The love she tried to squelch threatened to break free, until he said, “Oh hell. I didn’t mean to make such a mess. Sorry, honey. At least your sister didn’t get that much of an eyeful.”
Julia’s eyes widened. “What was I thinking?” she squeaked, horrified to be caught having sex by her younger sister. So much for making an example of herself with dignity and control.
“If you were like me, you weren’t thinking at all.” Ty grinned down at her. “You’re amazing, baby. Next time, I’m coming inside you. So damned warm.” He kissed her and leapt to his feet. He grabbed his clothes off her dresser and disappeared into the adjoining bathroom.
Julia looked down at her stained shirt and shuddered. She wanted to say in horror, but she knew it was much worse than that. She liked wearing Ty’s scent. She wanted everyone to smell him on her, to know that she’d brought him to such bliss.
“I’m such an animal,” she muttered and stalked to the closet. She tore off her shirt, forced herself to ball it up and throw it into the hamper, and grabbed a sweatshirt she hurriedly donned. Then realizing her underwear stuck to her thanks to her explosive orgasm, she changed out of the pair, put on a new set and zipped up her jeans. She needed to use the bathroom before she returned to her sisters, fearing they’d smell his seed all over her and know what she’d been doing.
But they already know that. Gabby saw.
She cringed, hearing them and Jason in the kitchen.
Ty opened the door, fully dressed, and kissed her as he passed. “I’ll go out the window and knock on the front door. Later, beautiful.”
His good mood soured her already increasing temper. Perfect. Now on top of everything else, Ty was going to think he’d one-upped her in their war of wills. Typical alpha male, she thought with a grimace as she cleaned herself in the bathroom. Give him an orgasm and he thinks he owns you.
Come on, after that orgasm he does.
Annoyed by her lack of willpower, she counseled herself to remain strong. Tonight had never happened, and it wouldn’t happen again. Sex with Ty would lead to loving Ty. And with his pedigree, he’d never mate someone like her. God forbid he learn about the skeletons in her closet. Mr. Rules would drum Julia and her family out of the clan in a heartbeat.
Taking a deep breath, she warned herself to handle Ty carefully. Now she just had to ignore Gabby’s smarmy attitude. Her younger sister always had to be right. She’d been saying for years how perfect Ty and Julia would be as a couple. Then to learn Julia had an unrequited longing for the man… And of course it had to be Gabby who’d walked in on them moments ago.
Talk about rotten luck. Julia joined the rest of the group eating dinner just as Ty knocked on the front door.
“I’ll get it,” Jason offered and moved to the door.
Gabby gave her a thumbs-up, whispered in Meghan’s ear, and the pair grinned at her like twin idiots.
“Oh hell,” she muttered, not pleased at all when Ty entered and made a beeline to her. He looped an arm around her shoulders and pulled her in for a quick kiss, one that had possession stamped all over it.
Gabby’s clear satisfaction annoyed her even more.
“What?” she snapped, daring her sister to say one word about what she’d seen.
“Nothing. Not a thing.” Gabby smiled at Ty. “Hungry, Ty?”
He winked at her. “Famished.” The bastard slid a sly look Julia’s way. “Nothing like a hard ride to work up an appetite.”
Gabby choked on her drink.
“Oh?” Jason asked.
“Friend of mine lives nearby. I borrowed his truck and made a sweep of the area, just to get acquainted with the town. You guys really need to pave your roads. I like a smooth ride,” he added with enough suggestion to turn Julia’s cheeks beet red. So he’d noticed she shaved regularly. Terrific.
Meghan smothered a giggle.
“Have some noodles, please.” And shut up before I hurt you. She dumped a pile of food on his plate, sighing with relief when he finally started eating.
“This is great. Thanks, Jason.”
Jason smiled and made small talk.
Julia couldn’t eat any more. She wanted a drink, preferably something stronger than a cola. Then again, the last time she’d had alcohol, she’d tried, unsuccessfully, to molest Ty. She had no head for booze. One beer and she grew tipsy.
“So, Gabby,” Ty said when Jason paused to engage Meghan in conversation. “I’d like to apologize for anything you saw earlier. Your sister makes me lose my head and I—”
Julia slapped a hand over his mouth and pointed at her sister. “Not one more word.”
