Mind's Eye

Illustration by Shirley Chan

The most dangerous minds in the solar system stand about in little knots and horseshoes, sipping watery drinks, breathing the sea air, and gazing skyward, reveling in their good fortune. It’s a clear night on the heels of an excellent dinner, and, according to coded reports, nothing of substance has affected their timetable. But best of all, Kaybecker has yet to arrive. Their project manager has reportedly been delayed—an unexpected blessing, and all the more sweet because of it. The scientists tingle with nervous excitement, referring to their internal clocks as the evening progresses, marking the minutes, then the seconds, whispers joining into a single shared voice that ends with a shouted, “Zero!” at precisely twenty-two seconds after 2200 Pacific War Time.

In that moment, the entire earth plunges into a blackout, cities and military posts sipping from stored power, while every tokamak, solar array, and shit-burning turbine funnels its output into a single weapon system.

Fifty thousand kilometers overhead, a breach and muzzle are being woven from invisible magnetic juices.

In that, nothing is new.

These blackouts and the subsequent barrages occur daily. It has been the routine for decades. Forever, it seems. But new tricks are coming online tonight. The pulse will be briefer than ever, and hotter, a bolt of charged particles and viscous plasmas focused on the enemy’s final stronghold. And to give the blast even more muscle, orbiting railguns have been launching warheads for the last hour—ceramic-jacketed thousand-megaton bullets raining down on the hapless target, waiting to be ignited in a single apocalyptic moment.

Seattle lies several hundred kilometers north of the celebration, and, when the blackout comes, its silvery glow fades away in an instant, the stars and orbiting stations brighter, and the full moon suddenly close.

People begin to quietly applaud the sky.

A thundering voice interrupts, shouting, “What a night! A perfect night for lovers, isn’t it?!”

Kaybecker arrives. Resplendent as always, he wears a long robe adorned with vivid orange and black stripes patterned after a species of poisonous treefrog. The requisite body armor beneath gives him bulges and even more than the usual bulk. His helmet is a mirrored blister. His transparent flash-mask distorts a wide, pugnacious face. Gripping his shoulders is a long black cape. Woven from photoactivated aerogels, its fabric is nearly weightless, keyed to respond to reddish light. The instant that Kaybecker steps into the open meadow, his cape feels the moonlight, and it rises and begins to billow, resembling a breath of tethered, unhappy smoke.

Kaybecker’s eyes close, and for a long moment, he says nothing.

Then a wide hand lifts, and his voice bellows, “Hello, darlings! My children! How’s the barbecue coming…?”

A hundred geniuses suddenly feel foolish, unable to recall what they had just said or even why they are here. Kaybecker has that effect. He is brash and insulting, and despised, and, in his own peculiar fashion, unquestionably brilliant. Just his presence is enough to make subordinates shiver, more than a few glancing up at the moon, wishing things could end now. Please, now.

Huddled together in their own corner of the yard are several dozen military and civilian observers. Kaybecker approaches, shaking hands and greeting each by name, a magnificent smile married to an aggressive charm. “How do you like the weather?” he asks. “I demanded it. Pulled in some favors. Not one fucking cloud, you’ll notice. Farms need rain, but, the way I see it, my people deserve a clear night even more.”

The ranking general—a tall woman, homelier than homely—gestures at the cliff behind them. “We’d see more from underground, what with cameras and sensors.”

Kaybecker dismisses her with a snort. “We’ll have the rest of our lives to watch the recordings,” he argues. “But what we’re doing here… this is standing on the front lines… nothing between what happens and us but our own eyes…!”

The logic fails to impress.

Kaybecker doesn’t care. He sweeps a drink from a passing platter, then tells the officer beneath, “I want to see your captain. Bring him.”

“Yes, sir.”

“And that one officer… Nagel…!” He closes his eyes, and smiles. “Have Nagel bring my dinner to me, please.”

“Yes… sir…”

The captain is a beautiful man of imprecise race. He wears a dress uniform and military eyes that resemble polished anthracite. In charge of project security for only the last five weeks, he offers a crisp salute, saying, “You asked for me, sir?”

Kaybecker’s human eyes open, his smile changing. Hardening. “Tell me everything’s going well.”

“Very well, sir.”

“Our enemies aren’t about to attack, are they?”

The captain hesitates, reading data projected into his thick flash-mask. Then he tells everyone in earshot, “No, sir. The rebels are confused. No one notices us…

The project’s labs are buried in the nearby mountains, and the entire area is bathed in EM camouflage, three equally plausible cover stories explaining their little gathering, including false communication nets run by competing agencies, none of which knows the project’s true purpose. “Everything is on track, sir.”

