Dog in the Dark

Chapter Seventeen

The next day, Leesil was on deck, and for once the ship’s rolling didn’t make him quite so miserable. Though he certainly didn’t feel normal, at least he’d kept breakfast down. Magiere, having recovered for the most part from that bit of ugliness in Chathburh, sat on a barrel behind him. She was still unsettled, but as so often before, they’d chosen not to talk about it.

Leanâlhâm was kneeling by Chap, and the two were obviously in some kind of “chat,” though Leesil heard bits from only the girl’s side. It struck him that those two had been getting awfully chummy lately, but at least Leanâlhâm wasn’t hiding away as much.

Still, he worried about her future. For someone so young, she’d lost too many people in her life. What would happen when it came time for her and Chap to part ways?

Leesil knew full well that they would eventually. All that remained to figure out was where Leanâlhâm should go. The sight of her beside the dog as the two huddled against the rough breeze only made such a notion worse.

Leanâlhâm was Sgäile’s niece, and just as with Magiere, Leesil wasn’t about to let anything happen to her. That also meant getting her somewhere well away from Brot’an. And the old assassin was a bigger problem.

Brot’an stood hulking over the rail and gazing toward the distant shore.

Leesil noticed an almost imperceptible stiffening of Brot’an’s shoulders. Anyone else might have missed it, but he had received too much dark tutoring from his mother. Slipping to the rail, he followed Brot’an’s gaze.

Under the steady wind, a small two-masted vessel sailed along nearer the shoreline.

Leesil glanced sidelong at Brot’an, who gripped the rail with both hands.

“You know that ship?” he asked.

Brot’an didn’t flinch or look at him. He didn’t even blurt out a “What?” and instead answered flatly. “No.”

“Then what’s wrong?”

Brot’an pivoted halfway and looked to where Chap and Leanâlhâm huddled.

“Leanâlhâm,” he called. “Go below and see what the cook is preparing for lunch. Wait for it and bring it up to us.”

Normally Magiere would’ve gone at Brot’an for ordering the girl about. Instead she moved to the rail behind Leesil. Something was happening, and she must have sensed it.

Leanâlhâm frowned, as if knowing she was being sent off for some reason other than biscuits, dried fruit, and probably salt pork left over from last night. Rising, she headed for the door below the aftcastle, and Chap didn’t follow. They all waited until Leanâlhâm was out of sight.

“All right, out with it,” Leesil said, glancing at the small vessel growing smaller in the distance. “Why are you watching that ship?”

Brot’an shook his head and stepped closer to tower above Leesil.

“I do not know. Perhaps it is nothing.”

The four of them were almost alone. Only the ship’s pilot at the wheel was close enough to hear. So long as they spoke Belaskian, that wouldn’t matter.

“You think we’re being followed,” Leesil accused.

“What?” Magiere asked angrily.

Leesil swung his arm back to keep her away from Brot’an, but he, too, was tired of Brot’an’s never-ending string of secrets, one leading to the next.

“What do you know that we don’t?” Leesil paused. “It’s anmaglâhk out there on that ship, isn’t it? How did they learn enough to follow us?”

Brot’an still didn’t answer, and Leesil’s frustration grew. Standing a few steps off, Chap rumbled softly.

—Ask him—why—he is—at odds with—his caste— ... —What caused—this breach—

At Chap’s suggestion rising in his thoughts, Leesil didn’t take his eyes off Brot’an. Chap was after something, perhaps knew something.

“What did you do?” Leesil asked. “What caused the break between you and Most Aged Father, between you and your caste?”

“Not with my caste,” Brot’an returned, and there was an uncommon edge to his so carefully controlled voice. “Only with Most Aged Father’s blind fanatics, only with the loyalists.”

“The what?” Magiere asked.

Brot’ân’duivé briefly closed his eyes at Magiere’s question. He had known this moment would come, and something pulled at him, telling him what—who—was likely on that other ship. That too had only been a matter of time, for he had put it into play himself. When he opened his eyes again, he fixed on Léshil.

“It was from Cuirin’nên’a,” he began, “that I learned the true depth of the breach. For I did not cause it.”

Léshil’s features flattened. “My mother?”

No one spoke. Not even Brot’ân’duivé broke the silence. As yet he could not see how much or how little he would have to give up.

“I answered your questions,” Magiere said, barely above a threatening whisper. “Now you answer Leesil.”

Brot’ân’duivé did not need her to remind him of their bargain....

Once Osha had gone off with the summoned clhuassas, Brot’ân’duivé ran for the central enclave of the Coilehkrotall. It was a three-day journey, but he cut that time short by resting only briefly along the way and even traveling by night. Near dusk on the second day, something disturbed him.

He slowed and heard movement ahead, soft-footed but in haste. A familiar whistle carried on the air. Someone was trying to catch his attention.

He rushed onward, swerving into the trees and away from any open paths. It was not long before that someone appeared.

Cuirin’nên’a came over a gradual rise and halted. She crouched, studying the earth in tracking, and Brot’ân’duivé hurried into the open. That she was here and not with the girl and his old friend unsettled him. Cuirin’nên’a rose at the sight of him.

Besides wearing an anmaglâhk’s cloak over her shoulders, she was covered in soil, leaves, and tree needles amid dried smears of earth. She had shredded her gown to wrap up her limbs and torso. Older, dried blood crusted on her hands, though there were signs she had tried to clean it off. In surveying her whole form, he saw no wounds.

