STEPHEN KING
The Collective
A collection of Poems, Short Stories, and other
Works by Stephen King
Phantom Press
2000
AUTHOR'S NOTE
This collection is a work in progress. As more items are
discovered, they will be added. All items in this book are short
stories, poems, and other items published by Stephen king, but not
found in any book released by his publishing company at this point
in time. The purpose of this book is to have one archive for all of
the material.
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THIS COPY IS DATED:
06/2000
FOR
PATTY
STEPHEN
KING
An Evening at GODs
A one minit play, 1990
DARK STAGE. Then a spotlight hits a papier-mache globe,
spinning all by itself in the middle of darkness. Little by little, the
stage lights COME UP, and we see a bare-stage representation of a
living room: an easy chair with a table beside it (there's an open
bottle of beer on the table), and a console TV across the room.
There's a picnic cooler-full of beer under the table. Also, a great
many empties. GOD is feeling pretty good. At stage left, there's a
door.
GOD a big guy with a white beard is sitting in the chair,
alternately reading a book (When Bad Things Happen to Good
People) and watching the tube. He has to crane whenever he wants
to look at the set, because the floating globe (actually hung on a
length of string, I imagine) is in his line of vision. There's a sitcom
on TV. Every now and then GOD chuckles along with the laugh-
track.
There is a knock at the door.
GOD (big amplified voice)
Come in! Verily, it is open unto you!
The door opens. In comes ST. PETER, dressed in a snazzy white
robe. He's also carrying a briefcase.
GOD
Peter! I thought you were on vacation!
ST. PETER
Leaving in half an hour, but I thought I'd bring the papers for you
to sign.
How are you, GOD?
GOD
Better. I should know better than to eat those chili peppers. They
burn me at both ends. Are those the letters of transmission from
hell?
ST. PETER
Yes, finally. Thank GOD. Excuse the pun.
He removes some papers from his briefcase. GOD scans them,
then holds out his hand impatiently, ST PETER has been looking
at the floating globe. He looks back, sees GOD is waiting, and puts
a pen in his out-stretched hand. GOD scribbles his signature. As he
does, ST. PETER goes back to gazing at the globe.
ST. PETER
So Earth's still there, Huh? After All these years.
GOD hands the papers back and looks up at it. His gaze is rather
irritated.
GOD
Yes, the housekeeper is the most forgetful bitch in the universe.
An EXPLOSION OF LAUGHTER from the TV. GOD cranes to
see. Too late.
GOD
Damm, was that Alan Alda?
ST. PETER
It may have been, sir I really couldn't see.
GOD
Me, either.
He leans forward and crushes the floating globe to powder.
GOD (inmensely satisfied)
There. Been meaning to do that for a long time. Now I can see the
TV..
ST. PETER looks sadly at the crushed remains of the earth.
ST. PETER
Umm... I believe that was Alan Alda's world, GOD.
GOD
So? (Chuckles at the TV) Robin Williams! I LOVE Robin
Williams!
ST. PETER
I believe both Alda and Williams were on it when
you..umm...passed Judgement, sir.
GOD
Oh, I've got all the videotapes. No problem. Want a beer?
As ST. PETER takes one, the stage-lights begin to dim. A spotlight
come up on the remains on the globe.
ST. PETER
I actually sort of liked that one, GOD Earth, I mean.
GOD
It wasn't bad, but there's more where that came from. Now let's
Drink to your vacation!
They are just shadows in the dimness now, although it's a little
easier to see GOD, because there's a faint nimbus of light around
his head. They clink bottles. A roar of laughter from the TV.
GOD
Look! It's Richard Pryor! That guy kills me! I suppose he was...
ST. PETER
Ummm... yessir.
GOD
Shit. (Pause) Maybe I better cut Down on my drinking. (Pause)
Still... It WAS in the way.
Fade to black, except for the spotlight on the ruins of the floating
globe.
ST. PETER
Yessir.
GOD (muttering)
My son got back, didn't he?
ST. PETER
Yessir, some time ago.
GOD
Good. Everything's hunky-dory, then.
THE SPOTLIGHT GOES OUT.
(Author's note: GOD'S VOICE should be as loud as possible.)
Before The Play
Stephen King
Copyright 1982 by Stephen King.
'Before the Play,' was first published in Whispers,
Vol. 5, No. 1-2, August 1982.
A BEDROOM IN THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING
Coming here had been a mistake, and Lottie Kilgallon didn't like to
admit her mistakes.
And I won't admit this one, she thought with determination as she
stared up at the ceiling that glimmered overhead
Her husband of 10 days slumbered beside hen Sleeping the sleep
of the just was how some might have put it. Others, more honest,
might have called it the sleep of the monumentally stupid. He was
William Pillsbury of the Westchester Pillsburys, only son and heir
of Harold M. Pillsbury, old and comfortable money. Publishing
was what they liked to talk about because publishing was a
gentleman's profession, but there was also a chain of New England
textile mills, a foundry in Ohio, and extensive agricultural holdings
in the South - cotton and citrus and fruit. Old money was always
better than nouveau riche, but either way they had money falling
out of their assholes. If she ever said that aloud to Bill, he would
undoubtedly go pale and might even faint dead away No fear, Bill.
Profanation of the Pillsbury family shall never cross my lips.
It had been her idea to honeymoon at the Overlook in Colorado,
and there had been two reasons for this. First, although it was
tremendously expensive (as the best resorts were), it was not a
"hep" place to go, and Lottie did not like to go to the hep places.
Where did you go on your honeymoon. Lottie? Oh, this perfectly,
wonderful resort hotel in Colorado - the Overlook. Lovely place.
Quite out of the way but so romantic. And her friends - whose
stupidity was exceeded in most cases only by that of William
Pillsbury- himself - would look at her in dumb - literally! - wonder.
Lottie had done it again.
Her second reason had been of more personal importance. She had
wanted to honeymoon at the Overlook because Bill wanted to go to
Rome. It was imperative to find out certain things as soon as
possible. Would she be able to have her own way immediately?
And if not, how long would it take to grind him down? He was
stupid, and he had followed her around like a dog with its tongue
hanging out since her debutante ball, but would he be as malleable
after the ring was slipped on as he had been before?
Lottie smiled a little in the dark despite her lack of sleep and the
bad dreams she had had since they arrived here. Arrived here, that
was the key phrase. "Here" was not the American Hotel in Rome
but the Overlook in Colorado. She was going to be able to manage
him just fine, and that was the important thing. She would only
make him stay another four days (she had originally planned on
three weeks, but the bad dreams had changed that), and then they
could go back to New York. After all, that was where the action
was in this August of 1929. The stock market was going crazy, the
sky was the limit, and Lottie expected to be an heiress to
multimillions instead of just one or two million by this time next
year. Of course there were some weak sisters who claimed the
market was riding for a fall, but no one had ever called Lottie
Kilgallon a weak sister.
Lottie Kilgallon. Pillsbury now at least that's the way I'll have to
sign my checks, of course. But inside I'll always be Lottie
Kilgallon. Because he's never going to touch me Not inside where
it counts.
The most tiresome thing about this first contest of her marriage
was that Bill actually liked the Overlook. He was up even, day at
two minutes past the crack of dawn, disturbing what ragged bits of
sleep she had managed after the restless nights, staring eagerly out
at the sunrise like some sort of disgusting Greek nature boy. He
had been hiking two or three times, he had gone on several nature
rides with other guests, and bored her almost to the point of
screaming with stories about the horse he rode on these jaunts, a
bay mare named Tessie. He had tried to get her to go on these
outings with him, but Lottie refused. Riding meant slacks, and her
posterior was just a trifle too-wide for slacks. The idiot had also
suggested that she go hiking with him and some of the others - the
caretaker's son doubled as a guide, Bill enthused, and he knew a
hundred trails. The amount of game you saw, Bill said, would
make you think it was 1829, instead of a hundred years later. Lottie
had dumped cold water on this idea too.
"I believe, darling, that all hikes should be one-way, you see."
"One-way?" His wide Anglo-Saxon brow crippled and croggled
into its usual expression of befuddlement. "How can you have a
one-way hike, Lottie?"
"By hailing a taxi to take you home when your feet begin to hurt,"
she replied coldly,
The barb was wasted. He went without her, and came back
glowing. The stupid bastard was getting a tan.
She had not even enjoyed their evenings of bridge in the
downstairs recreation room, and that was most unlike her. She was
something of a barracuda at bridge, and if it had been ladylike to
play for stakes in mixed company, she could have brought a cash
dowry to her marriage (not that she would have, of course). Bill
was a good bridge partner, too; he had both qualifications: He
understood the basic rules and he allowed Lottie to dominate him.
She thought it was poetic justice that her new husband spent most
of their bridge evenings as the dummy.
Their partners at the Overlook were the Compsons occasionally,
the Vereckers more frequently. Dr. Verecker was in his early 70s, a
surgeon who had retired after a near-fatal heart attack. His wife
smiled a lot, spoke softly, and had eyes like shiny nickels. They
played only adequate bridge, but they kept beating Lottie and Bill.
On the occasions when the men played against the women, the
men ended up trouncing Lottie and Malvina Verecker. When
Lottie and Dr. Verecker played Bill and Malvina, she and the
doctor usually won, but there was no pleasure in it because Bill
was a dullard and Malvina, could not see the game of bridge as
anything but a social tool.
Two nights before, after the doctor and his wife had made a bid of
four clubs that, they had absolutely no right to make, Lottie had
mussed the cards in a sudden flash of pique that was very unlike
her. She usually kept her feelings under much better control.
"You could have led into my spades on that third trick!" she rattled
at Bill. "That would have put a stop to it right there!"
"But dear," said Bill, flustered , "I thought you were thin in
spades."
'If I had been thin in spades, I shouldn't have bid two of them,
should I? Why I continue to play this game with you I don't.
know!"
The Vereckers blinked at them in mild surprise. Later that evening
Mrs. Verecker, she of the nickel-bright eyes, would tell her
husband that she had thought them such a nice couple, so loving,
but when she rumpled the cards like that she had looked just like a
shrew.
Bill was staring at her with jaws agape.
"I'm very sorry," said Lottie, gathering up the reins of her control
and giving them an inward shake. "I'm off my feed a little, I
suppose. I haven't been sleeping well."
"That's a pity," said the doctor. "Usually this mountain air-we're
almost 12,000 feet above sea level, you know is very conducive to
good rest. Less oxygen, you know. The body doesn't-"
"I've had bad dreams," Lottie told him shortly.
And so she had. Not just bad dreams but nightmares. She had
never been much of one to dream (which said something
disgusting and Freudian about, her psyche, no doubt), even as a
child. Oh, yes, there had been some pretty humdrum affairs, mostly
he only one she could remember that, came even close to being a
nightmare was one in which she had been delivering a Good
Citizenship speech at the school assembly and had looked down to
discover she had forgotten to put on her dress. Later someone had
told her almost everyone had a dream like that at some point or
another.
The dreams she had had at the Overlook were much worse. It was
not a case of one dream or two repeating themselves with
variations; they were all different. Only the setting of each was
similar: In each one she found herself in a different part of the
Overlook Hotel. Each dream would begin with an awareness on
her part that she was dreaming and that something terrible and
frightening was going to happen to her in the course of the dream.
There was an inevitability about it that was particularly awful.
In one of them she had been hurrying for the elevator because she
was late for dinner, so late that Bill had already gone down before
her in a temper.
She rang for the elevator, which came promptly and was empty
except for the operator. She thought too late that it was odd; at
mealtimes you could barely wedge yourself in. The stupid hotel
was only half full, but the elevator had a ridiculously small
capacity. Her unease heightened as the elevator descended and
continued to descend ... for far too long a time. Surely they must
have reached the lobby or even the basement by now, and still the
operator did not open the doors, and still the sensation of
downward motion continued. She tapped him on the shoulder with
mixed feelings of indignation and panic, aware too late of how
spongy he felt, how strange, like a scarecrow stuffed with rotten
straw. And as he turned his head and grinned at her she saw that
the elevator was being piloted by a dead man, his face a greenish-
white corpselike hue, Ms eyes sunken, his hair under his cap
lifeless and sere. The fingers wrapped around the switch were
fallen away to bones.
Even as she filled her lungs to shriek, the corpse threw the switch
over and uttered, "Your floor, madam," in a husky, empty voice.
The door drew open to reveal flames and basalt plateaus and the
stench of brimstone. The elevator operator had taken her to hell.
In another dream it was near the end of the afternoon and she was
on the playground. The light was curiously golden, although the
sky overhead was black with thunderheads. Membranes of shower
danced between two of the saw-toothed peaks further west. It was
like a Brueghel, a moment of sunshine and low pressure. And she
felt something beside her. Moving. Something in the topiary. And
she turned to see with frozen horror that it was the topiary: The
hedge animals had left their places and were creeping toward her,
the lions, the buffalo, even the rabbit that usually looked so comic
and friendly. Their horrid hedge features were bent on her as they
moved slowly toward the playground on their hedge paws, green
and silent and deadly under the black thunderheads.
In the one she had just awakened from, the hotel had been on fire.
She had awakened in their room to find Bill gone and smoke
drifting slowly through the apartment. She fled in her nightgown
but lost her direction in the narrow halls, which were obscured by
smoke. All the numbers seemed to be gone from the doors, and
there was no way to tell if you were running toward the stairwell
and elevator or away from them. She rounded a corner and saw
Bill standing outside the window at the end, motioning her
forward. Somehow she had run all the way to the back of the hotel;
he was standing out there on the fire escape landing. Now there
was heat baking into her back through the thin, filmy stuff of her
nightgown. The place must be in flames behind her, she thought.
Perhaps it had been the boiler. You had to keep an. eye on the
boiler, because if you didn't, she would creep on you. Lottie
started forward and suddenly something wrapped around her arm
like a python, holding her back. It was one of the fire hoses she had
seen along the corridor walls, white canvas hose in a bright red
frame. It had come alive somehow, and it writhed and coiled
around her, now securing a leg, now her other arm. She was held
fast and it was getting hotter, hotter. She could hear the angry
crackle of the flames now only feet behind her. The wallpaper was
peeling and blistering. Bill was gone from the fire-escape landing.
And then she had been-
She had been awake in the big double bed, no smell of smoke, with
Bill Pillsbury sleeping the sleep of the justly stupid beside her. She
was running sweat, and if it, weren't so late she would get up to
shower. It was quarter past three in the morning.
Dr. Verecker had offered to give her a sleeping medicine, but
Lottie had refused. She distrusted any concoction you put in your
body to knock out your mind. It was like giving up command of
your ship voluntarily, and she had sworn to herself that she would
never do that.
But what would she do for the next four clays? Well, Verecker
played shuffleboard in the mornings with his nickeleyed wife.
Perhaps she would look him up and get the prescription after all.
Lottie looked up at the white ceiling high above her, glimmering
ghostlike, and admitted again that the Overlook had been a very
bad mistake. None of the ads for the Overlook in the New Yorker
or The American Mercury mentioned that the place's real specialty
seemed to be giving people the whimwhams. Four more days, and
that was plenty. It had been a mistake, all right, but a mistake she
would never admit, or have to admit. In fact, she was sure she
could.
You had to keep an eye on the boiler, because if you didn't., she
would creep up on you. What did that mean, anyway? Or was it
just one of those nonsensical things that sometimes came to you in
dreams, so much gibberish? Of course, there was undoubtedly a
boiler in the basement or somewhere to heat the place; even
summer resorts had to have heat, sometimes, didn't they? If only to
supply hot water. But creep? Would a boiler creep?
You had to keep an, eye on, the boiler.
It was like one of those crazy riddles:
Why is a mouse when it runs, when is a raven like a writing desk,
what is a creeping boiler? Was it, like the hedges, maybe? She'd
had a dream where the hedges crept. And the fire hose that had
what - what? - slithered?
A chill touched her. It was not good to think much about the
dreams in the night, in the dark. You could ... well, you could
bother yourself. It was better to think about the things you would
be doing when you got back to New York, about how you were
going to convince Bill that a baby was a bad idea for a while, until
he got firmly settled in the vice presidency his father had awarded
him as a wedding present-
She'll creep on you.
- and how you were going to encourage him to bring his work
home so he would get used to the idea that she was going to be
involved with it, very much involved.
Or did the whole hotel, creep? Was that the answer?
