Dance With A Vampire

I could barely breathe. Trevor put his arm around my waist and pulled me close.

I was dizzy from the lights and the music. I felt sick to my stomach. I didn't invite Alexander to come with me to prom to watch me dance with Trevor Mitchell.

I didn't care what prom protocol dictated or who Trevor had paid off.

I pulled away from my nemesis. "You fixed this," I yelled over the music. "I'm not really Prom Queen. This dance belongs to Jennifer Warren."

"Don't ditch me in front of the whole school," Trevor said through gritted teeth, trying to grasp my hand back.

"Forget it!"

"Once a freak, always a freak. I'll get you, Monster Girl."

Trevor's words churned through my veins like jagged glass. As far as Trevor and I'd come in the last few weeks, we were right back to being two kids in kindergarten.

I pulled my tiara off my head.

Jennifer, who was being consoled by the Prada shoe snob, smiled at me.

"This belongs to you." I handed her my tiara.

I turned around, triumphant, to celebrate with my vampire boyfriend.

Instead, all the smiling faces I saw were mortal.

I looked everywhere, making myself dizzy searching for Alexander in the sea of promgoers as they watched Trevor and Jennifer Warren dance. It took me a moment to catch my breath, my heart was beating so fast. I pushed through the crowd and found Becky and Matt. "Where is Alexander?"

"I don't know. He was here a minute ago. I can't believe you are Prom Queen! Why did you give your tiara to Jennifer?"

"We'll talk later. I have to find Alexander."

"Hey—we have to retake the picture of us," Matt called to me.

I searched the tables where couples were sitting. Not a vampire among them.

"Have you seen Alexander?" I asked our class treasurer.

"Who's Alexander?"

I ran over to the punch table. A few couples were munching on chocolate kisses.

"Have any of you seen Alexander?"

"Alexander who?" one kid answered. "The zombie? I think he's already been buried."

My heart sank.

I raced to the side exit. A sign read EMERGENCY USE ONLY. IF DOOR IS OPENED, ALARM WILL SOUND.

Drats!

I passed the photographer, who was dismantling his equipment. I flew out the gymnasium entrance and hurried down the hallway.

Memories of the nightmarish end to the Snow Ball came storming back to me. Running outside in the pouring rain, finding a lone Alexander, begging him to talk to me as he walked home to the Mansion.

However, when I opened Dullsville High's main door, it wasn't pouring rain—or raining at all—but was cool and quiet.

"Alexander!" I called.

There, standing at the bottom of the stairs with his back toward me, was my vampire boyfriend.

I gathered the hem of my dress and hurried down the front steps.

"Alexander, please. I didn't want to dance with that jerk."

Alexander didn't reply.

"Please, look at me," I said, my eyes welling with tears.

Alexander turned to me and stepped aside, revealing Henry, who was standing with him.

The pit of my stomach turned. What was Henry doing at prom?

"Where's Billy Boy?" I asked, worried.

"He just told me he was going to Valentine's house," Henry said.

"He's supposed to be grounded," I said.

"I thought you should know."

I gazed at Alexander, who seemed as surprised to find Henry here as I was.

"Valentine said he'd been staying with his aunt, Maria Maxwell," Billy's nerd-mate continued. "Since Billy's been grounded, I had some free time, so I searched the town records for Valentine's aunt. I couldn't find her listed anywhere. There is not a trace of anyone here by that name. Then, tonight, Billy dropped off our Project Vampire for me to work on. I found this."

Henry handed Alexander an eight-by-ten weathered piece of parchment paper.

It was a gravestone etching.

In jagged letters were the words:

Maria Maxwell

Beloved Aunt

1824-1922

16 Sibling Rivalry

“I have to find Billy before it's too late," said Alexander. "Valentine is at the end of his rope. If I don't return within an hour, have Matt drive you home." Alexander gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and started toward his car.

"I'm going with you," I said, following after him.

"Stay here," he said, proceeding on. "I'll come back for you when I'm finished."

"I'm coming too. Billy's my brother."

Alexander continued cutting through the grass instead of walking on the sidewalk.

"Where does Maria Maxwell live?" I asked. "Or, I mean, where's she buried? In Dullsville's cemetery?"

"Henry said Billy was going to Valentine's house. I have an idea where that might be."

