Following a long, hot shower where Julian both warmed his chilled skin and jacked off to ascertain he would not have any surprise erections later that day, Julian dressed, then checked his messages.
Between traveling, locating Alex, following her, and setting up his plan, he’d been away over a week. He had a lot to deal with. Julian was not only the mayor of what had come to be known as Barlowsville—a joke at first, but the name stuck—he was also the chief of police, the judge, and, when necessary, the executioner.
The latter was rare. For the most part they lived in harmony. But when dealing with nearly two hundred werewolves…well, shit happened.
Thankfully none of the messages awaiting him spoke of misbehavior so severe that capital punishment would be necessary. Just the usual minutiae of village life— boundary disputes, nonpayment for services or goods —and the minutiae of werewolf existence—the snatching of a rabbit from someone’s very jaws, the taking of more than one’s share of a larger kill—elk, deer, moose.
He put aside his duties until later. He had one duty he must attend to first.
His house, a two-story log cabin at the farthest edge of the village, backed a squat, white edifice that blended into the landscape during the majority of the year when snow covered the land.
Presently the snow reached Julian’s knees, but the distance between the rear of Julian’s house and the rear of the building was only a few hundred feet and wasn’t that difficult to traverse, especially for someone with the strength of ten.
Inside, the air was cool—though not unpleasantly so. Silence reigned, broken every so often by the click of electricity or the whisper of the wind through the eaves.
“Cade?” Julian called, but no one answered.
Typical. His brother often became engrossed in his work to the detriment of all else. If it weren’t for the full moon that forced the issue, Julian thought Cade might forget to shape-shift altogether.
Julian walked through the silent halls, ducked his head into Cade’s empty living quarters, then followed his nose to the laboratory where he found his brother boiling what smelled like death over a tiny blue flame. For a few minutes Julian just watched him.
As a Viking, Cade had been a bust. Without Julian to protect him, he would have died long before that fateful day in Scotland.
Cade was a gentle soul, a healer by trade. He’d been indispensable when they’d gone a Viking, his knowledge of the human body and the herbs and potions necessary to mend it vast.
Whenever they’d invaded a new country, Cade spent his time talking to the local healers, gathering knowledge from every corner of the earth. He fought, but not eagerly or well, which meant Julian always fought at his side.
Except for that one time.
“Hey,” Julian murmured, and Cade looked up, blue eyes widening when he discovered his brother in the room.
He frowned at the clock, then the calendar, then back at Julian. “What day is it?”
“Friday.”
The frown deepened. “But you left on Thursday.”
“I’ve been gone over a week, Cade.”
Cade glanced at the calendar again, then shrugged and murmured, “Huh. Is it morning or is it night?”
“I told you to put a window in this place.”
The laboratory was more like a fortress. The single window in the entire building existed in Cade’s living quarters, and that only because Julian had gone behind his brother’s back with the builders. He wasn’t sure Cade had even noticed.
“It helps me to focus,” Cade said. “If there are no windows, my only world is this.”
“Your only world has always been this.”
“True,” Cade agreed, and returned to his work.
Julian’s brother was shorter than he—though at six feet Cade was by no means short. He was also slim instead of muscular, pale instead of tan, and his hair, which had once been as blond as Julian’s, had darkened to a dusty brown.
While Julian’s brushed his shoulders, straight and smooth, Cade’s reached halfway down his back, the length more because he forgot to cut it—hell, sometimes he forgot to wash it—than for any fashion statement. He’d attempted to confine it in a ponytail, but strands had come free and billowed, curling into his face.
“You never said where you were going or why,” Cade murmured as he mixed a bit of this and a tad of that.
With good reason. Alana had not made friends easily, but she’d made friends with Cade. Her loss had hit him hard. If his brother had known why Julian was going, there would have been no leaving him behind, and Julian had needed to do this alone.
“I went to LA to follow a lead on Alana’s killer.”
Cade knocked one of the test tubes onto the floor as he spun. “Did you find anything?”
Julian stared Cade directly in the eye. “No,” he said.
Cade sighed, then he began to clean up the mess on the floor.
“What did you drop?” Julian asked.
“Human blood derivative.”
Julian straightened away from the counter. “You found it?”