I'll make him a good wife, Lottie thought frantically. We'll work at
it the same way we always worked at being bridge partners. He
knows the rules of the game and he knows enough to let me run
him. It will be just like the bridge, just like that, and if we've been
off our game up here that, doesn't mean anything, it's just the hotel,
the dreams-
An affirming voice: That's it. The whole place. It... creeps.
"Oh, shit," Lottie Kilgallon whispered in the dark. It was
dismaying for her to realize just how badly her nerves were shot.
As on the other nights, there would be no more sleep for her now.
She would lie here in bed until the sun started to come up and then
she would get an uneasy hour or so.
Smoking in bed was a bad habit, a terrible habit., but she had
begun to leave her cigarettes in an ashtray on the floor by the bed
in case of the dreams. Sometimes it calmed her. She reached down
to get the ashtray and the thought burst on her like a revelation:
It does creep, the whole place - like it's alive!
And that was when the hand reached out unseen from under the
bed and gripped her wrist firmly ... almost lecherously. A
fingerlike canvas scratched suggestively against her palm and
something was under there, something had been under there the
whole time, and Lottie began to scream. She screamed until her
throat was raw and hoarse and her eyes were bulging from her face
and Bill was awake and pallid with terror beside her.
When he put on the lamp she leaped from the bed, retreated into
the farthest corner of the room and curled up with her thumb in her
mouth.
Both Bill and Dr. Verecker tried to find out what was wrong; she
told them but she was still sucking her thumb, so it was some time
before they realized she was saying, "It crept under the bed. It
crept under the bed."
And even though they flipped up the coverlet and Bill actually
lifted up the whole bed by its foot off the floor to show her there
was nothing under there, not even a litter of dust kitties, she would
not come out of the corner. When the sun came up, she did at last
come out of the corner. She took her thumb out of her mouth. She
stayed away from the bed. She stared at, Bill Pillsbury from her
clown-white face.
"We're going back to New York," she said. "This morning."
"Of course," Bill muttered. "Of course, dear."
Bill Pillsbury's father died of a heart attack two weeks after the
stock-market crash. Bill and Lottie could not keep the company's
head above water. Things went from bad to worse. In the years that
followed she thought often of their honeymoon at the Overlook
Hotel, and the dreams, and the canvas hand that had crept out from
under the bed to squeeze her own. She thought about those things
more and more. She committed suicide in a Yonkers motel room in
1949, a woman who was prematurely gray and prematurely lined.
It had been 20 years and the hand that had gripped her wrist when
she reached down to get her cigarettes had never really let go. She
left a one-sentence suicide note written on Holiday Inn stationery.
The note said: "I wish we had gone to Rome."
AND NOW THIS WORD FROM NEW HAMPSHIRE
In that long, hot summer of 1953, the summer Jacky Torrance
turned 6, his father came home one night from the hospital and
broke Jacky's arm. He almost killed the boy. He was drunk.
Jacky was sitting on the front porch reading a Combat Casey
comic book when his father came down the street, listing to one
side, torpedoed by beer somewhere down the line. As he always
did, the boy felt a mixture of love-hate-fear rise in his chest at the
sight of the old man, who looked like a giant, malevolent ghost in
his hospital whites. Jacky's father was an orderly at the Berlin
Community Hospital. He was like God, like Nature-sometimes
lovable, sometimes terrible. You never knew which it would be.
Jacky's mother feared and served him. Jacky's brothers hated him.
Only Jacky, of all of them, still loved him in spite of the fear and
the hate, and sometimes the volatile mixture of emotions made him
want to cry out at the sight of his father coming, to simply cry out:
"I love you, Daddy! Go away! Hug me! I'll kill you! I'm so afraid
of you! I need you!" And his father seemed to sense in his stupid
way-he was a stupid man, and selfish - that all of them had gone
beyond him but Jacky, the youngest, knew that the only way he
could touch the others was to bludgeon them to attention. But with
Jacky there was still love, and there had been times when he had
cuffed the boy's mouth into running blood and then hugged him
with a frightful force, the killing force just, barely held back by
some other thing, and Jackie would let himself be hugged deep into
the atmosphere of malt and hops that hung around his old man
forever, quailing, loving, fearing.
He leaped off the step and ran halfway down the path before
something stopped him.
"Daddy?" he said. "Where's the car?"
Torrance came toward him, and Jacky saw how very drunk he was.
"Wrecked it up," he said thickly.
"Oh..." Careful now. Careful what you say. For your life, be
careful. "That's too bad"
His father stopped and regarded Jacky from his stupid pig eyes.
Jacky held his breath. Somewhere behind his father's brow, under
the lawn-mowered brush of his crew cut, the scales were turning.
The hot, afternoon stood still while Jacky waited, staring up
anxiously into his father's face to see if his father would throw a
rough bear arm around his shoulder, grinding Jacky's cheek against
the rough, cracked leather of the belt that held up his white pants
and say, "Walk with me into the house, big boy." in the hard and
contemptuous way that was the only way he could even approach
love without destroying himself - or if it would be something else.
Tonight it was something else.
The thunderheads appeared on his father's brow. "What do you
mean, 'That's too bad'? What kind of shit is that?"
"Just...too bad, Daddy. That's all I meant. it's-"
Torrance's hand swept out at the end of his arm, huge hand,
hamhock arm, but speedy, yes, very speedy, and Jacky went down
with church bells in his head and a split lip.
"Shutup" his father said, giving it a broad A.
Jacky said nothing. Nothing would do any good now. The balance
had swung the wrong way.
"You ain't gonna sass me," said Torrance. "You won't sass your
daddy. Get up here and take your medicine."
There was something in his face this time, some dark and blazing
thing. And Jacky suddenly knew that this time there might be no
hug at the end of the blows, and if there was he might, be
unconscious and unknowing ... maybe even dead.
He ran.
Behind him, his father let out a bellow of rage and chased him., a
flapping specter in hospital whites, a juggernaut of doom following
his son from the front yard to the back.
Jacky ran for his life. The tree house, he was thinking. He can't get
up there; the ladder nailed to the tree won't hold him. I'll get up
there, talk to him; maybe he'll go to sleep - Oh, God, please let him
go to sleep - he was weeping in terror as he ran.
"Come back here, goddammit!" His father was roaring behind him.
"Come back here and take your medicine! Take it like a man!"
Jacky flashed past the back steps. His mother, that thin and
defeated woman, scrawny in a faded housedress, had come out
through the screen door from the kitchen, just as Jacky ran past
with his father in pursuit. She opened her mouth as if to speak or
cry out, but her hand came up in a fist and stopped whatever she
might have said, kept it safely behind her teeth. She was afraid for
her son, but more afraid that her husband would turn on her.
"No, you don't! Come back here!"
Jacky reached the large elm in the backyard, the elm where last
year his father had smoke-drugged a colony of wasps then burned
their nest with gasoline. The boy went up the haphazardly hung
nailed-on rungs like greased lightning, and still he was nearly not
fast enough. His father's clutching, enraged hand grasped the boy's
ankle in a grip like flexed steel, then slipped a little and succeeded
only in pulling off Jacky's loafer. Jacky went up the last, three
rungs and crouched on the floor of the tree house, 12 feet above the
ground, panting and crying on his hands and knees.
His father seemed to go crazy. He danced around the tree like an
Indian, Bellowing his rage. He slammed his fists into the tree,
making bark fly and bringing lattices of blood to his knuckles. He
kicked it. His huge moon face was white with frustration and red
with anger.
"Please, Daddy," Jacky moaned. "Whatever I said ... I'm sorry I
said it..."
"Come down! You come down out of there take your fucking
medicine, you little cur! Right now!"
"I Will ... I will If you promise not to ... to hit me too hard ... not
hurt me... just spank me but not hurt me..."
"Get out of that tree!" his father screamed.
Jacky looked toward the house but that was hopeless. His mother
had retreated somewhere far away, to neutral ground.
"GET OUT RIGHT NOW!"
"Oh, Daddy, I don't dare!" Jacky cried out, and that was the truth.
Because now his father might kill him.
There was a period of stalemate. A minute, perhaps, or perhaps
two. His father circled the tree, puffing and blowing like a whale.
Jacky turned around and around on his hands and knees, following
the movements. They were like parts of a visible clock.
The second or third time he came back to the ladder nailed to the
tree, Torrance stopped. He looked speculatively at the ladder. And
laid his hands on the rung before his eyes. He began to climb.
"No, Daddy, it won't hold you," Jacky whispered.
But his father came on relentlessly, like fate, like death, like doom.
Up and up, closer to the tree house. One rung snapped off under
his hands and he almost fell but caught the next one with a grunt
and a lunge. Another one of the rungs twisted around from the
horizontal to the perpendicular under his weight with a rasping
scream of pulling nails, but it did not give way, and then the
working, congested face was visible over the edge of the tree-
house floor, and for that one moment of his childhood Jack
Torrance had his father at bay; if he could have kicked that face
with the foot that still wore its loafer, kicked it where the nose
terminated between the piggy eyes, he could have driven his father
backward off the ladder, perhaps killed him (If he had killed him,
would anyone have said anything but Thanks, Jacky"?) But it was
love that stopped him, and love that, let him just his face in his
hands and give up as first one of his father's pudgy, short-fingered
hands appeared on the boards and then the other.
"Now, by God," his father breathed. He stood above his huddled
son like a giant.
"Oh, Daddy," Jacky mourned for both of them. And for a moment
his father paused, his face sagged into lines of uncertainty, and
Jacky felt a thread of hope.
Then the face drew up. Jacky could smell the beer, and his father
said, "I'll teach you to sass me," and all hope was gone as the foot
swung out, burying itself in Jacky's belly, driving the wind from
his belly in a whoosh. as he flew from the tree-house platform and
fell to the ground, turning over once and landing on the point of his
left elbow, which snapped with a greenstick crack. He didn't even
have breath enough to scream. The last thing he saw before he
blacked out was his father's face, which seemed to be at the end of
a long, dark tunnel. It, seemed to be filling with surprise, the way a
vessel may fill with some pale liquid.
He's just starting to know what he did, Jacky thought incoherently.
And on the heels of that, a thought with no meaning at all, coherent
or otherwise, a thought, that chased him into the blackness as he
fell back on the chewed and tattered grass of the back lawn in a
faint:
What you see is what you'll be, what YOU see is what you'll be,
what you-
The break in his arm was cleanly healed in six months. The
nightmares went, on much longer. In a way, they never stopped.
THE OVERLOOK HOTEL, THIRD FLOOR, 1958
The murderers came up the stairs in their stocking feet.
The two men posted outside the door of the Presidential Suite
never heard them. They were young, dressed in Ivy League suits
with the cut of the jackets a little wider than the fashion of the day
decreed. You couldn't wear a .357 Magnum concealed in a
shoulder holster and be quite in fashion. They were discussing
whether or not the Yankees could take yet another pennant. It was
lacking two days of September, and as usual, the pinstripers looked
formidable. Just talking about the Yankees made them feel a little
better. They were New York boys, on loan from Walt Abruzzi, and
they were a long way from home.
The man inside was a big wheel in the Organization. That was all
they knew all they wanted to know. "You do your job, we all get
well," Abruzzi had told them. "What's to know?"
They had heard things,, of course. That there was a place in
Colorado that was completely neutral ground. A place where even
a crazy little West Coast hood like Tony Giorgio could sit down
and have a fancy brandy in a balloon glass with the Gray Old Men
who saw him as some sort of homicidal stinging insect to be
crushed. A place where guys from Boston who had been used to
putting each other in the trunks of cars behind bowling alleys in
Malden or into garbage cans in Roxbury could get together and
play gin and tell jokes about the Polacks. A place where hatchets
could be buried or unearthed, pacts made, plans laid. A place
where warm people could sometimes cool off.
Well, here they were, and it wasn't so much - in fact, both of them
were homesick for New York, which was why they were talking
about the Yankees. But they never saw New York or the Yankees
again.
Their voices reached down the hall to the stairwell where the
murderers stood six risers down, with their stocking-covered heads
just below line of sight, if you happened to be looking down the
hall from the door of the Presidential Suite. There were three of
them on the stairs, dressed in dark pants and coats, carrying
shotguns with the barrels sawed off to six inches. The shotguns
were loaded with expanding buckshot.
One of the three motioned and they walked up the stairs to the hall.
The two outside the door never even saw them until the murderers
were almost on top of them. One of them was saying animatedly,
"Now you take Ford. Who's better in the American League than
Whitey Ford? No, I want to ask you that sincerely, because when it
comes to the stretch he just
The speaker looked up and saw three black shapes with no
discernable faces standing not 10 paces away. For a moment he
could not believe it. They were just standing there. He shook his
head, fully expecting them to go away like the floating black
specks you sometimes saw in the darkness. They didn't. Then he
knew.
"What's the matter?" his buddy said.
The young man who had been speaking about Whitey Ford clawed
under his jacket for his gun. One of the murderers placed the butt
of his shotgun against a leather pad strapped to his belly beneath
his dark turtleneck. And pulled both triggers. The blast in the
narrow hallway was deafening. The muzzle flash was like summer
lightning, purple in its brilliance. A stink of cordite. The young
man was blown backward down the hall in a disintegrating cloud
of Ivy League jacket, blood, and hair. His arm looped over
backward, spilling the Magnum from his dying fingers, and the
pistol thumped harmlessly to the carpet with the safety still on.
The second young man did not even make an effort to go for his
gun. He stuck his hands high in the air and wet his pants at the
same time.
"I give up, don't shoot me, it's OK-!'
"Say hello to Albert Anastasia when you get down there, punk",
one of the murderers said, and placed the butt of his shotgun
against his belly.
"I ain't a. problem, I ain't a problem!" the young man screamed in a
thick Bronx accent, and then the blast of the shotgun lifted him out
of his shoes and he slammed back against the silk wallpaper with
its delicate raised pattern. He actually stuck for a moment before
collapsing to the hall floor.
The three of them walked to the door of the suite. One of them
tried the knob. "Locked."
"OK."
The third man, who hadn't shot yet, stood in front of the door,
leveled his weapon slightly above the knob, and pulled both
triggers. A jagged hole appeared in the door, and light rayed
through. The third man reached through the hole and grasped the
deadbolt on the other side. There was a pistol shot, then two more.
None of the three flinched.
There was a snap as the deadbolt gave, and then the third man
kicked the door open. Standing in the wide sitting room in front of
the picture window, which now showed a view only of darkness,
was a man of about 35 wearing only jockey shorts. He held a pistol
in each hand and as the murderers walked in he began to fire at
them, spraying bullets wildly. Slugs peeled splinters from the door
frame, dug furrows in the rug, dusted plaster down from the
ceiling. He fired five times, and the closest he came to any of his
assassins was a bullet that twitched the pants of the second man at
the left knee.
They raised their shotguns with almost military precision.
The man in the sitting room screamed, threw both guns on the
floor, and ran for the bedroom. The triple blast caught him just
outside the door and a wet fan of blood, brains, and bits of flesh
splashed across the cherrystriped wallpaper. He fell through the
open bedroom doorway, half in and half out.
"Watch the door," the first man said, and dropped his smoking
shotgun to the rug. He reached into his coat pocket, brought out a
bone-handled switchblade, and thumbed the chrome button. He
approached the dead man, who was lying in the doorway on his
side. He squatted beside the corpse and yanked down the front of
the man's jockey shorts.
Down the hall the door to one of the other suites opened and a
pallid face peered out. The third man raised his shotgun and the
face jerked back in. The door slammed. A bolt rattled frantically.
The first man rejoined them.
'All right," he said. "Down the stairs and out the back door. Let's
go."
They were outside and climbing into the parked car three minutes
later. They left the Overlook behind them, standing gilded in
mountain moonlight, white as bone under high stars. The hotel
would stand long after the three of them were as dead as the three
they had left behind.
The Overlook was at home with the dead.
The Blue Air Compressor
Stephen King
first appeared in
Onan, 1971
The house was tall, with an incredible slope of shingled roof. As he
walked up toward it from the shore road, Gerald Nately thought it
was almost a country in itself, geography in microcosm. The roof
dipped and rose at varying angles above the main building and two
strangely-angled wings; a widow's walk skirted a mushroom-
shaped cupola which looked toward the sea; the porch, facing the
dunes and lusterless September scrubgrass was longer than a
Pullman car and screened in. The high slope of roof made the
house seem to beetle its brows and loom above him. A Baptist
grandfather of a house.