Gabby shrugged in innocence. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Exactly.”
Ty licked her hand and she hastily withdrew it. “Hmm, tasty.”
Meghan smiled. “Think of it this way, Julia. You’re not the cat lady anymore.” She laughed so hard she cried.
Gabby looked smug. Jason wanted to know what was so funny.
Julia couldn’t take any more. “Jason, did you drink all those beers you brought over the other day?”
“Nope. There are still a few in the fridge.”
“Good.”
Gabby watched her sister and Ty, pleased beyond measure Julia was finally living a little. She knew better than anyone how much Julia had sacrificed to keep their family together.
Meghan had been so young when their father left for good. He refused to stay where he wasn’t wanted, not that Gabby could blame him.
After Dad left, Mom struggled to keep it together, but her heart had been broken. When she’d left Cougar Falls, no one had been surprised to find her dead, shot and stripped of her luxurious pelt. Foxes didn’t live long by themselves outside the town. They’d all been devastated, but Julia had taken her death harder than any of them.
Once a curious, rebellious silver fox, she’d grown into a much more cautious, reserved Shifter who shied at anything resembling a serious relationship to keep their guardians happy. No thanks to Aunt Lynn and Uncle Harry, two frigid, snotty silver foxes masquerading as caring guardians. The whole clan wasn’t as bad as her aunt and uncle, but Julia refused to look beyond her carefully placed boundaries, worried about getting her sisters kicked out of town.
Ty had been sniffing around her sister for years, but Julia didn’t see it. Gabby had, and she’d subtly encouraged Ty whenever she could. Unfortunately, he had a head full of pride. Typical male. Still, he had a generous heart, standing in the community and the backbone to do the right thing even in the face of great opposition.
He’d been elected to sheriff a few years ago. The youngest one Cougar Falls had ever had. Gabby couldn’t fathom the degree of patience it took to keep the peace in their nutty little town.
Sitting across from them, she watched Julia whisper something in his ear that had him frowning. They were so perfect for each other. Both gorgeous, in man’s form and as foxes. Both responsible Ac-taw who cared for rules and the town as much as anything else. Ty’s levity and sexy charisma tempered Julia’s seriousness and her prudish mien when it came to sex. Personally, Gabby blamed Aunt Lynn for that.
Gabby could care less about what her relatives thought. But perhaps that was because she knew she’d never belong.
Unfortunately, silver foxes had a reputation for not tolerating differences. If one of her relatives had been a bear, she could have found solace with the Bear Clan. They accepted anyone with even a hint of bear in them. The Catamounts had several kinds of Shifter in their clan. But those other Ac-taw were good friends of Burke Chastell, men he’d known for years. Gabby didn’t know Burke well, and she wasn’t normal, even by Ac-taw standards. And neither were her sisters.
“What are you staring at?” Julia asked, defensive.
Gabby realized the table had grown silent while she gazed at her sister, woolgathering. “Oh, nothing. Just contemplating the glow of love between you two. Or should I say, you four?”
She ignored Julia’s scowl and Ty’s raised brow. Oh, the stubborn man could say what he wanted, but Gabby knew love when she saw it. Ty had it bad, he just hadn’t admitted it to himself. Maybe Gabby should help him. Hadn’t she convinced Meghan to follow her heart? Even if it was all the way out here to Nowhere?
“The one thing I don’t get, Jason, is how different you are from your family,” she said to diffuse the tension.
Everyone turned to Jason, who fidgeted. He was so cute. No wonder Meghan had fallen for him. Short blond hair, twinkling blue eyes and a warm smile he had specially for her little sister. Why couldn’t Julia see the way the two leaned into each other so naturally?
Jason laughed with self-deprecation. “Don’t think too badly of my family. I know they’re out there. Problem is, my dad’s a throwback. He’s a chauvinist and doesn’t care who knows it. I have no idea why, but Mom loves him.”
Meghan chimed in, “I like your mom. She’s been so nice to me.” Gabby noticed she didn’t mention his dad.
Jason grinned. “Mom is great, yeah. But Dad… Where do you think Ned gets his charm?” he asked with sarcasm. “In case any of you are wondering, Meghan and I are not going to live here. We’re just visiting this last time to please my mother. Then Meghan and I are settling down in Seattle. Trust me, it’s far enough away my family will never visit. They don’t leave Nowhere. Ever.”