Kaybecker smiles at the captain, at the artificial eyes and his handsome, arrogant face. Then the smile vanishes, replaced by a stew of expressions laid one on top of another, and no one, not even Kaybecker, able to follow his emotions.

“Is there anything else, sir?”

“I don’t know. Is there?” Kaybecker gives a big wet sigh, then says, “I remember asking for my dinner—”

“Here it is, sir.”

With identical motions, both men turn toward the voice. Officer Nagel stands in moonlight, a plate balanced in little hands. Fixed to a smaller face, her glass eyes appear larger than the captain’s eyes. She wears a crisp purple-black uniform over battle armor, plus a simple mirrored helmet. Rebel fire, weak to begin with and diluted by the atmosphere, would never kill her. The real danger is closer, and cooler. “Oh, good,” it tells her. “I was hoping to bump into you, Nagel.”

She can’t help but glance at her captain.

Then she looks away, remembering to smile.

Kaybecker finds some reason to laugh. “It’s Callene, isn’t it?”

“Callene Nagel. Yes, sir.” She offers a tiny nod, then the plate, betraying hopefulness when she tells him, “My post is at the beach, sir. Serving guard duty—”

“Fuck that,” Kaybecker roars. Then he turns to the captain, adding, “She stays with me. Find someone to stand in for her, if you think it’s necessary.”

“I think…” The captain sputters, then regains his voice. “What’s necessary is that my officer stays where I put her—”

“Why? Are the rebels going launch a beach assault?” Kaybecker pounds him with a hard laugh, then says, “She stays. You’re excused. Captain.”

“I would prefer—”

“No,” Kaybecker warns.

Scientists watch the drama. Privy to the gossip, they know exactly what’s happening, and exactly how it will end.

“Very well,” the captain relents. “May I go, sir?”

“Christ, please do!”

Glancing at Nagel, the captain shakes his head slightly, then turns and walks across the yard, vanishing among the partygoers.

With a massive hand, Kaybecker claims his dinner plate. Then he throws his free arm around the woman, squeezing armor and a shoulder. “You’ll be my personal assistant for the evening. What do you say?”

She doesn’t hesitate or show a thread of disgust. “My pleasure, sir.”

“How long before the blast?” he asks.

She tells him what he already knows. “Another forty-two minutes, sir.”

“Perfect!” The groping hand releases her, with effort. “By the way. What am I eating here, Nagel?”

“Cultured horse and blood onions, sir. Your favorites.”

“Yes.” He laughs, watery eyes closing for a long moment. Then he takes a huge breath and wills the eyes to open again, and he turns, addressing the nearby scientists. “A word to the brilliant!” he cries out. “This is how to please your tyrant. Satisfy his basal urges! Satisfy them, and he’ll be your defender and your finest friend!”

Only six weeks ago, Callene Nagel was transferred from Seattle Command, replacing another young woman who had unfortunately drowned herself in the cold Pacific. Within an hour of her arrival, she was taken to the project manager’s private quarters and told to wait. “For what purpose, sir?” She asked for an explanation, already knowing the answer, and not just because any woman of her rank and appearance would sense what was happening. “I’ve barely had time to unpack—”

“Enough,” her new captain snapped. He was a small, disgusting man with a small plain face. Showing a mixture of amusement and cool concern, he told her, “There’s the chance that you won’t have to unpack, provided things go badly.”

“Sir?”

“Unless of course you want to be posted to some orbiting shithole. Then I suppose bad is sweet, and sweet luck to you.”

“Yes, sir.”

“At ease, Nagel.”

She obeyed, watching the captain making his brisk retreat.

Most of the underground facility was cramped, but, by contrast, Kaybecker’s quarters were enormous and luxurious. The room surrounding Callene was long enough to feel huge, yet narrow enough to inspire intimacy. Its walls and high ceiling were battle-grade armor disguised as teakwood, and one long wall was lined with mock-windows, each window projecting an image piped in through a thousand meters of ancient stone and anti-kinetic barricades.

Callene looked out at a long meadow flanked by Douglas firs, and, far beyond, a purplish trace of sunshine vanishing into the ocean.

She refused to think about Kaybecker.

And she couldn’t risk thinking about him, even in passing.

So she remembered another man’s touch—a surgeon’s—and his silky promises. He would be gentle and quick, and when Callene could see again, soon, she would have an eagle’s vision. Then, with an expert violence, the surgeon yanked her living eyes out of their sockets and tossed them into the trash, replacing them with a pair of machines, and, with a smooth voice, he told the blind recruit, “It’s almost too bad. You had rather lovely eyes.”