“Brot’ân’duivé,” she breathed, but that was all she got out amid panting from a long, hard run.

He had known her since she was a girl, and had never once seen relief in her eyes, not even when he had helped to free her from a glade where Most Aged Father had imprisoned her. Brot’ân’duivé pulled her to the base of an ash tree, made her sit, and then waited.

“Gleannéohkân’thva is dead,” she finally managed to say.

A hint of pain slipped into her voice and struck him as well, though this barely registered in his mind. Gleannéohkân’thva was like the forest’s highest trees ... seemingly eternal no matter how old he grew.

Strands of silky white-blond hair were stuck in a smear of blood on Cuirin’nên’a’s cheek. Brot’ân’duivé reached out and pulled them off, and still he could not respond.

“Assassinated,” she went on quietly, “by loyalists.”

He half turned and sank on his heels; his back struck the tree’s trunk as he settled beside her to stare out at nothing.

“Three,” she said. “One hid in the forest while two entered to search for the journal. We were at the feast, and I should not have left it behind. They took it before I could stop them.”

She paused as if reliving the moment. Details were missing, but only one thing mattered.

“The one with the journal ran,” she continued. “Gleannéohkân’thva followed and would not heed my warning. When I had finished with the other, it was too late. Gleannéohkân’thva lay outside, an arrow ... an anmaglâhk arrow through his heart.”

Brot’ân’duivé still stared outward. If he looked at her, either of them might lose control of their grief.

“What of Leanâlhâm?” he asked. “Where is she?”

“I hid her in the forest well beyond the enclave. Then I went after the two who fled with the journal. In place of catching them, I ...”

At her sudden silence, Brot’ân’duivé had ample time to guess at the rest.

“Who did you meet?”

“Urhkarasiférin,” she whispered, “returned from following you and Osha.”

It was as he had guessed, though it made no sense. How did she know this other greimasg’äh had tracked him? Urhkarasiférin would fulfill any purpose set by Most Aged Father that served the people. He was as devoted—and perhaps as naïve—as Sgäilsheilleache, and neither a dissident nor one of Most Aged Father’s blind followers.

Had that now changed? Had another greimasg’äh taken sides?

“He did not,” Cuirin’nên’a whispered.

Brot’ân’duivé glanced at her. That she followed what he would reason, without his saying anything, testified to his trust in her.

“I would not have found him,” she went on, “except that he let me. I attacked him on sight even so, thinking he had been the one to lead those sent by Most Aged Father. I knew I would not survive, but I did not care, so long as neither did he.”

“Why did he let you live?”

She sighed. “He had nothing to do with what happened, leaving the other three behind to only watch—and wait for his return. I assume the enclave has been under surveillance. When he saw you there and then leaving again, he must have wished to speak with you ... or at least understand your intentions before anything was done. Killing had never been part of his purpose. He did not order them to break into Gleannéohkân’thva’s home.”

“And you believe him?”

Cuirin’nên’a glanced at Brot’ân’duivé. “He gave me his cloak, let me go, and told me to find you.”

The ramifications of everything set in.

Most Aged Father had sent four of their caste, including a greimasg’äh, after the journal. They must have watched the enclave for some time, likely even while Brot’ân’duivé had been there. Urhkarasiférin had waited for a clear opportunity with no complications, no unwitting harm to anyone. When Brot’ân’duivé had left, taking Osha as well, perhaps the overly quiet shadow-gripper had not been satisfied, and so followed.

If Brot’ân’duivé had been given such a purpose—and accepted it—this was what he would have done. Urhkarasiférin would do no more or less.

Most Aged Father would have known this, so it begged two more questions.

Why was Urhkarasiférin selected for this? And had the others of his team been given a second purpose unknown to him, or simply chosen to act on their own?

Whether the three had waited for an opportunity or had been secretly ordered to act mattered little. There could be only one reason for Urhkarasiférin’s presence.

Most Aged Father had known where Brot’ân’duivé would be and had sent another greimasg’äh in ignorance to deal with him, if necessary. That ancient worm in the wood of his people had used a shadow-gripper as an unwitting accomplice in his subterfuge.

Most Aged Father’s loyalist fanatics had broken into the home of one of their people. They had stolen from an elder of the clans and killed him.

“Where is Urhkarasiférin now?” Brot’ân’duivé asked.

“On his way back to Crijheäiche for ... clarification.”

No doubt he would receive only more lies. This time Urhkarasiférin would not be fooled, but what he would do then had yet to be seen.

“And Leanâlhâm?”

Cuirin’nên’a closed her eyes. “She was gone when I returned for her ... before coming for you.”

“Gone?”

“I found no sign of a struggle and so searched. I tracked her path for a ways before deciding to come for you.”

Yes, though one word did not make sense. “What path and to where?”

“Not where ... but after whom.”

Brot’ân’duivé shook his head in puzzlement.

“I am not fully skilled in the wild,” she explained. “It is not my expertise. For as far as I went, her course remained true north alongside the paw prints of a majay-hì. To my eyes, its tracks were as fresh as hers. She may have even been following the sacred one directly.”

This troubled Brot’ân’duivé even more, but he had to act. Too much time had been lost. He needed to hunt Most Aged Father’s agents and retrieve the journal before it reached Crijheäiche. Failing in that would necessitate drastic measures to remove it from Most Aged Father’s possession.

The journal had become a tool of fear. Amid bloodshed, it could serve either him or the old worm in pulling down the other.

