Beneath the Skin

28 THE GREAT DESTROYER

INSIDE

March 26

Heather hits the ground hard, landing on her hands and knees in night-shadowed grass, the long, thin blades slick with moisture. She shifts one hand and it slides into nothing. She yanks her hand back, a quick glance revealing the shallow grave she fell into before. Empty now.

She smells mud, swamp water, and the coppery reek of blood. Lots of blood.

A tornado of sound roars around Heather, sucking at her—whispering voices, droning wasps, the hypnotic rush of blood through veins and drumming hearts—plucking and pulling at her mind. Scattering her thoughts.

Fucking little psycho.

Dante-angel, Papa took down the curtains! Wake up!

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Heather throws her hands over her ears, but the noise and voices freight-trains through her mind, never slowing, smashing her concentration into tiny, spinning bits she can’t grab, let alone piece together again.

Good thing he’s restrained … fuck! What’s he screamin’?

He’s making a very loud, very clear, demand.

Kill me.

How does it feel, marmot?

Heather’s heart kicks against her ribs and her mouth dries. She’s here for a reason, in this place of graves and noise-storms. But the reason eludes her. A steady, pounding sound vibrates up through the dirt and grass and into Heather’s knees. She looks for the source.

A black-haired teen in muddied jeans and T-shirt whacks a shovel blade against a body half hidden in the grass. Whacks it over and over. Blood spurts into the air with each strike. The muscles in his shoulders, arms, and back ripple beneath his T-shirt as he torques all of his strength into every downward swing of the glistening shovel blade.

The body jerks and twitches. Squishes.

Heather stares, nausea squeezing the pit of her stomach, and finds herself reaching for the small of her back. She pauses, wondering what she’s reaching for. She’s no longer certain, but her hand knows, so she allows it to continue its journey.

Her fingers wrap around the smooth grip of a gun. Pull it free. She arcs the gun around and aims it at the teen playing whack-a-mole with the body in the grass.

Moonlight trickles pale through the thick canopy of cypress and live oak trees and gleams on the teen’s blood-freckled face, his blood and mud-spattered arms, the hands locked around the shovel’s handle. He lifts it again.

“Hold it right there,” Heather calls. “Put that shovel down slow and easy. Then step away from the body.”

Droning and raging whispers whip around her. Dizzy her. She locks both hands around the gun to steady her grip, but still her hands shake.

I knew you’d come for me.

The prick thinks I’ll murder everyone in their beds.

Wouldcha?

She trusted you, kid. I’d say she got what she deserved.

The teen swivels around to face her.

Heather’s finger slips away from the trigger. She knows that gorgeous, pale face, has gazed deep into those dark brown, red-streaked eyes, has tasted those Cupid’s bow lips.

Amaretto. His fevered kisses taste of amaretto.

Black light crackles around the teen, a blue-streaked nebula haloing his body, and his image flickers; shifts into the man he is/will be—leather and steel-buckled PVC, a bondage collar strapped around his throat; grown into his beauty, his strength, his pale moonlight-radiant skin.

Flicker: He shifts into the man-to-be—smooth black wings arch up behind him, fire patterns of brilliant blue and purple streaking their undersides. Blue flames lick around his clenched fists. Glimmer reflected along the thighs of his leather pants and sleek black latex, steel, and mesh shirt. A collar of braided black metal twists around his throat. And clipped to the steel ring at the collar’s center, a leash, its silver-chained length leading down across his chest and abs, and disappearing into the right front pocket of his leather pants.

Tendrils of his black hair lift into the air as though breeze-caught. Gold light stars out from his black-rimmed eyes. He looks up as song—not his own—rings through the air. The night burns, the sky on fire from horizon to horizon.

The never-ending Road.

The Great Destroyer.

One or both or neither.

Possibilities stretch away like spokes on a wheel.

Flicker: He’s the shovel-wielding teen in torn, mud-grimed jeans and black T-shirt, gray duct-tape glinting around his sneakers. Small metallic wasps—distorted and stylized as if they’ve been crafted from polished steel by H.R. Giger (and she wonders where that thought comes from)—crawl along the teen’s arms, into his lustrous black hair, and burrow into his skin.