When Alexander and I reached the Mercedes, my usually gentlemanly boyfriend didn't open the door for me. Alexander was preoccupied as he started the car. We continued to sit in silence as we drove through downtown.

"This isn't how I imagined spending my prom," I said. "Trevor getting even with me and now Billy Boy in harm's way."

"Trevor is more of a vampire than I am," Alexander admitted. "He thinks like one and acts like one."

"That's why I love you," I said. "You are a vampire with a soul."

"While I am buried in the darkness of my coffin, I know Trevor can see you every day, share classes with you, gaze at you in the cafeteria. Things I never get to do—and will never be able to do. I know he was shoving it in my face."

"Well, it's a heavenly face," I said, caressing his shoulder.

"You looked so beautiful tonight," Alexander said as he continued to drive. "I only wish I could have been the Prom King dancing with you."

"Well, I didn't dance with Trevor. I gave the tiara to Jennifer Warren. She's the most popular girl in school. I can guarantee, now that Trevor tricked both me and her, he'll be riding home tonight in his million-dollar stretch limo alone."

I gazed out into darkness and at the same haze-covered fields we passed a few days ago. We drove through a forgotten meadow and along a bumpy dirt path.

The car's headlights shined on the darkened cavern and illuminated something shiny at the mouth of the cave.

I quickly got out of the car. Billy Boy's bike was outside.

"You were right!" I said proudly. "My brother's here."

Alexander handed me the flashlight and we crept into the darkened cave.

"Billy!" I called, but only my voice echoed back to me.

A few inches of water trickled over the stone floor as we traipsed through the dark and dank cave in our prom outfits. I held the hem of my dress up with one hand and the flashlight with the other while Alexander kindly guided me through our subterranean surroundings.

"This isn't like Billy. He's not this adventurous. This is something I'd do."

"Maybe that's why he's doing it," Alexander deduced. "To be more like you."

"I thought he was trying to impress Valentine."

"Maybe impressing you is more important to him."

"Billy!" I called. No answer.

We reached the trickling waterfall and fanglike stalactites where Alexander and I had had our romantic interlude. Alexander and I stopped and called out to Billy again. Once again we didn't hear an answer.

My flashlight illuminated what seemed to be a round patch on the stone floor. On further inspection, I realized it was a circle of dirt.

"This circle isn't big enough for a coffin," I stated.

"He's not sleeping in a coffin," Alexander surmised. He pointed above us. I turned my light toward the cave's ceiling. A few bats, hanging upside down, were startled and flew off.

I gasped. "Is one of them Valentine?"

Alexander shook his head.

We continued to forge on, proceeding farther into the cave than we'd explored the last time we were here.

"Billy!" Alexander hollered.

My light caught an odd shape in front of us. At first it appeared to be a dead end. But then I realized the cave split off in two different directions.

"Which way do we go?" I asked anxiously.

"We'll have to separate," Alexander instructed. "We don't have enough time to search each path together. I'll be able to find you."

But will we be able to find Billy? I wondered.

Alexander squeezed my hand and then let go. I flashed the light in his direction, but he was gone.

I shined my light in front of me. A chill ran through my veins. The air was cool and smelled musty. I took a deep breath and proceeded into the passageway. As I journeyed deeper into the cave, the passageway narrowed, the walls closing in on me. Soon the branch of the cave was only wide enough for one person to fit through.

Normally I'd have been exhilarated, feeling comforted by the nocturnal elements around me. Instead I was anxious. If I didn't get to Billy Boy in time, he'd be grounded for eternity.

As I crept through the skinny passageway, the air turned chillier and the sound of trickling water grew faint. The flashlight illuminated only a small pathway before me. I averted any protruding stalagmites by reaching out before me in the blinding darkness as I continued on my way, deeper into the cave.

"Billy!" I shouted. "Billy—where are you?"

The narrow walls of the passageway suddenly opened. In the distance, I saw what appeared to be flickering lights a few yards away. Maybe Billy was flashing an SOS. I gathered the hem of my dress and hurried toward the light.

It was a lit candelabra.

"Billy!" I pointed the flashlight everywhere—the moss-carpeted walls, the rock-encrusted floor, the mile-high ceiling.

Suddenly I felt a presence standing next to me. I shined the light on the figure.