With its hints of an artifact from the time of the Ancient Enemy, the journal could be used to sway the caste in one of two directions. Worse, that it had been found secreted in the home of the old healer and in the hands of Cuirin’nên’a—once imprisoned as a traitor—would make it proof for Most Aged Father to do as he wished in hunting down every dissident.

If Brot’ân’duivé could not retrieve it, then Most Aged Father had to die.

“Can you travel?” he asked.

“Of course.”

“Find Leanâlhâm and get her to safety.”

“And where would that be?” Cuirin’nên’a asked dryly, sounding more herself.

Thinking, he tilted his head. “Take her to Urhkarasiférin’s clan. He has proven he will not turn you over to Most Aged Father, regardless of his allegiances. He would never allow an innocent to come to harm, so he will protect the girl. Once she is safe, spread the word through our cells. Every dissident must go into hiding and wait for instructions. Most especially all among the Coilehkrotall.”

“What are you going to do?”

“What I have to.”

He thought she might argue, insist upon coming with him. Instead she nodded. A moment later she was gone, and he stood gazing at the spot where she had vanished. But before beginning his hunt, he had one more thing to do—an unavoidable, undesirable task.

On the edge of dusk on the third day after leaving Osha, Brot’ân’duivé walked silently into the home enclave of his lost old friend. He made his way unseen to Gleannéohkân’thva’s tree dwelling and slipped inside.

The interior was in shambles, with blood dried on the moss floor, but the body of the anmaglâhk whom Cuirin’nên’a killed had been removed. The people here would know to send for one of the caste to retrieve it, and so would prepare it for return with their own hands. Brot’ân’duivé could only imagine their dismay at finding an anmaglâhk slain in the home of one of their own.

They would have already seen to the body of Gleannéohkân’thva, their treasured elder.

Brot’ân’duivé had not even been present for this. Gleannéohkân’thva had been more than an ally. Perhaps aside from the lost Eillean, the old healer had been Brot’ân’duivé’s only friend in a life that did not leave room for such things.

He swallowed down that pain and buried it. Within a few steps, it resurfaced against his will, but he had come here for more than a last farewell.

This tree had belonged to a Shaper turned healer. It was one node in a living and hidden method of communication traditionally reserved for the Anmaglâhk and the council of clan elders. And now this enclave would be watched by Most Aged Father’s agents. This home would be stripped for further evidence that worm-in-the-wood of his people could use to vilify any dissident—or anyone charged as such—before the council of elders.

Brot’ân’duivé knelt in shame for what he was about to do. After taking out his flint and one stiletto, he paused.

It was not enough to make certain that Most Aged Father’s agents found nothing of use. He went into the guest chamber, where Cuirin’nên’a had stayed, and he began tearing up the living moss carpet to dig into the earth until he found what he sought.

Earth-stained oval nodules lumped out of the base of one great root—new word-woods not quite ready for those who would need to communicate with this tree. Brot’ân’duivé gouged them off the root with his blade and returned to the main chamber, then searched the place for lantern oil and found two small bottles.

Once the torn pillows, wall hangings, and blankets were burning, he tossed the unfinished ovals of wood into the fire and waited until the flames grew enough that smoke filled the room and stung his eyes. When he turned to leave with both oil bottles in hand, he spotted Gleannéohkân’thva’s satchel against the wall near the door.

It was always there, waiting for when the old healer’s skills were desperately needed. Brot’ân’duivé picked it up, a foolish and sentimental act, but he could not let it perish.

He stepped out of the home of his old friend with smoke already billowing around the doorway’s drape. He pulled the drape aside enough to heave the oil bottles in and hear them break.

Someone would soon spot the blaze in the night.

The enclave would be roused and cleared as some took to controlling the fire. The damp spring would do most of that for them. All that truly needed to be destroyed was whatever was inside the tree’s hollow part at its broad base.

Still, to murder a living home was something he could not take lightly.

Brot’ân’duivé ran into the night forest, not bothering with stealth as he headed for Crijheäiche. He did not—could not—look back.

Chap listened with rapt attention to every word Brot’an spoke. He almost didn’t believe Most Aged Father had given orders that allowed the deaths of his own people—all for the sake of a small journal. Yet when Brot’an spoke, Chap believed him.

He knew there were missing details—which Brot’an either didn’t know or had left out. Such as all that had truly happened with ...

One tiny glint caught the corner of Chap’s eye, and he turned his head slightly. There in the shadows inside the doorway below the aftcastle was a glimmer in a verdant green eye.

Leanâlhâm crouched upon those inner stairs with her head barely high enough to peek out. She was flattened close to one sidewall, listening and watching. She had never gone below as instructed.

Chap was careful not to let her know he had spotted her. He pretended to eye Leesil and Magiere while keeping the angle of his head where he could see the girl.

“What happened to my mother?” Leesil demanded.

Brot’an’s hesitation almost made Chap look back at him.

“It was not until later that I rejoined Cuirin’nên’a.”

Leanâlhâm flinched and cowered at the mention of Leesil’s mother, and Chap became warier.

He casually turned, stalking up the deck to stand off behind Brot’an. That would unnerve the old assassin, though it was not Chap’s reason for doing so. From there he could see Leanâlhâm without looking directly at her.

Cautiously Chap reached for whatever memories rose in Leanâlhâm’s mind at the mention of Cuirin’nên’a.