Flicker: He’s the man, coiled and wary, kohl-smudged eyes looking into her. His gaze brushes against her heart, a struck lighter tossed into a pool of gasoline. Wasps wriggle beneath his black-painted fingernails, rim the steel ring in his collar.

His name forms on the tip of Heather’s tongue, then vanishes before she can shape it. But she feels it burning within her heart, safeguarded from the tornado.

Flicker: The teen lowers the shovel to his side, his mud-caked fingers white-knuckled around the handle. He stares at Heather, his head tilted to one side, and his eyes seem to widen with recognition.

She wonders if her name is forming on his tongue.

His gaze slides past her. His dark brows slant down as fury ripples across his face.

He moves. A black-lit blur streaking straight for her.

She swings her gun up, pounding heart drowned out by the maelstrom of noise whirling around and through her. A chill creeps down her spine and she realizes too late that she’s aimed her gun in the wrong direction.

A rough shove against her shoulder sends Heather stumbling into an oak as the teen pushes her aside. She grabs ahold of the tree trunk, the rough bark scraping beneath her fingernails, and catches her balance. Spinning around, she sees him slamming his shovel into the face of a balding, heavy-set man in a sweat-stained T-shirt.

Familiar, this man. Heather’s fingers tighten around the gun’s grip. She should know his name too, but the noise screaming through her skull obliterates it.

You don’t need none of dat school shit for the work you do, p’tit. Waste o’ time.

Boy needs a lesson. Boy always needs a lesson.

You wanna take her punishment, p’tit?

Holy, holy, holy …

Heather struggles with the urge to finish what the teen has started with his shovel and empty the gun’s magazine between the man’s eyes.

Blood spraying from the blade’s deep bite into his throat, the man crumples to the ground, clawing at his wound. The teen beats the squirming, choking man with the shovel, pounding and hacking and smashing until the skull pulps.

“Fucker won’t stay dead,” he says.

Dropping the shovel, he bends and grabs the body by the ankles. He drags it through the night-wet grass, a gruesome wake of blood, brains, and moonlight-glinting bits of skull marking his path. He kicks the body into the grave. It hits the muddy ground with a wet thud.

“For Chloe,” he whispers. “For Von.”

Chloe. Von.

Heather grabs at the names, but the whispering/droning/shrieking tornado rips them away from her. She shivers, caught in sound, held in a fist of noise. Gun down at her side, she walks to the grave and stands beside the teen. He stares into the grave, his face shadowed with exhaustion. He wipes at his bleeding nose with the back of one grimy hand.

“Who was he?” she asks.

He spits into the grave. “No one now.”

“Who did you kill for?” Heather asks, turning around. “You said some names.”

A wasp crawls beneath the collar of the teen’s shirt. He pushes his hair back from his face and motions behind himself with his head. He turns around, bends and picks up his shovel, then starts walking. Heather follows.

The teen stoops beneath the sheltering branches of a weeping willow and disappears beneath its green-leaved and sap-fragrant canopy. He holds the branches aside with the shovel’s bloodstained handle as Heather ducks underneath. Night-cooled leaves brush against her cheek. She straightens, stops.

Bodies lie close to the willow’s trunk —a little red-haired girl, a blood-smeared plushie orca tucked in her arms; and a man with dark brown hair, a crescent moon tattooed beneath his eye; a blond youth in a blood-soaked straitjacket, and snuggled against him, a brunette, a black stocking knotted around her throat, a black leather jacket draped over her body.

Heather’s heart skips a beat. She knows them all—but knows the man with the crescent moon tattoo best.

Von.

She kneels in the tall, dewed grass beside the nomad and touches his cheek with shaking fingers. Cool, his skin feels Sleep-cool, not dead-cold.

“He’s not dead. You can still save him.”

The teen crouches beside her. “He’s mon cher ami. And I tried to kill him.”

She knows him then. Knows and loves the man the teen will become. She parts her lips, searching for his name, and finds it secreted in her heart, untouched by the whirlwind.

Safe from the whispers.

But before Heather can speak, someone else does instead, a voice rasping out of the darkness. “Beaucoup chaud tête-rouge,” it says. “You’ll be fun, you.”