“Not yet.”
“You will.”
“Sometimes I wonder.”
The need for human blood on the night of the full moon necessitated some fancy planning on Julian’s part. The amount of human blood necessary to satisfy the cravings of his entire village was copious, which was why Cade spent the majority of his time searching for a substitute. That and the fact that Alana had hated taking human blood. She’d said it made her feel ew-ky.
Julian smiled at the memory, but his smile faded as he recalled that her dislike of that basic need had eventually grown into a dislike of a whole lot more.
“You invented the serum that allows werewolves to touch in human form,” Julian blurted, doing his best to make the unpleasant memories go away.
And speaking of unpleasant memories.
“I brought a woman back with me.”
Cade, who had been choosing a new test tube from the shiny selection near the sink, nearly bobbled and broke another. “You what?”
“She was…dying,” Julian muttered.
Liar, liar, pants on fire, his mind taunted.
“What happened to the no-more-werewolves rule?”
“That isn’t the rule,” Julian said.
“Fine. You didn’t ask permission.” His voice twisted sarcastically on the final word.
“Since I’m the one who gives permission, I figured I’d save a step.”
Cade rolled his eyes, and Julian stifled a smile. His brother was the only one who dared stand up to him— although not often or very well—the only one with whom Julian could be truly himself.
Alex’s face flitted through his mind. She stood up to him. And if he wasn’t being himself with her—evil, murderous beast that he was—then who was he being?
“You’re growling,” Cade observed.
Alex seemed to have that effect on him, even when she wasn’t around.
“You said it’s dangerous to create a new wolf,” Cade pointed out. “That it should only be done by one who’s done it before, for a damn good reason, with the new wolf’s consent and preferably here.” Cade jabbed a finger at the floor.
“I say a lot of things,” Julian muttered.
“Besides, the village is packed. Where is this woman going to stay?” His eyes widened. “With you?”
“Hell no!” Julian erupted before he could stop himself.
His brother’s expression became contemplative. “Who is she?”
“Just some woman.” Julian put his hands in his pockets and became vastly interested in the ceiling. “She was lying there bleeding. What was I supposed to do?”
“You said yourself that we can’t save everyone.”
“I suppose, but there was something about her—”
That little matter of murdering my wife.
“Wait a second,” Cade began. “You were in LA?”
“So?”
“You made a wolf in LA? A place with the population of mainland China shoved into a shoe box. You know how a new wolf is the first time they change.” He walked away muttering. “Kill anything. Everything. Anywhere. Doesn’t matter.”
Cade booted up his laptop, typed a few quick commands, then peered at the screen. “No mass murders by unknown perpetrators. No wild dog packs loose in the suburbs. No rogue coyotes down from the hills munching on unsuspecting preschoolers.”
Julian lifted his eyebrow and let his brother rant on. Sometimes that was best.
Cade continued to scroll and click, Google and search, his mutterings lapsing into Norwegian now and then.
“Ah-ha!” Cade pointed at the screen. “Known child molester found with his throat torn out in a nasty area of LA. No suspects.” He cast Julian a glance. “That has you written all over it.”
Julian didn’t answer. Cade was right.
“Except…” Cade tapped his fingernail against the keyboard. “If you found this woman and she was dying, then you bit her and she shifted, she’d be ravenous. So how did you have time to find a child molester and take him for lunch?”
Good question.
Cade’s eyes narrowed. “It’s almost as if you’d planned it.”
His brother was too smart for anyone’s good. Especially Julian’s.
“I didn’t have to plan anything,” Julian said. “I’m magic, remember?”
“You use that as an answer to everything.”
“It’s a pretty good answer.”
Julian waited for Cade to call him a liar, but he didn’t. He couldn’t prove anything, and when it came right down to it, why would Julian lie?
“This woman,” Julian said. “I didn’t plan to make her.”
Liar!
“So I didn’t have any of your serum to give her.” Julian spoke more loudly, trying to drown out the accusing voice in his head. Cade frowned. “Yet when we came into town just now, everyone welcomed her, and no one got a headache.”
“That’s impossible,” his brother insisted.
“Since it happened, guess not.”
“Who is this woman?”
“Name is Alexandra Trevalyn. Other than that…” Julian shrugged. “You’ve never heard of this happening before?”