Security troops were required to endure such improvements. New eyes opened on worlds built out of relentless details. They could peer into the infrared and high, high into the ultraviolet. The feeblest glow was like day, yet nothing was so brilliant that it could make them blink. And when the eyes focused on a human face, they absorbed every flaw and whatever beauties lay between….

Callene closed her perfect eyes, and sighed.

On bare feet, Kaybecker strode into the room, and with a simple, firm voice observed, “You’re still in uniform.”

In uniform, and armed. Callene turned and looked, finding soft lights burning and her host wearing nothing but a long satin bathrobe, his unhandsome face smiling, his living eyes pale, and his intentions obvious in the glint of the eyes and in the wagging bulge that showed in the robe’s blue-silver fabric.

“Nagel, is it?”

“Yes, sir.”

“You look like you’d rather be elsewhere, Nagel. Anywhere else, I’m thinking.”

No response was accurate and safe. He once told her that when she had doubts about what to say, she should say nothing, using dignified silence. “People fill silence with whatever they want to hear,” he had promised. “Let them mislead themselves. They’ll only be too glad to do it.”

That’s what she did.

Kaybecker’s home was furnished with twentieth-century antiques, worth fortunes and arranged like trophies. The long sofa was sewn together from animal hides. The low table in front of it had been carved from an extinct species of tropical tree. On its butchered red wood lay an assortment of paper books, their covers decorated with photographs of vanished wildernesses and dead sports heroes.

A fat glass was suddenly handed to her, half-filled with an aromatic, piss-colored liquor. Callene’s nose was augmented, inlaid with the olfactory cells of a Malaysian night moth, leaving her able to sniff out ten thousand separate explosives, plus poisons and every known psychoactive drug, including the crude female aphrodisiac swirling in her glass.

“Don’t smell it,” was Kaybecker’s advice. “Drink it.”

Carried on his breath were the smells of stomach acids, half-digested meat, and the male-equivalent of the same inadequate drug.

Callene took two sips, then turned away, setting her glass beside the antique books. The aphrodisiac was useless. Her nervous system had been secretly conditioned to ignore chemical coercions. But Kaybecker expected some reaction, and to mollify him, she pretended to shudder, glancing back at him and telling the truth. “You have a lovely home.”

“Better than the dorms,” he replied.

Better than any bureaucrat could afford, she knew. But Kaybecker’s career had been built on unlikely success coupled with a shameless abuse of power. What museum did he raid in order to collect these treasures…?

“Take off that uniform,” Kaybecker ordered. Then with a tenth-hearted attempt at tenderness, he added, “Officer Nagel. Please.”

She was wearing an indoor helmet and a partial flash-mask. Callene removed the straps and let herself look out the nearest window, glancing north, at a column of milky light standing above Seattle.

Against every order, she was thinking about him.

There was no helping it.

Kaybecker’s patience ran dry. Stepping close, he took the helmet and tossed it to the floor with a sharp thud. Then he grasped her shoulders and spun her, Callene resisting just enough to let him know that she was at least his strength and nearly his will, and that when she relented, it was her decision. Not his.

Tactics shifted. Another broad smile made the face boyish. Then he said, “Look,” as something bright flashed across the sky. Falling, shattering. Gone. “Did you see?”

Her peripheral vision was spectacular.

“It was square,” she offered. “Part of a solar panel, maybe.”

“Not maybe,” Kaybecker confided. “We lost another orbital farm today.”

She feigned concern. “I don’t remember any attacks.”

“Wasn’t one,” he promised. “It was pure sabotage. Rebel infiltrators planted finger-nukes along the farm’s spine.”

She shut her eyes, for just an instant.

“We aren’t doing so well up there.” He spoke with a calm, grave force. “But that’s not exactly a secret, is it? With eyes like yours, you probably watch the war every night.”

“They tell us not to look,” she replied.

“And you obey them?”

“Yes.” As strange as it might sound, she did.

“I would watch, if I had your vision,” Kaybecker promised. “But of course, the UN won’t dare fuck with me! Not after everything that I’ve done for them…!”

Callene looked at the walls and ceiling. But even with her heightened sense, she couldn’t find the nanophones or security cameras embedded in the armor. As part of a secure facility, everything that happened, no matter how trivial, was recorded in full, and the recordings were sent off for AI analysis on the half-second. Which was the weak link, as it happened. What if someone could tinker with the dangerous recordings, editing them, misleading the machines and the machine-like officials whose duty it was to trust them?