The girl everyone called Leanâlhâm crouched on the steep steps below the aftcastle and listened to Brot’ân’duivé, who so coldly and flatly related the events. How could he speak of burning her home—her grandfather’s home—so calmly, as if it had been only one more task to complete? When he had finished, at the mention of Léshil’s mother, Leanâlhâm could not help but picture Cuirin’nên’a in her mind.

Leanâlhâm had been moved when she heard how quickly Léshil’s mother agreed to come after her. She had not known this before and, at that time, had not wanted that woman anywhere near her. For Leanâlhâm had already found another guide....

The white majay-hì remained barely within Leanâlhâm’s sight. The more she tried to catch up, the quicker the female pressed on, though it never abandoned her. Its very actions confused her after all the times she had feared finding those eyes watching her from out of the forest. But Leanâlhâm blindly followed the female through the night, into day, and then through another night.

By the following dusk, she was aching in exhaustion when the white majay-hì suddenly veered and vanished.

Leanâlhâm grew frantic. She stumbled to the last place she had seen the female. No matter how she thrashed through the surrounding brush, she found nothing. She was crying and did not even know it until she stopped and stood helpless, ready to drop on her knees.

“Leanâlhâm!”

Her head whipped around at the shout.

Favoring her right leg, Cuirin’nên’a weaved closer through the trees.

“I had thought to catch you before now,” she said, and then demanded, “Where are you going?”

Cuirin’nên’a was disheveled, still covered in shredded cloth wraps stained with soil and mulch, though most of that on her face had dried off or been wiped away. And now she wore an anmaglâhk’s cloak. Spots in her bound-up silky hair were crusted with dried blood. The sight of her was unsettling compared to the woman who had come to live in Leanâlhâm’s home ... so perfect and beautiful.

All Leanâlhâm saw now was a living reminder of loss, blood, and death. She spun, looking again for the white majay-hì, but the female was still gone.

“You ... you frightened it off,” she whispered.

“Frightened what off?” Cuirin’nên’a asked.

Leanâlhâm turned back and then retreated, swallowing hard in her dry throat. A majay-hì had run from this woman.

“Go away and leave me alone!” she shouted. “You care nothing for me, nothing for those I loved. All you care about are your whispers and schemes with the greimasg’äh!”

“I am to take you to safety. At least you were heading in the correct direction.”

Leanâlhâm had no idea what this meant. Who besides her grandfather or Sgäilsheilleache—or Osha—would willingly take in a mixed-blood girl without even a true name? All of them had left her, and any other place would be empty, devoid of love and loved ones.

She had followed the white majay-hì only because it appeared that the sacred one had wanted to lead her somewhere. Had it known where she wanted to go? Because of Léshil’s mother, even that had been taken from her.

“Go away,” Leanâlhâm warned.

“That is not going to happen,” Cuirin’nên’a replied quietly, and took two more steps.

Leanâlhâm backed up and almost tripped.

“This is your fault, yours and the greimasg’äh’s!” she shouted. “Because of you two, Grandfather is dead. What did you do? What did you drag him into?”

At that, Cuirin’nên’a froze.

“I will go nowhere with you!” Leanâlhâm ranted on. “Find another way to ease your conscience ... or go on suffering, if you even can. I am going to the ancestors to deliver Sgäilsheilleache, even if I cannot bring Grandfather to them. I am taking my true name. Now get away from me and do not—”

Cuirin’nên’a was suddenly right in front of her.

Leanâlhâm struck out without even thinking. She felt no more than the touch of fingertips on her wrist, and her fist struck nothing. In an instant, she was pinned facedown, and an angry whisper rose near her ear.

“Unless Sgäilsheilleache or Gleannéohkân’thva told you more than they should, you will never find the way. They had reasons for keeping you from that place, and I will honor their wishes. There has been enough loss in losing them ... and I will not see you lost as well!”

Before Leanâlhâm uttered another word, she was heaved to her feet and pushed onward in a silent walk into the trees, until Cuirin’nên’a found an open space. All Leanâlhâm could do was sit against a cedar’s trunk and watch while the cold-blooded woman made a fire.

“In the morning we go to the Hâjh River,” Cuirin’nên’a said, adding more twigs to the small flames. “I may be able to influence a river barge master to carry us partway. I am taking you to the clan of Urhkarasiférin, where you will be safe.”

Leanâlhâm sank in upon herself, hanging her head. She was to be imprisoned among the people of yet another greimasg’äh. The weary night dragged on.

She touched little of the travel rations Cuirin’nên’a laid out on a fresh maple leaf. Thirst made her drink too much water, and her stomach began to ache. She gave in to exhaustion and squirmed around to rest her head against the cedar. But ... she lifted her head and peered off into the forest.

The campfire’s soft yellow-orange light glinted upon blue eyes that pulsed to green, like her own.

The white majay-hì watched Leanâlhâm between the bush’s leaves. Suddenly its head turned as it looked more toward the fire. Leanâlhâm did not wish to do anything to alert Cuirin’nên’a to the female’s return.

That did not matter, as Cuirin’nên’a stood up and stared at a guardian of their forest.

“Is this the one you followed?” she asked.

Leanâlhâm hesitated to say anything. The white guardian pushed her head out of the leaves and studied Léshil’s mother, and then turned back to Leanâlhâm.