“Never.” Cade turned back to his computer, hit a few more commands, then began to type. “Bring her here. I’ll need a sample of her blood.”
Julian sighed. He’d hoped Cade would have a scientific explanation that would set Julian’s mind at ease, or that his brother would at least say that while he didn’t know the cause, he had heard of the phenomenon a hundred times before.
No such luck.
Ella took Alex’s arm, ignoring her start of surprise. No one seemed to find it odd that they could touch, and since she’d been able to touch Julian, too, Alex guessed that this was just another of the many ways that Barlow’s wolves were different.
Alex wasn’t used to being touched so often and so easily. She’d lived alone for eight years. On the move. No friends, no family. Few reasons to touch anyone at all. Especially not a stark-naked woman she’d only just met.
“Welcome,” Ella said. “We don’t often have new arrivals.”
As the others dispersed every which way, the woman led Alex across the square to a side street opposite the one down which Julian had disappeared. Had he chosen Ella simply because her home was the farthest from his?
“No?” Alex extricated her arm. “Why’s that?”
Ella glanced at her. “Hasn’t Julian explained about Barlowsville?”
“Barlowsville?” Alex repeated with a derisive snort. “What an ego.”
Ella frowned, her dark eyes confused. “You sound like you hate him.”
“Doesn’t everyone?” Alex muttered.
“He is our leader, our maker.”
Alex stopped walking. “He made all of you?”
“Yes.”
Edward had been right. Barlow was amassing a werewolf army. Although…the army didn’t appear to be very big or very vicious. But give them time.
Ella beckoned. “I have clothes for you. We seem about the same size.”
And it was pretty easy to tell.
Alex followed the woman, who had the slightest of French accents, to a single-story house partway down a street filled with others just the same. They were so similar, they appeared to have all come from the same kit. Slanted roofs, boxy exterior, two windows at the front on either side of the door, each painted the same shade of white as the snow, with chimneys that spilled wood smoke into a sky of pristine blue.
Ella opened the door and walked inside. Alex was surprised the place hadn’t been locked. Although where would Ella have carried the key?
She followed the woman into the house, eyes widening at the decor. She didn’t know anything about furniture, but Ella’s appeared both old and expensive.
“Nice,” she ventured, nodding toward the living room.
Gilt mirrors graced the walls. Elaborately hand-carved tables flanked chairs of ruby-red velvet and a couch of burnished gold.
“Merci.” Ella smiled. “It has taken many years but I’ve been able to reacquire most of my things.”
“These were actually yours when you were…”
“Human?” Ella smiled. “Yes.”
“How old are you?” Alex asked.
Ella put a hand on Alex’s arm. “Much, much older than I look.”
No shit, Alex thought.
“Come.” Ella led her down a short hallway, pointing into one of the rooms. “Wear whatever you wish. I will make us some café.”
When Alex hesitated, Ella gave her a little push, then closed the door behind her.
Here the decor was more modern: a bed that could have been purchased at Price Club—although Alex could not imagine Ella darkening their door—a nightstand of fake cherrywood, a lamp of false brass. However, upon the armoire—also fake cherry—sat several items that had definitely not been bought at a discount store.
A brilliantly painted china cup, a tiny vanity, small enough to fit into a doll’s house, but with intricate carvings that must have driven the artist half mad, and a glass woman, dressed like Marie Antoinette.
Alex bent closer. Actually, the figure was Marie Antoinette. She was beginning to catch a clue as to how old Ella was.
Alex opened the armoire, afraid she’d discover frilly underwear, bras with enough lace to be at home on a Victoria’s Secret catwalk, and silky stockings that would be useless in this climate. She was pleasantly surprised to be proven wrong.
Not that the undergarments weren’t too frilly for her taste, but they weren’t embarrassingly so. Not that anyone would see them.
An image of Julian came to mind but she thrust it resolutely away. She was here to spy on him. To kill him if she could. There would be no repeat boinking of the man no matter how fantastic it had been.
Alex discovered serviceable black socks, along with a black turtleneck made of cashmere so soft she rubbed her face against it with a sigh as she slid it over her head. She’d never owned anything so fine.
