A Circus of Hells

Chapter XX

Standing in the cramped, thrumming space between bulkheads, beyond reach of him who sat chained, the Terran said: “You appreciate that the whole truth about what happened would embarrass me. I want your solemn promise you’ll support my account and drop no hint concerning Wayland.”

“Why should I agree?” the Merseian asked blandly.

“Because if you don’t,” Djana told him—venom seethed in each word—“I’ll have the pleasure of killing you.”

“No, no, spare the dramatics,” Flandry said. “Especially since he too considers an oath under duress is worthless. Ydwyr, the pilot’s data list various planets where I could let you off. You can survive. A few have intelligent natives to study. Their main drawback is that no one has found any particular reason to revisit them, so you may have a slight problem in publishing your findings. But if you don’t mind, I don’t.”

“Is that not a threat?” the prisoner rumbled.

“No more than your threat to expose my, ah, sideline financial interests. Talwin’s bound to lose its military value whatever becomes of you or me. Suppose I throw in that I’ll do what I can to help keep your scientific station alive. Under the circumstances, does that bargain sound fair?”

“Done!” Ydwyr said. He swore to the terms by the formulas of honor. Afterward he extended a hand. “And for your part, let us shake on it.”

Flandry did. Djana watched, gripping a stunner. “You’re not figuring to turn him loose now, are you?” she demanded.

“No, I’m afraid that can’t be included in the deal,” Flandry said. “Unless you’ll give me your parole, Ydwyr.”

The girl looked hurt and puzzled, then relieved when the Merseian answered:

“I will not. You are too competent. My duty is to kill you if I can.” He smiled. “With that made clear, would you like a game of chess?”

Mining continued here and there in the system to which Irumclaw belonged. Hence small human colonies persisted, with mostly floating populations that weren’t given to inconvenient curiosity or to gossiping with officialdom about what they might have seen.

Jake put briefly down in a spaceport on the fourth world out. It was a spot of shabbiness set in the middle of an immense rusty desert. The atmosphere was not breathable, and barely thick enough to blow dust clouds into a purple sky. A gangtube reached forth to connect airlock with airdome. Flandry escorted Djana to the exit.

“You’ll be through soon?” she asked wistfully. For a moment the small slender form in the modest gown, the fine-boned features, eyes like blue lakes, lips slightly parted and aquiver, made him forget what had passed between them and think of her as a child. He had always been a sucker for little girls.

“Soon’s I can,” he answered. “Probably under a week. But do lie doggo till you hear from me. It’s essential we report jointly to Leon Ammon. Those credits you brought with you ought to stretch. Check the general message office daily. When my ’gram comes, go ahead and shoot him word to have somebody fetch you. I’ll be standing by.” He kissed her more lightly than had been his wont. “Cheers, partner.”

Her response was feverish. “Partners, yes!” she said afterward, in an unsteady tone. A tear broke away. She turned and walked fast from the airlock. Flandry went back to the conn and requested immediate clearance for takeoff.

Above his gorgeous tunic, Admiral Julius wore the least memorable face that Flandry had ever seen. “Well!” he said. “Quite a story, Lieutenant. Quite a story.”

“Yes, sir,” Flandry responded. He stood beside Ydwyr, who tail-sat at ease—if with ill-concealed contempt for the ornate office—in a robe that had been hastily improvised for him. His winter garb being unsuitable for shipboard, he had traveled nude and debarked thus on Irumclaw; and you don’t receive princes of the blood in their nakedness.

“Ah…indeed.” Julius shuffled some papers on his desk. “As I understand your—your supervisor’s verbal redaction of what you told him—you are writing a report in proper form, are you not?—as I understand it…well, why don’t you tell me yourself?”

“Yes, sir. Cruising on my assigned route, I detected the ‘wake’ of a larger vessel. As per standing orders, I moved closer to establish identification. She was an unmistakable Merseian warcraft. My orders gave me discretion, as the admiral knows, whether to report the sighting in person with no further ado or attempt finding out more. Rightly or wrongly, I decided on the second course. Chances were against another encounter and we might be left with no further leads. I dropped back and sent a courier, which apparently never got here. My report’s going to recommend tightening inspection procedures.