He went to the porch and after a moment of hesitation, through the
screen door to the fanlighted one beyond. There was only a wicker
chair, a rusty porch swing, and an old discarded knitting basket to
watch him go. Spiders had spun silk in the shadowy upper corners.
He knocked.
There was silence, inhabited silence. He was about to knock again
when a chair someplace inside wheezed deeply in its throat. It was
a tired sound. Silence. Then the slow, dreadfully patient sound of
old, overburdened feet finding their way up the hall. Counterpoint
of cane: Whock... whock... whock...
The floorboards creaked and whined. A shadow, huge and
unformed in the pearled glass, bloomed on the fanlight. Endless
sound of fingers laboriously solving the riddle of chain, bolt, and
hasp lock. The door opened. "Hello," the nasal voice said flatly.
"You're Mr. Nately. You've rented the cottage. My husband's
cottage."
"Yes." Gerald said, his tongue swelling in his throat. "That's right.
And you're-"
"Mrs. Leighton," the nasal voice said, pleased with either his
quickness or her name, though neither was remarkable. "I'm Mrs.
Leighton."
* * *
this woman is so goddam fucking big and old she looks like oh
jesus christ print dress she must be six-six and fat my god Shes fat
as a hog can't smell her white hair long white hair her legs those
redwood trees ill that movie a Lank she could be a tank she could
kill me her voice is out of any context like a kazoo jesus if i laugh i
can't laugh can she be seventy god how does she walk and the cane
her hands are bigger than my feet like a goddam tank she could go
through oak oak for christs sake.
* * *
"You write." She hadn't offered him in.
"That's about the size of it," he said, and laughed to cover his own
sudden shrinking from that metaphor.
"Will you show me some after you get settled?" she asked. Her
eyes seemed perpetually luminous and wistful. They were not
touched by the age that had run riot in the rest of her
* * *
wait get that written down
* * *
image: "age had run riot in her with luxuriant fleshiness: she was
like a wild sow let loose in a great and dignified house to shit on
the carpet, gore at the welsh dresser and send the crystal goblets
and wine-glasses all crash-atumble, to trample the wine colored
divans to lunatic puffs of springs and stuffing, to spike the
mirrorbright finish of the great hall floor with barbarian hoofprints
and flying puddles of urine"
okay Shes there its a story i feel her
* * *
body, making it sag and billow.
"If you like," he said. "I didn't even see the cottage from the Shore
Road, Mrs. Leighton. Could you tell me where--"
"Did you drive in?"
"Yes. I left my car over there.'' He pointed beyond the dunes,
toward the road.
A smile, oddly one-dimensional, touched her lips. "That's why.
You can only see a blink from the road: unless you're walking, you
miss it." She pointed west at a slight angle away from the dunes
and the house. "There. Right over that little hill."
"All right," he said, then stood there smiling. He really had no idea
how to terminate the interview.
"Would you like to come in for some coffee? Or a Coca-Cola?"
"Yes," he said instantly.
She seemed a little taken back by his instant agreement. He had,
after 211, been her husband's friend, not her own. The face loomed
above Gerald, moonlike, disconnected, undecided. Then she led
him into the elderly, waiting house.
She had tea. He had Coke, Millions of eyes seemed to watch them.
He felt like a burglar, stealing around the hidden fiction he could
Make of her, carrying only his own youthful winsomeness and a
psychic flashlight.
* * *
My own name, of course, is Steve King, and you'll pardon my
intrusion on your mind-or I hope you will. I could argue that the
drawing-aside of the curtain of presumption between reader and
author is permissible because I am the writer; i.e., since it's my
story I'll do any goddam thing I please with it-but since that leaves
the reader out of it completely, that is not valid. Rule One for all
writers is that the teller is not worth a tin tinker's fart when
compared to the listener. Let us drop the matter, if we may. I am
intruding for the same reason that the Pope defecates: we both
have to.
You should know that Gerald Nately was never brought to the
dock; his crime was not discovered. He paid all the same. After
writing four twisted, monumental, misunderstood novels, he cut
his own head off with an ivory-figured guillotine purchased in
Kowloon.
I invented him first during a moment of eight o'clock boredom in a
class taught by Carroll F. Terrell of the University of Maine
English faculty. Dr. Terrell was speaking of Edgar A. Poe, and I
thought
ivory guillotine Kowloon
twisted woman of shadows, like a pig
some big house
The blue air compressor did not come until later. It is desperately
important that the reader be made cognizant of these facts.
* * *
He did show her some of his writing. Not the important part, the
story he was writing about her, but fragments of poetry, the spine
of a novel that had ached in his mind for a year like embedded
shrapnel, four essays. She was a perceptive critic, and addicted to
marginal notations with her black felt-tip pen. Because she
sometimes dropped in when lie was gone to the village, he kept the
story hidden in the back shed.
September melted into cool October, and the story was completed,
mailed to a friend, returned with suggestions (bad ones), rewritten.
He felt it was good, but not quite right. Some indefinable was
missing. The focus was a shade fuzzy. He began to toy, with the
idea of giving it to her for Criticism, rejected it, toyed with it again.
After all. the story was her; he never doubted she could supply the
final vector.
His attitude concerning her became increasing])- unhealthy; he was
fascinated by her huge, animalistic bulk, by the slow, tortoise-like
way she trekked across the space between the house and the
cottage.
* * *
image: "mammoth shadow of decay swaying across the
shadowless sand, cane held in one twisted hand, feet clad in huge
canvas shoes which pump and push at the coarse grains, face like a
serving platter, puffy dough arms, breasts like drumlins, a
geography in herself, a country of tissue"
* * *
by her reedy, vapid voice; but at the same time he loathed her,
could not stand her touch. lie began to feel like the young man in
"The Tell-Tale Heart, " by Edgar A. Poe. He felt lie could stand at
her bedroom door for endless midnights, shining one Tay of light
on her sleeping eye, ready to pounce and rip the instant it flashed
open.
The urge to show her the story itched at him maddeningly. He had
decided, by the first day of December, that he would do it. The
decision-making did not relieve him, as it is supposed to do in the
novels, but it did leave him with a feeling of antiseptic pleasure. It
was right that it should be so-an omega that quite dovetailed with
he alpha. And it was omega; he was vacating the cottage on he
fifth of December. On this day he had just returned from the Stowe
Travel Agency in Portland, where he had booked passage for the
Far East. He had done this almost on the spur of the moment: the
decision to go and the decision to show his manuscript to Mrs.
Leighton had come together, almost as if he had been guided by an
invoisible hand.
* * *
In truth, he was guide; by an invisible hand-mine.
* * *
The day was white with overcast and the promise of snow lurked
in its throat. The dunes seemed to foreshadow the winter already,
as Gerald crossed them between the slate-roofed house of her
dominion and the low stone cottage of his. The sea, sullen and
gray, curled on the shingle of beach. Gulls rode the slow swells
like buoys.
He Crossed the top of the last dune and knew she it-as there-her
cane, with its white bicycle handgrip at the base, stood against the
side of the door. Smoke rifted from the toy chimney.
Gerald went up the board steps, kicked sand from his high-topped
shoes to make her aware of his presence, and then went in.
"Hi, Mrs. Leighton!"
But the tiny living room and the kitchen both stood empty. The
ship's clock on the mantle ticked only for itself and for Gerald. Her
gigantic fur coat lay draped over the rocker like Some animal sail.
A small fire had been laid in the fireplace, and it glowed and
crackled busily. The teapot was on the gas range in the kitchen,
and one teacup stood on the counter, still waiting for water. He
peered into the narrow hall which led to the bedroom.
"Mrs. Leighton?"
Hall and bedroom both empty.
He was about to turn back to the kitchen when the mammoth
chuckles began. They were large, helpless shakings of laughter, the
kind that stays hidden for years and ages like wine. (There is also
an Edgar A. Poe story about wine.)
The chuckles evolved into large bellows of laughter. They came
from behind the door to the right of Gerald's bed, the last door in
the cottage. From the tool-shed.
* * *
my balls are crawling like in grammar school the old bitch shes
laughing she found it the old fat shebitch goddam her goddam her
goddam her you old whore youre doing that cause im out here you
old she bitch whore you piece of shit
* * *
He went to the door in one step and pulled it open. She was sitting
next to the small space-heater in the sh ed, her dress pulled up over
oak-stump knees to allow her to sit cross-legged, and his
manuscript was held, dwarfed, in her bloated hands.
Her laughter roared and racketed around him. Gerald Nately saw
bursting colors in front of his eyes. She it-as a slug, a maggot, a
gigantic crawling thing evolved in the cellar of the shadowy house
by the sea. a dark bug that had swaddled itself in grotesque human
form.
In the flat light from the one cobwebbed window her face became
a hanging graveyard moon, pocked by the Sterile craters of her
eyes and the Tagged earthquake rift of her mouth.
"Don't you laugh," Gerald said stiffly.
"Oh Gerald," she said, laughing all the same. "This is such a bad
story. I don't blame you for using a penname. it's-" she wiped tears
of laughter from her eyes"it's abominable!"
He began to walk toward her stiffly.
"You haven't made me big enough, Gerald. That's the trouble. I'm
too big for you. Perhaps Poe, or Dosteyevsky, or Melville. . . but
not you, Gerald. Not even under your royal pen-name. Not you.
Not you.
She began to laugh again, huge racking explosions of sound.
"Don't you laugh," Gerald said stiffly.
* * *
The tool-shed, after the manner of Zola:
Wooden walls, which showed occasional chinks of light,
surrounded rabbit-traps hung and slung in corners; a pair of dusty,
unstrung snow-shoes: a rusty spaceheater showing flickers of
yellow flame like cat's eyes; Tales; 2 shovel; hedgeclippers; an
ancient green hose coiled like a garter-snake; four bald tires
stacked like doughnuts; a rust), Winchester rifle with no bolt; a
twohanded saw; a dusty work-bench covered with nails, screws,
bolts, washers, two hammers, a plane, a broken level, a dismantled
carburetor which one sat inside a 1949 Packard convertible; a 4 hp.
air-compressor painted electric blue, plugged into an extension
cord running back into the house.
* * *
"Don't you laugh," Gerald said again, but she continued to rock
back and forth, holding her stomach and flapping the manuscript
with her wheezing breath like a white bird.
His hand found the rusty Winchester rifle and he pole-axed her
with it.
* * *
Most horror stories are sexual in nature.
I'm sorry to break in with this information, but feel I must in order
to make the way clear for the grisly conclusion of this piece, which
is (at least psychologically) a clear metaphor for fears of sexual
impotence on in), part. Mrs. Leighton's large mouth is symbolic of
the vagina; the hose of the compressor is a penis. Her female bu Ik
huge and overpowering, is a mythic representation of the sexual
fear that lives in every male, to a greater or lesser degree: that the
woman, with her opening, is a devouter.
* * *
In the works of Edgar A. Poe, Stephen King, Gerald Nately, and
others who practice this particular literary form, we are apt to find
locked rooms, dungeons. empty mansions (all symbols of the
womb); scenes of living burial (sexual impotence); the dead
returned from the grave (necrophilia); grotesque monsters or
human be ings (externalized fear of the sexual act itself); torture
and/or murder (a viable alternativ e to the sexual act).
These possibilities are not always valid, but the postfreild reader
and writer must take them into consideration when attempting the
genre.
Abnormal psychology has become a part of the human experience.
* * *
She made thick, unconscious noises in her throat as he whirled
around madly, looking for an instrument; her head lolled brokenly
on the thick stalk of her neck.
* * *
He seized the hose of the air-compressor.
"All right," he said thickly. "All right, now. All Tight."
* * *
bitch fat old bitch youve had yours not big enough is that right well
youll be bigger youll be bigger still
* * *
He ripped her head back by the hair and rammed the hose into her
mouth, into her gullet. She screamed around it, a scund like a cat.
* * *
Part of the inspiration for this story came from an old E. C. horror
comic boo), which I bought in a Lisbon Falls drugstore. In one
particular story, a husband and wife murdered each other
simultaneous))- in mutually ironic (and brilliant) fashion. He was
very fat; she was very thin. He shoved the hose of an
aircompressor down her throat and blew her up to dirigible size.
On his way downstairs a booby-trap she had rigged fell on him and
squashed him to a shadow.
Any author who tells you he has never plagiarized is 2 liar. A good
author begins with bad ideas and improbabilities and fashions them
into comments on the human condition.
In a horror story, it is imperative that the grotesque be elevated to
the status of the abnormal.
* * *
The compressor turned on with a whoosh and a chug. The hose
flew out of Mrs. Leighton's mouth. Giggling and gibbering, Gerald
stuffed it back in. Her feet drummed and thumped on the floor. The
flesh of her checks and diaphragm began to swell rhythmically.
Her eyes bulged, and became glass marbles. Her torso began to
expand.
* * *
here it is here it is you lousy louse are you big enough yet are you
big enough
* * *
The compressor wheezed and racketed. Mrs. Leighton swelled like
a beachball. Her lungs became Straining blowfish.
* * *
Fiends! Devils' Dissemble no morel Here! Here! It is the beating of
his hideous heart!
* * *
She seemed to explode all at once.
* * *
Sitting in a boilin hotel room in Bombay, Gerald re-wrote the story
he had begun at the cottage on the other side of the world. The
original title had been "The Hog." After some deliberation he
retitled it "The Blue Air Compressor."
He had resolved it to his own satisfaction. There was a certain lack
of motivation concerning the final scene where the fat old woman
was murdered, but he did not see that as a fault. In "The Tell-Tale
Heart," Edgar A. Poe's finest story, there is no real motivation for
the murder of the old man, and that was as it should be. The motive
is not the point.
* * *
She got very big just before the end: even her legs swelled up to
twice their normal size. At the very end, her tongue popped out of
her mouth like a party-favor.
* * *
After leaving Bombay, Gerald Nately went on to Hong Kong, then
to Kowloon. The ivory guillotine caught his fancy immediately.
* * *
As the author, I can see only one correct omega to this story, and
that is to tell you how Gerald Nately got rid of the body. He tore up
the floor boards of the shed, dismembered Mrs. Leighton, and
buried the sections in the sand beneath.
When he notified the police that she had been rnissing for a week,
the local constable and a State Policeman came at once. Gerald
entertained them quite naturalIy, even offering them coffee. He
heard no beating heart, but then--the interview was conducted in
the big house.
On the following day he flew away, toward Bombay, Hong Kong,
and Kowloon.
The Cat from Hell
By STEPHEN
KING
First appeared in
Cavalier Magazine, 1971
Halston thought the old man in the wheelchair looked sick,
terrified, and ready to die. He had experience in seeing such things.
Death was Halston's business; he had brought it to eighteen men
and six women in his career as an independent hitter. He knew the
death look.
The house - mansion, actually - was cold and quiet. The only
sounds were the low snap of the fire on the big stone hearth and the
low whine of the November wind outside.
"I want you to make a kill," the old man said. His voice was
quavery and high, peevish. "I understand that is what you do."
"Who did you talk to?" Halston asked.
"With a man named Saul Loggia. He says you know him."
Halston nodded. If Loggia was the go-between, it was all right.
And if there was a bug in the room, anything the old man - Drogan
- said was entrapment.
"Who do you want hit?"
Drogan pressed a button on the console built into the arm of his
wheelchair and it buzzed forward. Closeup, Halston could smell
the yellow odors of fear, age, and urine all mixed.
They disgusted him, but he made no sign. His face was still and
smooth. "Your victim is right behind you," Drogan said softly.
Halston moved quickly. His reflexes were his life and they were
always set on a filed pin. He was off the couch, falling to one knee,
turning, hand inside his specially tailored sport coat, gripping the
handle of the short-barreled .45 hybrid that hung below his armpit
in a spring-loaded holster that laid it in his palm at a touch. A
moment later it was out and pointed at ... a cat.
For a moment Halston and the cat stared at each other. It was a
strange moment for Halston, who was an unimaginative man with
no superstitions. For that one moment as he knelt on the floor with
the gun pointed, he felt that he knew this cat, although if he had
ever seen one with such unusual markings he surely would have
remembered.
Its face was an even split: half black, half white. The dividing line
ran from the top of its flat skull and down its nose to its mouth,
straight-arrow. Its eyes were huge in the gloom, and caught in each
nearly circular black pupil was a prism of firelight, like a sullen
coal of hate.
