Chartomancy

Chapter Fifty-nine

4th day, Month of the Hawk, Year of the Rat

Last Year of Imperial Prince Cyron’s Court

163rd Year of the Komyr Dynasty

737th year since the Cataclysm

Tsatol Pelyn, Deseirion

It seemed to Keles Anturasi that he could have had a blanket for every survivor in the fortress draped over him and he’d still not stop shivering. He sat on the parapet of the north wall, looking down into the courtyard. The people, still in armor, still in the prime of their lives, moved about, lining up the dead, straightening their limbs, saluting comrades in arms who had fallen.

And it all made no sense to him.

Though he did not know what he had done, he knew he had done it. He hoped that as the sun made it over the horizon the fortress would fade. He hoped it had been an illusion. It just couldn’t exist, but he could see the dancing reflections of sunlight from the moat, still hear the pennants snapping in the breeze and could hear the crisp, strong footsteps of people who, hours before, could have barely managed an exhausted shuffle.

The way they dealt with each other baffled him. They gathered in groups-family groups, he assumed, based on the crests on the armor-but it was no longer a grandparent gathering children or elderly maiden aunts comforting each other. These people had become warriors. Some had regressed to a life they knew, others had become things they had long ago abandoned dreaming they could be. And children… the children had grown into the sort of soldiers who inhabited heroic stories of the Imperial period.

Some people had escaped transformation, but it had touched even Rislet Peyt. The diminutive minister had swelled into a warrior with a double-handed great sword. He’d chopped one of the four-armed things in half with it. He’d gotten an arm broken in the process, but he sat there with his arm in a sling, joking with the men who had previously been his bodyguards.

Keles clutched the black blanket around his shoulders more tightly, but his broken hands had swollen to the point where they were all but useless. This had all been his doing, but he couldn’t undo it, nor could he do it again. All he could remember was that he knew he had to do something, and he rebelled against the situation that doomed so many people.

Somehow I must have touched magic.

But even that explanation defied logic. He was a cartographer. It was true that he had been working more as an engineer in making the changes in Felarati, but everything he had done had been something he’d learned as a by-product of his main pursuit: cartography. They were all things he could not have helped but learn, and many of them he’d learned without even realizing it.

That could have explained, maybe, what happened with the fortress itself, but not what happened with the people. As much as he tried to figure things out, he couldn’t. Even a convoluted scheme by which their desires to avoid death had combined with his desire to save them-letting all of them touch magic and thereby be changed-fell short. That might have worked for the adults, but not the children.

What made what happened to the people even worse was that while the children had become adults, they had no memories or experiences of the years that should have passed. To make things even more confusing, most of the survivors were drunk with victory and, save those who volunteered to stand sentry, were wandering off in pairs to enjoy carnal experiences they’d never known, or had long since forgotten.

A shadow fell over him and he looked up at Rekarafi. “Do you know what happened?”

“I did not know the first time.”

“First time?”

The Viruk pointed to the west. “In Ixyll, we escaped a chaos storm by entering a cavern. It proved to be a mausoleum.”

“I remember.”

“You were certain that there was a chamber beyond an arch. Borosan and I said we had moved. You did not believe that and drew a map to show us what waited on the other side of the arch.” The Viruk crouched and scraped the rough map on the stone. “When you did that, Moraven and Ciras reacted. I felt it, too. We moved again. The first time the storm moved us. You moved us back.”

Keles felt the blood drain from his face. “By drawing the map, I moved us?”

Rekarafi nodded.

“Why didn’t you tell me? I could have drawn my way out of Felarati if I had known that.”

The Viruk laughed. “No, you could not have. You did not know then what you did. You do not know now what you did last night. You have touched magic, Keles, very powerful magic, but you do not know how to control it.”

“Can I learn? Can you teach me?”

Rekarafi closed his eyes and raised his head, letting the breeze blow through his black mane. “There was a time, Keles Anturasi, when magic was so plentiful in the world that doing what you have done would have been simple. The Viruk mastered this magic, but in our mastering there was a flaw. It destroyed our Empire. What little I know would not serve you well. You’ve discovered this power on your own. You will have to learn how to control it yourself as well.”

“What if I get it wrong?”

The Viruk shrugged. “It will kill you.”