“Well, I shadowed the Merseian at the limits of detectability—for me—which I thought would keep my smaller vessel outside her sensor range. But we entered the range of another ship, a picket, that spotted me, closed in, and made capture. I was brought to the planet Talwin, where the Merseians turned out to have an advanced base. After miscellaneous brouhaha, I escaped via a pulsar, taking this dignitary along for a hostage.”

“Um-m-m, ah.” Julius squinted at Ydwyr. “An awkward affair, yes. They were technically within their rights, building that base, weren’t they? But they had no right to hold an Imperial vessel and an Imperial officer…in a region free by treaty. Um.” It was blatant that he shrank from being caught in the middle of a diplomatic crisis.

“If it please the admiral,” Flandry said, “I speak Eriau. The datholch and I have held some long conversations. Without attempting to make policy or anything, sir—I know I’m forbidden to—I did feel free to suggest a few thoughts. Would the admiral care to have me interpret?” It had turned out the base’s linguistic computer was on the fritz and nobody knew how to fix it.

“Ah…yes. Certainly. Tell his, ah, his highness we consider him a guest of the Imperium. We will try to, ah, show him every courtesy and arrange for his speedy transportation home.”

“He’s physicked anxious to shoot you off and bury this whole affair deep,” Flandry informed Ydwyr. “We can do anything we choose with him.”

“You will proceed according to plan, then?” the scientist inquired. His expression was composed, but Flandry had learned how to recognize a sardonic twinkle in a Merseian eye.

“Knaich, not exactly a plan. The fact of Talwin cannot be hidden. GHQ will see a report and assign an investigator. What we want is to save face all around. You’ve been offered a ride back, as I guessed you would be. Accept it for the earliest possible moment. When you reach Talwin, get Morioch to evacuate his ships and personnel. The planet will be of no further use for intelligence operations anyway; your government’s sure to order them shut down, if our Navy team finds nothing going on but peaceful xenological research, they’ll gloss over what signs are left of extracurricular activity, and nothing will likely be said on either side about this contretemps that you and I were involved in.”

“I have already assented to your making these proposals in my name. Proceed.”

Flandry did, in more tactful language. Julius beamed. If his command was instrumental in halting an undesirable Merseian project, word would circulate among the higher-ups. It would influence promotions, rotation to more promising worlds, yes, yes, no matter how discreetly the affair was handled. A discretion which’ll result in nobody’s caring to notice whatever loose ends dangle out of my story, Flandry thought.

“Excellent, Lieutenant!” Julius said. “My precise idea! Tell his highness I’ll make prompt arrangements.”

Ydwyr said gravely: “I fear the research will not long endure. With no bonus of military advantage—”

“I told you I’d do my best for you,” Flandry answered, “and I’ve been mulling a scheme. Didn’t want to advance it till I was sure we could write our own playbill, but now I am. See, I’ll put on an indignation act for you. Maybe your folk should not have detained me; still, you are of the Vach Urdiolch and my cavalier treatment of you was an insult to the Race. Seeing that he’s avid to please, you’ve decided to milk old Julius. You’ll let yourself be mollified if he’ll strongly urge that the Imperium help support the scientific work which, officially, will have been Merseia’s reason for being on Talwin in the first place.”

The big green body tautened. “Is that possible?”

“I imagine so. We’ll have to keep watch on Talwin from here on anyway, lest your Navy sneak back. It needn’t be from scoutboats, though. A few subsidized students or the like, doing their graduate thesis work, are quite as good and a lot cheaper. And…with us sharing the costs, I daresay you can find money at home to carry on.”

A small renaissance of Terran science? Hardly. Academic hackwork. Oh, I suppose I can indulge in the hope.

“In the name of the God.” Ydwyr stared before him for a length of time that made Julius shift and harrumph. At last he gripped both of Flandry’s hands and said, “From that beginning, our two people working together, what may someday come?”

“Nothing much, except, I do dare hope, a slight reinforcement of the reasons for our hanging onto this frontier. Those Merseians may keep us reminded who’s always ready to fill any available vacuum. “The datholch bears a noble dream.”

