“All hail Lady Bina, future Ubara of all Gor!” said Kleomenes, lifting his goblet. The humans about the long table rose, lifting their goblets, facing the Lady Bina, who sat in a curule chair at the head of the table, as though enthroned. She bowed her head, graciously, acknowledging the toast.
Men through back their heads and downed the contents of the goblets.
About the table, mixed in with the others, were Astrinax, Desmond, Lykos, Trachinos, and Akesinos. They were not so placed that they could speak to one another.
Far down the table I saw Pausanias, whose caravan we had followed to the vicinity of the Crag of Kleinias.
His men were doubtless about, though I did not see them.
Doubtless there were some humans of the “Cave,” too, so to speak, lesser allies of the Kurii, who were also absent.
I did see the men who had accompanied Kleomenes.
All the slaves present, including myself, Jane, and Eve, were camisked. That was how the men of the Cave of Agamemnon, Theocrat of the World, Eleventh Face of the Nameless One, would have us. I knew nothing of this Agamemnon, though I gathered he must be Kur, nor what might be involved in the associated titles. In the banquet hall there were three prominent, visible Kurii, he referred to as “Lucius,” who seemed to be first in the Cave, and two who crouched in the background, like beasts of prey, surveying the festivities. These, in human sounds, were said to be Timarchos and Lysymachos. On a shelf above and behind them there was a metallic box, which, I supposed, given the care with which it had been handled, and the watchfulness with which it was regarded, must contain some precious substance, a treasure of some sort, perhaps gold or jewels. If so, I did not understand why it should be placed as it was, on a shelf in the open. Would it not have been wiser to have locked it away somewhere? The box seemed a strange one for a strong box, as it bore no bands of iron, nor a heavy lock, or locks. Rather it had certain projections fixed in its surface, and what appeared to be screens or lenses. The three Kurii, Lucius, Timarchos, and Lysymachos, all had translators slung about their large necks, on golden chains, by means of which, doubtless, they followed the progress of the feast, and by means of which they might, if they desired, communicate with the humans present. I would learn that the status amongst the Kurii was indicated, to themselves, at least, by differences in harnessing, and by rings worn on the left wrist. These rings were earned, or won, I gathered, in some sort of contest. To humans, those who wore the golden chains were of highest rank, those who wore silver were of the next rank, and those whose translator chains were of common metal, usually closely meshed links of iron, were third. Below these were most of the Kurii of the Cave, who carried no translators. These, I discovered, were generally avoided by the humans. I did not know how many Kurii inhabited the Cave, but I would have supposed some forty or fifty. Many Kurii I could not tell apart, for days. Even then I sometimes made mistakes, or became confused. Interestingly, though I suppose it was only to be expected, many Kurii had a similar difficulty distinguishing humans, particularly slaves, for we were similarly garbed. They could, however, easily distinguish men from women, given the radical sexual differences of form in our species. I later learned there were no female Kurii in the Cave. Apparently there are three or four sexes amongst the Kurii, depending on how one understands such things. I know little about this so I will simply recount what I gathered from conversations amongst the Kurii’s human allies in the Cave. There are the males, and the conceiving females, and the nurturing “females,” or “wombs,” which are irrational and sessile. As a fourth sex, or a latent first sex, there are the Nondominants, which, I gather, are males of a sort. These are generally despised, supposedly, by the conceiving females, while the nurturing “females,” eyeless, and mindless, would not know they exist. Occasionally, under certain circumstances, physiological or social, perhaps the lack of a Dominant, the Nondominant may occasionally become a Dominant, in effect, a true male. Thus, there is an ambiguity amongst Kurii with respect to something which one would suppose would be easy to determine, namely, the number of sexes in the species.
I have mentioned the three prominent, visible Kurii in the hall, Lucius, Timarchos, and Lysymachos. There was another in the hall who was visible, but, clearly, not prominently placed. I knew him from before. He was the blind Kur. We were given no human name for him. He crouched in a darkened corner of the hall, and some meat had been thrown to the floor before him, for which he must reach about, scratching here and there, and find.