“One word from me,” she heard, “and you’ll be floating on one of those solar farms. How would you like that? Defending a thousand square kilometers of silicon… is that why you got into this game…?”

“If it helps our cause—”

“Bullshit, Nagel! Bullshit!”

She closed her eyes, and she saw him. For me, he told her. Do it for me. “Lose that goddamn uniform, officer!”

Raven hair was pinned up for the helmet. It came down eagerly, not quite kissing her wide shoulders, framing a face that was a little too strong to be beautiful, solid bones standing behind pale, almost translucent skin. Her black eyes conveyed a hard-won wisdom. When Callene first looked through those eyes, gazing at herself in the surgeon’s mirror, she had noticed that wisdom. It couldn’t be hers. Most likely the eyes were salvaged from a dead soldier. More than the UN would admit, field equipment was being refurbished, then implanted in the new recruits.

“The uniform, Nagel.”

She stepped away from the window, unfastening her uniform with crisp, clean motions, stopping only to let it fall, then stepping out of the pooled blackness, warning Kaybecker, “You’ll be disappointed. I don’t have much of a body.”

It was the kind of body expected of a female officer, an athletic build enhanced by hard training and a slurry of drugs.

“Not too proud, are you?” Kaybecker laughed, undoing his robe while warning her in turn, “Talk about bodies. Let me show you one that’s grotesque.”

He had a broad pale hairless chest and a substantial belly, and, like many overfed men, his legs were too narrow for his frame. Between his belly and legs, almost lost inside a forest of brown hair, stood an augmented cock, purple and eager.

Callene undid her armor, letting it fall.

She had smallish breasts, firm as muscle, and long ebony nipples. Kaybecker grabbed one breast, then the other, thumbs dancing with the nipples. A thin fluid collected on his left thumb. Sweat, he probably assumed. Rubbing his thumb with a finger, he found it greasy, and with a sniff, the odor pungent and unfamiliar. And unpleasant, said his smirk.

“The couch,” he whispered. Then, “You’re on top.”

Callene closed her eyes as she straddled Kaybecker, one hand massaging him, then aiming him, obeying his grunted commands. The grotesque man was blessedly quick. After a few thrusts and a gut-wounded moan, he came. And because this was the best moment—he had explained the biochemical reasons, all of which Callene had forgotten—she took her right breast in her hand and lowered it, feeding Kaybecker the long nipple and the moistened aureole, telling him, “Lick it.” Telling him, “Now.”

A wide tongue obeyed.

There was a small slurp, then hesitation. Was something wrong? Weren’t the potions working? But the tongue returned, circling the nipple, absorbing an oily stew of exotic narcotics, doctored hormones, and swarms of microchines whose only purpose was to burrow into the tongue, then ride the dark blood into the depths of a mind.

The lovers held that pose for most of an hour.

Mammary glands—highly modified; rigorously camouflaged—were finally sucked dry. Only then could Callene pull away, opening her eyes, discovering Kaybecker wearing a strange vast smile that extended to his pale and wet and exceptionally round eyes. He was staring at her. He looked joyous. Enraptured. But he was also afraid, taking a deep breath and half-shuddering, some part of him trying to fend off the swift mad thoughts running through his brain.

“I understand,” she whispered.

She was tempted to say, “Don’t worry. You’ll be all right.”

But he wouldn’t be, of course. And she refused to give him the smallest comfort, smiling bleakly at him, thinking:

This is how I looked. This is how I am with him.

Kaybecker’s cock had never lost its stiffness. Moving, casually shifting positions, the touch of her leg caused him to come again, a thread of semen dangling in the air, then breaking and beginning to dry.

He sobbed quietly, trying to thank her.

“Quiet,” she told him. Just once.

Kaybecker didn’t just obey. He took one of his wide hands and planted it squarely over his mouth, enforcing the silence.

Callene was astonished, and disgusted. This vast man was exactly like her, in a sense. Staring at those living eyes, she knew what he felt as he gazed up at his only love. And with that insight, disgust bled into an unexpected pity. Pity made her pull the hand from his mouth, and she quietly asked, “Do you know what love is?”

“A sickness,” Kaybecker replied.

Callene smiled in a grim fashion. “It’s hormones and it’s electricity. That’s where it comes from.”

“A sickness,” he repeated.

“Do you know what your pineal gland is?”

He shook his head, waiting for enlightenment.

“It’s the third eye in a reptile,” she growled. “Long ago, evolution rolled it back into our heads and made it blind.”

A little nod, and silence.

“What if?” she asked. “What if we could resurrect your pineal gland, making it into an eye again?”

“Is that… what I feel…?”