“What’s this?” Julius puffed. “What are you two doing?”

“Sir, I’m afraid we’ve hit a rock or two,” Flandry said.

“Really? How long will this take? I have a dinner engagement.”

“Maybe we can settle the difficulty before then, sir. May I be seated? I thank the admiral, I’ll do my best, sir. Got my personal affairs to handle too.”

“No doubt.” Julius regarded the young man calculatingly. “I am told you’ve applied for furlough and reassignment.”

“Yes, sir. I figure those months on Talwin more than completed my tour of duty here. No reflection on this fine command, but I am supposed to specialize along other lines. And I believe I may have an inheritance coming. Rich uncle on a colonial planet wasn’t doing too well, last I heard. I’d like to go collect my share before they decide a ‘missing in action’ report on me authorizes them to divvy up the cash elsewhere.”

“Yes. I see. I’ll approve your application, Lieutenant, and recommend you for promotion.” (“If you bail me fast out of this mess” was understood.) “Let’s get busy. What is the problem you mentioned?”

The room above Door 666 was unchanged, a less tasteful place to be than the commandant’s and a considerably more dangerous one. The Gorzunian guard stirred no muscle; but light gleamed off a scimitar thrust under his gun belt. Behind the desk, Leon Ammon sweated and squeaked and never took his needle gaze off Flandry. Djana gave him head-high defiance in return; her fists, though, kept clenching and unclenching on her lap, and she had moved her chair into direct contact with the officer’s.

He himself talked merrily, ramblingly, and on the whole, discounting a few reticences, truthfully. At the end he said, “I’ll accept my fee—in small bills, remember—with unparalleled grace.”

“You sure kept me waiting,” Ammon hedged. “Cost me extra, trying to find out what’d happened and recruit somebody else. I ought to charge the cost to your payment. Right?”

“The delay wasn’t my fault. You should have given your agent better protection, or remuneration such that she had no incentive to visit persons to whom she’d not been introduced.” Flandry buffed fingernails on tunic and regarded them critically. “You have what you contracted for, a report on Wayland, favorable at that.”

“But you said the secret’s been spilled. The Merseians—”

“My friend Ydwyr the Seeker assures me he’ll keep silence. The rest of whatever personnel on Talwin have heard about the Mimirian System will shortly be dispersed. In any event, why should they mention a thing that can help Terra? Oh, rumors may float around, but you only need five or ten years’ concealment and communication is poor enough to guarantee you that.” Flandry reached for a cigarette. Having shed the addiction in these past months, he was enjoying its return. “Admittedly,” he said, “if I release Ydwyr from his promise, he may well chance to pass this interesting item—complete with coordinates—on to the captain of whatever Imperial ship arrives to look his camp over.”

Ammon barked a laugh. “I expected a response from you, Dominic. You’re a sharp-edge boy.” He stroked his chins. “You thought about maybe resigning your commission? I could use a sharp-edge boy. You know I pay good. Right?”

“I’ll know that when I’ve counted the bundle,” Flandry said. He inhaled the tobacco into lighting and rolled smoke around his palate.

The gross bulk wallowed forward in its chair. The bald countenance hardened. “What about the agent who got to Djana?” Ammon demanded. “And what about her?”

“Ah, yes,” Flandry answered. “You owe her a tidy bit, you realize.”

“What? After she—”

“After she, having been trapped because of your misguided sense of economy, obtained for you the information that you’ve been infiltrated, yes, dear heart, you are in her debt.” Flandry smiled like a tiger. “Naturally, I didn’t mention the incident in my official report. I can always put my corps on the trail of those Merseian agents without compromising myself, as for example by sending an anonymous tip. However, I felt you might prefer to deal with them yourself. Among other inducements, they’ve probably also corrupted members of your esteemed competitor associations. You might well obtain facts useful in your business relationships. I’m confident your interrogators are persuasive.”

“They are,” Ammon said. “Who is the spy?”

Djana started to speak. Flandry forestalled her with a reminding gesture. “The information is the property of this young lady. She’s willing to negotiate terms for its transfer. I am her agent.”