And the thought echoed back to Halston: We know each other, you
and I. Then it passed. He put the gun away and stood up. "I ought
to kill you for that, old man. I don't take a joke."
"And I don't make them," Drogan said. "Sit down. Look in here."
He had taken a fat envelope out from beneath the blanket that
covered his legs.
Halston sat. The cat, which had been crouched on the back of the
sofa, jumped lightly down into his lap. It looked up at Halston for a
moment with those huge dark eyes, the pupils surrounded by thin
green-gold rings, and then it settled down and began to purr.
Halston looked at Drogan questioningly.
"He's very friendly," Drogan said. "At first. Nice friendly pussy
has killed three people in this household. That leaves only me. I am
old, I am sick ... but I prefer to die in my own time."
"I can't believe this," Halston said. "You hired me to hit a cat?"
"Look in the envelope, please."
Halston did. It was filled with hundreds and fifties, all of them old.
"How much is it?"
"Six thousand dollars. There will be another six when you bring
me proof that the cat is dead. Mr. Loggia said twelve thousand was
your usual fee?"
Halston nodded, his hand automatically stroking the cat in his lap.
It was asleep, still purring. Halston liked cats. They were the only
animals he did like, as a matter of fact. They got along on their
own. God - if there was one - had made them into perfect, aloof
killing machines. Cats were the hitters of the animal world, and
Halston gave them his respect.
"I need not explain anything, but I will," Drogan said. "Forewarned
is forearmed, they say, and I would not want you to go into this
lightly. And I seem to need to justify myself. So you'll not think
I'm insane."
Halston nodded again. He had already decided to make this
peculiar hit, and no further talk was needed. But if Drogan wanted
to talk, he would listen. "First of all, you know who I am? Where
the money comes from?"
"Drogan Pharmaceuticals."
"Yes. One of the biggest drug companies in the world. And the
cornerstone of our financial success has been this." From the
pocket of his robe he handed Halston a small, unmarked vial of
pills. "Tri-Dormal-phenobarbin, compound G. Prescribed almost
exclusively for the terminally ill. It's extremely habit-forming, you
see. It's a combination painkiller, tranquilizer, and mild
hallucinogen. It is remarkably helpful in helping the terminally ill
face their conditions and adjust to them."
"Do you take it?" Halston asked.
Drogan ignored the question. "It is widely prescribed throughout
the world. It's a synthetic, was developed in the fifties at our New
Jersey labs. Our testing was confined almost solely to cats, because
of the unique quality of the feline nervous system."
"How many did you wipe out?"
Drogan stiffened. "That is an unfair and prejudicial way to put it."
Halston shrugged.
"In the four-year testing period which led to FDA approval of Tri-
Dormal-G, about fifteen thousand cats ... uh, expired."
Halston whistled. About four thousand cats a year. "And now you
think this one's back to get you, huh?"
"I don't feel guilty in the slightest," Drogan said, but that
quavering, petulant note was back in his voice. "Fifteen thousand
test animals died so that hundreds of thousands of human beings -
"
"Never mind that," Halston said. Justifications bored him.
"That cat came here seven months ago. I've never liked cats. Nasty,
disease-bearing animals ... always out in the fields ... crawling
around in barns ... picking up God knows what germs in their fur ...
always trying to bring something with its insides falling out into
the house for you to look at ... it was my sister who wanted to take
it in. She found out. She paid." He looked at the cat sleeping on
Halston's lap with dead hate.
"You said the cat killed three people."
Drogan began to speak. The cat dozed and purred on Halston's lap
under the soft, scratching strokes of Halston's strong and expert
killer's fingers.
Occasionally a pine knot would explode on the hearth, making it
tense like a series of steel springs covered with hide and muscle.
Outside the wind whined around the big stone house far out in the
Connecticut countryside. There was winter in that wind's throat.
The old man's voice droned on and on.
Seven months ago there had been four of them here-Drogan, his
sister Amanda, who at seventy-four was two years Drogan's elder,
her lifelong friend Carolyn Broadmoor ("of the Westchester
Broadmoors," Drogan.said), who was badly afflicted with
emphysema, and Dick Gage, a hired man who had been with the
Drogan family for twenty years. Gage, who was past sixty himself,
drove the big Lincoln Mark IV, cooked, served the evening sherry.
A day maid came in. The four of them had lived this way for
nearly two years, a dull collection of old people and their family
retainer. Their only pleasures were The Hollywood Squares and
waiting to see who would outlive whom.
Then the cat had come.
"It was Gage who saw it first, whining and skulking around the
house. He tried to drive it away He threw sticks and small rocks at
it, and hit it several times. But it wouldn't go. It smelled the food,
of course. It was little more than a bag of bones. People put them
out beside the road to die at the end of the summer season, you
know. A terrible, inhumane thing."
"Better to fry their nerves?" Halston asked.
Drogan ignored that and went on. He hated cats. He always had.
When the cat refused to be driven away, he had instructed Gage to
put out poisoned food. Large, tempting dishes of Calo cat food
spiked with Tri-Dormal-G, as a matter of fact. The cat ignored the
food. At that point Amanda Drogan had noticed the cat and had
insisted they take it in. Drogan had protested vehemently, but
Amanda - had gotten her way. She always did, apparently.
"But she found out," Drogan said. "She brought it inside herself, in
her arms. It was purring, just as it is now. But it wouldn't come
near me. It never has ... yet. She poured it a saucer of milk. 'Oh,
look at the poor thing, it's starving,' she cooed. She and Carolyn
both cooed over it. Disgusting. It was their way of getting back at
me, of course. They knew the way I've felt about felines ever since
the Tri-Dormal-G testing program twenty years ago. They enjoyed
teasing me, baiting me with it." He looked at Halston grimly. "But
they paid."
In mid-May, Gage had gotten up to set breakfast and found
Amanda Drogan lying at the foot of the main stairs in a litter of
broken crockery and Little Friskies. Her eyes bulged sightlessly up
at the ceiling. She had bled a great deal from the mouth and nose.
Her back was broken, both legs were broken, and her neck had
been literally shattered like glass.
"It slept in her room," Drogan said. "She treated it like a baby ...'Is
oo hungwy, darwing? Does oo need to go out and do poopoos!'
Obscene, coming from an old baffle-ax like my sister. I think it
woke her up, meowing. She got his dish. She used to say that Sam
didn't really like his Friskies unless they were wetted down with a
little milk. So she was planning to go downstairs. The cat was
rubbing against her legs. She was old, not too steady on her feet.
Half asleep. They got to the head of the stairs and the cat got in
front of her ... tripped her .. ."
Yes, it could have happened that way, Halston thought. In his
mind's eye he saw the old woman falling forward and outward, too
shocked to scream. The Friskies spraying out as she tumbled head
over heels to the bottom, the bowl smashing. At last she comes to
rest at the bottom, the old bones shattered, the eyes glaring, the
nose and ears trickling blood. And the purring cat begins to work
its way down the stairs, contentedly munching Little Friskies ...
"What did the coroner say?" he asked Drogan. "Death by accident,
of course. But I knew."
"Why didn't you get rid of the cat then? With Amanda gone?"
Because Carolyn Broadmoor had threatened to leave if he did,
apparently. She was hysterical, obsessed with the subject. She was
a sick woman, and she was nutty on the subject of spiritualism. A
Hartford medium had told her (for a mere twenty dollars) that
Amanda's soul had entered Sam's feline body. Sam had been
Amanda's, she told Drogan, and if Sam went, she went.
Halston, who had become something of an expert at reading
between the lines of human lives, suspected that Drogan and the
old Broadmoor bird had been lovers long ago, and the old dude
was reluctant to let her go over a cat.
"It would have been the same as suicide," Drogan said. "In her
mind she was still a wealthy woman, perfectly capable of packing
up that cat and going to New York or London or even Monte Carlo
with it. In fact she was the last of a great family, living on a
pittance as a result of a number of bad investments in the sixties.
She lived on the second floor here in a specially controlled,
superhumidified room. The woman was seventy, Mr. Halston. She
was a heavy smoker until the last two years of her life, and the
emphysema was very bad. I wanted her here, and if the cat had to
stay ..."
Halston nodded and then glanced meaningfully at his watch.
"Near the end of June, she died in the night. The doctor seemed to
take it as a matter of course ... just came and wrote out the death
certificate and that was the end of it. But the cat was in the room.
Gage told me."
"We all have to go sometime, man," Halston said.
"Of course. That's what the doctor said. But I knew. I remembered.
Cats like to get babies and old people when they're asleep. And
steal their breath."
"An old wives' tale."
"Based on fact, like most so-called old wives' tales," Drogan
replied.
"Cats like to knead soft things with their paws, you see. A pillow, a
thick shag rug... or a blanket. A crib blanket or an old person's
blanket. The extra weight on a person who's weak to start with ..."
Drogan trailed off, and Halston thought about it. Carolyn
Broadmoor asleep in her bedroom, the breath rasping in and out of
her damaged lungs, the sound nearly lost in the whisper of special
humidifiers and air conditioners. The cat with the queer black-and-
white markings leaps silently onto her spinster's bed and stares at
her old and wrinkle-grooved face with those lambent, black-and-
green eyes. It creeps onto her thin chest and settles its weight there,
purring.., and the breathing slows ... slows ... and the cat purrs as
the old woman slowly smothers beneath its weight on her chest.
He was not an imaginative man, but Halston shivered a little.
"Drogan," he said, continuing to stroke the purring cat. "Why don't
you just have it put away? A vet would give it the gas for twenty
dollars."
Drogan said, "The funeral was on the first day of July, I had
Carolyn buried in our cemetery plot next to my sister. The way she
would have wanted it. On July third I called Gage to this room and
handed him a wicker basket.., a picnic hamper sort of thing. Do
you know what I mean?"
Halston nodded.
"I told him to put the cat in it and take it to a vet in Milford and
have it put to sleep. He said, 'Yes, sir,' took the basket, and went
out. Very like him. I never saw him alive again. There was an
accident on the turnpike. The Lincoln was driven into a bridge
abutment at better than sixty miles an hour. Dick Gage was killed
instantly. When they found him there were scratches on his face."
Halston was silent as the picture of how it might have been formed
in his brain again. No sound in the room but the peaceful crackle of
the fire and the peaceful purr of the cat in his lap. He and the cat
together before the fire would make a good illustration for that
Edgar Guest poem, the one that goes: "The cat on my lap, the
hearth's good fire/ ... A happy man, should you enquire."
Dick Gage moving the Lincoln down the turnpike toward Milford,
beating the speed limit by maybe five miles an hour. The wicker
basket beside him - a picnic hamper sort of thing. The chauffeur is
watching traffic, maybe he's passing a big cab-over Jimmy and he
doesn't notice the peculiar black-on-one-side, white-on-the-other
face that pokes out of one side of the basket. Out of the driver's
side. He doesn't notice because he's passing the big trailer truck
and that's when the cat jumps onto his face, spitting and clawing,
its talons raking into one eye, puncturing it, deflating it, blinding it.
Sixty and the hum of the Lincoln's big motor and the other paw is
hooked over the bridge of the nose, digging in with exquisite,
damning pain - maybe the Lincoln starts to veer right, into the path
of the Jimmy, and its airhorn blares ear-shatteringly, but Gage can't
hear it because the cat is yowling, the cat is spread-eagled over his
face like some huge furry black spider, ears laid back, green eyes
glaring like spotlights from hell, back legs jittering and digging
into the soft flesh of the old man's neck. The car veers wildly back
the other way. The bridge abutment looms. The cat jumps down
and the Lincoln, a shiny black torpedo, hits the cement and goes up
like a bomb.
Halston swallowed hard and heard a dry click in his throat. "And
the cat came back?"
Drogan nodded. "A week later. On the day Dick Gage was buried,
as a matter of fact. Just like the old song says. The cat came back."
"It survived a car crash at sixty? Hard to believe."
"They say each one has nine lives. When it comes back ... that's
when I started to wonder if it might not be a...a..."
"Hellcat?" Halston suggested softly.
"For want of a better word, yes. A sort of demon sent ..."
"To punish you."
"I don't know. But I'm afraid of it. I feed it, or rather, the woman
who comes in to do for me feeds it. She doesn't like it either. She
says that face is a curse of God. Of course, she's local." The old
man tried to smile and failed. "I want you to kill it. I've lived with
it for the last four months. It skulks around in the shadows. It looks
at me. It seems to be ... waiting. I lock myself in my room every
night and still I wonder if I'm going to wake up one early and find
it ... curled up on my chest ... and purring."
The wind whined lonesomely outside and made a strange hooting
noise in the stone chimney.
"At last I got in touch with Saul Loggia. He recommended you. He
called you a stick, I believe."
"A one-stick. That means I work on my own."
"Yes. He said you'd never been busted, or even suspected. He said
you always seem to land on your feet.... like a cat."
Halston looked at the old man in the wheelchair. And his long-
fingered, muscular hands were lingering above the cat's neck.
"I'll do it now, if you want me to," he said softly. "I'll snap its neck.
It won't even know-"
"No!" Drogan cried. He drew in a long, shuddering breath. Color
had come up in his sallow cheeks. "Not... not here. Take it away."
Halston smiled humorlessly. He began to stroke the sleeping cat's
head and shoulders and back very gently again. "All right," he said.
"I accept the contract. Do you want the body?"
"No. Kill it. Bury it." He paused. He hunched forward in the
wheelchair like some ancient buzzard. "Bring me the tail," he said.
"So I can throw it in the fire and watch it burn."
Halston drove a 1973 Plymouth with a custom Cyclone Spoiler
engine. The car was jacked and blocked, and rode with the hood
pointing down at the road at a twenty degree angle. He had rebuilt
the differential and the rear end himself. The shift was a Pensy, the
linkage was Hearst. It sat on huge Bobby Unser Wide Ovals and
had a top end of a little past one-sixty.
He left the Drogan house at a little past 9:30. A cold rind of
crescent moon rode overhead through the tattering November
clouds. He rode with all the windows open, because that yellow
stench of age and terror seemed to have settled into his clothes and
he didn't like it. The cold was hard and sharp, eventually numbing,
but it was good. It was blowing that yellow stench away. He got
off the turnpike at Placer's Glen and drove through the silent town,
which was guarded by a single yellow blinker at the intersection, at
a thoroughly respectable thirty-five. Out of town, moving up S.R.
35, he opened the Plymouth up a little, letting her walk. The tuned
Spoiler engine purred like the cat had purred on his lap earlier this
evening. Halston grinned at the simile. They moved between frost-
white November fields full of skeleton cornstalks at a little over
seventy.
The cat was in a double-thickness shopping bag, tied at the top
with heavy twine. The bag was in the passenger bucket seat. The
cat had been sleepy and purring when Halston put it in, and it had
purred through the entire ride. It sensed, perhaps, that Halston
liked it and felt at home with it. Like himself, the cat was a one-
stick.
Strange hit, Halston thought, and was surprised to find that he was
taking it seriously as a hit. Maybe the strangest thing about it was
that he actually liked the cat, felt a kinship with it. If it had
managed to get rid of those three old crocks, more power to it ...
especially Gage, who had been taking it to Milford for a terminal
date with a crew-cut veterinarian who would have been more than
happy to bundle it into a ceramic-lined gas chamber the size of a
microwave oven. He felt a kinship but no urge to renege on the hit.
He would do it the courtesy of killing it quickly and well. He
would park off the road beside one of those November-barren
fields and take it out of the bag and stroke it and then snap its neck
and sever its tail with his pocketknife. And, he thought, the body
I'll bury honorably, saving it from the scavengers. I can't save it
from the worms, but I can save it from the maggots.
He was thinking these things as the car moved through the night
like a dark blue ghost and that was when the cat walked in front of
his eyes, up on the dashboard, tail raised arrogantly, its black-and-
white face turned toward him, its mouth seeming to grin at him.
"Ssssshhhh-" Halston hissed. He glanced to his right and caught a
glimpse of the double-thickness shopping bag, a hole chewed - or
clawed - in its side. Looked ahead again..,and the cat lifted a paw
and batted playfully at him. The paw skidded across Halston's
forehead. He jerked away from it and the Plymouth's big tires
wailed on the road as it swung erratically from one side of the
narrow blacktop to the other.