“We build a new eye, then we make it see exactly what we want it to see. Always. And everything it sees is piped straight into those parts of the brain that feel love.”

Kaybecker contemplated those words, then grinned in a bleak fashion, and with a dangerous, unexpected prescience, asked, “Who do you see…?”

“No one,” she lied, by reflex.

Then with too much force, she added, “Except you, of course.”

The monster had no choice but to smile again, serene for the moment.

Glancing at cameras she couldn’t see, Callene prayed that the AIs were being doctored as promised. Then she told her lover, “I don’t like your captain. Or my new platoon.”

“No?”

“Transfer them,” she demanded. “As soon as possible.”

Kaybecker didn’t simply obey her will. He anticipated her next request, asking, “And who do you want to replace them with?”

“My old unit. From Seattle.”

He shook his head, trying to free it of the crazy images.

“Do that for me,” Callene promised, “and we’ll always be together.”

Each of Kaybecker’s eyes stared up at Her, and, with a voice that bounced from whisper to a near-shout and back again, he asked, “This gland in my head… this new eye… I can’t ever close it, can I?”

“Never. No.”

A sudden enrapturing joy filled the face.

“Good!” he moaned. “Good/”

A spiderweb screen has been stretched between fir trees, projecting an image sent from the moon, from a microcamera hidden in the rebels’ own barricades. Grainy at best and usually badly blurred, it’s nonetheless a remarkable achievement, the camera’s whisper-signal having to pierce ten kinds of jamming and a storm of hard radiation.

Partygoers watch an ocean of blood-red magma swirling beneath floes of blackish rock. An armored rocket races past. A fountain of magma explodes as another nuclear bullet plunges home. The lunar horizon is close and eerily smooth. Decades of war have obliterated Nearside’s ancient craters and mountains. And the culprit stands on the horizon: The earth regards the moon with its night face, the Pacific coastline and Seattle obscured by the forty-minute-old blackout.

People have formed an unbalanced horseshoe in front of the screen, scientists on one side and guests on the other. Kaybecker stands in the middle, his arm draped possessively over Callene’s shoulder. His dinner plate lies at his feet, forgotten. Crickets and odd beetles march in the remaining gravy, some feasting while the rest quietly drown.

In a booming, confident voice, Kaybecker shouts, “Five minutes! Five minutes!” Then he shakes Callene, saying, “Enthusiasm, Nagel. The war’s won in five minutes/”

“I know, sir.” She attempts a smile, but it looks more like a wince. “I’m optimistic, sir… and excited…”

The homely general feels otherwise. With a decided chill, she remarks, “We’ll be lucky if we can crack their barricades.”

The project’s top physicist—a tiny Brazilian famous for his temper—tells the general, “Nevertheless, sir. In another few months, we’ll have broken them. They won’t have a hole left to hide in.”

The UN can pulverize rebel bases on Mars and Mercury, and obliterate cities buried on the icy face of Jupiter’s moons. Most of the solar system turns relative to the earth, every target eventually passing into view. Except for the farside of the moon, that is. The rebels living there have a ready-made refuge, thousands of kilometers of rock protecting it. Which is why they place their key industries there, and their best people, and why their swift little ships can harass the earth, even when no rational mind expects them to win.

“I pray you’re right,” says the general, utterly honest. “I hope we can melt that entire damned rock!”

The physicist laughs, adding, “What we’re doing tonight, wielding this kind of power… I guarantee, there’s absolutely no defense against it. None.”

“Four minutes!” Kaybecker hollers. “Say it, Nagel.”

“Four minutes,” she mutters. “And counting.”

The yard seems to grow more crowded, more energetic, yet in the same moment, quieter. People find themselves crowding up to the screen. Conversations fall to whispers, if that. When the image abruptly dissolves into an electric snow, no one complains.

“Three minutes to the barbecue!” Kaybecker roars.

Some glare at him. Some grin. When success does come, the research team will be disbanded. Kaybecker will be sent off to some other troubled project, where he’ll use his arrogance and bludgeoning techniques to make others perform. The truth told, the scientists would cheerfully destroy ten thousand worlds, if that’s what it took to get out from under Kaybecker.

“One hundred and twenty seconds!” he cries out.

He smiles, and he doesn’t.

Kaybecker sounds utterly self-assured, yet buried in that same voice is a distinct fear that begins to show itself. His wide pale eyes close once again, remaining closed. “Ninety seconds,” he says, his voice cracking abruptly. Then he gives the poor girl beside him a crushing hug, and, with eyes still closed, he whispers something that the nearest few can just make out.

“I can see you,” he tells her mysteriously.