It was Billy Boy.

"Billy!" I exclaimed. I reached out and hugged my startled brother.

"What are you doing here?" he asked, surprised.

"I should be asking you that!"

I quickly checked my brother's neck for any bite marks.

"What are you doing?"

"I just wanted to make sure you are okay."

"I'm fine. Don't tell Mom. I'll be grounded again. Valentine wanted to show me this cave before he finally took me to the place where he's been staying."

This is where he's been staying! I almost said.

"We came here to get more samples for our vampire project," Billy Boy said proudly.

You're the vampire project, I wanted to tell him.

"Promise you won't snitch on Valentine. He's from Romania and knows a lot about the history of vampires, caves, and bats."

"But you're terrified of bats!"

"Shh!" he whispered. "Swear you won't tell him."

"I swear. Now let's go—"

"Valentine was just here," Billy Boy said, glancing around. "We were going to meet his aunt."

"You want to meet his aunt?" I asked. "This is Valentine's aunt."

I handed my brother Jagger's gravestone etching.

Billy Boy gasped, his face turning as white as a corpse.

"But she's…"

"I know. I warned you about Valentine. Hurry, we have to go."

"Why would Valentine lie? Where is he?" he said, concerned. "We can't leave him—"

"Alexander will take care of him. You and I have to leave."

"I have to grab my backpack. Our project is inside it."

"Forget about your—"

Before I could finish my sentence, my brother had already taken off.

Valentine stepped out of the shadows.

Weakened and wearied, Valentine appeared more deathly than ever, as if he'd been lying at the bottom of a frozen lake. His lips were ice blue and his teeth were chattering, but that didn't stop the devilish boy from inching closer.

"Where's Billy!" I demanded.

"More important, where are my siblings?"

"I don't know. I already explained before that I thought they went back to Romania."

"Well, they didn't. Something—or someone—kept them from returning," he said accusingly.

"Is that why you were reading Billy's, Trevor's, and my thoughts? To find Jagger and Luna?"

"Yes, but I read a lot more than I imagined."

"What do you mean?"

Valentine inched closer.

"When I read Trevor's blood, I saw a covenant by the graveyard with Grim Reapers all around. A girl in a tattered prom dress walked up the aisle. But when she lifted her veil, instead of seeing my sister's face—I saw yours."

"You are talking about the Graveyard Gala—Trevor's party at the cemetery. That's not how it happened."

"I know, but that's how Trevor wanted it to happen. He never wanted my sister; he settled for her because she reminded him of you."

"I don't believe it."

"My family has been shamed ever since Alexander ditched my sister in Romania. Jagger came here to seek his revenge on that cowardly vampire. Then he called for my sister. Only they never called for me—because they think I'm a kid."

"That's normal. Billy feels left out all the time," I tried to assure him.

"But now that I'm here, I see that you are the cause of them being shamed again," Valentine said, advancing toward me. "Now they won't ever return to me and my family. Neither Trevor nor Alexander wanted my sister. They both want you—and they still do."

"I don't know what you mean. Why would Alexander 'still' want me—he already has me."

"Not completely. Remember…Alexander is a vampire, after all," Valentine said, and flashed his fangs.

I paused.

"I've read his blood. He's hungered for your flesh, blood, and soul since he laid eyes on you."

"I don't care what you say; you are just trying to destroy our relationship. But you can't!"

"Or can I? How long can you two be together when one craves the blood of the other? How long will you torment him? For eternity?"

"Maybe I'm the one who's tormented. I want to be in Alexander's world and he wants to protect me from it— and vampires like you!"

"Valentine—you've said enough!" I heard a familiar voice say.

I turned around. Alexander was standing behind me.

I gazed up at Alexander's dark eyes. Were Valentine's words about my boyfriend correct? Alexander backed away from me.

"Valentine—you have to leave this cave and this town now," I demanded.

"I won't leave until I've gotten what I came here for. And since I can't find my brother, I'll have to take yours."

Out of the darkness, Billy Boy traipsed toward me, his backpack slung over his shoulder.

Valentine grabbed my brother's puny arm and lifted his wrist to his mouth.

"What are you doing?" Billy Boy asked.

Valentine smiled a wicked grin and flashed his fangs.

"No!" I cried.

Valentine opened his mouth wide and began to bear down on my brother's wrist.

