I dropped to one knee. A hand seized mine. I jerked away for an instant, startled. That hand was warm and soft.
"We could have had... something. But you're... too damned dumb... Garrett. And stubborn."
I don't know about stubborn, but I was doing dumb pretty good. I didn't get it right away.
Cleaver was fading. Didn't seem right, considering his record. A long, agonizing cancer was more in order, not this just kind of drifting off into oblivion.
My hands were trapped. I didn't try hard to pull away. I had empathy enough to guess what was happening in Cleaver's mind. Though broken, he pulled himself toward me, closer, closer...
Realization came slowly, sort of sideways, without generating much shock. This creature desperately grasping at one final moment of human contact wasn't male at all.
I held her. I murmured, "Yes, love," when she returned to her notion that we might have had something remarkable.
I'd been wrong from the beginning. But so had all TunFaire. Past and present, high and low, we'd all seen only what society had conditioned us to see. And in her madness, she had exploited that blindness.
There never was any nasty little villain named Grange Cleaver. Not ever. Never.
I shed a tear myself.
You had to if you encompassed any humanity, recognizing the enduring hell necessary to create a Grange Cleaver.
You could weep for the pain of the child while knowing you had to destroy the monster it had become.