“Good,” Julia muttered.
“Julia, that wasn’t nice,” Ty chided, teasing.
Jason looked at Meghan. “So, in Seattle, I was thinking we could find a house in Queen Anne. My business is really taking off.”
Meghan gave him a wide smile. “Queen Anne or Greenlake. Sounds perfect to me. What do you guys think?”
“Cougar Falls,” Julia and Ty said at the same time.
“I vote for home too, but that’s just my opinion. You know what they say, Meghan.” Gabby turned a toothy smile on Julia and Ty. “Home is where the heart is.”
The next night, sitting in the backseat of Jason’s truck with Ty and Gabby, Julia grimaced as they drew closer to the Williams’ homestead. On twenty acres of land surrounded by extended family property, Ned Sr. and Matilda Williams might as well have started their own town. Visions of a compound run by rednecks and Shifter killers haunted her, until Ty slid his finger along her cheek.
“Relax, honey. No one there’s going to eat you. Now me, on the other hand…”
She huffed and shook her head, but she felt better all the same.
“Don’t worry, Julia. Tilda’s really nice. And you have Ty to protect you from Ned,” Meghan offered from the front seat, sitting next to Jason.
“Great,” Julia muttered.
She would have preferred to drive her own vehicle, or at least ridden with Ty in his. But as she’d expected, Nowhere had suddenly run dry of rubber. No tires to be found for her SUV or Ty’s truck, not until after next week. After the reunion Ned had insisted she attend.
Not liking his bullying any more now than she had before, she responded to Meghan with bite. “I don’t need Ty’s protection. I’ve been handling Ned just fine by myself.”
Jason cleared his throat. “Ah, Julia, I hate to say it, but Meghan’s right. Ned’s been telling people left and right that you’re his.”
“That’s crazy. Does he really think he can force me to be his girlfriend?”
“I think so.”
“How? By threatening my sisters?” Ned had no idea what he was getting into if he did. Julia possessed very sharp teeth she didn’t mind using.
“Not at all,” Jason answered, but he didn’t sound so sure. “I’d never let him hurt Meghan or any of you.”
“If you could stop him,” Ty added. “No offense, Jason. But your brother’s an asshole. Soon as this little side trip tonight is done, we’re leaving.”
Julia bristled at him speaking for her, but Gabby grabbed her arm and tightened her fingers. “Fine. But only because I’m more than ready to leave.”
Jason sighed. “That might be for the best. Meghan and I’ll head back to Seattle too. I’ll talk to Mom about it. She’ll understand.”
Julia mumbled under her breath, “I wish Meghan understood. She needs to come home with us.” Meghan, predictably, didn’t turn around. Like Ned, her youngest sister tended to hear only what she wanted to.
They reached the house all too soon. Ned and his brothers greeted them on the porch.
Bob scratched his shoulder, and she saw Gabby smile at the motion. “Itchy” was so appropriate.
“Hell, Jason. Nice to see you could join us, finally.” Snitchy—Dave—grinned and put Jason in a headlock. “Hey, Meghan. Ned’s been pining for your sister.” He leered at Gabby. “Mama wants to meet the girls who’ve put her sons in such a dither. Her word, not mine.”
Julia hadn’t realized Snitchy could clean up so well. He wore pressed jeans and an unwrinkled shirt. When he winked at her, she almost wanted to smile back at him. And Itchy, despite his constant scratching, looked and acted presentable. Had she made a mistake condemning Jason’s family because of Ned?
“’Bout fucking time,” Ned muttered and glared at Ty.
“Guess her boyfriend held them up,” Snitchy sneered.
No, not a mistake. Ned was still an ass. His brothers were still lemmings at heart.
Though his lips curled in pleasure when he looked at her, anger shone in his eyes. “Nice to see you again, Julia.” Ned’s fake smile annoyed her. As did the meaty hand he reached out for her.
Ty slid effortlessly between her and Ned, caging her in a strong arm as he guided her up the steps. “Williams.” He deliberately knocked into Ned when the larger man refused to back away from the front door. “We’ll talk later about you paying for our tires. Now, Jason, why don’t you introduce us to your mother.”