“Yes,” she finally answered. “She wanted me to follow.” It was a half truth, for she knew no such thing, but she wished it to be true. “I did not remember ... that I had seen her before,” Leanâlhâm went on. “Not until daylight came and I saw her clearly.”

“Before?” Cuirin’nên’a asked, still watching the majay-hì.

“When your son, Léshil, and his friends came to us,” Leanâlhâm explained, “and Sgäilsheilleache took us all toward the Hâjh on the way to Most Aged Father. The strange majay-hì with Léshil sometimes went off with this one’s pack.”

“My son?” Cuirin’nên’a whispered. “You are speaking of the majay-hì they call ‘Chap’?”

Leanâlhâm flushed at the thought of anyone putting a name upon a sacred one. Wynn Hygeorht, the funny little human called a “sage,” had also done that to this white female. Leanâlhâm would not repeat such an offense.

“It is a rare thing,” Cuirin’nên’a whispered, continuing to watch the majay-hì. “Rarely ... if ever ... is someone singled out by one of them.”

Leanâlhâm did not think so, not after what the others had done to her. She looked to the white majay-hì watching Cuirin’nên’a, but she could not understand what Léshil’s mother meant.

Cuirin’nên’a glanced away. “Very well,” she whispered.

The white female wheeled and vanished into the forest.

Leanâlhâm clawed up the cedar, scraping her hands on the bark as she pulled herself up to stand, and lunged after the majay-hì in a panic. She was snatched by the back of her tunic and pulled short. All hope vanished, and she did not struggle this time. She stood weeping yet again at another loss.

“I will take you to the ancestors.”

Leanâlhâm spun around, numb with shock, and then relief overwhelmed her.

“Do not thank me,” Cuirin’nên’a warned. “There are other things that need my attention, which are now dangerously delayed by my choice. And when we have reached the burial grounds, you will have never run so long and hard in your life.”

And so, although Leanâlhâm had never expected help from Léshil’s mother, the two of them traveled together. In some ways Cuirin’nên’a’s presence made the journey easier than it would have been in following the white majay-hì.

The people of the Hâjh knew her as the daughter of great Eillean—another greimasg’äh. Comfortable transportation and good meals on a barge were provided without barter. Due to spring swells, the current was faster than at any other time of the year. The barge swam with great speed, as a “living” vessel of the people, and carried them swiftly down the river for days. But they did not go all the way to Crijheäiche, Origin-Heart.

Much to the confusion of the barge master and his awestruck attendants, Cuirin’nên’a requested a stop where there was no known settlement for leagues. After disembarking, she led the way through the wild with the confidence of someone who knew exactly where she was going.

Leanâlhâm followed without question, and the running soon began.

Her only relief came when the thickening woods slowed them enough that they had to find a way through. Wherever Cuirin’nên’a was taking her, it was on a direct course rather than an easier path.

In daylight, Leanâlhâm harbored little doubt the ancestors would accept her, for they had accepted Léshil. But that night in the dark, as she lay weary and aching upon the ground, questions and fear crept in.

What if the ancestors rejected her?

At dawn she pressed onward, following Cuirin’nên’a, who never appeared to tire. The next afternoon the forest around them began to change.

There were no flowers here, only an overabundance of wet moss that clung to tree trunks and dangled from branches overhead in dark, wet curtains. The trees were older and gnarled, their bark darkened by moisture that was thick in the air. On that bark were growths of fungus in earthy, sallow colors. A rain began, its drizzle pattering against the leaves.

The farther they went, the less Leanâlhâm could see the way out when she looked back. Until it was completely dark, she could not even tell when night drew close. The sky had long past been blocked out, and it seemed they walked for so long in a perpetual dusk.

Leanâlhâm felt as if the trees, so old and tangled with each other, were aware and did not want her here. She had always felt like an outsider among her people, but now the an’Cróan forest itself closed in on her as though she was a trespasser.

“Keep up,” Cuirin’nên’a commanded.

It was long past dark with they stopped. Leanâlhâm waited, but Cuirin’nên’a did not crouch to prepare a fire this time and simply stood there with her back turned. Finally Leanâlhâm stepped closer.

The forest ahead thinned, its branches screening an open space. It was so dark that the masses of leaves and trailing moss were little more than shapes of pure black. Yet beyond and through the spaces between them was a soft light, perhaps a little brighter than a full moon might provide.

Leanâlhâm tried to make out what was hidden beyond in the clearing, but she caught only a hint of glistening yellowish brown limbs beyond shapes that might be more moss-draped oaks.

“Enter there,” Cuirin’nên’a whispered. “Do not move. Do not look for it. It will come to you.”

Leanâlhâm glanced up, but Cuirin’nên’a did not look at her. Then she heard something sliding heavily up the wet forest mulch.

The faint, soft sound carried from directly ahead. For the first time since this journey began, Leanâlhâm’s fear grew beyond that of being rejected.

Was there danger in what she did now?

The sound grew louder, as if something circled around the far clearing instead of passing through it. Wet dragging came between rhythmic pauses.

“You will say these words exactly as I speak them,” Cuirin’nên’a whispered.

But Leanâlhâm was frozen with fear.

“Father of Poison,” Cuirin’nên’a began.

Leanâlhâm tried to choke out the words, but nothing came from her mouth. The dark base of one oak bulged near the ground. The swelling rolled and flowed on the forest floor, and came toward her across the nearer clearing. It turned in to the path between her and that farther half-hidden clearing. The soft glow from that place caught on a piece of slithering darkness.