Callene stares at the spiderweb screen, saying, “I can see you, too.”

Then she adds, “Sir.”

“Always,” he announces. “And I always will.”

As if in pain, Callene flinches. She starts to say something. It’s almost as if she intends to scold him, judging by the way she plants an elbow into his ribs, her face twisting behind her flash-mask, a scalding white anger emerging.

“One minute!” Kaybecker tells everyone.

The captain appears suddenly, pushing in through the crowd, inserting himself between the lovers. Then with a quiet rushed voice, he reports, “Something’s wrong.”

“Isn’t that the plan?” Kaybecker laughs. “It’s supposed to go miserably wrong.”

Callene and the captain glance at one another, horrorstruck.

No one else can guess what Kaybecker means.

“A Jaguar-class hyperplane is en route,” the captain sputters. “From Seattle—”

“Forty seconds,” Kaybecker roars.

“It’s coming here.” The captain shakes his head, taking a half-step backward. “I don’t know why….”

“Oh, it was my idea to invite it,” Kaybecker admits.

The captain stares off into the distance with a mixture of disbelief and cold terror.

“Why do we need a hyperplane?” asks the homely general. “What’s its mission…?”

Kaybecker gives a cackling laugh. “Honestly, I haven’t decided yet.”

The captain is motionless. Is thinking.

Callene rips herself free of Kaybecker’s grasp.

“It is a Jaguar,” the general tells everyone, reading data displayed inside her own flash-mask. “With a crew of three, plus finger-nukes and a full load of fuel. Scheduled to arrive in four minutes—”

“Ten seconds,” says the project manager.

Then after a deep breath, he says, “Five. And four. And three. And hell, you all know the rest.”

The audience remembers why they’ve gathered here. Faces look skyward, up at the half-molten moon. Even as it fires, the orbiting gun remains invisible. Titanic, unseen energies race out of its magnetic barrel. But once the target is struck, a wavefront of plasmas and furious nuclei interact with cold matter, spreading outward, the blast’s sudden glare beyond anything anticipated, or desired, the largest fire ever produced by humans bathing the coastline in a weird pure light that dwarfs the brightest sunshine.

Every flash-mask turns blacker than ink, shielding flesh and living eyes.

Ignoring the panic around him, Kaybecker bends at the waist and licks Callene’s mask, then gives it a kiss, leaving her armored mouth ringed with horse grease and spit.

“What is it?” screams the Brazilian physicist.

“We just shot ourselves!” someone cries out.

The audience is too stunned to move.

“How?” the physicist demands. “A mistake—?”

“Sabotage,” the general responds. “Somehow, the rebels found a way!”

Then she sees the obvious, too late by a half-second, reaching for a ceremonial firearm worn against her belt.

The captain shoots her through her flash-mask.

Her hidden face shatters, dissolves.

Then he turns, aiming squarely at Kaybecker’s forehead.

But Kaybecker is defiant, warning him, “Not if you want to escape, you won’t. You need me, you stupid fuck!”

Night returns, at least for the moment. Flash-masks are transparent again, revealing dozens of soldiers running in a ragged row, running toward their captain.

“You don’t have time,” Kaybecker screams. “That ship will be here in a veiy few minutes, and then what?”

“You tell me. What—?”

“Without my word, they’ll circle,” says Kaybecker. “And when they see a rebel ship trying to slip down to pick you up—”

“What have you done?” the captain roars.

Callene understands. She steps between them, allowing her small hands to touch the captain, telling him, “It isn’t my fault. I don’t know how this—”

“This is why I was late to our festivities,” Kaybecker confesses.

The captain nearly shoots him. He lifts his weapon a second time, a last thread of discipline stopping him. With a sloppy slow voice, he says, “All right. What do you want?”

“A moment of your time, is all. To talk.”

The spiderweb screen comes to life again. The moon is unchanged, unharmed by the latest outrage. But on the earth’s dark face, exactly where Seattle should be, a fountain of scalding white light is spreading, setting fire to the land, twenty million killed even before the blast reaches the Pacific Ocean, forcing those cold black waters to boil.

It was astonishingly easy, letting another shape his words and behavior. In public, Kaybecker was the same man that he had always been. But in private, he eagerly obeyed every demand. And in those rare moments of self-reflection, he was awed by Callene’s hold on him. His own life had been built on manipulating people, using tiny emotions like pride and fear to motivate. But this was more effective. By a long ways. “If I’d had these biochemical tricks,” he told his new captain, “my scientists would have won the war for me by now.”