Julia hated to admit it, but she felt a whole lot safer in Ty’s arms than she would have arriving alone. Ty possessed an air of invincibility that encouraged others to believe in him. The strength and integrity inherent in the shifty but stubborn fox lent itself to trust. She’d seen more Ac-taw back down from a fight simply because of the way he looked at them. Like he could see into a body’s very soul.
Kind of the way he’d looked at her yesterday.
His hand tightened around her shoulder, and he kissed her on the head as they entered the house. Instead of calming her, his innocent kiss aroused her.
She still couldn’t believe she’d had almost-sex with Ty Roderick. And he wanted to do it again, to come inside of her. God willing, she could resist another tryst, because where Ty was concerned, Julia had little sense. Her only defense against him for so many years had been to remain aloof, to act as if she didn’t see him, when in reality he was all she ever saw.
Every time he came into the office to talk to Gerald, when she saw him around town, or when he spoke at the Silver Fox Clan meetings, her animal soul cried out for his. The fox inside her knew she’d found something special in the male, but Julia couldn’t afford to trust him. Not when her family’s existence in Cougar Falls depended upon keeping the deep, dark family secret. Sometimes she really hated her parents for falling in love. She snorted. More like an unfathomable lust and selfish need for pleasure.
“Um, Julia?” Ty stared down at her. “You okay? I’m sensing some real distress, baby.”
“You can smell that?” she whispered, conscious of all the men coming out of the woodwork. A lot of relatives joined them in the large living room.
“That, and your nails are digging into my forearm,” he whispered back.
She immediately released him.
“That’s better. Now we can hold hands.” He gave her a smug smile and tugged her after him.
Ned stood with his brothers and father, glaring at Ty. Jason’s mother seemed to be a sweetheart, and his uncles and cousins had manners the younger Williams men sorely lacked. Apparently, Ned Sr. was the hardhead in his generation, and most of his progeny took after him.
Hell, every family had a black sheep. She glanced at Meghan and exhaled with frustration.
One of Jason’s uncles on his mother’s side said, “Don’t mind the Neds, as we call them. Bunch of stubborn morons. We’re pleased as punch to have Jason and Meghan for a visit. And it’s right nice of your sisters to visit as well, Meghan.”
Meghan blushed and sat next to Tilda, Jason’s mom. “Well, I haven’t been home much since college. And Jason and I are planning to live in Seattle far away from all of you, so it’s nice to be with family again.” She dared Julia to contradict her with a sharp smile.
“So you’re not going to go live back home?” Tilda asked.
“No.”
Ned and his brothers joined them. “Where is it you’re from again?” he asked. He kept his attention on Julia while he spoke. “I don’t remember Meghan or Jason saying.”
“It’s a small town near Glacier Falls National Park. You wouldn’t believe how cold it gets out there,” Ty said with a smile at Tilda. He blatantly ignored Ned, who didn’t like that one bit.
Julia bit her lip to keep from grinning. Ty had a subtle way of letting someone know his displeasure. Trust a fox to be sneaky.
“Oh, I don’t know about that,” Tilda said. “Last year we had a record low of thirteen degrees.”
Gabby chimed in and soon everyone smiled and laughed, sharing stories ranging from the weather to Jason’s antics as a young child, which had Tilda and her brothers vying to outdo one another. Ned Sr. remained conspicuously mute.
Throughout dinner, Julia enjoyed herself. Ned and his brothers remained distant. His father outright ignored them all in favor of the television and some stupid basketball game in the other room.
“Would you excuse me, please?” Ty asked Tilda.
“Bathroom’s down the hall on the right,” one of the uncles offered and threw himself into another story, this one involving Tilda and his youngest brother.
After Ty disappeared from the dining table big enough to seat sixteen comfortably, Gabby leaned in to say, “Not what you were expecting, huh?”
“Well, I can see now where Jason gets his disposition. The family’s actually quite nice, if you ignore Ned Sr. and three of his four sons.”
Gabby nodded. “Ned’s been staring at you since you arrived. You’re going to have to talk to him at some point.”
“I know. No time like the present.”
Tilda and Meghan stood to gather plates. Though the men didn’t offer to help, they did compliment her for the meal. Gabby and Julia rose as well and helped clear the table.
Julia reached for Ned’s plate. “Ned, can we talk?”