Its surface glinted to iridescent green.

A long body, thicker than her own, was covered in tight-fit scales. Their deep green shimmered to opalescence as it came closer. The yellow glint of two eyes marked its approaching head, like gems bigger than her fists in an oblong boulder pushed along a hand’s breadth above the ground.

“Repeat my words!” Cuirin’nên’a hissed.

Leanâlhâm shook so hard that her teeth clicked. She fumbled in the tunic’s front to pull out the bottle of her uncle’s ashes for something to hang on to.

“Father of Poison,” she uttered in a shaky croak.

The slithering mass upon the ground began to twist and roil no more than four strides ahead.

Cuirin’nên’a took a quick breath. “Who washes away our enemies with Death.”

Leanâlhâm struggled to get out those words. The mass in the dark began to rise ... like a snake too huge to be real.

“Let me pass by to my ancestors, first of my blood,” Cuirin’nên’a whispered. “Give me leave to touch the Seed of Sanctuary.”

But then Leanâlhâm lost her voice.

The serpent’s body knotted and coiled, gathering into a mass beneath the last of it, which raised a scaled and plated head to hover in the dark and sway gently. Slit-irised eyes like spiral-cracked crystals fixed on Leanâlhâm.

“Say the words!” Cuirin’nên’a ordered.

“Let me pass by ... to ... my ...”

The serpent’s jaw dropped open.

She saw in that night-shadowed mouth the shapes of glistening fangs longer than an anmaglâhk’s blades. The widening maw could swallow half of her before she screamed.

She had come for two reasons, and for either she would rather die than fail to try. Closing her eyes, she struggled on.

“Let me pass by to my ancestors, first ... first of my ... blood. Give me leave to touch ... the Seed of Sanctuary.”

A horrid, cold breath washed over her face.

Her fingers began to ache in clutching the bottle.

That breath came twice more, stronger each time ... and then stopped on an inhale.

Leanâlhâm’s legs nearly buckled as she waited to be swallowed alive. A soft grating sound in pulses broke over the noise of blood pounding in her ears. She heard the coils grating upon wet mulch.

The sound grew strangely softer, more distant, until it was gone, and still she could not open her eyes.

“Now enter,” Cuirin’nên’a whispered.

Leanâlhâm shuddered, not only at those sudden words but the quaver in Cuirin’nên’a’s voice.

This was the woman who had come out of Leanâlhâm’s home blood-stained from having killed one of her own without hesitation, and later gone after the others all alone. There had been no fear in her hard, beautiful eyes back then.

Leanâlhâm looked up to find Cuirin’nên’a’s features visibly tense.

“Are you not coming?” she whispered, her own fear growing again.

“You must enter alone.”

“But I heard about ... Sgäilsheilleache went with Léshil.”

“Go.”

Leanâlhâm hesitated in looking to the glow beyond the oaks. No matter what waited there, she could not turn back now. Taking her first hesitant steps, she peered about for any sign of the Father of Poison. She never stopped looking as she walked, until the glow ahead grew too much to ignore.

She found herself standing between the surrounding oaks on the edge of the inner clearing. Before her was an enormous glistening tree not quite as large as those that surrounded it. She knew it only by a name, for no one would have dared to describe it.

Roise Chârmune—the Seed of Sanctuary.

All her fear faded as she stepped closer and gazed up into its wild branches filling the night above her. It was not shaped like the tall and straight ash trees she had seen all of her life. From its thick trunk, stout branches curved and wound and divided. A soft glow emanated from all of its fine-grained tawny wood and dimly lit the entire clearing.

Leafless and barkless, yet alive—she could feel that much, and this must be what all those before her had felt upon coming here. From its wide-reaching roots lumping the earth to its thick and naked pale yellow body and limbs, the tree’s softly rippled surface glistened beneath its own glow. Warmth spread from it that she could not describe, as if its light sank through her skin.

Leanâlhâm held up the small bottle.

Before her own need came that of someone she loved. Carefully removing the stopper, she crouched, uncertain whether she did any of this correctly. She slowly tapped the ashes out and spread them at the base of the tree.

“You are home,” she said, closing her eyes and wishing the ancestors would keep Sgäilsheilleache among them forever. It seemed so long before she rose and, with her head still down, tucked the bottle away in her tunic. Then she looked upon Roise Chârmune.

“I am here,” she whispered.

Nothing happened. Had she done something wrong, or was there something she had not done? She hesitantly stepped closer, reached out, and her hand stalled with her fingertips shy of that bare, tawny trunk. Swallowing hard, she touched the glistening wood.

The world darkened and grew cold.

Leanâlhâm’s breath caught as she felt a hand overlie hers against the tree ... and then she saw the hand take form. It was long fingered and glimmered like the tree, and she could see her own hand right through it. Leanâlhâm turned her head to look upon ...

A ghostly golden an’Cróan woman, her slender face lined by age, sternly watched Leanâlhâm. The woman’s robe over her gown might have been blue, but Leanâlhâm could not be certain as she began shivering in the sudden cold. The way the woman’s long hair moved in some unfelt breeze reminded Leanâlhâm of long grass blades caught in a river’s flow.

She could not help but think that ... she looked upon one of the ancestors.

With a sharp flash of pain in her heart, she blurted out, “Is Grandfather with you? Could I see him once more? I never told him good-bye.”

By way of an answer, the elder woman placed her other hand upon Leanâlhâm’s cheek—and pressed, forcing her to look back to the tree.