I saw no sign of Lord Grendel.
There were several slaves in the room. Others were elsewhere. All had been brought to the Voltai to serve and content the human allies of the Kurii. Gorean men do not wish to be without female slaves. Four additional slaves had been brought to the Cave by Pausanias, girls bought at a state auction in Ar, amongst whom was Mina. She had fled, been recaptured by our party, and returned to her master, Lucius. It was his intention to have her fed, alive, to lesser Kurii. Trachinos, however, learning her projected fate, had cried out to Kleomenes, “No! I will buy her! Sell her to me!” Kleomenes arranged this matter with Lucius, and Lucius, who took little interest in the affairs of humans, turned the coin over to Kleomenes, a silver tarsk.
I myself had never sold for so much but I suspected that I might now, myself, sell for as much. To be sure, one does not know what one will sell for until, say, the auctioneer closes his hand, and cries, “Done!”
Mina had thrown herself to the feet of Trachinos, seized his knees, and pressed her face against his thigh.
She knew he tied women well.
I had little doubt she would be excellently mastered. She knelt behind him, so close that she might have reached out, and touched him.
She was far from the glories of her freedom in Ar.
I was not permitted to kneel behind Desmond of Harfax, or even behind the Lady Bina. Similarly, Jane was not permitted to kneel behind Astrinax, nor Eve behind Lykos, whose slave she knew herself, and whose slave she longed to be.
We served as though we might be common slaves, no different from the others.
Indeed, it was not clear to us, after some days, to whom we belonged. We knew, of course, we belonged to someone, or something, for we were slaves.
“Nora!” I had cried.
Our party had been intercepted on the trail to the Crag of Kleinias, and we had been conducted by a party of humans and Kurii to the opening of the Cave of Agamemnon, Theocrat of the World, Eleventh Face of the Nameless One, which lay secretly within the massive vastness of the Crag of Kleinias. The Cave was partly natural, but had clearly been enlarged, extended, and considerably modified by some form of technologically advanced engineering. Concealed then within the Crag of Kleinias was a labyrinthine complex of considerable proportions. There was housing within that complex sufficient for a thousand men and a thousand beasts, but no such numbers were present. I would have supposed, rather, that its occupancy was no more than some fifty beasts and less than some seventy or eighty men. We discovered that the wagons of Pausanias had been drawn up, inside. The wagons, as we noted in passing them, had been emptied. The tharlarion, the draft tharlarion, and the mounts of Kleomenes’ riders, the bipedalian tharlarion, were stabled, though separately, within a hundred yards of the wagons. We would learn later that there were laboratories and workshops in the complex, as well as kitchens, storerooms, feast rooms, pleasure rooms, punishment rooms, exercise areas, an infirmary, conference chambers, and such. Also, there were tarsk pens, verr pens, and vulo cages. There were also illuminated internal gardens and growing areas, some utilizing large, shallow trays of water. Something approximating a small, self-sustaining world appeared to be involved. It seemed forms of life might exist there, almost indefinitely, without importing food from the outside. The Crag of Kleinias itself provided water. Many areas were restricted, humans and most Kurii not being permitted in them. These were usually the laboratories and certain workshops. There were also slave quarters. The facility had contained fifteen slaves. This number had been augmented by the four brought from Ar, and, if we were to be counted, the three who had accompanied Astrinax and the Lady Bina into the Voltai, Jane, Eve, and Allison. One would then have had some nineteen slaves, or, if we were to be counted, twenty-two slaves.
When we had approached the mouth of the Cave, a further number of Kurii and men had emerged to greet us. Many of these, men and beasts, were wearing wreaths and garlands. Pennons and streamers, too, were about, and flowers, seemingly anomalous in the terrain, for we knew not then of the illuminated gardens within the Cave. Some of the beasts were striking on small bars, which, we gathered, constituted a form of music. It was made clear to us that these arrangements were in honor of the Lady Bina, welcoming her to the household of Agamemnon. This seemed to please, but did not seem to astonish, the lovely Lady Bina, who may have been led to expect something of the kind, given her conversations long ago in Ar with the blind Kur. It was my supposition, of course, that all this had much more to do with Lord Grendel than with the Lady Bina, who, for all her remarkable intelligence, was in some ways astoundingly naive; certainly she knew little of Gor, little of the channels of politics, little of the springs of power, little of the motivations and plans of men and Kurii.