Halston batted at the cat on the dashboard with his fist. It was
blocking his field of vision. It spat at him, arching its back, but it
didn't move. Halston swung again, and instead of shrinking away,
it leaped at him.
Gage, he thought. Just like Gage -
He stamped the brake. The cat was on his head, blocking his vision
with its furry belly, clawing at him, gouging at him. Halston held
the wheel grimly. He struck the cat once, twice, a third time. And
suddenly the road was gone, the Plymouth was running down into
the ditch, thudding up and down on its shocks. Then, impact,
throwing him forward against his seat belt, and the last sound he
heard was the cat yowling inhumanly, the voice of a woman in
pain or in the throes of sexual climax.
He struck it with his closed fists and felt only the springy, yielding
flex of its muscles.
Then, second impact. And darkness.
* * *
The moon was down. It was an hour before dawn.
The Plymouth lay in a ravine curdled with groundmist. Tangled in
its grille was a snarled length of barbed wire. The hood had come
unlatched, and tendrils of steam from the breached radiator drifted
out of the opening to mingle with the mist.
No feeling in his legs.
He looked down and saw that the Plymouth's firewall had caved in
with the impact. The back of that big Cyclone Spoiler engine block
had smashed into his legs, pinning them.
Outside, in the distance, the predatory squawk of an owl dropping
onto some small, scurrying animal.
Inside, close, the steady purr of the cat.
It seemed to be grinning, like Alice's Cheshire had in Wonderland.
As Halston watched it stood up, arched its back, and stretched. In a
sudden limber movement like rippled silk, it leaped to his shoulder.
Halston tried to lift his hands to push it off.
His arms wouldn't move.
Spinal shock, he thought. Paralyzed. Maybe temporary. More
likely permanent.
The cat purred in his ear like thunder.
"Get off me," Halston said. His voice was hoarse and dry. The cat
tensed for a moment and then settled back. Suddenly its paw batted
Halston's cheek, and the claws were out this time. Hot lines of pain
down to his throat.
And the warm trickle of blood.
Pain.
Feeling.
He ordered his head to move to the right, and it complied. For a
moment his face was buried in smooth, dry fur. Halston snapped at
the cat. It made a startled, disgruntled sound in its throat - yowk! -
and leaped onto the seat. It stared up at him angrily, ears laid back.
"Wasn't supposed to do that, was I?" Halston croaked. The cat
opened its mouth and hissed at him. Looking at that strange,
schizophrenic face, Halston could understand how Drogan might
have thought it was a hellcat. It-
His thoughts broke off as he became aware of a dull, tingling
feeling in both hands and forearms.
Feeling. Coming back. Pins and needles.
The cat leaped at his face, claws out, spitting.
Halston shut his eyes and opened his mouth. He bit at the cat's
belly and got nothing but fur. The cat's front claws were clasped on
his ears, digging in. The pain was enormous, brightly excruciating.
Halston tried to raise his hands.
They twitched but would not quite come out of his lap.
He bent his head forward and began to shake it back and forth, like
a man shaking soap out of his eyes. Hissing and squalling, the cat
held on. Halston could feel blood trickling down his cheeks. It was
hard to get his breath. The cat's chest was pressed over his nose. It
was possible to get some air in by mouth, but not much. What he
did get came through fur. His ears felt as if they had been doused
with lighter fluid and then set on fire.
He snapped his head back and cried out in agony - he must have
sustained a whiplash when the Plymouth hit. But the cat hadn't
been expecting the reverse and it flew off. Halston heard it thud
down in the back seat.
A trickle of blood ran in his eye. He tried again to move his hands,
to raise one of them and wipe the blood away.
They trembled in his lap, but he was still unable to actually move
them. He thought of the .45 special in its holster under his left arm.
If I can get to my piece, kitty, the rest of your nine lives are going
in a lump sum.
More tingles now. Dull throbs of pain from his feet, buried and
surely shattered under the engine block, zips and tingles from his
legs - it felt exactly the way a limb that you've slept on does when
it's starting to wake up. At that moment Halston didn't care about
his feet. It was enough to know that his spine wasn't severed, that
he wasn't going to finish out his life as a dead lump of body
attached to a talking head.
Maybe I had a few lives left myself.
Take care of the cat. That was the first thing. Then get out of the
wreck - maybe someone would come along, that would solve both
problems at once. Not likely at 4:30 in the morning on a back road
like this one, but barely possible. And-
And what was the cat doing back there?
He didn't like having it on his face, but he didn't like having it
behind him and out of sight, either. He tried the rearview mirror,
but that was useless. The crash had knocked it awry and all it
reflected was the grassy ravine he had finished up in.
A sound from behind him, like low, ripping cloth.
Purring.
Hellcat my ass. It's gone to sleep back there.
And even if it hadn't, even if it was somehow planning murder,
what could it do? It was a skinny little thing, probably weighed all
of four pounds soaking wet. And soon ... soon he would be able to
move his hands enough to get his gun. He was sure of it.
Halston sat and waited. Feeling continued to flood back into his
body in a series of pins-and-needles incursions. Absurdly (or
maybe in instinctive reaction to his close brush with death) he got
an erection for a minute or so. Be kind of hard to beat off under
present circumstances, he thought.
A dawn-line was appearing in the eastern sky. Somewhere a bird
sang.
Halston tried his hands again and got them to move an eighth of an
inch before they fell back.
Not yet. But soon.
A soft thud on the seatback beside him. Halston turned his head
and looked into the black-white face, the glowing eyes with their
huge dark pupils.
Halston spoke to it.
"I have never blown a hit once I took it on, kitty. This could be a
first. I'm getting my hands back. Five minutes, ten at most. You
want my advice? Go out the window. They're all open. Go out and
take your tail with you."
The cat stared at him.
Halston tried his hands again. They came up, trembling wildly.
Half an inch. An inch. He let them fall back limply. They slipped
off his lap and thudded to the Plymouth's seat. They glimmered
there palely, like large tropical spiders.
The cat was grinning at him.
Did I make a mistake?, he wondered confusedly. He was a creature
of hunch, and the feeling that he had made one was suddenly
overwhelming. Then the cat's body tensed, and even as it leaped,
Halston knew what it was going to do and he opened his mouth to
scream.
The cat landed on Halston's crotch, claws out, digging.
At that moment, Halston wished he had been paralyzed. The pain
was gigantic, terrible. He had never suspected that there could be
such pain in the world. The cat was a spitting coiled spring of fury,
clawing at his balls.
Halston did scream, his mouth yawning open, and that was when
the cat changed direction and leaped at his face, leaped at his
mouth. And at that moment Halston knew that it was something
more than a cat. It was something possessed of a malign,
murderous intent.
He caught one last glimpse of that black-and-white face below the
flattened ears, its eyes enormous and filled with lunatic hate. It had
gotten rid of the three old people and now it was going to get rid of
John Halston.
It rammed into his mouth, a furry projectile. He gagged on it. Its
front claws pinwheeled, tattering his tongue like a piece of liver.
His stomach recoiled and he vomited. The vomit ran down into his
windpipe, clogging it, and he began to choke.
In this extremity, his will to survive overcame the last of the
impact paralysis. He brought his hands up slowly to grasp the cat.
Oh my God, he thought.
The cat was forcing its way into his mouth, flattening its body,
squirming, working itself farther and farther in. He could feel his
jaws creaking wider and wider to admit it.
He reached to grab it, yank it out, destroy it ...and his hands
clasped only the cat's tail.
Somehow it had gotten its entire body into his mouth. Its strange,
black-and-white face must be crammed into his very throat.
A terrible thick gagging sound came from Halston's throat, which
was swelling like a flexible length of garden hose.
His body twitched. His hands fell back into his lap and the fingers
drummed senselessly on his thighs. His eyes sheened over, then
glazed. They stared out through the Plymouth's windshield blankly
at the coming dawn.
Protruding from his open mouth was two inches of bushy tail ...
half black, half white. It switched lazily back and forth.
It disappeared.
A bird cried somewhere again. Dawn came in breathless silence
then, over the frost-rimmed fields of rural Connecticut.
The farmer's name was Will Reuss.
He was on his way to Placer's Glen to get the inspection sticker
renewed on his farm truck when he saw the late-morning sun
twinkle on something in the ravine beside the road. He pulled over
and saw the Plymouth lying at a drunken, canted angle in the ditch,
barbed wire tangled in its grille like a snarl of steel knitting.
He worked his way down and then sucked in his breath sharply.
"Holy moley," he muttered to the bright November day. There was
a guy sitting bolt upright behind the wheel, eyes open and glaring
emptily into eternity. The Roper organization was never going to
include him in its presidential poll again. His face was smeared
with blood. He was still wearing his seat belt.
The driver's door had been crimped shut, but Reuss managed to get
it open by yanking with both hands. He leaned in and unstrapped
the seat belt, planning to check for ID. He was reaching for the
coat when he noticed that the dead guy's shirt was rippling, just
above the belt buckle. Rippling ... and bulging. Splotches of blood
began to bloom there like sinister roses.
"What the Christ?" He reached out, grasped the dead man's shirt,
and pulled it up.
Will Reuss looked - and screamed.
Above Halston's navel, a ragged hole had been clawed in his flesh.
Looking out was the gore-streaked black-and-white face of a cat,
its eyes huge and glaring.
Reuss staggered back, shrieking, hands clapped to his face. A score
of crows took cawing wing from a nearby field.
The cat forced its body out and stretched in obscene languor.
Then it leaped out the open window. Reuss caught sight of it
moving through the high dead grass and then it was gone.
It seemed to be in a hurry, he later told a reporter from the local
paper.
As if it had unfinished business.
The Dark Man
Stephen King
Published in
"Ubris", 1969 and later in Moth, 1970.
I have stridden the fuming way
of sun-hammered tracks and
smashed cinders;
I have ridden rails
and bumed sterno in the
gantry silence of hob jungles:
I am a dark man.
I have ridden rails
and passed the smuggery
of desperate houses with counterfeit chimneys
and heard from the outside
the inside clink of cocktail ice
while closed doors broke the world -
and over it all a savage sickle moon
that bummed my eyes with bones of light.
I have slept in glaring swamps
where musk-reek rose
to mix with the sex smell of rotting cypress stumps
where witch fire clung in sunken
psycho spheres of baptism -
and heard the suck of shadows
where a gutted columned house
leeched with vines
speaks to an overhung mushroom sky
I have fed dimes to cold machines
in all night filling stations
while traffic in a mad and flowing flame
streaked red in six lanes of darkness,
and breathed the cleaver hitchhike wind
within the breakdown lane with thumb levelled
and saw shadowed faces made complacent
with heaters behind safety glass
faces that rose like complacent moons
in riven monster orbits.
and in a sudden jugular flash
cold as the center af a sun
I forced a girl in a field of wheat
and left her sprawled with the virgin bread
a savage sacrifice
and a sign to those who creep in
fixed ways:
I am a dark man.
Donovan's Brain
Stephen King
Published in "Moth", 1970
Shratt came on limping
obsessed
he tried to run down a little girl
and there was a drag of pain
in his left
kidney
**********
horror
**********
he signed checks with Donovan's name
and made mad love with Donovan's woman.
poor Shratt!
warped and sucked by desert wine
raped by the brain of that monstrous man
shadowed by his legless shadow
Shratt, driven by a thing
(you know about that Thing, don't you?)
in an electric tank:
(AMPS-AMPS-AMPS-AMPS-)
demented paranoia
from "BEYOND THE GRAVE! !"
but the tragedy
was Shratt -oh,
I could weep for Shratt.
For The Birds
Stephen King
From
" Bred Any Good Rooks Lately? "
Okay, this is a science fiction joke.
It seems like in 1995 or so the pollution in the atmosphere of
London has started to kill off all the rooks. And the city
government is very concerned because the rooks roosting on the
cornices and the odd little crannies of the public buildings are a big
attraction. The Yanks with their Kodaks, if you get it. So they say,
" What are we going to do? "
They get a lot of brochures from places with climates similar to
London's so they can raise the rooks until the pollution problem is
finally licked. One place with a similar climate, but low pollution
count, turns to be Bangor, Maine. So they put an ad in the paper
soliciting bird fanciers and talk to a bunch of guys in the trade.
Finally, they engage this one guy at the rate of $50,000 a year to
raise rooks. They send an ornithologist over on the concord with
two cases of rook eggs packed in these shatterproof cases - they
keep the shipping compartment constantly heated and all that stuff.
So this guy has a new business - North American Rook Farms, Inc.
He goes to work right off incubating new rooks so London will not
become a rookless city. The only thing is, the London City Council
is really impatient, and every day they send him a telegram that
says: " Bred Any Good Rooks lately? "
THE
HARDCASE
SPEAKS
STEPHEN KING
From
Contraband #2
In fields and christless allies the psalter is handed
greedily around with purple bottles of cheap port
punctuated by the sodium lightness glare of freights
rising past hobo cinder gantries and pitless bramble
hollows:
Dukane, Grand Rapids, Cedar Forks, Harlow, Dover-
Foxcroft,
names from the back platform of the A-train
so don't gimme that shit don't gimme that crap
I'll put the hoodoo on you, I can do it, it comes in a can
in 1954 in a back alley behind a bar they
found a lady cut in four pieces and written in her juice on
the bricks above
he had scrawled PLEASE STOP ME BEFORE I KILL
AGAIN in letters that leaned and
draggled so they called him The Cleveland Torso Murderer
and never caught him,
it figures
all these liberals are brainless
if you want to see jeans just peak into any alabaster
gravel pit in Mestalinas
all these liberals have hairy shirts
Real life is in the back row of a 2nd run movie house in
Utica, have you been
there
this guy with his hair greased back was drunk
and getting drunker when I sat down and his face kept
twisting; he cried I'm a
goddamn stupid sonofabitch but doan choo try to tell me
nothin I didn't he
might have come from Cleveland
if the stars are right I can witch you I can make your hair
fall out
You don't need hairy jeans to stand outside a Safeway
store in Smalls Falls and watch a cloud under the high
blue sky ripple the last shadows of summer over the asphalt
parking lot two
acres wide
A real hack believes blackboards are true
for myself I would turn them all soft like custard scoop
them feed them to blackbirds save corn for murderers
in huge and ancient Buicks sperm grows on seatcovers
and flows upstream toward the sound of Chuck Berry
once I saw a drunk in Redcliff and he had stuffed a
newspaper in his mouth he
jigged jubilantly
around a two shadowed light pole
I could gun you down with magic nose bullets
There are still drugstore saints
Still virgins pedalling bikes with playing cards affixed to
the rear spokes
with clothespins
The students have made things up
The liberals have shit themselves and produced a satchel-
load of smelly
numbers
Radicals scratch secret sores and pore over back numbers
bore a little hole in your head sez I insert a candle
light a light for Charlie Starkweather and let
your little light shine shine shine
play bebop
buy styrofoam dice on 42nd street
eat sno-cones and read Lois Lane
Learn to do magic like me and we will drive to Princeton
in an old Ford with four retread skins and a loose manifold
that boils up the
graphite stink of freshcooked
exhaust we will do hexes with Budweiser pentagrams and
old
Diamond matchboxes
chew some Red Man and let the juice down your chin when
you spit
sprinkle sawdust on weird messes
buy some plastic puke at Atlantic City
throw away your tape player and gobble Baby Ruths
Go now. I think you are ready.
Harrison State Park '68
Stephen King
Published in "Ubris", 1968
"All mental disorders are simply detective strategies
for handling difficult life situations.''
---Thomas Szasz
''And I feel like homemade shit.''
---Ed Sanders
- Can you do it ?
She asked shrewdly
From the grass where her nylon legs
in gartered splendor
made motions.
- Can you do it ?
Ah!
What do I say?
What are the cools?
Jimmy Dean?
Robert Mitchum?
Soupy Sales?
Modern Screen Romances is a tent on the grass
Over a dozen condoms in a quiet box
and the lady used to say
(before she passed away)
- If you can't be an athlete,
be an athletic supporter.
The moon is set.
A cloud scum has covered the stars.
A man with a gun has passed
this way
BUT -
we do not need your poets.
Progressed beyond them to
Sony
Westinghouse
Cousin Brucie
the Doors
and do I dare
mention Sonny and Cher ?