Roise Chârmune began to swell before Leanâlhâm’s eyes, as if she were falling face-first into its trunk. An instant before impact, she thought she saw translucent leaves sprouting from its limbs. Then she saw something more ... through and beyond it.

She looked out upon a land she did not know, as if she stood upon a high precipice, about to fall. Beyond a broken expanse, where a ragged terrain spread between ranges of woods, was the richness of a deep and dark forest.

Leanâlhâm felt herself teetering on the edge.

She arched back, stumbling in an awkward retreat, and spun about. Everything around her had changed. The burial grounds ... the glowing tree ... were gone.

Across an open grass plain that strangely frightened her was a forest’s edge with trees that dwarfed the dwellings of her homeland. They were so impossibly tall. But that plain between them terrified her for some reason, as if a violent event had happened there that she could not remember.

She backed away, but then the grass clung to and snagged her clothing, as if trying to stop her. With her breath quickening, she thrashed around, ripping her cloak from the grass’s grip.

Leanâlhâm froze in place, for there at the edge of the plain stood the ghostly elder woman.

“Where am I?” she cried out.

The ghost said nothing. Perhaps a brief sorrow passed across her features. If so, it was quickly gone, replaced by stern watchfulness.

Leanâlhâm turned to the right to run. There beyond her stood the ghost, closer now. She retreated and then whirled to run the other way along the plain. Again the woman was there, closer still. Leanâlhâm stumbled in trying to stop and fell face-first into the tall grass.

Rolling, she tried to escape the clinging strands. She fought to get to her feet, and this time ran for the far tree line, but that ghostly woman appeared again ... out on this plain and far from that massive forest that was not her own.

Leanâlhâm pulled up short before stepping over the precipice.

It was suddenly there before her again. Beyond it was now only choppy water as far as she could see, but it was not the rich blue-green of the bays of her people. Crashing waves of dull gray and foam broke upon the rocks far below her. Backing away, she turned more slowly this time and ...

She found herself in a dark forest of vines and enormous trees. The sky was no longer visible above, blocked out by intertwined branches. Spinning around, frantic at being lost, she stopped.

There was a glow far ahead of her, but she could not see from where it came. It could only be Roise Chârmune, and so she ran for it, slapping her way through the brush until her clothes were soaked by droplets on wet leaves. She broke upon a narrow path and could not see the light in the forest anymore.

Turning both ways, she saw it at last.

There stood the woman, pointing the other way along the path, away from herself. Or was she pointing at ...

Leanâlhâm backed away. All that she knew was gone and lost. She recognized nothing here.

“Where am I?” she cried again.

Down the path by which I came ... to a lost way.

Leanâlhâm shuddered so hard that it nearly pushed her to convulsions. She had heard those words, mournful in the woman’s voice, though the spirit’s lips had not moved. Cowering, as the woman pointed beyond her and back toward the precipice, Leanâlhâm raised her hands to cover her eyes but never touched her face.

Her fingers and palms, all the way to her wrists and beneath the edges of her tunic sleeves, were lit from within by a pale glow ... like that of the woman pointing at her. She choked, unable to breathe, and then turned and fled.

Was she to die for having come here? Was that what all of this meant?

She was in an open grassland and running as fast as she could, but another forest loomed ahead, smaller and sparser than the great one. She broke through, and there was the woman, watching and pointing, among the trees. Beyond and ahead was that other glow in the forest’s depths, so like that of the ghost.

Trying to catch her breath, Leanâlhâm swerved away at a run ... and found herself in a different forest of red and orange leaves ... then down a stony shore ... and through a world of white ice ... and then a place of nothing but sun and burning sand ... and then another foreign forest.

She tried to find anything familiar—her homeland, the dark silhouettes of the burial ground oaks, the draped moss beyond that ... anything.

In terror, she coughed out, “Grandfather! Sgäilsheilleache! Help me!”

There was no answer, not even the voice of the ghostly woman.

Everything blurred and darkened before her eyes.

Leanâlhâm’s next footfall landed on something that turned under her weight. As she fell, she called out the only name left that she could remember.

“Cuirin’nên’a!”

The world went black and silent ... for who knew how long.

A glimmer of dull flickering light, which danced in umbers and oranges as if seen through something in its way, grew as Leanâlhâm struggled to open her eyelids.

The whole world was dark—and sideways—but for a small fire upon the forest floor. Beyond that crouched a slender figure in a travel-stained cloak of forest gray.

Cuirin’nên’a raised her head, and her beautiful, cold eyes widened as Leanâlhâm struggled to sit up. Only then did Leanâlhâm see that she was somewhere else, no longer within sight of the burial ground. All around her were the dank, mossy trees of the forest along the way to that place.

She breathed in and out through her mouth. What she had seen there had felt so real.

“And what do I now call you?” Cuirin’nên’a asked.

Leanâlhâm was struck mute at such a question. Did Cuirin’nên’a not wish to know what had happened? Obviously she had come when Leanâlhâm called out for her, so she must have seen something while carrying away a collapsed unconscious girl.

Leanâlhâm did not want to think about a name and began, “I saw—”

“No,” Cuirin’nên’a commanded. “We do not speak of such things. That is only for you to know ... and to choose a name, as you see fit, by what you learned.”

Leanâlhâm shrank upon herself. At her touch, Roise Chârmune had turned into a common leafy tree, as if it had lost all that it had once been. She had found herself in an endless stretch of foreign lands, one after another, as she tried to find her way home ... and could not.