The earlier attempt on the part of Kleomenes and his hunters to dissuade us from proceeding farther into the Voltai and the attack, if it were an attack, and not an unanticipated consequence of the hunting, of the wild tarsk at the Wagons, suggested that, at that time, the blind Kur had not made contact with his fellows. Certainly now, Kleomenes, and the others, seemed well disposed to our party, welcoming us on the trail, helping us to the Cave, and such.
There were various levels in the Cave, at least four. These were connected by ramps. The Cave, on each level with which I was familiar, possessed a large number of wide corridors. The walls and ceilings of these corridors were largely of natural rock, but the floors had been leveled and smoothed. The Cave was lit, where lit, by illuminated globes, which, interestingly, seemed self-sufficient. Clearly they did not use fire, as you are likely to think of it, as in, say, candles, lamps, braziers, torches, or such. The lighting tended to differ from area to area, depending on whether the area was largely utilized by humans or Kurii, humans desiring more light, and Kurii needing less, or wanting less, at least as compared to the humans. Coming from one of the darker corridors to the vicinity of the Cave’s opening, as in carrying a message, or provender, to the guards, I was sometimes dazzled, painfully so. Kurii apparently make the adjustment more quickly.
Led within the Cave we marveled.
Long and broad were the corridors, high the ceilings, refulgent the lighting. Numerous were the portals about, and abundant the passageways. I doubt that any of us, unless the Lady Bina, from her conversations with the blind Kur in Ar, had suspected that anything like this might exist on Gor, and surely not within the terrifying, rugged wilderness of the mighty Voltai. Yet, too, we would discover that other portions of the Cave, some of them, were far less awesome to humans, but, one supposes, more congenial to Kurii. I know little of the biology, or history, of the Kur species, but I have gathered that it, perhaps like the human species, long ago in its past, may have frequented caves, using them as dens or lairs. In any event, perhaps due to the warmth of their pelting and the excellence of their dark vision, for the Kur can hunt in the night as well as in the day, they seem, even today, to find, unlike the human, cave-like surroundings congenial. There is little which can surprise one in the twisting, confining narrowness of a cave, and it can be dangerous to enter one. I have been told that even on the metal worlds, the steel worlds, the engineered dwellings of Kurii are often reminiscent of dens or lairs. A building, for example, with its halls, may resemble a maze of tunnels. In any event, whatever may be the truth in these matters, the decor and structure of the vast “Cave” was not uniform, and, from the human point of view, certain areas were more pleasant than others. Interestingly, most districts within the “Cave” seemed to have been constructed with humans in mind, perhaps to suggest a kinship of outlook and values betwixt the species. Humans, I gathered, might be important in the plans of Kurii, at least initially.
Shortly after we had entered the Cave, a Kur took Mina’s leash and dragged her away. At that time we did not know if we would ever see her again. Following this our party was divided into three groups. Astrinax and the Lady Bina were conducted, almost ceremoniously, in one direction by Kleomenes. The men other than Astrinax, namely, Desmond, Lykos, Trachinos, and Akesinos, were then led away in another direction, by one of the men of Kleomenes, presumably to their quarters. The third group consisted of Jane, Eve, and myself. We were not to be led, but to precede another of Kleomenes’ men. All of us, men and slaves, had earlier been relieved of our packs. Our men, however, were permitted to retain their weapons. I do not think that Lykos, Trachinos, or Akesinos, would have cared to have been disarmed.
“Move, kajirae,” said the fellow behind us, and we hurried before him, down a side corridor.
“Hold!” he said, and we stopped, instantly, not looking back.
He then came about, before us.
“Do not kneel,” he said.