I remember Mickey Rooney
as Pretty Boy Floyd
and he was the shortest Pretty Boy Floyd
on record
coughing his enthusiastic
guts out in the last
reel.
We have not spilt the blood.
They have spilt the blood.
A little girl lies dead
On the hopscotch grid
No matter
- Can you do it?
She asked shrewdly
With her Playtex living bra
cuddling breasts
softer than a handful of wet Fig Newtons.
Old enough to bleed
Old enough to slaughter
The old farmer said
And grinned at the white
Haystack sky
With sweaty teeth
(radiation radiation
your grandchildren will be monsters)
I remember a skeleton
In Death Valley
A cow in the sunbleached throes of antiseptic death
and someone said:
- Someday there will be skeletons
on the median strip of the Hollywood Freeway
staring up at exhaust-sooty pigeons
amidst the flapping ruins of
Botany 500
call me Ishmael.
I am a semen.
- Can you do it?
She asked shrewdly
When the worms begin
their midnight creep
and the dew has sunk white to
milk the grass...
And the bitter tears
Have no ducts
The eyes have fleshed in.
Only the nose knows that
A loser is always the same.
There is a sharp report.
It slices the night cleanly
And thumps home with a tincan spannnng!
Against the Speed Limit sign down the road.
Laughter
The clean clear sound of a bolt levered back...
Silence...
Spannng!
"Aileen, if poachers poached peaches, would the
poachers peel the peaches to eat with poached eggs
poached before peaches?"
oh don't
don't
please touch me
but don't
don't
and I reach for your hand
but touch only the radiating live pencils
of your bones:
-- Can you do it?
IN A HALF WORLD
OF TERROR
Stephen King
First appeared in
Stories Of Suspense, a.k.a.
I Was A Teenage Graverobber 1966
It was like a nightmare. Like some unreal dream that you wake up
from the next morning. Only this nightmare was happening. Ahead
of me I could see Rankin's flashlight; a large yellow eye in the
sultry summer darkness. I tripped over a gravestone and almost
went sprawling. Rankin whirled on me with a hissed oath.
"Do you want to wake up the caretaker, you fool?"
I muttered a reply and we crept forward. Finally, Rankin stopped
and shone the flashlight's beam on a freshly chiseled gravestone.
On it, it read:
DANILE WHEATHERBY
1899 1962
He has joined his beloved wife in a better land.
I felt a shovel thrust into my hands and suddenly I was sure that I
couldn't go through with it. But I remembered the bursar shaking
his head and saying, "I'm afraid we can't give you any more time,
Dan. You'll have to leave today. If I could help in any way, I
would, believe me ..."
I dug into the still soft earth and lifted it over my shoulder. Perhaps
fifteen minutes later my shovel came in contact with wood. The
two of us quickly excavated the hole until the coffin stood revealed
under Rankin's flashlight. We jumped down and heaved the coffin
up.
Numbed, I watched Rankin swing the spade at the locks and seals.
After a few blows it gave and we lifted the lid. The body of Daniel
Wheatherby looked up at us with glazed eyes. I felt horror gently
wash over me. I had always thought that the eyes closed when one
died.
"Don't just stand there," Rankin whispered, "it's almost four.
We've got to get out of here!"
We wrapped the body in a sheet and lowered the coffin back into
the earth. We shoveled rapidly and carefully replaced the sod. The
dirt we had missed was scattered.
By the time we picked up the white-sheeted body, the first traces
of dawn were beginning to lighten the sky in the east. We went
through the hedge that skirted the cemetery and entered the woods
that fronted it on the west. Rankin expertly picked his way through
it for a quarter of a mile until we came to the car, parked where we
had left it on an overgrown and unused wagon track that had once
been a road. The body was put into the trunk. Shortly thereafter,
we joined the stream of commuters hurrying for the 6.00 train.
I looked at my hands as if I had never seen them before. The dirt
under my fingernails had been piled up on top of a man's final
resting place not twenty-four hours ago. It felt unclean.
Rankin's attention was directed entirely on his driving. I looked at
him and realized that he didn't mind the repulsive act that we had
just performed. To him it was just another job. We turned off the
main road and began to climb the twisting, narrow dirt road. And
then we came out into the open and I could see it, the huge
rambling Victorian mansion that sat on the summit of the steep
grade. Rankin drove around back and wordlessly up to the steep
rock face of a bluff that rose another forty feet upward, slightly to
the right of the house.
There was a hideous grinding noise and a portion of the hill large
enough to carve an entrance for the car slid open. Rankin drove in
and killed the engine. We were in a small, cube-like room that
served as a hidden garage. Just then, a door at the far end slid open
and a tall, rigid man approached us.
Steffen Weinbaum's face was much like a skull; his eyes were
deep-set and the skin was stretched so tautly over his cheekbones
that his flesh was almost transparent.
"Where is it?" His voice was deep, ominous.
Wordlessly, Rankin got out and I followed his lead. Rankin opened
the trunk and we pulled the sheet-swaddled figure out.
Weinbaum nodded slowly.
"Good, very good. Bring him into the lab."
CHAPTER TWO
When I was thirteen, my parents were killed in an automobile
crash. It left me an orphan and should have landed me in an
orphan's home. But my father's will disclosed the fact that he had
left me a substantial sum of money and I was self-reliant. The
welfare people never came around and I was left in the somewhat
bizarre role as the sole tenant of my own house at thirteen. I paid
the mortgage out of the bank account and tried to stretch a dollar as
far as possible.
By the time I was eighteen and was out of school, the money was
low, but I wanted to go to college. I sold the house for $10,000.00
through a real estate buyer. In early September, the roof fell in. I
received a very nice letter from Erwin, Erwin and Bradstreet,
attorneys at law. To put it in layman's language, it said that the
department store at which my father had been employed had just
got around to a general audit of their books. It seemed that there
was $15,000.00 missing and that they had proof that my father had
stolen it. The rest of the letter merely stated that if I didn't pay up
the $15,000.00 we'd got to court and they would try to get double
the amount.
It shook me up and a few questions that should have stood out in
my mind just didn't register as a result. Why didn't they uncover
the error earlier? Why were they offering to settle out of court?
I went down to the office of Erwin, Erwin, & Bradstreet and talked
the matter over. To make a long story short, I paid the sum there
were asking, I had no more money.
The next day I looked up the firm of Erwin, Erwin & Bradstreet in
the phone book. It wasn't listed. I went down to their office and
found a For Rent sign on the door. It was then that I realized that I
had been conned like gullible kid which, I reflected miserably
was what I was.
I bluffed my way through the first for months of college but finally
they discovered that I hadn't been properly registered.
That same day I met Rankin at a bar. It was my first experience in
a tavern. I had a forged driver's license and I bough enough
whiskey to get drunk. I figured that it would take about two
straight whiskeys since I had never had anything but a bottle of
beer now and then prior to that night.
One felt good, two made my trouble seem rather inconsequential. I
was nursing my third when Rankin entered the bar.
He sat on the stool next to me and looked attentively at me.
"You got troubles?" I asked rudely.
Rankin smiled. "Yes, I'm out to find a helper."
"Oh, yeah?" I asked, becoming interested. "You mean you want to
hire somebody?"
"Yes."
""Well, I'm your man."
He started to say something and then changed his mind.
"Let's go over to a booth and talk it over, shall we?"
We walked over to a booth and I realized that I was listing slightly.
Rankin pulled the curtain.
"That's better. Now, you want a job?"
I nodded.
"Do you care what it is?"
"No. Just how much does it pay?"
"Five hundred a job."
I lost a little bit of the rosy fog that encased me. Something was
wrong here. I didn't like the way he used the word "job".
"Who do I have to kill?" I asked with a humorless smile.
"You don't'. But before I can tell you what it is, you'll have to talk
with Mister Weinbaum."
"Who's he?"
"A scientist."
More fog evaporated. I got up.
"Uh-uh. No making a human guinea pig out of yours truly. Get
yourself another boy."
"Don't be silly," he said, "No harm will come to you."
Against my better judgement, I said, "Okay, let's go."
CHAPTER 3
Weinbaum approached the subject of my duties after a tour of the
house, including the laboratory. He wore a white smock and there
was something about him that made me crawl inside. He sat down
in the living room and motioned me into a seat. Rankin had
disappeared. Weinbaum stared at me with fixed eyes and once
again I felt a blast of icy coldness sweep over me.
"I'll put it to you bluntly," he said, "my experiments are too
complicated to explain in any detail, but they concern human flesh.
Dead human flesh."
I was becoming intensely aware that his eyes burnt with flickering
fires. He looked like a spider ready to engulf a fly, and this whole
house was his web. The sun was striking fire to the west and deep
pools of shadows were spreading across the room, hiding his face,
but leaving the glittering eyes as they shifted in the creeping
darkness.
He was still speaking. "Often, people bequeath their bodies to
scientific institutes for study. Unfortunately, I'm only one man, so
I have to resort to other methods."
Horror leapt grinning from the shadows and across my mind there
flitted the black picture of two men digging by the light of an
uncertain moon. A shovel struck wood the noise chilled my soul.
I rose quickly.
"I think I can find my own way out, Mr. Weinbaum."
He laughed softly. "Did Rankin tell you how much this job pays?"
"I'm not interested."
"Too bad. I was hoping you could see it my way. It wouldn't take a
year before you would make enough money to return to college."
I started, and got the uncanny feeling that this man was searching
my soul.
"How much do you know about me? How did you find out?"
"I have my ways." He chuckled again. "Will you reconsider?"
I hesitated.
"Shall we put it on a trial basis?" he asked softly. "I'm quite sure
that we can both reach a mutual satisfaction."
I got the eerie feeling that I was talking to the devil himself, that
somehow I had been tricked into selling my soul.
"Be here at 8.00 sharp, the night after next," he said.
That was how it started.
As Rankin and I laid the sheeted body of Daniel Whetherby on the
lab table, lights flashed on behind sheeted oblongs that looked like
glass tanks.
"Weinbaum " I had dropped the title, Mister, without thinking, "I
think "
"Did you say something?" he asked, his eyes boring into mine. The
laboratory seemed far away. There were only the two of us, sliding
through a half-world peopled with horrors beyond the imagination.
Rankin entered in a white smock coat and broke the spell by
saying, "All ready, professor."
At the door, Rankin stopped me. "Friday, at eight."
A shudder, cold and terrible raced up my spine as I looked back.
Weinbaum had produced a scalpel and the body was unsheeted.
They looked at me strangely and I hurried out.
I took the car and quickly drove down the narrow dirt road. I didn't
look back. The air was fresh and warm with a promise of budding
summer. The sky was blue with fluffy white clouds fleeting along
in the warm summer breeze. The night before seemed like a
nightmare, a vague dream, that, as all nightmares, is unreal and
transparent when the bright light of day shines upon it. But as I
drove past the wrought iron gates of the Crestwood Cemetery I
realized that this was no dream. Four hours ago my shovel had
removed the dirt that covered the grave of Daniel Wheatherby.
For the first time a new thought occurred to me. What was the
body of Daniel Wheatherby being used for at that moment? I
shoved the thought into a deep corner of my mind and let out onto
the go-pedal. The care screamed ahead I put my thoughts into
driving, glad to put the terrible thing I had done out of my mind,
for a short time, anyway.
CHAPTER FOUR
The California countryside blurred by as I tried for the maximum
speed. The tyres sang on the curve and, as I came out of it, several
things happened in rapid succession.
I saw a panel truck crazily parked right on the broken white line, a
girl of about eighteen running right toward my car, an older man
running after her. I slammed on the brakes and they exploded like
bombs. I jockeyed the wheel and the California sky was suddenly
under me. Then everything was right-side up and I realized that I
had flipped right over and up. For a moment I was dazed, then a
scream, shrill and high, piercing, slit my head.
I opened the door and sprinted toward the road. The man had the
girl and was yanking her toward the panel truck. He was stronger
than her and winning, but she was taking an inch of skin for every
foot he made.
He saw me.
"You stay out of this, buddy. I'm her legal guardian."
I halted and shook the cobwebs out of my brain. It was exactly
what he had been waiting for. He let go with a haymaker that got
me on the corner of the chin and knocked me sprawling. He
grabbed the girl and practically threw her into the cab.
By the time that I was on me feet he was around to the driver's
side and peeling out. I took a flying leap and made the roof just as
he took off. I was almost thrown off, but I clawed through about
five layers of paint to stay on. Then I reached through the open
window and got him by the neck. He cursed and grabbed my hand.
He yanked, the truck spun crazily off the ledge of a steep
embankment.
The last thing I remember is the nose of the truck pointing straight
down. Then my enemy saved my life by viciously yanking my
arm. I tumbled off just as the truck plunged over the cliff.
I landed hard, but the rock I landed on was harder. Everything slid
away.
Something cool touched my brow as I cam to. The first thing I saw
was the flashing red light on top of the official looking car parked
by the embankment. I sat bolt upright and soft hands pushed me
down. Nice hands, the hands of the girl who had landed me into
this mess.
Then there was a Highway Patrolman over me and an official
voice said, "The ambulance is coming. How do you feel?"
"Bruised," I said and sat up again. "But tell the ambulance to go
away. I'm all right."
I tried to sound flippant. The last thing I needed after last nights
`job' was the police.
"How about telling me about it?" the policeman said, producing a
notebook. Before I answered, I walked over to the embankment.
My stomach flipped over backwards. The panel truck was nose-
deep in California dirt and my sparring partner was turning that
good California soil into a reddish mud with his own blood. He lay
grotesquely, sprawled half in, half out of the cab. The
photographers were getting their pictures. He was dead.
I turned back. The patrolman looked at me as if he expected me to
throw up, but, after my new job, my stomach was admirably
strong.
"I was driving out of the Belwood district,"I said, "I came around
that curve ..."
I told the rest of the story with the girl's help. Just as I finished the
ambulance came to a halt. Despite my protestations and those of
my still-unnamed girl friend, we were hustled into the back.
Two hours later we had a clean bill of health from the patrolman
and the doctors and we were requested to be witnesses at the
inquest set for the next week.
I saw my car at the curb. It was a little worse for wear, but the flats
had been replaced. There was a witnessed bill on the dash for a
wrecker, tires, and clean-up squad! It came to about $250.00 half
of the last night's pay-check.
"You look preoccupied," the girl said.
I turned to her. "Um, yeah. Well, we almost got killed together this
morning, how about telling me your name and having lunch
together?"
"Okay," she said. "The name's Vicki Pickford. Yours?"
"Danny," I said unemotionally as we pulled away from the curb. I
switched the subject rapidly. "What was going on this morning?
Did I hear that guy say that he was your legal guardian?"
"Yes" she replied.
I laughed. "The name is Danny Gerad. You'll get that out of the
afternoon papers."
She smiled gravely. "All right. He was my guardian. He was also a
drunkard and an all-around crumb."
Her cheeks flamed red. The smile was gone. "I hated him and I'm
glad he's dead."
She gave me a sharp glance and for a moment I saw fear shine
wetly in her eyes; then she recovered her self-control. We parked
and ate lunch.
Forty minutes later I paid the check out of my newly acquired cash
and walked back out to the car.
"Where to?" I asked.
"Bonaventure Motel," she said. "That's where I'm staying."
She saw curiosity jump into my eyes and sighed, "All right, I was
running away. My Uncle David caught up with me and tried to
drag me back to the house. When I told him I wouldn't go, he
dragged me out to the truck. We were going around that curve
when I wrenched the wheel out of his hands. Then you came
along."
She closed up like a clam and I didn't try to get any more out of
her. There was something wrong about her story. I didn't press her.
I drove her into the parking lot and killed the engine.
"When can I see you again?" I asked. "A movie tomorrow?"
"Sure ," she replied.
"I'll pick you up at 7.30," I said and drove out, thoughtfully
pondering the events that had befallen me in the last twenty-four
hours.
CHAPTER FIVE
When I entered the apartment the phone was ringing. I picked it up
and Vicki, accident and the bright workaday world of suburban
California faded into the half-world of phantom-people shadows.
The voice that whispered coldly out of the receiver was
Weinbaum's
"Troubles?" He spoke softly, but there was an ominous tone in his
voice.
"I had an accident," I replied.
"I read about it in the paper ..." Weinbaum's voice trailed off.
Silence hung between us for a moment and then I said, "Does this
mean you're canning me?"
I hoped that he would say yes; I didn't have the guts to resign.