The truth of that much almost broke her.

She did not belong among the people.

No matter how much Sgäilsheilleache and Grandfather had tried to make a life for her here, it was not what should be. She began to weep. Had Sgäilsheilleache seen anything such as she had? Had he seen his death upon facing the ancestors? Had he seen his flesh glow like the ghosts of the dead long gone from this world?

All she knew was that he had not seen what she had.

She had seen a world without her home, and the ancestors wanted her gone.

“I cannot ... not ...” Leanâlhâm stuttered out. “Not choose ... from what she said ... to me.”

Pulling up her knees and burying her head, she broke into sobs.

“What?” Cuirin’nên’a whispered too sharply.

Leanâlhâm weakly lifted her head. Through tear-blurred sight, she found Cuirin’nên’a watching her intently. Fear, more than anything else, quelled her sobs.

“She ... one of them?” Cuirin’nên’a struggled to get out. “You saw ... heard the ancestors? That does not happen!”

Leanâlhâm grew still, for this was not exactly true. She had heard hints that the ancestors had spoken to Léshil. Cuirin’nên’a had to know this much and more.

Did the ancestors not speak to all who came for their true names? How much the worse for her, if they did not? Grandfather had once mentioned that Léshil refused to accept his true name.

Leshiârelaohk ... Champion of Leshiâra ... Champion of Sorrow-Tear, one of the ancestors.

She suddenly knew who that ghost of a woman had been. Only the one who had given Léshil a name he rejected could have cursed her in this way.

“What did she ...” Cuirin’nên’a began and then pulled back. “No, do not tell me. But you must take a name.”

“No!” Leanâlhâm shouted.

If Léshil could deny his, so could she choose ... not to choose.

Cuirin’nên’a was on her and grabbed her by the shoulders.

“This does not happen without cause,” she snarled, but then she began to falter. “Not to anyone but ...”

She did not need to finish, for Leanâlhâm knew how those words would end—not to anyone but my son.

Leanâlhâm wondered at the given name of Léshil, which was a very old one meaning “colored by rain,” or, by the symbol of rain, “tinted by the world’s tears.” Why would a mother do that to her son?

Léshil—Leshiârelaohk—and Leshiâra ... the one of the world’s tears to champion one of sorrowful tears.

What of that mother’s own taken name, Cuirin’nên’a, the Water Lily’s Heart? What had she seen in the burial grounds to take such a name, so much better than the one she gave her son at birth?

“Listen to me,” Cuirin’nên’a began again with restraint. “The ancestors do not interfere in our lives, our choices, without great need. For such an effort, at such a cost, when they speak to you ...” She stalled, shaking her head. “You must listen, you must hear them, and you must choose.”

Leanâlhâm had already borne the cruelty of her birth name—Child of Sorrow, given by a mother who had run off in the madness of grief.

“What is your name?” Cuirin’nên’a asked.

Dwelling in sorrow ... remembering what the ghost had said to her, she finally whispered, “Sheli’câlhad.”

Any few words or a phrase, once turned into name, could require a moment to unravel their meaning. It was such a moment before Cuirin’nên’a leaned away a little and exhaled a slow breath, the closest to a sigh that Leanâlhâm had ever heard uttered by this woman.

“Lie down and rest,” Cuirin’nên’a said.

Léshil’s mother remained at Leanâlhâm’s side and was always there in any moment when she awoke in fright amid the dark. She awoke the last time well before dawn, though she did not open her eyes. Still, as if knowing, Cuirin’nên’a spoke.

“I will take you to Urhkarasiférin’s clan, where you will be safe.”

Leanâlhâm did not miss that Cuirin’nên’a never used her true name, and she did not argue. Where she was taken, led, or left in a land in which she no longer belonged did not matter.

The trek was not as long or grim as the one to the ancestors’ burial grounds. They were intercepted and guided by a team of warrior-hunters from Urhkarasiférin’s clan. It took much explaining by Cuirin’nên’a as to why they had come, for word of what had happened at Leanâlhâm’s home had already spread. Why it had happened did not seem to be known by anyone as yet.

Leanâlhâm said not a word.

Cuirin’nên’a left her with Urhkarasiférin’s sister, as the greimasg’äh was not present. There were few words of parting between them other than a promise from Léshil’s mother that those who had killed Grandfather would not be allowed to live.

It meant nothing to Leanâlhâm.

Cuirin’nên’a’s last words were not even to her, but to Urhkarasiférin’s brother.

“I need a bow. Preferably small, but any will do.”

And then ... she was simply gone.

Alone in the night within a strange home that she did not know, the girl called Leanâlhâm chose not to wait for the ancestors to cast her out. Stealing what food she could, she slipped away from the enclave and headed for Ghoivne Ajhâjhe with little notion of what to do when she got there. But in all that she had lost, how fitting that she had taken a name even worse than the one given at her birth....

... To a lost way ... d’shli calhach ... Sheli’câlhad.

Chap watched as Leanâlhâm’s verdant green eyes closed. The girl crumpled down the stairwell’s wall below the aftcastle until he lost sight of her.

He could not fathom what had happened to her in the burial grounds. Somehow, for some unknown reason, his own beloved Lily and Leesil’s mother had made this come about. An innocent, naïve girl had lost everything because of all she did not know ... because of the dissidents and what had happened surrounding Wynn’s journal.