How naturally we, as kajirae, had been on the point of kneeling. I felt decidedly uneasy, being on my feet before a free man. I suspect Jane and Eve felt similarly. I did not wish to be switched, or lashed. He had, of course, told us not to kneel. The three of us standing there, in our collars and tunics, were small before him. Much depends on context, of course, and one grows sensitive to what the master may wish. Sometimes one will stand before him but then, commonly, with the head bowed. If the master is sitting, one might, too, sit, but on the carpet, or tiles, at his feet. Too, one might lie before him, or near him, perhaps beside him, as might another animal, curled, or languid, or such, and so on. We are taught much in the slave house, how we should be. Sometimes one might await him, naked, in the furs, spread on the floor, at the foot of his couch. We flame, in need. One hopes he may deign to caress us.
“There!” he said, indicating a portal, to our right.
Jane thrust open the door, which was heavy, and she, followed by Eve and myself, entered. Behind us we heard the door close, and heard a bolt thrown into place.
We looked about ourselves, apprehensively, but there seemed little in the room to suggest a cause for alarm. It was a large room, well lit, with red walls and a yellow ceiling. Its floor was also yellow and formed of what appeared to be smoothed wooden beams, fitted closely together. There were two doors, that through which we had entered, and one at the far end of the room. The room was bare, containing no rugs, no hangings, no draperies, no furniture.
“What are we to do?” asked Eve.
“What is there to do?” said Jane.
We would wait. After a time, weary from the trail, and perhaps worn from the fear and amazement generated by our new surroundings, we lay on the beams of the yellow wooden flooring.
I am not sure how long we waited, but I do not think it was long, only longer than we might have anticipated.
Perhaps ten or twelve Ehn.
“Perhaps they do not know we are here,” said Eve.
“Perhaps you would like to call out, or pound on the door,” said Jane.
“No!” said Eve.
We waited a little longer.
“I do not think we are to be housed here,” said Eve.
“No,” said Jane, “I do not think so. I see no blankets, no slave mats, no rings.”
“Or cages,” I said.
A bit later the door at the far end of the room opened, and a large-handed, brawny fellow, bearded, with a leather cap, entered, carrying a lidless tool box by its triangular handle. As soon as we saw that the entrant was male we went to first-obeisance position, kneeling, head to the floor, hands, palms down, at the side of our head.
The tool box was set down near us and we, not looking up, heard the fellow reaching into the box, moving one or another of its contents about.
A bit later I heard Jane gasp, heard a sharp, cutting sound, and, a bit later, the dropping of a light metal object into the tool box.
“May I speak, Master?” I begged.
“Yes,” he said, moving toward me.
“There is some mistake,” I said. “We are the slaves of the Lady Bina, honored guest in this household. We belong to her!”
“There is no mistake,” he said. “Keep your head down.”
I felt a thick, curved blade thrust between my neck and the collar, and knew this was matched with a similar blade, one with which it was paired. The tool had two stout handles which were spread, and would then be brought muchly together. The fellow held the two handles rather at the ends, where the most leverage might be exerted. I sensed him strain, then apply more pressure, and then I heard the breaking of the metal. He put the tool down and spread and pulled the sides of the rent collar from my throat. I heard it put into the tool box. In a moment or two Eve had been similarly served.
“Kneel up,” he said. Then he said, “Beg me to accept your tunics, and then present them to me, properly.”
I was frightened, without my collar.
We slipped from our tunics.
“I beg you to accept my tunic, Master,” said Jane. She then held it to him, her arms extended, her head down between her extended arms.
Eve and I then uttered the identical ritual phrase, and, as had Jane, proffered our tunics, and properly, to the fellow, who then turned about and left the room.
We looked at one another.
“I am afraid,” I said.
“I, too,” said Jane, uneasily.
Eve smiled, and stood up. She posed, and pointed to her throat. “Look,” she said, “I am a free woman!”
“Show me your left thigh,” said Jane, angrily.
Eve then knelt beside us, quietly.
She was well marked, as were we.
A few Ehn later the far door opened once more, and a fellow we recognized, one of Kleomenes’ hunters, entered, but not the one who had brought us earlier to this chamber. We went to first obeisance position. I was vaguely aware that a woman had entered behind him.