I shined the flashlight on Valentine's face. His green eyes turned crystal white, then bloodred.

Valentine let out a horrible yell and withdrew his grip from my brother's wrist. He covered his face from the light and recoiled into the shadows.

17 Project Vampire

Valentine lay in the cave, appearing more ghastly than ever, his lips blue and his skin paler than a corpse's.

"Valentine's not moving," I said. "I think I…"

Alexander scooped the limp vampire up in his arms. Billy Boy was visibly shaken. I held his trembling hand and led him back through the cave.

When we reached the entrance, Billy grabbed his bike while Alexander and I put Valentine in the car.

As Alexander laid the weary Valentine on the backseat, the preteen vampire struggled to open his eyes.

"I tried," Valentine whispered to Alexander, "but I couldn't do it."

"Try to save your breath," Alexander warned.

Valentine clutched my boyfriend's arm. "When I spent the night at Billy's and read his blood in search of my siblings, I found out something else instead. Billy was peacefully dreaming about his family; his mother, father, and Raven. I couldn't take him away from that. Jagger and Luna were right to exclude me. I am not like them after all."

Alexander placed a warm blanket around the boy and I sat with him as he laid down, his breathing labored.

Billy Boy disassembled the front wheel from his bike, and Alexander helped place it in the trunk. I joined my brother in the passenger seat of the Mercedes.

"I got you this," Billy Boy said, handing me a bat-shaped rock he'd found in the cave. "I thought you'd think it was cool."

Mortal or vampire, Valentine and Billy Boy were just like any other boys their age—desperately fighting to be seen by their older siblings as anything but a child.

When Alexander, Billy Boy, Valentine, and I arrived back at Benson Hill, Henry was waiting for us on the uneven steps of the Mansion.

As if on cue, Jameson opened the heavy Mansion door. Alexander carried Valentine up the grand staircase as the nerd-mates and I followed into the foyer.

"Wow! This place is huge!" Henry exclaimed.

"And spooky. There must be dozens of ghosts in here," my brother added.

Jameson directed Henry, Billy Boy, and me to wait in the parlor while the creepy man busied himself in the kitchen.

The parlor was the same as always—a simple desk, a shelf of dusty books, and a few antique Victorian chairs.

"There isn't much to look at in here besides dust," Henry observed. "I'd love to take a tour of the Mansion."

"That isn't possible right now."

My brother plopped in a chair while Henry opened a few ancient books that didn't appear to have been touched since the Mansion had been built.

"Why isn't Alexander taking him to a doctor?" Billy Boy asked.

"It's hard to explain," I answered.

"Henry and I are members of the chess, math, and astronomy clubs. I think if it's a concept you understand, we can comprehend it too."

I groaned. "Alexander can help Valentine out more than a doctor can. It's something about being from Romania."

Jameson, carrying a tray of bottles filled with red liquid, hurried up the grand staircase.

The boys looked at each other incredulously.

"Are you thinking what I'm thinking?" Billy Boy asked Henry.

"I'm surprised we didn't figure it out sooner," the nerd-mate replied.

"We were looking at the wrong subject!" Billy Boy said. "Now it all makes sense."

"Not only will we get an A," Henry concluded, "but we may get a scholarship to MIT."

"What are you two talking about?" I asked.

"Our subject for Project Vampire," Henry replied matter-of-factly. "He's lying upstairs."

"Are you crazy?" I asked.

The two boys pulled their chairs toward mine and leaned in to me like they were about to divulge a major secret.

"The truth lies in the proof," Billy Boy pronounced. "One, I saw a green-eyed bat hanging outside my room. Valentine has green eyes."

"Two," Henry chimed in. "Valentine was looking for my treehouse. Then one day, hanging on a limb we found blood-filled amulets."

"Three," Billy Boy added. "Valentine is from Romania."

"Four, he was living in a cave."

"Five," my brother continued. "Valentine's deathly allergic to garlic."

"Six," Henry added. "He tried to have us become blood brothers."

"Seven, he tried to bite me," Billy Boy argued.

"I tried to bite you last year!" I countered.

Billy Boy stopped and geared up for his verdict. "We think Valentine is a vampire."

"That project has gone to your head." I laughed.