Sweat studded Ammon’s visage. “Pay her—when she tried to sell me out?”

“My client Djana will be leaving Irumclaw by the first available ship. Incidentally, I’m booking passage on the same one. She needs funds for her ticket, plus a reasonable stake at her destination, whatever it may be.”

Ammon spat a vileness. The Gorzunian sensed rage and bunched his shaggy body for attack.

Flandry streamed smoke out his nose. “As her agent,” he went mildly on, “I’ve taken the normal precautions to assure that any actions to her detriment will prove unprofitable. You may as well relax and enjoy this, Leon. It’ll be expensive at best, and the rate goes up if you use too much of our valuable time. I repeat, you can take an adequate return out of the hide of that master spy, when you’ve purchased the name.”

Ammon waved his goon back. Hatred thickening his voice, he settled down to dicker.

No liners plied this far out. The Cha-Rina was a tramp freighter with a few extra accommodations modifiable for various races. She offered little in the way of luxuries. Flandry and Djana brought along what pleasant items they were able to find in Old Town’s stores. No other humans were aboard, and apart from the skipper, who spent her free hours in the composition of a caterwauling sonata, the Cynthian crew spoke scant Anglic. So they had privacy.

Their first few days of travel were pure hedonism. To sleep out the nightwatch, lie abed till the clock said noon, loaf about and eat, drink, read, watch a projected show, play handball, listen to music, make love in comfort—before everything else, to have no dangers and no duties—seemed ample splendor. But the ship approached Ysabeau, itself richly endowed with cities and a transfer point for everywhere else in the bustling impersonal vastness of the Empire; and they had said nothing yet about the future.

“Captain’s dinner,” Flandry decreed. While he stood over the cook, and ended preparing most of the delicacies himself, Djana ornamented their cabin with what cloths and furs she could find. Thereafter she spent a long while ornamenting herself. For dress she chose the thinnest, fluffiest blue gown she owned. Flandry returned, slipped into red-and-gold mufti, and popped the cork on the first champagne bottle.

They dined, and drank, and chatted, and laughed through a couple of hours. He pretended not to see that she was forcing her mirth. The moment when he must notice came soon enough.

He poured brandy, lounged back, sniffed and sipped. “Aahh! Almost as tasty as you, my love.”

She regarded him across the tiny, white-clothed table. Behind her a viewscreen gave on crystal dark and a magnificence of stars. The ship shivered and hummed ever so faintly, the air was fragrant with odors from the cleared-away dishes, and with the perfume she had chosen. Her great eyes fell to rest and he could not dip his own from them.

“You use that word a lot,” she said, quiet-voiced. “Love.”

“Appropriate, isn’t it?” Uneasiness tugged at him.

“Is it? What do you intend to do, Nicky?”

“Why…make a dummy trip to ‘claim my inheritance.’ Not that anybody’d check on me especially, but it’s an excuse to play tourist. When my leave’s up, I report to Terra, no less, for the next assignment. I daresay somebody in a lofty echelon has gotten word about the Talwin affair and wants to talk to me—which won’t hurt the old career a bit, eh?”

“You’ve told me that before. You know it’s not what I meant. Why have you never said anything about us?”

He reached for a cigarette while taking a fresh swallow of brandy. “I have, I have,” he countered, smiling hard. “With a substantial sum in your purse, you should do well if you make the investments I suggested. They’ll buy you a peaceful life on a congenial planet; or, if you prefer to shoot for larger stakes, they’ll get you entry into at least the cellars of the haut monde. ”

She bit her lip. “I’ve been dreading this,” she said.

“Hey? Uh, you may’ve had a trifle more than optimum to drink, Djana. I’ll ring for coffee.”

“No.” She clenched fingers about the stem of her glass, raised it and tossed off the contents in a gulp. Setting it down: “Yes,” she said, “I did kind of guzzle tonight. On purpose. You see, I had to form the habit of not thinking past any time when I was feeling good, because knowing a bad time was sure to come, I’d spoil the good time. A…an inhibition. Ydwyr taught me how to order my inhibitions out of my way, but I didn’t want to use any stunt of that bastard’s—”

“He’s not a bad bastard. I’ve grown positively fond of him.”