She catches peripheral movement just to her left and, pulse racing, she whirls around on her knees, lifting her gun.

But the teen—his name still shaping itself on her lips—has already moved. He stands over his cher ami with the crescent moon tattoo, legs planted on either side of the nomad’s body.

“You ain’t taking him,” he says.

“You already did the taking, p’tit.”

The stink of fetid mud and meat gone bad in the sun pinches Heather’s nostrils. The balding man that the teen just dumped in the shallow grave rushes him, low and cannonball-fast.

But this time he isn’t alone.

A man with graying blond hair and a blurred face saunters across the grass beneath the willow. He holds a syringe between his fingers, a bead of something pearled on the needle’s end.

Barbed pain coils around Heather’s mind and squeezes. Black flecks speckle her vision. She pulls the trigger and fires two bullets into each man. But she might as well have thrown water balloons for all the good it does.

Neither flinches. Or stops.

The teen swings the shovel between both of his attackers, the blade whanging from one face to the other. The shovel whistles through the night as he brings it down again and again. Blood jewels the air, a warm and never-ending rain.

And still bleeding they rise again and again and again.

Desperation edges the teen’s face, tightens his fingers around the shovel’s handle. Sweat trickles along his temples, plastering tendrils of black hair to his cheek, his forehead. The man with the film-stuttering blur of a face ghosts up behind the teen, needle poised.

Heather jumps up and shoves the teen. Music peals between them, untamed and ablaze, the moment her hand touches his shoulder. Chimes within her heart.

It’s quiet when I’m with you. The noise stops.

Sanctus, sanctus, sanctus.

I’ll help you stop it forever.

“Let’s see if you survive this, my little night-bred beauty,” a voice murmurs, breath warm on the nape of Heather’s neck. Something pierces her throat. Fire scalds her lungs. Devours her breath.

Heather falls, sprawling on her side across the nomad’s body. The blood boils in her veins, the pain stealing her voice.

The teen whirls, shovel blurring through the air, and hammers the needle-plunging man into the ground. Blood splashes onto the teen’s pale face. His gaze locks onto Heather. He sucks in a breath, face stricken. The shovel tumbles forgotten from his fingers.

“Heather,” he whispers, voice rough. Dropping to his knees, he gathers her into his arms.

Shaped at last, his name spills from Heather’s lips. “Baptiste.”

Everything stops. Hushes.

The consuming fire inside her winks out. The pain disappears, never was. Dante flickers from the teen and into himself—here and now.

The raging noise- and debris-filled tornado sucks in Cecil Prejean and Robert Wells, then spirals up on itself and vanishes with a small pop.

A pearlescent light shimmers around them, cups them, shining and silent.

Binds them together.

Wasps drop from Dante’s hair, from beneath his fingernails, from his arms, and fall into the grass, metallic bodies curled in.

He holds Heather close, holds her tight, holds her like he’ll never let go. “What the fuck you doing here?”

Face tucked against Dante’s heated neck, Heather laces her arms around him, her heart drumming a deep rhythm. “I got a little lost inside your head,” she admits.

Dante says nothing; just kisses her forehead, her eyelids, her mouth, his lips fevered and amaretto-sweet. Sleepiness spirals through her as warm and cozy as a familiar bed.

“Rêves doux, catin,” he whispers, his burning leaves and frost scent wrapping around her like a blanket. He eases her from his arms and into the wet grass beneath the willow.

Heather curls on her side, her hands tucked under her cheek. She watches Dante from between her lashes as he goes to Von, wishing she could help him, wishing she could stay awake, but the need to sleep thickens within her.

Dante sits in the grass just behind the nomad, then pillows Von’s head on his leather-clad thigh. Loss shadows his face, determination knots his body.

“A wished-hard thing takes a shape within the heart,” he says, soft and low. “Takes shape. Becomes real.” Raising his wrist to his mouth, he bites it, drinking in his own dark blood.

As sleep shutters her eyes and plunges her into a soothing darkness, Heather’s last vision of Dante in the pearl-glossed air beneath the weeping willow is of him tucking a lock of black hair behind his ear as he lowers his face to Von’s and kisses him with blood-smeared lips.

She hears a rush of wings.