"Then this won't matter," my brother challenged, extending his hand toward his nerd-mate's backpack. "Henry…"

The wunderkind unzipped his navy blue sack. He held out a small rectangular mirror.

"When Valentine comes down," Billy Boy said, "then we'll see. Or we'll observe what we don't see."

The boys stared at me proudly like two nerdy Sherlock Holmeses.

I was floored. Billy and Henry, the nerd-mate super-sleuths, were on the cusp of proving that Valentine was indeed a real vampire.

I'd been spending the last few weeks trying to keep Valentine away from the boys for their protection. Now I'd have to keep the nerd-mates away from Valentine and Alexander—for the vampires' safety.

"Why don't we take a look around this mansion," Henry said, rising.

"Why don't we not," I ordered, pointing to the Victorian chair. "Here—read this," I said, handing him a fifty-pound book on Stonehenge, pyramids, and UFOs. "Maybe this will help you conclude that Valentine is an alien."

After the boys exhausted themselves by perusing old dusty books, Henry busied himself playing games on his cell phone.

"In the cave," my brother began, "I heard you call me Billy. Not Nerd Boy. Not Billy Boy."

"So, what of it?"

"I know you are capable of calling me by my real name."

"Your real name is William. Is that what you want me to call you?"

"How about plain old 'Billy.'"

"Fine. From now on," I said, "it's 'Plain Old Billy.'"

My brother wrinkled his nose at me, then shook his head. "My turn," he said, reaching for Henry's phone.

The two boys watched Star Trek on Henry's cell while I peered out the window into the moonlit night. I began to piece together Valentine's motive for arriving in Dullsville.

According to Valentine, he turned up in town to look for his siblings. He'd been hoping to find Jagger and Luna still there. When Valentine found it empty of coffins, he searched the treehouse for clues to their whereabouts.

There Valentine must have found Jagger's hidden tombstone etchings that I had come across earlier. But what was it about the etchings that would provide a clue to Jagger and Luna's location?

I remembered Valentine and Billy Boy holding them when I discovered Valentine in my brother's room.

"Billy, didn't you and Valentine search the Internet for the location of Valentine's gravestone etchings?" I asked.

"Yes, one was from Romania and one from the cemetery here in town, but not the one you showed me in the cave. You busted into my bedroom when we were about to do a search. Why?"

Instead of answering, I turned to my brother's nerdmate. "Henry—does your cell phone log on to the Internet?"

The geeky techno wizard rolled his eyes like I was so yesterday.

"Just for kicks," I began, "would you search for the name Maria Maxwell?"

Henry quickly got online and tapped in the name of Valentine's great aunt to the hundredth degree.

I waited for the cybergeek's response.

"There is a Dr. Maria Maxwell in Spokane. She has a Web site. Do you want to look?"

"Any other listings?" I asked.

"A Maria Maxwell completed the Chicago Marathon in October 2001."

"Too young."

"A Maria Maxwell who wrote a children's book."

"In 1800?"

"No, in 1976."

"Try using the birth date we found on the etching. Maybe she's buried in a small town in Romania."

"Maria Maxwell," he said as he typed. "1844."

We waited for a moment, but it seemed like an eternity. The tick tock of the grandfather clock looming in the hallway loudly drummed to the throbbing rhythm of my own heartbeat.

"Here is a link for the standard news archives— obituaries—nineteen twenty-two—"

"Let me see," I said anxiously.

Henry angled the phone so we could both read the tiny screen.

It read: "Maria Maxwell. Born in the small town of Sighisoara, Romania. Immigrated to America and settled in Greenville Village, where she lived out her ninety-eight years. Loved by all. Beloved aunt to ten nieces and nephews, all of whom remain in Romania."

"Where is Greenville Village?" I wondered aloud. "Scroll up to the city's newspaper."

Then Henry showed me, plain as day on the small cell phone screen.

It was the Hipsterville Ledger.

Finally, I heard the morbidly slow shuffling of Jameson's footsteps plodding down the grand staircase. I caught up to the butler in the hallway on his way to check in on us in the parlor.

"How is Valentine?" I asked the creepy man.

"He's coming along, Miss Raven. I gave him some Romanian smoothies. Alexander is attending to him. How are you and the boys?"

Henry and my brother poked their heads out the parlor doorway.

"We're fine."