"No," he said softly, "I just wanted to make sure that you didn't
reveal anything about the work you're doing for me."
"Well, I didn't" I told him curtly.
"The night after this," he reminded me, "At eight."
There was a click and then the dial tone. I shivered and hung up
the receiver. I had the oddest feeling that I had just broken
connection with the grave.
The next morning at 7.30 sharp, I picked up Vicki at the
Bonaventure Motel. She was all decked out in an outfit that made
her look stunning. I made a low whistle; she flushed prettily. We
didn't talk about the accident.
The movie was good and we held hands part of the time, ate
popcorn part of the time and kissed once or twice. All in all, a
pleasant evening.
The second feature was just drawing to the climax when an usher
came down the aisle.
He was stopping at every row and looked peeved. Finally, he
stopped at ours. He swept the flashlight down the row and asked*
"Mr. Gerad? Daniel Gerad?"
"Yes" I asked, feeling guilt and fear run through me. "There's a
gentleman on the phone, sir. He says it's a matter of life or death."
Vicki gave me a startled look and I followed the usher hurriedly.
That let out the police. I mentally took stock of my only remaining
relatives. Aunt Polly, Grandma Phibbs and my great-uncle Charlie.
They were all healthy as far as I knew.
You could have knocked me over with a feather when I picked up
the telephone and heard Rankin's voice.
He spoke rapidly and a raw note of fear was in his voice. "Get out
here, right now! We need "
There were sounds of a a scuffle, a muffled scream, then a click
and the empty dial tone.
I hung, up and hurried back for Vicki. "Come on," I said.
She followed without questioning me. At first I wanted to drive her
back to the motel but the muffled scream made me decide that this
was an emergency. I didn't like either Rankin or Weinbaum, but I
knew I would have to help them.
We took off.
"What is it?" Vicki asked anxiously as I stamped on the go-pedal
and let the car unwind.
"Look," I said, "something tells me that you've got your secrets
about your guardian. I've got some of my own. Please, don't ask."
She didn't say another word.
I took possession of the passing lane. The speedometer climbed
from seventy-five to eighty-five, kept rising and trembled on the
verge of ninety. I pulled into the turnoff on two wheels and the car
bounced, clung and exploded up the road.
Grim and gaunt against the overcast sky, I could see the house. I
pulled the car to a stop and was out in a second.
"Wait here," I cried over my shoulder to Vicki.
There was a light on in the laboratory and I flung the door open. It
was empty but ransacked. The place was a mess of broken test
tubes, smashed apparatus, and, yes, bloodstains that trailed through
the half-open door that led to the darkened garage. Then I noticed
the green liquid that was flowing over the floor in sticky rivulets.
For the first time I noticed that one of the several sheeted tanks had
been broken. I walked over to the other three. The lights inside
them were off and the sheets that draped them let by no hint of
what might have been under them - or, for that matter, what was
under them.
I had no time to see. I didn't like the looks of blood, still fresh and
uncoagulated, that led out of the front door into the garage. I
swung open the door and entered the garage. It was dark and I
didn't know where the light switch was. I cursed myself for not
bringing the flashlight that was in the glove compartment. I
advanced a few steps and realized that there was a cold draft
blowing against my face. I advanced toward it.
The light from the lab threw a golden shaft of light along the
garage floor, but it was next to nothing, in the Styngan blackness
of the garage. All my childish fears of the dark returned. Once
again I entered the realms of terror that only a child can know. I
realized that the shadow that leered at me from out of the dark
might not be dispelled by bright light.
Suddenly, my right foot went down. I realized that the draft was
coming from a stairway I had almost fallen down. For a moment I
debated, then turned and hurried back through the lab and out to
the car.
Chapter Six
Vicki pounced on me as soon as I opened the door. "Danny, what
are you doing here?"
Her tone of voice made me look at her. In the sickly yellow glow
of the light her face was terrified.
"I'm working here," I said shortly.
''At first I didn't realize where we were," she said softly. I was only
here once before.
"You've been here?" I exclaimed. "When? '"Why?"
"One night," she said quietly "I brought Uncle David his lunch. He
forgot it."
The name rang a bell. She saw me grasping for it. "My guardian,"
she said. "Perhaps I'd better tell you the whole story. Probably,
you know that people don't get appointed guardians when they
drink. Well, Uncle David didn't always do those things. When my
mother and father were killed in a train-wreck four years ago, my
Uncle David was the kindest person you could imgine. The court
appointed him my guardian until I came of ago, with my complete
support."
For a moment she was quiet, living in memories and the expression
that flitted rapidly through her eyes was not pretty. Then she went
on.
"Two years ago the company be was working for as a night
watchman folded up and my uncle was out of a job. He was out of
work for almost half a year. We were getting desperate, with
only unemployment checks to feed us and college looming up for
me. Then he got a job. It was a good paying one and it brought in
fabulous sums. I used to joke with him about the banks be robbed.
One night he looked at me and said, 'Not banks.'"
I felt fear and guilt tap me on the shoulder with cold fingers. Vicki
went on.
"He started to get mean. He started bringing home whisky and
getting drunk. The times I asked him about his job he evaded me.
One night he told me point-blank to mind my own business."
"I watched him decay before my very eyes. Then one night he let a
name slip - Weinbaum, Steffen Weinbaum. A couple of weeks
later he forgot his midnight lunch. I looked up the name in the
telephone book and took it out to him. He flew into the most
terrible rage I have ever seen."
"In the weeks that followed he was away more and more at this
terrible house. One night, when he came home he beat me. I
decided to run away. To me, the Uncle David I knew was dead. He
caught me - and you came along." She fell silent.
I was shaken right down to my boots. I had a very good idea what
Vicki's uncle did for a living. The time Rankin had signed me up
coincided with the time Vicki's guardian would have been cracking
up. I almost drove away then, despite the wild shambles the lab
was in, despite the secret stairway, despite the blood trail on the
floor. But then a faraway, thin scream reached us. I thumbed the
glove compartment button, and reached in, fumbled around and got
the flashlight.
Vicki's hand went to my arm "No, Danny. Please, Don't. l know
that there's something terrible going on here. Drive away from it!"
The scream sounded again, this time fainter, and I made up my
mind. I grabbed the flashlight. Vicki saw my intention. "All right,
I'm coming with you."
"Uh-uh," I said. "You stay here. I've got a feeling that there's
something ... loose out there. You stay here."
She unwillingly sat back. I shut the door and ran back to the lab. I
didn't pause, but went back into the garage. The flashlight
illuminated the dark hole where the wall had slid away to reveal
the staircase. My blood pounding thickly in my temples, I ventured
down into it. I counted the steps, shining the flashlight at the
featureless walls, at the impenetrable darkness below. "Twenty,
twenty-one, twenty-two, twenty-three "
At thirty, the stairway suddenly became a short passage. I started
cautiously along it, wishing that I had a revolver, or even a knife to
make me feel a little less naked and vulnerable.
Suddenly a scream, terrible and thick with fear soon sounded in the
darkness ahead of me. It was the sound of terror, the sound of a
man confronted with something out of the deepest pits of horror. I
broke into a run. As I ran I realized that the draft was blowing
coldly against my face. I reasoned that the tunnel must come out in
the outdoors. I stumbled over something.
It was Rankin, lying in a pool of his own blood, his eyes staring in
glazed horror at the ceiling. The back of his head was bashed in.
Ahead of me I heard a pistol shot, a curse, and another scream. I
ran on and almost fell on my face as I stumbled over more stairs. I
climbed and saw stairs framed vaguely in an opening screened
with underbrush above me. I pushed it aside and came upon a
startling tableau: a tall figure silhouetted against the sky that could
only be Weinbaum, a revolver hanging in his hand, looking down
at the shadowed ground. Even the starlight was blotted out as the
hanging clouds that had parted briefly, closed together again.
He heard me and wheeled quickly, his eyes glazing like red
lanterns in the dark.
"Oh, it you Gerad."
"Rankin's dead." I told him.
"I know." he said, "You could have prevented it if you had come a
little quicker"
"Now just hold on," I said, becoming angry. "I hurried "
I was cut off by a sound that has hounded me through nightmares
ever since, a hideous mewing sound, like that of some gigantic rat
in pain. I saw calculation, fear, and finally decision flicker across
Weinbaum's face in a matter of seconds. I fell back in terror.
"What is it?" I choked.
He casually shone the light down into the pit, for all his affected
casualness, I noticed that his eyes were averted by something.
The thing mewed again and I felt another spasm of fear. I craned to
see what horror lay in that pit, the horror that made even
Weinbaum scream in abject terror. And just before I saw, a
horrible wall of terror rose and fell from the vague outline of the
house.
Weinbaum jerked his flashlight from the pit and shone it in my
face.
"Who was that? Whom did you bring up here?"
But I had my own flashlight trained as I ran through the passage
way, Weinbaum close behind. I had recognized the scream. I had
heard it before, when a frightened girl almost ran into my car as
she fled her maniac of a guardian.
Vicki!
CHAPTER SEVEN
I heard Weinbaum gasp as we entered the lab. The place was
swimming in the green, liquid. The other two cases were broken!. I
didn't pause, but ran past the shattered, empty cases and out the
door. Weinbaum did not follow me.
The car was empty, the door on the passengers side open. I shone
my light over the ground. Here and there were footprints of a girl
wearing high heels, a girl who had to be Vicki. The rest of the
tracks were blotted out by a monstrous something I hesitate to
call it a track. It was more as if something huge had dragged itself
into the woods. Its hugeness was testified, too, as I noticed the
broken saplings and crushed underbrush.
I ran back into the lab where Weinbaum was sitting, face pale and
drawn, regarding the three shattered empty tanks. The revolver was
on the table and I grabbed it and made for the door.
"Where do you think you're going with that?" he demanded, rising.
"Out to hunt for Vicki," I snarled. "And if she's hurt or " I didn't
finish.
I hurried out into the velvet darkness of the night. Gun in hand,
flashlight in the other, I plunged into the woods, following the trail
blazed by something that I didn't want to think about. The vital
question that burned in my mind was whether it had Vicki or was
still trailing her. If it had her...
My question was answered by a piercing scream not too far away
from me.
Faster now, I ran and suddenly burst into a clearing.
Perhaps it is because I want to forget, or perhaps it is only because
the nigh was dark and beginning to become foggy, but I can only
remember how Vicki caught sight of my flashlight, ran to me,
buried her head against my shoulder and sobbed.
A huge shadow moved toward me, mewing horribly, driving me
almost mad with terror. Stumblingly, we fled from the horror in the
dark, back toward the comforting lights of the lab, away from the
unseen terror that lurked in the dark. My fear-crazed brain was
putting two and two together and coming up with five.
The three cases had contained three something from the darkest
pits of a twisted mind. One had broken loose. Rankin and
Weinbaum had been after it. It had killed Rankin, but Weinbaum
had trapped it in the concealed pit. The second one was
floundering in the woods now and I suddenly remembered that
whatever-it-was, was huge and that it had a hard time lifting itself
along. Then I realized that it had trapped Vicki in a gully. It had
started down easy enough! But getting up? I was almost positive
that it couldn't.
Two were out of commission. But where was the third? My
question was answered very suddenly but a scream from the lab.
And ... mewing.
CHAPTER EIGHT
We ran up to the lab door and threw it open. It was empty. The
screams and the terrible mewing sounds came from the garage. I
ran through, and ever since have been glad that Vicki stayed in the
lab and was spared the sight that had wakened me from a thousand
awful nightmares.
The lab was darkened and all that I could make out was a huge
shadow moving sluggishly. And the screams! Screams of terror,
the screams of a man faced with a monster from the pits of hell. It
mewed horribly and seemed to pant in delight.
My hand moved around for a light switch. There, I found it! Light
flooded the room, illuminating a tableau of horror that was the
result of the grave thing I had performed, I and the dead uncle.
A huge, white maggot twisted on the garage floor, holding
Weinbaum with long suckers, raising him towards its dripping,
pink mouth from which horrid mewing sounds came. Veins, red
and pulsating, showed under its slimy flesh and millions of
squirming tiny maggots - in the blood vessels, in the skin, even
forming a huge eye that stared out at me. A huge maggot, made up
of hundreds of millions of maggots, the feasters on the dead flesh
that Weinbaum had used so freely.
In a half-world of terror I fired the revolver again and again. It
mewed and twitched.
Weinbaum screamed something as he was dragged inexorably
toward the waiting mouth. Incredibly, I made it out over the
hideous sound that the creature was making.
"Fire it! In the name of heaven, fire it!"
Then I saw the sticky pools of green liquid which had trickled over
the floor from the laboratory. I fumbled for my lighter, got it and
frantically thumbed it. Suddenly I remembered that I had forgotten
to put a flint in. I reached for matches, got one and fired the others.
I threw the pack just as Weinbaum screamed his last. I saw his
body through the translucent skin of the creature, still twitching as
thousands of maggots leeched onto it. Retching, I threw the now
flaring matches into the green ooze. It was flammable, just as I had
thought. It burst into bright flames. The creature was twisted into a
horrid ball of pulsing, putrid flesh.
I turned and stumbled out to where Vicki stood, shaking and white
faced.
"Come on!" I said, "Let's get out of here! The whole place is going
to go up!"
We ran out to the car and drove away rapidly.
CHAPTER NINE
There isn't too much left to say. I'm sure that you have all read
about the fire that swept the residential Belwood District of
California, leveling fifteen square miles of woods and residential
homes. I couldn't feel too badly about that fire. I realize that
hundreds might have been killed by the gigantic maggot-things
that Weinbaum and Rankin were breeding. I drove out there after
the fire. The whole place was smoldering ruins. There was no
discernable remains of the horror that we had battled that final
night, and, after some searching, I found a metal cabinet. Inside
there were three ledgers.
Once of them was Weinbaum's diary. I clears up a lot. It revealed
that they were experimenting on dead flesh, exposing it to gamma
rays. One day they observed a strange thing. The few maggots that
had crawled over the flesh were growing, becoming a group.
Eventually they grew together, forming three separate large
maggots. Perhaps the radioactive bomb had speed up the evolution.
I don't know.
Furthermore, I don't want to know.
In a way, I suppose, I assisted in Rankin's death; the flesh of the
body whose grave I had robbed had fed perhaps the very creature
that had killed him.
I live with that thought. But I believe that there can be forgiveness.
I'm working for it. Or, rather, we're working for it.
Vicki and I. Together.
THE END
IN THE KEY CHORD OF
DAWN
STEPHEN KING
first appeared in
Contraband#2 Onan 1971
In the key-chords of dawn
all waters are depthless.
The fish flash recalls
timberline clefts where water
pours between the rocks of frost.
We live the night and wait
for the day dream
(we fished the Mississippi with
Norville as children
catching mostly crawdaddies from
the brown silk water)
when we say "love is responsibility";
our poles are adrift in a sea of compliments.
Now you fish for me and I for you.
The line, the red bobber, the worm on the hook: the fishing more
than the
eating: bones and scales and gutting knife make a loom of
complexity so we are
forced to say "fishing is responsibility"
and put away our poles.
Jhonathan and the Witches
Stephen King
From
First Words 1993, King wrote this 1956
Once upon a time there was a boy named Jhonathan. He was smart,
handsome, and very brave. But, Jhonathan was cobblers son.
One days his father said, "Jhonathan, you must go and seek your
fortune. You are old enough."
Jhonathan, being a smart boy knew he better ask the king for work.
So, he set out.
On the way, he met a rabbit who was a fairy in disguise. The
scared thing was being pursued by hunters and jumped into
Jhonathans arms. When the hunters came up Jhonathan pointed
excitedly and shouts, "That way, that way !"
After the hunters had gone, the rabbit turned into a fairy and said,
"you have helped me. I will give you three wishes. What are they?"
But Jhonathan could not think of anything, so the fairy agreed to
give him when he needed them.
So Jhonathan kept walking until he made the kingdom without
incident.
So he went to the king and asked for work.
But, as luck would have it, the king was in a very bad mood that
day. So he vented his mood on Jhonathan.
"Yes there is something you can do. On yonder Mountain there are
three witches. If you can kill them, I will give you 5,000 crowns. If
you cannot do it I will have your head! You have 20 days." With
this he dismissed Jhonathan.
"Now what am I to do?", thought Jhonathan. Well I shall try.
The he remembered the three wishes granted him and set out door
the mountain.