“Maybe yes, maybe no,” the captain replied. He and Callene were sitting in Kaybecker’s luxurious quarters, every security device deactivated. “Frankly,” he admitted, “these techniques don’t always work well in others. It just depends.”

“On what?”

“Variables,” the man replied, a natural arrogance showing. Then he steered the subject elsewhere. “Callene assures me that you’ve been very helpful.”

“Always,” the lovesick man replied.

“And she’s been rewarding you, has she?”

For some reason, the captain needed reassurance.

“She lets me touch her,” Kaybecker confessed. Callene was sitting next to him on the leather sofa. He stared at her perfect face with every eye, and she stared at her captain. “When I do what she wants….”

“What I want,” the captain reminded him. “How do you hke that magical tit?”

Just thinking about it, he couldn’t help but shiver.

Glancing at Callene, the captain gave a smug little wink. “A taste of the sauce helps one remember the meal.”

What’s your sauce? Kaybecker wondered, in secret.

The captain’s team was ruled with an economy of potions and devotion: The half dozen women officers watched the arrogant man as if he were God, while each male was enthralled with a single woman. But didn’t that make sense? Bringing dozens of infiltrators to the earth, then orchestrating their climb into the same unit, would be impossible. Better to send one agent—perhaps the captain; perhaps someone else—and let that true believer find converts with his or her own magical sauce.

Kaybecker didn’t dare ask the godlike man about his origins or the mission.

But when their first meeting was finished, the captain left alone, giving Callene a wink, telling her that Kaybecker deserved his rewards. “For me,” he told her. “Would you?”

That’s when Kaybecker confessed his curiosity to Callene. He was suckling on the luscious nipple, talking around it and mouthfuls of freshly synthesized microchines, blood-warm narcotics. Her eyes were closed, as always. Surprise showed in the way she closed them even tighter, wincing for just an instant. Then with a sturdy, much-practiced pride, she announced, “I don’t know anything about Him. I don’t need to know. And don’t ask questions like that again. All right?”

“All right,” he promised. “I won’t.”

But there was a second Callene—the perfect woman who was the true object of his relentless, pathological love. As promised, Kaybecker could always see her. Awake or asleep, his lidless pineal eye fed him the same powerful image: Her naked, straddling his engorged penis, offering her breast to his grateful mouth, and, in return, demanding nothing. Nothing. That other Callene didn’t know about wars and political power. She wasn’t the one who ordered him to transfer her old unit down from Seattle. It didn’t matter to her if he gave away security codes or the schematics for their newest weapon, or the files about the geniuses who worked for him. And that other Callene never yanked him off her nipple, then told him, “We need everyone outdoors. When that new weapon is used for the first time, we should be somewhere near the beach.”

“Outdoors?” he had muttered, in reflex. “But you’re safer here. Underground.”

“Don’t ask me why,” the flesh-and-blood Callene growled, black eyes cutting through him. “That’s what the captain wants. Believe me.”

How could he do anything but believe her?

But that other Callene would answer his questions. She never tired, never went dry, never winced and yanked back her nipple, and she didn’t close her eyes so that she could see the perfect captain who inhabited her own secret eye….

What do the rebels want? Kaybecker asked that Callene.

She lent a voice to his intuition. At least one other unit had betrayed the earth, she explained, and those were the gunners who would fire at the moon. Which would be an easy trick, Kaybecker realized. The gun was invisible. It was a weapon that could be turned 180 degrees, and who would know until it was a nanosecond too late…?

But what about the nuclear bullets? he inquired. Why launch them at the moon?

The UN won’t arm them with the usual detonators, she replied. The bullets won’t need detonators. Which means that not only will the earth shoot itself, but it will also give away a fat portion of its munitions, for free….

And the geniuses?

Will be taken captive, she said. He sensed. She said, That’s why the captain wants them outside, darling. A rescue ship will use the blast and the chaos afterward to come and get us. And really, darling, if you think about it… that’s going to be the biggest victory of all. Think what those scientists will mean to the rebels…

Kaybecker smiled for a moment. Then with a shudder, asked, But what about me?

What about you?

Will I go with you? To the moon?

She regarded him for a long while, then admitted:

Darling, I can’t answer that.

Two days before the blast, Kaybecker overheard several of his physicists talking. It seemed that one of them had stumbled upon their new captain enjoying the company of a female officer. The couple were sandwiched inside a tiny closet. “Enjoying an elaborate embrace,” the witness claimed, illustrating the pose with his body and two hands, holding an imaginary head just so. Then he looked up, noticing the project manager standing nearby. And he suddenly laughed, with a malicious air, and Kaybecker knew just which officer had been sucking off that arrogant bastard.