"Can I use your phone?" I asked.

"Of course you may. There is one in the study."

I didn't want to use Henry's cell and have any traces of my call linked to his phone. The boys were on to Valentine's identity enough as it was without my help.

"Would you boys like some smoothies?" Jameson asked politely as he headed for the parlor.

All I could think of were the bloodred Romanian smoothies I saw him carrying up to Valentine. "Make them American ones," I suggested seriously.

The nerd-mates eagerly followed Jameson into the kitchen, eyeing the portraits and lit candles in the hallway.

Once in the study, I found an antique phone sitting on a grand oakwood desk. I picked up the heavy black phone, which had a cord and dials instead of push buttons and a battery.

I stuck my index finger into the round number one, steered it to the right, and let go, then watched it dial back. I had only nine more numbers to go.

My finger shook as I continued to dial.

The phone connected and the other line began to ring.

And ring. And ring.

C'mon, pick up!

The other end answered. I could hear the gothic-rock pulsating sounds of the Caretakers.

"Coffin Club. Romeo speaking."

I paused and took a deep breath.

"Romeo? Is Jagger there?"

There was silence on the other end. I was certain Romeo would say no or, worse, hang up.

"Jagger just left. He should be back in an hour," he replied.

I'd found Jagger! I couldn't believe it! Valentine was right—Jagger hadn't returned to Romania.

"May I ask who's calling?" Romeo continued.

"Yes," I answered, then said, "tell him it's his aunt Maria."

18 Final Farewell

Henry and Billy Boy were playing chess on Henry's cell phone and I was leafing through Historical Romania when a haggard Alexander finally appeared in the drawing room, minus his prom suit jacket.

I raced over to my worn-out boyfriend.

"How is Valentine?" I asked.

"He's resting," he assured me, placing his hand on my shoulder.

"And you?"

"I'm fine," he said, relieved.

"Is he all right?" Billy Boy inquired.

"Yes," Alexander replied. "We reached him in time."

"What was wrong with him?" Henry asked.

"He was dehydrated. Jameson whipped up some smoothies and now he's rejuvenated."

The boys eagerly eyed each other.

"Can we see him?" Billy Boy asked.

Henry held the mirror in his hand. "Yes. We'd like to take a look at him."

I gave Alexander a knowing glance. "The boys think Valentine is a vampire."

Henry and Billy Boy appeared embarrassed.

"Maybe you guys are getting dehydrated too," Alexander mused.

"We shouldn't disturb him," my boyfriend continued. "But he wanted me to tell you both he said thank you."

"We'd really like to see him," Henry insisted.

"It's getting late," I stated. "Billy was already grounded once this week."

"Jameson will take you all home," Alexander said.

"Cool!" my brother said, and high-fived his friend.

I paused. Prom night was over? While the rest of Dullsville High partied into the wee hours, I was being sent home. I understood the nerd-mates needed to be tucked into bed, but me?

"All of us?" I tried to clarify.

While Billy Boy and Henry collected their things, Alexander pulled me to the side. He leaned against the grandfather clock.

"I'm sorry your prom night had to end this way."

"The night has just begun," I said.

"You are right. My night has just begun. Valentine can no longer search for Jagger and Luna on his own. I must find them for him. I've spent the last six months evading the Maxwells. It's ironic; now I'll be the one who's seeking them out."

"I think I know where Jagger and Luna are," I said proudly.

"You do?" he asked.

"Hipsterville."

"How do you know that?"

"That is where his aunt, Maria Maxwell, is buried. Henry and I searched on the Internet."

"But how do you know Jagger is there?"

"I checked. He was just hanging out at the Coffin Club."

"Then they are closer than I thought," he said, relieved. "That's great news."

As we reached the doorway, and the nerd-mates hopped down the front steps and out to Jameson's waiting car, I gazed up at the moon as it slowly became blanketed by a hazy cloud.

It hit me what Alexander had just revealed to me. He'd have to take Valentine to Hipsterville—now.

I knew I had a grave situation on my hands.

"When I come back tomorrow at sunset, you won't be here, will you?"

Alexander said nothing.

I turned and saw Billy Boy and Henry getting into Jameson's car.

My heart felt like a silver bullet had just penetrated it.

"You'll be leaving tonight…when Jameson returns."