“Kneel up,” had said the man. The woman was at his side, a little behind, on his left.
“Nora!” I cried.
“Nora!” exclaimed Jane, joyously.
“Nora!” wept Eve, with relief.
Then I saw the look in her eye, and I shrank back, a Gorean slave. Her first reaction, when we knelt before her, our faces clearly to be seen, was one of astonishment, but then, almost immediately, one of pleasure, and gratification, and then, as her eyes fell on me, one of hostility and triumph.
“These slaves know you?” said the man.
“Yes!” she said.
“‘Yes’?” he said.
“Yes,” she said, quickly adding, “Master.”
She was a strikingly beautiful slave, with lovely features, long dark hair, and a figure that would easily bring silver on the block. As with the rest of us, masters had seen to it that she would be improved. She had been stunningly attractive on Earth, and I thought her more so now. And I was certain that I, and others, such as Jane and Eve, had become more attractive on Gor, as well. I am not sure to what factors, perhaps several, these transformations might be attributed, but I suspected they might, at least in part, have something to do with the naturalness, the openness, the honesty, the lack of hypocrisy, of the Gorean world itself. She was camisked, as Mina had been. On her neck there was a dark metal collar. Mina had worn such a collar. From what the Lady Bina had said on the trail, based on the lettering, I took it to be a Kur collar.
“You know me, Nora!” said Jane. “I am Jane, Jane, from the house!”
“Remember me!” said Eve. “I am Eve! Eve! From the house!”
“We are so happy to see you!” said Jane.
Eve began to weep with joy.
Nora regarded us. She carried some objects, some of cloth, some of metal. About her right wrist, from its loop, dangled a switch. Across her forehead, bound there, tied at the back of her head, was a talmit.
I looked upon this simple, narrow folding of cloth, and was terrified.
“I am so happy!” said Jane.
“I, too!” cried Eve.
If a free man had not been present I feared Jane and Eve might have leapt to their feet to gather Nora into their arms.
“And you, Allison,” said Nora, “are you not happy to see me, too?”
I put down my head, afraid.
“Kneel up, straightly, more straightly,” said Nora. “Heads up!”
We knelt properly, our heads raised.
She cast three objects, circular metal objects, to the floor before us.
“Collar them,” she said.
The collaring of a woman is almost always done by a man. There are few things which make a woman more conscious of her sex than being collared by a man. The collar functions on many levels. It is an identificatory device, of course, which proclaims her bondage, and often identifies her master. But more subtly it is a symbol of her womanhood, what she is, what she is for, and such. It is a symbol of a natural relationship, the female in submission to the male, or, within the institutions of a natural civilization, within the legalities of a natural culture, the relationship of the slave to the master.
We were not collared gently.
Each of us heard the snap of the collar lock.
Each of us was now recollared.
Each of us wore a Kur collar.
I supposed it was no coincidence that the fellow who had collared us was one of the hunters of Kleomenes. From the wagons, days before, we knew the sort of men who might dare to mount and manage the bipedalian hunting tharlarion, the sort of men who, armed with a slender lance, would match themselves against Voltai tarsk. We were females, small and soft, perhaps lovely, so different from them; they are large, strong, impatient, possessive, demanding, uncompromising, and dangerous. It was obvious with such men, as with Goreans generally, that it was we who would be owned, and collared.
The hunter, done with our collaring, took his leave, paying no attention to Nora. She wore the talmit but, to him, she was only another slave.
The door closed behind the fellow.
“He is gone!” cried Jane, delightedly, in English, one of the barbarian tongues, one we shared. “Dear Nora! Dear Nora!” she exclaimed.
“Yes,” cried Eve, happily, “dear, dear Nora!” She, too, had spoken in English.
“Remain kneeling,” said Nora. “Keep your hands down, on your thighs.” It took me a moment to realize that she had spoken in Gorean.
Jane and Eve, puzzled, knelt back, on their heels.
We then felt bits of cloth with tangles of thong thrown against our bodies.
We let them fall, against us. They lay upon our thighs. We did not pick them up. We had not received permission to do so.