Kaybecker fell into a wild panic.

Approaching the flesh-and-blood Callene, he asked if they would indeed remain together, always.

She didn’t hesitate.

“Of course,” she told him. “Wherever we go, you’ll be with me.” Then with a strange unconscious grin, she closed her glass eyes.

The captain was equally reassuring. “You’ve been an enormous help. We’re indebted to you. So of course we’re going to take care of you. Of course.”

Anyone else would have believed those comforting words.

But until lately, Kaybecker was utterly undistracted by love. More than anyone else in this insidious operation, he was possessed by the apparition in his secret eye. Closing his other eyes, he could see nothing but his only love, and, without warning, her expression changed, suddenly glaring at him.

What’s wrong? he whispered.

They won’t take you with them, she replied. And you know they won’t. You’ve known it from the beginning…

Kaybecker nodded grimly, admitting the caustic truth.

Then the captain suddenly appeared, swaggering up to them, wearing nothing, invading his mind’s eye without the slightest care; and suddenly Kaybecker’s ethereal Callene took hold of the captain’s long brown penis, lifting it to her mouth as she dismissed Kaybecker with a sneer, telling him:

You’re a monster.

Kaybecker screamed, in agony.

A monster, she repeated, and if I have the chance, I’ll kill you myself…

With powerful eyes, Callene watches Kaybecker and her captain. They talk for less than a minute, yet it feels like hours. “You’re crazy,” says her captain. “That’s fucking madness! I won’t!” But then Kaybecker says something else, motioning at the sky, and her captain starts shaking his head, turning now, looking at Callene for a half-instant before he tells several other officers, “Come here. And listen.”

Moments later, Callene is grabbed from behind. Then, disarmed.

In a blur of motion, she is led across the meadow. Seattle is a brilliant, ravaged glow, the plasma wall spreading south, bearing down on them. What’s happening? Part of her knows everything, and the rest denies it. The rest is what makes her close her eyes, stumbling moments later. Then a big hand takes her by the arm and lifts, guiding her along, Kaybecker’s smooth, elated voice telling her, “You saw how easily he did it. Selling you out like this. Without half a fight, even.”

She is crying, and has been crying for some time now.

“Once we’re inside, and safe,” says Kaybecker, “I’ll order that Jaguar to save itself. ‘We’re all underground,’ I’ll tell it. ‘We can weather the storm from here.’ ”

She opens her eyes, too late. It’s just the two of them beneath the ancient firs, the cliff before them, the meadow behind them empty. Her captain has already vanished, which isn’t possible. Isn’t. He’s just waiting for Kaybecker to call off the hyperplane, and then he’ll come back to save her… which is the only way she can keep walking… telling herself that the mission depends on her seeing that Kaybecker does what he promised to do….

“And we will weather this storm,” promises the monster. “The food reserves can keep us fat for a thousand years, and there’s plenty of bottled power…

She tries to speak, but she has no voice.

“It might be months before anyone bothers digging down to us. If they ever try. The casualties, the damage, the future changes in climate… this world’s going to be too fucking busy to concern itself with a bunch of empty, ruined labs…”

She takes a silent vow: If her captain can’t save her, whatever the reason, she will murder Kaybecker herself, then throw herself down an empty shaft.

“Look what else I got from him,” says the monster. “The extras he kept close, in case his originals malfunctioned.”

A pair of oblong machines lie in his hand. For an instant, Callene thinks they’re artificial eyes. Then, realizing her mistake, she turns, trying to run.

Kaybecker anticipates her, grabbing her, pocketing his plastic testicles as he drags her to the camouflaged entranceway. Armor doors lift for the them, then drop again. With a word, he causes them to weld themselves in place, with a sizzling roar. Then he punches out a coded signal on the first comppad, and, with a quiet happy voice, he says, “See? Your people get what they want, and I get what I want. What I deserve.”

She doesn’t have the strength to fight anymore.

“He never loved you,” Kaybecker maintains. “But I do. I do. And once the autodocs get these little boys implanted inside me—”

“I won’t,” she promises, in a low, desperate whisper.

That makes him laugh.

“You know how it feels. What I can give you.” He’s pulling her along the softly lit passageway, approaching the next set of doors. “Just think what it’s going to be like. Two people, any people, who can feel that way toward one another….

“How long can you fight that sort of temptation, sweetheart…?

“A week? A day?

“A nanosecond, is my guess…!”

Callene shrieks, and with her free hand begins to pull out gouts of her black hair, then bloody patches of her scalp, trying desperately to claw her way inside her own skull, wanting nothing but to blind the lidless eye within—