“—and besides, I wanted to pull every trick in my bag on you, and for that I needed to be happy, really happy. Well, tonight’s my last chance. Oh, I suppose I could stay around a while—”

“I wouldn’t advise it,” Flandry said in haste. He’d been looking forward to searching for variety in the fleshpots of the Empire. “I’ll be too peripatetic.”

Djana shoved her glass toward him. He poured, a clear gurgle in a silence where, through the humming, he could hear her breathe.

“Uh-huh,” she said. “I had to know tonight. That’s why I got a touch looped, to help me ask.” She lifted the glass. Her gaze stayed on his while she drank. Stars made a frosty coronet for her hair. When she had finished, she was not flushed. “I’ll speak straight,” she said. “I thought…we made a good pair, Nicky, didn’t we, once things got straightened out?…I thought it wouldn’t hurt to ask if you’d like to keep on. No, wait, I don’t have any notions about me as an agent. But I could be there whenever you got back.”

Well, let’s get it over with. Flandry laid a hand on one of hers. “You honor me beyond my worth, dear,” he said. “It isn’t possible—”

“I supposed not.” Had Ydwyr taught her that instant steely calm? “You’d never forget what I’ve been.”

“I assure you, I’m no prude. But—”

“I mean my turnings, my treasons…Oh, let’s forget I spoke, Nicky, darling. It was just a hope. I’ll be fine. Let’s enjoy our evening together; and maybe, you know, maybe sometime we’ll meet again.”

The thought slashed through him. He sat straight with a muttered exclamation. Why didn’t that occur to me before?

She stared. “Is something wrong?”

He ran angles and aspects through his head, chuckled gleefully at the result, and squeezed her fingers. “Contrariwise,” he said, “I’ve hit on a sort of answer. If you’re interested.”

“What? I—What is it?”

“Well,” he said, “you brushed off the idea of yourself in my line of work as a fantasy, but weren’t you too quick? You’ve proven you’re tough and smart, not to mention beautiful and charming. On top of that, there’s this practically unique wild talent of yours. And Ydwyr wouldn’t be hard to convince you’re zigzagged back to him. Our Navy Intelligence will jump for joy to have you, after I pass word along the channels open to me. We’d see each other often, I daresay, perhaps now and then we’d work together…why, even if they get you into the Roidhunate as a double agent—”

He stopped. Horror confronted him.

“What…what’s the matter?” he faltered.

Her lips moved several times before she could speak. Her eyes stayed dry and had gone pale, as if a flame had passed behind them. There was no hue at all in her face.

“You too,” she got out.

“Huh? I don’t—”

She checked him by lifting a hand. “Everybody,” she said, “as far back as I can remember. Ending with Ydwyr, and now you.”

“What in cosmos?”

“Using me.” Her tone was flat, not loud in the least. She stared past him. “You know,” she said, “the funny part is, I wanted to be used. I wanted to give, serve, help, belong to somebody…But you only saw a tool. A thing. Every one of you.”

“Djana, I give you my word of honor—”

“Honor?” She shook her head, slowly. “It’s a strange feeling,” she told her God, in a voice turned high and puzzled, like that of a child who cannot understand, “to learn, once and forever, that there’s no one who cares. Not even You.” She squared her shoulders. “Well, I’ll manage.”

Her look focused on Flandry, who sat helpless and gaping. “As for you,” she said levelly, “I guess I can’t stop you from having almost any woman who comes by. But I’ll wish this, that you never get the one you really want.”

He thought little of her remark, then. “You’re overwrought,” he said, hoping sharpness would work. “Drunk. Hysterical.”

“Whatever you want,” she said wearily. “Please go away.”

He left, and arranged for a doss elsewhere. Next mornwatch the ship landed on Ysabeau. Djana walked down the gangway without saying goodbye to Flandry. He watched her, shrugged, sighed—Women! The aliens among us!—and sauntered alone toward the shuttle into town, where he could properly celebrate his victory.