“Nora?” said Jane.
“Nora?” said Eve.
“Put them on,” said Nora.
We slipped the narrow rectangles of cloth, with their simple, centered, circular openings, over our heads, and then wrapped the long leather thong twice about our waist, and knotted it at our left hip. The knot is to be a simple bowknot, so that it may be easily loosened by a man’s casual tug. It is at the left hip because most men are right handed. The length of the thong, or cord, or binding fiber, whatever is used, is intended to allow for a variety of slave ties, or tetherings, hand and foot, or whatever the master may please.
“Nora?” said Eve, uncertainly.
“Be silent,” said Nora.
Nora then surveyed us.
“You are to speak in Gorean,” said Nora, “for it is the language of your masters.”
I sensed that Eve wanted muchly to speak, but she did not do so.
“It is my understanding,” said Nora, “that you have been named Jane, Eve, and Allison.”
These were now, of course, slave names, only that, no more. The slave, as an animal, has no name in her own right, but, as any animal, may be given any name the master pleases.
“Those names will do,” she said. “I am Nora,” she said.
She walked about us, and then was again before us.
“It is a long time,” she said, “since I have seen you three in camisks. It was at a party, as I recall. You looked well in them. You are the sort of women who should be in camisks. All of you! They are suitable for such as you.”
Did she think of herself as a free woman, I wondered. Did she not know that she, too, was now camisked, now collared?
“Allison,” she said, “straighten your body.”
I knelt more straightly.
“Is that how you belt a camisk?” she asked. “Belt it more closely, more snugly. Men prefer it that way.”
I fumbled at the thong,
“Must I do it for you?” she asked.
“No!” I said.
“‘No’?” she asked.
“No, Mistress,” I said.
Jane and Eve gasped.
I then drew the double thong more tightly about me, and knotted it, closely, at the left hip.
“You may thank me,” she said.
“Thank you, Mistress,” I said.
“Who thanks me?” she asked.
“Allison, the slave, thanks Mistress,” I said.
“You are here, all of you,” said Nora, “to work, and please men. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Mistress,” we said.
“Who is first girl?” she asked.
“You, Mistress,” we said.
Nora then held the switch to our lips, those of Jane, Eve, and Allison. We all kissed it, with deference.
Nora wore the talmit. She was first girl.
“Jane, Eve,” she said. “Go through the far door. You will find the slave quarters. You will find three empty cages there, with the gates ajar, against the left wall, as you enter. Jane, enter the first, Eve, the second. Once within, pull the gate shut. It will lock, automatically. Go.”
Jane and Eve, confused, shaken, distraught, disbelieving, rose up. I would have risen, too, but Nora’s switch, lightly on my left shoulder, indicated I should remain where I was. “The slave girl, Allison, will follow you shortly,” she said.
Nora waited until Jane and Eve had disappeared through the far door which, as it had been closed, they closed, again, behind themselves. Nora and I were then alone in the large room.
She walked about me, and then, again, stood before me.
I think she was pleased to do so. Too, I had the sense that I had been assessed, as a slave.
She struck the switch into the palm of her left hand, sharply.
I winced.
“Do you wish to be switched?” she asked.
“No, Mistress,” I said.
“On the old world, in the house, on the campus, at the college, in the town,” she said, “you thought yourself more beautiful than I, more attractive.”
“You were always more beautiful than I,” I said. “Perhaps I was more attractive.”
“More fit for a collar, at a man’s feet,” she said.
“I do not know,” I said.
“I wear the talmit!” she said.
“Yes, Mistress,” I said.
“How annoying and contemptible I found you,” she said, “laughing and smiling, so pretentiously suave, so fraudulently refined, so feignedly clever, so aristocratically chatting and gossiping, so pointlessly sparkling, so calling attention to yourself, so posing and posturing, so carrying on, and, too, so irritatingly and prescribedly slender, just as the fashion magazines would require, so pert and trim, so well-dressed, so tasteful, so refined, so chic, not a hair out of place, your makeup invariably subtle, scarcely existing, and perfect, looking about, over your shoulder, those glances, what an actress, your little movements, flirting with the boys, leading them on, amusing yourself at their expense, rebuffing them when your sport was done.”