“And you still don’t,” she muttered, moving to the closet. Inside the clothes were arranged by color, and there was a whole lot of black.
She chose a pair of black wool slacks, and she had to admit the outfit suited her, although she felt a bit like a cat burglar.
Shoes lined the floor. Unfortunately, they weren’t her size. Alex spent longer than she ever had in her life on her hair, which was tangled and littered with sticks. Since she had no comb or brush, she made do with her fingers, then quickly braided the length and secured it with an extra shoelace she found in a drawer. When she could avoid it no longer, Alex opened the door and went to the kitchen.
Ella sat on a tall chair at the center island, a tiny cup of very dark coffee in front of her. She was dressed in winter white. A bulky sweater with a cowl that dipped to the center of her chest, displaying a ruby in an elaborate filigree setting, and wool slacks similar but for the color to the ones Alex wore.
She glanced up from the magazine she was paging through with a smile that faded at the sight of Alex. “Oh, non!” She shook her head.
“Did I take something I shouldn’t have? I’ll change.” Alex spun, but she’d only gone two steps when Ella was by her side. The speed in which the other woman had reached her caused Alex to start. Would she ever get used to the swiftness of the werewolf in human form?
“All that I have is yours for the asking, mon amie. But so much black.” She made a tsking sound as she stepped past Alex and returned to the bedroom.
Alex followed, standing in the doorway as Ella rooted through the armoire.
“Ah-ha.” The woman flipped up her arm, and a gorgeous silk scarf unraveled. In all the shades of autumn—gold, russet, amber, olive—it was not something Alex would ever have chosen for herself. She’d never understood silk scarves. They certainly couldn’t keep you warm.
Ella crossed the short distance and draped it around Alex’s neck. “Let it hang down, just so.” She stepped back, gazing at Alex with a critical eye. Then she stepped forward and yanked the shoestring from Alex’s hair, tsking again. “Non.” She threw it into the trash and untangled the length from its braid.
“Oui.” She gave a sharp, satisfied nod. “I knew this scarf would bring out the lights in your hair.” She drew Alex to the full-length mirror attached to the back of the closet door. “Black is fine as a base, but add a flash of color and—” She kissed the tips of her fingers, then released them to the sky with a smooching sound. “Very chic.”
“Chic,” Alex repeated. “Right.”
She’d never been chic, would never be chic, did not know what chic meant. But Ella was right. The silly scarf did bring out highlights that Alex hadn’t even known she had.
“Thanks.” Alex’s gaze met the woman’s in the mirror. “It’s nice of you to help me.”
In her experience, people didn’t just help strangers for the fun of it. There had to be something in it for them. She wondered what was in it for Ella.
“It’s my pleasure,” Ella replied, and her expression was pleased. Almost as if she enjoyed making Alex look as nice as she could, just because she could.
“You have a lot of beautiful things.”
“Merci.”
“I wouldn’t think you could find all this way up here.”
“Here?” Ella laughed, the sound throaty, sexy, very French. “Here we would find flannel shirts, Levi’s, snow boots, and parkas. This—” She waved her hand at the full closet. “—is what the Internet is for.”
“You use the Internet?”
“Most of us may be very old, but we have learned to leave our past behind.” She glanced at the bric-a-brac on the armoire. “For the most part. We live in this world now.”
“You call hiding away in the Arctic Circle living in the world?” Alex asked.
“It is the only choice that we have.” Ella left the room, the downward slant of her shoulders making Alex want to slam her own head against the wall a few times until she knocked some sense into herself.
Alex had never had to watch what she said before. For the most part, everything Alex thought came straight out of her mouth. But then she’d never had to interact in polite society. And who would have thought a werewolf village in the middle of the tundra would be considered polite society?
Alex followed Ella to the kitchen, where the woman wiped an already immaculate countertop with an equally pristine cloth.
“I was rude,” Alex began.
“It’s natural to wonder about your new home, but Julian must have told you why we live as we do.”
“So he can be Lord of the Wolves?”
“He is lord of these wolves. And because of that, because of him, we live safely and well. There are hunters out there, Alex. They would shoot you with a silver bullet for no other reason than that you exist, then leave you to burn without a backward glance.”
Alex had nothing to say to that since she had once been one of them.