* * *
Now Jhonathan was at the mountain and was just going to wish for
a knife to kill the witch, when he heard a voice in his ear, "The first
witch cannot be pierced."
The second witch cannot be pierced or smothered.
The third cannot be pierced, smothered and is invisible.
With this knowledge Jhonathan looked about and saw no one.
Then he remembered the fairy, and smile.
He then went in search of the first witch.
At last he found her. She was in a cave near the foot of the
mountain, and was a mean looking hag.
He remembered the fairy words, and before the witch could do
anything but give him an ugly look, he wished she should be
smothered. And Lo! It was done.
Now he went higher in search of the second witch. There was a
second cave higher up. There he found the second witch. He was
about to wish her smothered when he remembered she could not be
smothered. And the before the witch could do anything but give
him an ugly look, he had wished her crushed. And Lo! It was done
Now he had only to kill the third witch and he would have the
5,000 crowns. But on the way up, he was plagued with thoughts of
how?
Then he it upon a wonderful plan.
The, he saw the last cave. He waited outside the entrance until he
heard the witches footsteps. He then picked up a couple of big
rocks and wishes.
He the wished the witch a normal women and Lo! She became
visible and then Jhonathan struck her head with the rocks he had.
Jhonathan collected his 5,000 crowns and he and his father lived
happily ever after.
The End
STEPHEN
KING
Keyholes
The
Leprechaun
by
Stephen King
Incomplete novel King was writing for his son Owen in 1983. King
had written several pages of the story in longhand in a notebook
and then transcribed them. While on a trip to California, he wrote
about 30 more pages of the story in the same notebook, which was
lost off the back of his motorcycle (somewhere in coastal New
Hampshire) on a trip from Boston to Bangor. He mentioned that he
could reconstruct what was lost, but had not gotten around to it (as
of June, 1983). The only part that still exists today is the 5
typescript pages that had been transcribed. The 5 pages, plus a 3-
page cover letter to a senior editor at Viking are now owned by a
King collector.
Once upon a time--which is how all the best stories start-- a little
boy named Owen was playing outside his big red house. He was
pretty bored because his big brother and big sister, who could
always think of things to do, were in school. His daddy was
working, and his mom was sleeping upstairs. She asked him if he
would like a nap, but Owen didn't really like naps. He thought they
were boring.
He played with his G.I. Joe men for awhile, and then he went
around to the back and swung on the swing for awhile. He gave the
tetherball a big hit with his first--ka-bamp!--and watched the rope
wind up as the ball went around and around the pole. He saw his
big sister's softball bat lying in the grass and wished Chris, the big
boy who sometimes came to play with him, was there to throw him
a few pitches. But Chris was in school too. Owen walked around
the house again. He thought he would pick some flowers for his
mother. She liked flowers pretty well.
He got around to the front of the house and that was when he saw
Springsteen in the grass. Springsteen was his big sister's new cat.
Owen liked most cats, but he didn't like Springsteen much. Hie
was big and black, with deep green eyes that seemed to see
everything. Every day owen had to make sure that Springsteen
wasn't trying to eat Butler. Butler was Owen's guinea pig. When
Springsteen thought no one was around, he would jump up on the
shelf' where Butler's big glass cage was and stare in through the
screen on top with his hungry green eyes. Springsteen wuld sit
there, all crouched down, and hardly move at all. Springsteen's tail
would wag back and forth a little, and sometimes one of his ears
would flick a bit, but that was all. I'll get in there pretty soon, you
cruddy little guinea pig, Springsteen seemed to say. And when I
get you, I'll eat you! Better believe it! If guinea pigs say prayers,
you better say yours!
Whenever Owen saw Springsteen the cat up on Butler's shelf, he
would make him get down. Sometimes Springsteen put his claws
out (although he knew better than to try to put them in Owen) and
Owen imagined the black cat saying, You caught me this time, but
so what? Big deal! Someday you won't! And then, yum! yum!
dinner is served! Owen tried to tell people that Springsteen wanted
to eat Butler, but nobody believed him.
"Don't worry, Owen," Daddy said, and went off to work on a
novel that's what he did for work.
"Don't worry, Owen," Mommy said, and went off to work on a
noivel-because that was what she did for work, too.
"Don't worry, Owen" Big Brother said, and went off to watch The
Tomorrow People on TV.
"You just hate my cat!" Big sister said, and went off to play The
Entertainer on the piano.
But no matter what they said, Owen knew he'd better keep a good
old eye on Springsteen, because Springsteen certainly did like to
kill things. Worse, he liked to play with them before he killed
them. Sometimes Owen would open the door in the morning and
there would be a dead bird on the doorsteo. Then he would look
further, and there would be Springsteen crouched on the porch rail,
the tip of his tail switching slightly and his big green eyes looking
at Owen, as if to say: Ha! I got another one... and you couldn't stop
me, could you? Then Owen would ask permission to bury the dead
bird. Sometimes his mommy or daddy would help him.
So when Owen saw Springsteen on the grass of the front lawn, all
crouched down with his tail twirching, he thought right away that
the cat might be playing with some poor, hurt little animal. Owen
forgot about picking flowers for his mom and ran over to see what
Springsteen had caught.
At first he thought Springsteen didn't have anything at all. Then
the cat leaped, and Owen heard a very tiny scream from the grass.
He saw something green and blue between Springsteen had was
shrieking and trying to get away. And now Owen saw something
else-little spots of blood on the grass.
"No!" Owen shouted. "Get away, Springsteen!" The cat flattened
his ears back and turned towards the sound of Owen's voice. His
big green eyes glared. The green and blue thing between
Springsteen paws squiggled and wiggled and got away. I started to
run and Owen saw it was a person, a little tiny man wearing a
green hat made out of a leaf. The little man looked back over his
shoulder, and Owen saw how scared the little guy was. He was no
bigger than the mice Springsteen sometimes killed in their big dark
cellar. The little man had a cut down one of his cheeks from one of
Springsteen's claws.
Springsteen hissed at Owen and Owen could almost hear him say:
"Leave me alone, he's mine and I'm going to have him!"
Then Springsteen jumped for the little man again, just as quick as a
cat can jump-and if you have a cat of your own, you'll know that
is very fast. The little man in the grass tried to dodge away, but he
didn't quite make it, Owen saw the back of the little man's shirt
tear open as Springsteen's claws ripped it apart. And, I am sorry to
say, he saw more blood and heard the little man cry out in pain. He
went tumbling in the grass. His little leaf hat went flying.
Springsteen got ready to jump again.
"No, Springsteen, no!" Owen cried. "Bad cat!"
He grabbed Springsteen. Springsteen hissed again, and his needle-
sharp teeth sank into one of Owen's hands. It hurt worse than a
doctor's shot. "Ow!" Owen yelled, tears coming to his eyes. But he
didn't let go of Springsteen. Now Springsteen started clawing at
Owen, but Owen would not let go. He ran all the way to the
driveway with Springsteen in his hands. Then he put Springsteen
down. "Leave him alone, Springsteen!" Owen said, and, trying to
think of the very worst thing he could, he added: "Leave him alone
or I'll put you in the Oven and bake you like a pizza!"
Springsteen hissed, showing his teeth. His tail switched back and
forth-not just the tip now but the whole thing.
"I don't care if you are mad!" Owen yelled at him. He was still
crying a little, because his hands hurt as if he had put them in the
fire. They were both bleeding, one from Springsteen biting him
and one from Springsteen clawing him. "You can't kill people on
our lawn even if they are little!"
Springsteen hised again and backed away. Okay, his mean green
eyes seemed to say. Okay for this time. Next time... we'll see!
Then he turned and ran away. Owen hurried back to see it the little
man was all right.
At first he thought the little man was gone. Then he saw the blood
on the grass, and the little leaf hat. The little man was nearby, lying
on his side. The reason Owen hadn't been able to see him at first
was the little man's shirt was the exact color of the grass. Owen
touched him gently with his finger. He was terribly afraid the little
man was dead. But when Owen touched him, the little man
groaned and sat up.
"Are you all right?" Owen asked.
The fellow in the grass made a face and clapped his hands to his
ears. For a moment Owen thought Springsteen must have hurt the
little guy's head as well as his back, and then he realized that his
voice must sound like thunder to such a small person. The little
man in the grass was not much longer than Owen's thumb. This
was Owen's first good look at the little fellow he had rescued, and
he saw right away why the little man had been so hard to find
again. His green shirt was not just the color of grass; it was grass.
Carefully woven blades of green grass. Owen wondered how come
they didn't turn brown.
Silence
Stephen King
Published in "Moth", 1970
Nothing
but the insect whine of
chemicals moving between
refrigerator walls:
the mind becomes CONFESSIONAL
(enamel)
murder
lurks
I stand with books in hand
the feary silence of fury
waiting
for the furnace to kick on
Skybar
by Brian Hartz &
Stephen King
The following story was written from a contest with Doubleday
books to promote the 1982 "Do it Yourself Bestseller" book edited
by Tom Silberkleit and Jerry Biederman.
There were many authors featured in the book, including Belva
Plain and Isaac Asimov. Each writer provided the beginning and
ending to a story.
It was up to the reader to provide the middle, hence the name "Do
It Yourself Bestseller."
As part of the promotion, Doubleday books held a national contest
to see who could write the best middle portion.
Each winner was chosen by the individual writer - in this case,
Stephen King. Brian Hartz was 18 at the time it was written.
This story contains strong language and material that may be
unsuitable for younger readers.
There were twelve of us when we went in that night, but only two
of us came out - my friend Kirby and me. And Kirby was insane.
All of the things I'm going to tell you about happened twelve years
ago. I was eleven then, in the sixth grade. Kirby was ten and in the
fifth. In those days, before gas shot up to $1.40 a gallon or more
(as I recall the best deal in town was at Dewey's Sunoco, where
you could get hi-test for 31.9 cents, plus double S&H Green
stamps), Skybar Amusement Park was still a growing concern; its
great double Ferris wheel turned endlessly against a summer sky,
and you could hear the great, grinding mechanical laugh of the fun-
house clown even at my house, five miles inland, when the wind
was right
Yeah, Skybar was the place to go, all right - you could blast away
with the .22 of your choice at Pop Dupree's Dead Eye Shootin'
Gallery, you could ride the Whip until you puked, wander into the
Mirror Labyrinth, or look at the Adults Only freak tent and wonder
what was in there...you especially wondered when the people came
out, white-faced, some of the women crying, or hysterical. Brant
Callahan said it was all just a fake, whatever it was, but sometimes
I saw the doubt even in Brant's tough gray eyes.
Then, of course, the murders started, and eventually Skybar was
shut down. The double Ferris stood frozen against the sky, and the
only sound the mechanical clown's mouth produced was the lunatic
hooting of the sea breeze. We went in, the twelve of us, and. . .but
I'm getting ahead of myself. It began just after school let out that
June; it began when Randy Stayner, a seventh-grader from the
junior high school, was thrown from the highest point of the
SkyCoaster. I was there that day - Kirby was with me, in fact - and
we both heard his scream as he came down.
It was one of the strangest ways for a person to die - the shadowed
Ferris wheel turned in the sunlight, the bumper cars honked and
sparked the roof and walls of Spunky's Dodge 'Em, the carousel
spun wildly to the rise and fall of horses and lions, and the steady
beat of its repeating tune echoed throughout the park. A man
balancing his screaming son in one hand, ice cream cones in the
other, little kids with cotton candy racing to see who's first to get
on Sandee's Spinning Sombrero, and in the midst of all the
peaceful confusion, Randy Stayner performing a one-time solo
swan dive 100 feet into the solid steel tracks of the SkyCoaster.
For a while, I wasn't all too sure the people around me weren't
thinking it was just an act - a Saturday afternoon performance by a
skilled diver. When blood and bone hit, however, it was clear the
act was over. And then, as if to clear the whole thing up with a
final attempt to achieve his original goal, he rolled lazily over the
bottom rails of the SkyCoaster into the brown murky water of
Skybar Pond, swirls of red and grey following him.
The SkyCoaster was shut down the day of Randy's dive, and
despite weeks of dragging the pond's bottom, his body was never
found. Authorities concluded that his remains had drifted under a
sandbar or some unmarked passageway, and all search ceased after
four weeks.
Skybar lost a lot of customers after that. Most people were afraid
to go there, and other businesses in the town began to boom
because of it. In fact, Starboard Cinema, which showed horror
movies to an audience of four or five during the parks better days
now showed repeats of "I was a Teen Age Werewolf" to sell-out
crowds. More and more, people drifted away from Skybar until it
was shut down for good.
It was during those last few weeks that the worst accidents started
happening. A morning worker, reaching under a car on the Whip
for a paper cup, caught his arm on the supporting bar between two
clamps just as a faulty circuit started the machine. He was crushed
between two cars. Another worker was fixing a bottom rail on the
Ferris wheel when a 500 pound car dropped off the top and
smeared him onto the asphalt below. These and several other rides
were shut down, and when the only thing left open was Pop
Dupree's .22 gallery and the Adults Only freak tent, the spark ran
out of Skybar's amusement, and it was forced to shut down after its
third year in operation.
It had only been closed for two months when Brant Callahan came
up with his plan that night. We were in a group of five camping in
back of John Wilkenson's dad's workshop, in a single five-man
Sportsman pup tent illuminated by four flashlights shining on back
issues of Famous Detective Stories, when he stood up (or rather
scufffled on his knees, due to the height of the tent) and proposed
we all do something to separate the pussies from the men.
I tossed aside my Mystery of the Haunted Hearse, leaned teach in
the glow of Dewey Howardson's light, and squinted halfway at the
hulking shadow crouching by the double-flap zipper door. No one
else appeared to pay any attention to him.
"Come on, lard-asses!" he shouted. "Are ya all just going to sit
around playing Dick-fucking-Tracy all night?"
Kirby slapped at the bugs attacking his glowing arm and looked
from Brant, to me, to the rest of the guys still gazing with mild
interest at their Alfred Hitchcock tales of suspense, unaware of any
other activities going on in their presence. I gazed at my watch. It
was 11:30.
"What the hell are you raving about, Brant?" His face came to life
now that he was being noticed, and he looked at me with great
excitement, like some dumb little kid who was about to tell some
terrible secret and was getting the great flood of details together to
form a top-confidential plan.
"The SkyCoaster."
Dewey looked over the top of his magazine and shot Brant a look
of mild interest.
"Skybar's SkyCoaster?"
"'Course, ya damn idiot. What other roller coaster ya gonna find in
Starboard? Now the way I figger it, we could make it over the
barbed wire and inside to the SkyCoaster easy enough."
"What the fuck for?" I asked. Brant was always pulling stunts like
this, and it was no telling what the crazy bastard was up to this
time. I remember one year when we were out smashing coins on
the BY&W tracks by Harrow's Point, Brant got tired of watching
trains run over his pennies and dimes and dared us to take on a real
challenge. Whenever Brant came up with a real challenge, you
could almost always count on calling up the You Asked For It or
Ripleys Believe It or Not crews for live coverage. Not that the
challenge was anything like that man from Brazil who swallowed
strips of razor blades, or that fat lady from Ohio who balanced fire
sticks on her forehead - Brant's dares were far more challenging
than those. And, as young volunteers from his reluctant audience,
we were obligated to take part in them or kiss our reputation for
bravery goodbye.
Brant reached into his pants pocket that day and pulled out a small
cardboard box wrapped tightly with a red rubber band.
Unwrapping it, he revealed four or five shiny copper bullets, the
kind I used to see on reruns of Mannix when Mike Conners would
stop blasting away at crime rings long enough to load up his
revolver again. They were different from T.V., though. On the tube
they appeared to be no more than tiny pieces of dull plastic
jammed into a Whamco Cap Pistol. In front of me then, they sat
mystically in Brant's hand, the shells glittering bright rays of light
in the late afternoon sun, the tip of greyish lead heavily refusing to
reflect any light at all.
Then Brant clapped them all together in a fist and headed up the
bank toward the tracks. I started after him, half expecting him to
wheel out a gun for them at any minute, hoping he was just going
to relieve himself rather than starting to open fire on something, or
trying some other dangerous stunt. It was dangerous, as it turned
out, but I didn'tsay anything. I just stood there by the rails, taking a
plug off the chewingtobacco Dewey brought along, my mind
watching from some faraway place as he set them up single file on