“Were we all so different,” I asked, “even Mistress?”
“You were pretty,” she said, “but petty, too, and empty, shallow, a nothing, a sly, selfish, cunning, opportunistic, calculating, vain, egotistical, little chit. And how popular you were with the boys, and, oh yes, how aware of it you were! How many envied you!”
“Surely as many, or more, envied you,” I said.
“What a match, with such delightful charms, might you not have garnered for yourself.”
“I had few repeat dates,” I said, “of the sort I wished.”
“A serious male,” she said, “soon saw through your shallowness and hypocrisy. At best you might be of some transient interest at a slave ring.”
“Perhaps I am different now!” I said.
“You are,” she said, “you are now, as you should be, branded, and collared.”
“What of you?” I demanded.
“You dared to think of yourself as my equal, my rival,” she said.
“Was I not,” I asked, “and one or two of the others?”
“You were never my equal,” she said. “I was always, by far, your superior.”
“Yes, Mistress,” I said. I supposed it was true.
“How I hated you, how I despised you!” she said.
I put my head down.
“And now,” she said, “it is pleasant to see you again, and as you should be, and are, kajira.”
“A slave notes,” I said, looking up, “that Mistress is camisked, and collared.”
“Do you think you are clever?” she asked.
“Mistress knows I am intelligent,” I said, “just as I know that Mistress is intelligent.”
“I wonder what Mrs. Rawlinson saw in you,” she said.
“Doubtless the same that she saw in you, and the others,” I said, “that we might do, as slaves.”
“What do you know of Mrs. Rawlinson?” she asked.
“Nothing,” I said. “Doubtless she is on our former world, going about her work, abetting slavers, locating and assessing other girls such as we for the chains of Gor.”
“Some of us wear the talmit,” she said.
“I know one,” I said.
“I trust you have been red-silked,” she said.
“Yes, Mistress,” I said. “White-silk slaves are rare on Gor.”
“I would have enjoyed seeing you in the hands of a man,” she said.
“It is possible I might not appear that much different from Mistress,” I said, “were she in the hands of a man.”
“Beware,” she said.
“Perhaps Mistress has been red-silked, as well,” I said.
She slashed down with the switch, striking my left shoulder.
“Forgive me, Mistress,” I begged.
“Now I have you amongst my girls!” she said.
“Please be merciful, Mistress,” I begged.
“Who would have dreamed of this, pretty Allison,” she said.
“Please be kind, Mistress,” I said.
She then cried out in rage, and a storm of blows fell upon me, and I went, gasping and sobbing, to all fours, and then to my belly, trying to cover my head, and then, struck repeatedly, I was twisting on the floor, back to belly, then belly to back, and then to belly, again, and then the blows stopped, and I was on my belly, trembling, my hands beside my head, my body a raging tissue of fire.
“Who is Mistress, and who is slave!” she demanded.
“Mistress is Mistress, and I am slave!” I wept. My insolence, my forwardness, my boldness, was at an end. I was then only a beaten slave, cringing before her Mistress, fearing to be further punished.
This was Gor, and I was kajira.
“You are going to be well worked,” said Nora, “and often in shackles. You will know the heaviest of labors and the lowest and most repulsive of chores. If you are in any way lax or deficient you will be whipped, as you deserve.”
“Yes, Mistress,” I sobbed, almost a whisper. I was scarcely able to speak.
“And recall,” she said, “that you exist for men!”
“Yes, Mistress,” I said.
“Do you understand what that means?” she asked.
“Yes, Mistress,” I said.
“And if I hear of the least dissatisfaction,” she said, “it will mean the whip. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Mistress,” I said.
“Now,” said she, “kajira, to all fours, and crawl to the slave quarters, through that door. The last cage on the left is yours. Enter it, and draw shut the gate. It will lock automatically.”
“Yes, Mistress,” I said.
“Hurry,” she said. “Hurry! Faster! Faster!”
“Yes, Mistress!” I wept.