“That’s reassuring.”

“It is an urge to caution.”

“Caution, yes.” Keles nodded. “That’s the other thing about everyone. They look at me and they are wary. Respectful but cautious. Who is more afraid of what happened here last night, them or me?”

Rekarafi growled out a low laugh. “The Eyeless Ones are the most afraid.”

“You have a point there.”

The Viruk rested a hand on his shoulder. “And you won our contest. You shifted more stones than I. It has been many years since a human so humbled a Viruk.”

“It’ll probably be a few more before that happens again, Rekarafi.”

“Pity.” The Viruk smiled. “Being humbled is an interesting experience if one lives through it.”

The Viruk withdrew as Tyressa came up the stone steps toward Keles. She carried a bowl and a pitcher. Bandages had been looped over her shoulder. She knelt beside him and set her burdens on the stone.

“Your hands must be cared for.”

“They’ll be fine.”

“You forget my duty to Prince Cyron. You are my responsibility.”

“Are you sure you want to take responsibility for me?”

Tyressa’s expression sharpened. “I don’t have that choice. Your hands.”

Keles frowned, then let the blanket slip. He presented his hands to her, all bloody, torn, swollen, and purple. He stiffened as she took them in her hands, but refused to cry out. She brought them down into the bowl, then poured water into it, which sent another throb of pain through his hands.

Tyressa wetted a cloth, then took his right hand out of the water. She began to gently scrub at it, holding his right wrist. He pulled back at the first touch of the cloth, but she tightened her grip. “Don’t struggle; it will only make it worse.”

“Sorry. It hurts.”

“It should. You’ve hurt your hands badly.”

Keles tried to laugh, but a wave of exhaustion killed it prematurely. “Funny that I can change people the way I did and not heal my own hands.”

“Why is it funny that you cannot do things for which you have no gift or training?” She washed his hand, removing dirt and crusted blood, which gave Keles a better look at how much damage he’d done than he’d wanted. “We all are what we are, Keles. Change is not easy.”

“But I’ve changed, and I don’t even know how or why.”

The Keru glanced back down into the courtyard. “You’re looking at why, Keles. You changed so they could live.”

“So everyone could live. Them. You. Jasai. Rekarafi.”

“I am corrected.” She lowered his right hand into the water and began to work on his left. “There are things for which I have no training, no gift.”

“You seem pretty gifted to me, Tyressa.”

She stopped and looked in his eyes. “What you said to me the other day…”

Keles shook his head. “You don’t have to say anything. I’m all grown-up, but sometimes the dreams of youth remain.”

“That’s not what you said.”

“Ouch.” Keles winced. “Maybe that’s what I should have said. That’s what you heard.”

“That’s not what I heard. What I heard was something for which I have no gift or training. I’ve been Keru for years, and dreamed of being one for longer. And you know I’ve dreamed of my people finding a way to escape the trap of being a captive nation. These are all things that are outside myself. They are things for which I am willing to fight and willing to die.”

“I understand that.”

“Then understand this: these things have precluded me considering other things. I set other things aside. Desires. Feelings.” She glanced down at his hand. “When you spoke to me, I couldn’t…”

She sighed heavily and her shoulders slumped a bit. “When you have so long been a warrior, anything you are not prepared to deal with is seen as an attack. I parry. I riposte. I elude and disengage.”

“You thought I was attacking you?”

“Not attack, no, but I felt ambushed.”

Keles nodded slowly. “I guess that makes sense. So what you said about Jasai having feelings for me, that’s not true?”

Tyressa lowered his left hand into the water again. “It is true, Keles. She loves you and will do everything she can to hide it, because she believes I love you.”

“Do you?”

“It’s not something I have a gift or training for.”

Keles pulled his hands from the water and gingerly crossed his arms against his chest. “You still see it as an attack, don’t you?”

“There are nine hundred ninety-nine reasons you should love her, Keles. She would make you a good wife.”

“She’s got a husband.” Keles laughed. “Right now, he has better hands than I do.”

“Loving you is not part of my mission.”

His eyes narrowed. “But will it stop you from doing that mission?”

“It already has.”

“What?”

Tyressa’s chin came up. “If I had done what Prince Cyron ordered me to do, you’d already be dead.”