Alexander didn't answer. Instead, he placed his hand on my shoulder.

"That's not fair. I don't want you to leave the Mansion again. Ever…," I continued.

A tear welled up in my eye.

"How long will you be?" I asked.

"As long as it takes," he said, trying to comfort me, but his own dark eyes were sad.

"I can't be without you, not for a second, much less a sunset," I said, my heart breaking.

"Neither can I, but I have no choice. Valentine cannot stay here any longer, for his own safety, mine, and all of Dullsville's."

I knew what Alexander was doing had to be done. However, that didn't mean that I had to like it.

"Take me with you to Hipsterville. Then we won't be apart for a moment."

"You have school—"

"It's the weekend, and we have teachers' prep day next week. I can stay with my aunt Libby. I'm sure Jameson can convince my parents. He's very charming."

"I'll be going places that you shouldn't know about. Places that aren't safe for a mortal like you. It's best for both of us that I'm the one who leaves."

Leaves? I was crushed.

Then Valentine's own words earlier tonight in the cave about Alexander's innermost thoughts came back to me. Maybe by leaving, Alexander felt he was protecting me, too.

"This isn't about Valentine, is it?" I asked, my words breaking in my throat. "It's about what Valentine found out when he read your thoughts."

Alexander turned toward the moon.

My eyes filled with tears. I grasped his arm. "I'm happy to know that you thirst for me the same way I thirst for you. I want us to be together—in your world."

"I know, but—"

I put my finger on his lips.

"That's always been my dream. Since I was a little girl. My middle name is 'Vampire.'"

Alexander took my hand in his. "I never meant to put you in any danger—and that's all I've ever done since I met you. Valentine is right. I am a threat to you—on many levels."

"I've never felt threatened by you—only loved. You are no more a threat than Trevor."

"Trevor can't take you into the Underworld. And now that you know that I've struggled with…that I've even considered taking you there…," Alexander said in a serious voice. "Now that I'll be leaving for Hipsterville, I can at least be assured that you will be safe—from the Maxwells and from me."

Alexander's sullen eyes turned even darker.

"You are going to take Valentine to Hipsterville and then never return," I said.

Alexander didn't reply.

"Then Valentine and Jagger have gotten their revenge! They've turned nothing more than rambling thoughts against us. They've gotten exactly what they wanted. They've destroyed you—and me!"

Tears streamed down my face.

I stood on the stairs, preparing to hear the door slam behind me.

Instead I heard nothing. But I felt the same familiar presence I'd felt behind me when I'd snuck into the Mansion. I felt a warm, gentle hand on my shoulder. I turned around and saw Alexander still standing there, a tear in his eye. My gothic guy, my vampire-mate. He stood before me like a knight of the night.

He took my hand in his and held it to his lips.

"Raven, you understand that I cannot survive without the darkness, blood, and my coffin."

"I know…," I said, choking up.

"Since I've moved into the Mansion, I learned something."

"Yes?"

"I cannot survive without you."

I smiled through my own raining tears. I fell into his arms and wrapped my arms around his waist.

Alexander caressed my hair. I gazed up into his dark, mysterious eyes. He kissed me.

"Jameson is waiting," he said softly. "I'll be back before you even miss me."

"I miss you already."

It took all my strength to tear myself away from Alexander.

Tears dripped down my face as I ran toward the car, already feeling his absence. Alexander could be away for days, weeks, even months.

"Why are you crying?" Billy Boy asked when I hopped into the Mercedes. "You'll see him tomorrow."

I pressed my hand to the window. I could see Alexander standing on the Mansion steps, his hand also raised toward mine, his shadowy image getting smaller and smaller as Jameson drove us farther away from the Mansion.

The car pulled around the gate. I turned around. The Mansion door was closed.

Alexander was gone.

THE END

Acknowledgments

I am grateful to these amazing people—Katherine Tegen, my wonderful editor, for your friendship, talent, and making my dreams come true!

Ellen Levine, my fabulous agent, for your outstanding advice and continued guidance in my career.

Julie Lansky at HarperCollins, for your great suggestions and firsthand knowledge of marathons.

My father and mother, Gary and Suzanne Schreiber, for being the best parents in the world.

My brother, Ben, for your support and enthusiasm.

And Eddie Lerer, for being my Alexander.